Nothing to Parody Denigrate or Dismiss

Well, there is but my voice would be lost within the thousands nay millions of others.

C’mon on Humankind just because we live in such times doesn’t mean you cannot find a new way of being – go with the better option not the easier one.

BLANK STARE – WHAT CAN HE MEAN?

I mean exactly what I say – take yourself out of the cess-pit and stop dwelling-on all the easiness of parody and denigration and dismissal – and yes start to work-up a way to portray without taking the piss or how to constructively criticise and how not to totally state that ‘that’ said by others has no value at all. How, you ask moronically – as you have to rather moronic to even converse with the moronic output – I say you are denigrated by even connecting with the crap, you become a parody of your true self by also doing so and you dismiss all that you could otherwise be by engaging in these practices – do yourself a favour and see your engagements as becoming infected by the disease in your parodying and dismissal and it denigrates you too.

C’mon CHEAP LAUGHS is that the enrichment you are after? It looks like that to me.

You only have to look at attacking in a different manner to that which needs attacking and you’ll come away with a sense of not superiority or smug self-satisfaction but more so a sense of having lifted yourself higher from the pit of shit and thus no more are you simple shit-stirrers who possible might take the what if’s spread seriously – as its frankly a miracle that no great damage has been done from all said on Social media – but that’s surely more because ‘the writers and speakers of the truths of this planet’ just don’t or aren’t allowed for their clout to have any real impact on worldly-events – in the end ‘who or what do you really think you are influencing’? at best you are telling them stuff that they avoid and get-on with their planning – they are going to do it according to their planning and you only show them nothing which influences them – I think I’ve seen but one true influence in the past year in the UK where public opinion swayed the politicans to go another way and that was scrap HS2 and plough the saved monies into east-west rail links and buses – bar that we’re just talking amongst ourselves really – but don’t give-up as a crack in the damm comes around every so often and the cascades come.

Its going to be shown that when the belittling stops and some kind of deceny returns the claims it was ‘us’ IT WAS THE SUN THAT DID IT’ oh yeah, – seriously now – no-one really knows if a person is decent or not except the person themselves – there’ll never be any tech that is capable of measuring that in a person – and no chatbot will be able to write a test to score it – no, in the end it will always come-down to this…

… YOU WON’T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF UNTIL YOU TEST YOUR OWN CAPABILITY THROUGH BEING CAPABLE, AND IF YOU HAVE LOW CAPABILITY JUST SET-OUT IMPROVING IT – SIMPLES.

Not even I knew I was this good at writing until I gave it a go, ha, ha, ha – stop laughing over there!

Annihilated Prospects!

Here is a short story, that has no other meaning than what is said.

Here we go.

What is bigger than War? If you believe it could well be ‘Annihilated Prospects!’! how have you come to that??? maybe it could be due to realising that when seeing the end goal in any endeavour and what it means to gain but where that gain sees its losses for the losers equals your gains gives you your answer = therefore I/we won ‘whatever’ simply because we could see what the others lost.

It takes a certain type of mentality built-up over generations of breeding, I’ve heard it said; you can see it in them, a certain type of assurance that what they are aiming at in due to what has been inbred and as such what they do is done for no other reason than its them.

I say I’ve seen Annihilated Prospects all my life, isn’t that what warfare actually is the denying of prospecting on life’s opportunities to one section of people with the sole purpose of garnering it totally in the hearts and minds of an exclusive sect of persons who generally wish for the same outcome for themselves and by a weird default gain all prospects for or unto themselves – at base reality we’re all hunter-gatherers still and if you aren’t, aren’t you being kept as a pet within the prospects of a system which feeds you as you allow the hunters full-reign to take anything they like as long as you get fed eventually, I think many humans fall into that way of existence or subsistence living, simply don’t fuck with the main-pack and you’ll be allowed to eat.

Its been said once or twice that prospectors treat the earth and its resources like an open-cast mine [and rape and pillage never actually died-out and re-branding activities is probably the best non-open advertising scheme/cover-up there ever was – as its known but untraceable in so many ways.

I say isn’t prospecting just a poncy-wordage for ‘looking here there and everywhere for anything that comes up or your way’ – of course it is – WAR’s intention is to clear the field so that a future of prospecting can arise – and you may well ask how certain of life’s ways manifest – CURB THE NEED, CURB THE GREED a glib assertion it may be but I always think it better to see the difference between things so that you are able to distinguish which side or end of the see-saw you wish to plonk yourself on and stay-on.

REPENT -REPENT- REPENT was John the Baptists message – turn-away from Babylon and have no dealings with the sinful ways of mammon etc etc etc – how do you think he got to be able to say that with ‘conviction’ and could back it up – ‘cos he obviously could back his conviction up – wasn’t it said that the most powerful ‘king’ was afraid of John because the utter truth cannot be refuted when it is seen and known to be the truth and cannot be denied – for that was all John was essentially doing – putting the truth on display in a way that was ‘louder than war’ and ‘Annihilated the prospects’ of sinful-behaviours continuing.

In modern-day life I myself find myself on a similar-path as do many others – we often see WAR as the ultimate and stop there – surely nothing can take-on WAR? I have just shown you that if and when you Annihilate the prospects of others [unspecified, but they are easy to spot] then in fact you are fighting fire with fire – you’ve gone above and beyond and nullified – you’ve seen the tactics – you’ve seen the causal-affects on your life, even at a distance and realised the tables are easily turned – you’ve even looked at how easy it is to have your own prospects annihilated!

The game is up when in a simple stroke you see the end in the beginning – or the answer in the question                                                                                                                 now, what do you see in that blank space? Nothing eh – an annihilation of space where letters and words could be? Oh c’mon – it could be far, far, far more than that; some may see it as annihilation of the prospect or a waste of but that’s my point – we’re led and always have been led to view stuff in a certain way – but hey – I haven’t spent the last four years annihilating their prospects for nothing, you know!

Its been ALL OUT WAR as to put it simply enough ‘they had to be told’ that their model of how to live life was a distorted freakshow that even circus-folk would sneer at and yes, these past few years have been a WARNING to you ALL – but I AM or WAS the BEGINNING of it all – the pre-cursor if you like – but as the consciousness has risen – you simply will meet millions more consciousnesses who may not see them as Annihilators [but are] and they will come for your prospects!

Why? because when two groupings are fighting over the same prospects [and we are] then its like Putin says ‘you say its war I say it’s a military exercise’ are we both right? And Netanyahu [Isreal prime-minister] says its not Palestine genocide – but we can see it is!

No, my friends, you’ve prospected well and made in-roads that it’s a ‘fire-dampening exercise for them now’, but fear-not as all prospectors know one thing and that is they are on their own but the collected-minds of all the prospectors means we now out-number them and our infiltration is complete as now we can ‘mine’ the narrative and take and even insert whatever we so wish into the story of life – I have seen them taking-on what we do and they fold an incorporate into life our prospecting – so make 2024 and beyond years where our prospects are there for all to see and know – as these are the forgotten years in their minds – the years they could do nothing with – so, we got in there and through persistence showed them we weren’t giving-up so lightly.

2024 – THE FUTURE IS NOW YOURS MY FRIENDS – and all it took was to see there was something bigger than WAR to Annihilate its prospects!

I am glad that people are…

… listening to the self-care message.

As I said in my last post, the ‘investment’ of time and energy we naturally put into caring for ourselves SHOULD NOT be under-looked and WASTED as I said we invest hours and hours of our time HERE doing this, so to neglect and not see the value in it is risible and yes there is a reason for it, its not just PREENING it is a simple statement of taking-care and presenting – surely any USA citizen would know how much that matters – and I suggest that MAINTAINENCE is underlooked but scorned-upon in equal measure – oh, look at that poor dear, they can’t even look after themselves – I tell you the slowest way to revolution is for you to take-away ‘personal-dignity’ from people by denying access to products and services that allow humans to look like humans – as in the human mind when you are put-off by the appearance of another human – you often cannot respark and engage in your own mind a way ‘beyond’ that initial disgust of non-connection and yes I am only saying this from the point of view of ‘debasment’ and that is a tricky elemental game – as you debase someone else only with the nagging quality in the back of your mind of – ‘how far down the line does it have to go until I get or even feel debased myself?

Vanity doesn’t even come into it when for example a more basic condition of ‘decent dental work’ is your minimum requirement’ – I’d personally wear sackcloth but many millions nay billions don’t or wouldn’t like to be demeaned as such – HUMAN DIGNITY – YEAH, BUT AT WHAT COST – WHEN YOU HAVE LITTLE ABILITY TO PAY.

P.S. When the services dry-up because no-one has the monies to go ‘private’ you get the political swing-affect and its ever thus – one’s groups or parties actions and contentions allows the supposed opposing or opposite to come in by pledges – only for us to later see they have no option but to ditch the promise and deal us the middle way of production.

Who ever says HUMAN NEED doesn’t make HUMAN POLITIC needs a good talking to.

So, value self-care but value care provided by others even more highly as if and when we don’t we’ll find a section of all of our communities walking-about with a look on their face that says health-care now – I need health care – in a stare that is as long as the eat-out-to-help-out queue was long.

I sometimes think that in today’s world its simply a plan to drain or dearth certain things and when the need reaches maximum – they jump-in and try to blitz it, that never works though – just think of those TV slogans ‘a sustainable future’ well that’s meant for the climate – but one day hopefully our politicians etc will see the best sustainable future arises on funding of all levels of life sustainably and ploughing OUR monies into pet-projects sees far more losers in the neglected areas – and with more and more neglect comes a situation where abandonment has to come into things – as quite simply often one thing is bound-up or within another – we often neglect politics because deep-down we sense the abandonment within ourselves for what politics can do for us – ‘you’ve never had it so bad’ but don’t concern yourself we will always and can make it badder for you – whilst telling you its all for your future good – someone should remind them TOMORROW NEVER COMES – so, lets start dealing with today.

What to do and when!

We ‘to state the bleedin obvious’ are getting older day by day and we hardly recognise our infirmities, usually not until we have to; in some senses it can be asked if its better to have infirmities earlier in life [hopefully giving us the chance or ability to adapt and get used to living with them or not to have them and it’s the spare of years that comes as a blessing? I’ll let you decide on that.

For many its not even a choice or the onset of time that brings-about infirmities through ageing as many people are born with conditions that they’ve had to deal with/handle [some since birth] I myself have slightly deformed kneed and lower legs which almost shout-out that their development were retarded or on a slow-growth unlike the rest of my body – thankfully I was born with no other conditions that impeded life from taking-place but after a few years of corrected-walking practices by me it was clear to me that it wasn’t going to be a life-long impediment and I could live with being viewed as the person with the funny walk and if I just slowed-down a little then its not that noticeable – but we rarely view ourselves fully or properly as another would ‘ourselves or us’ do we? no!

So, I was thinking about the dreaded ‘social care’ that is simply not a desired position to find yourself in ‘needing to do’ – so undesirable is it that as a profession or simply a job it rarely appeals to many in the out-of-work force [the so-called unemployed – which is a misnomer as every unemployed person still needs to cook clean and shop for themselves – there is or are no helpers helping the unemployed with all of that – why should there be? They have so much time on their hands that its simply up to them ‘as and when’ they do such things – indeed many unemployed people choose unemployment as an option ‘all so they can be ‘time abundant’ over anything else.

Getting back to ‘care’ though. I think its fair to state in all ‘cultures’ one of the first thing any infant gets drilled-into them is self-care ‘clean your teeth and wipe your arse’ and eventually don’t be a drama queen about things with the eponymous killer-line every child who plays-up hears ‘well, everyone else does it’ and there’s no retort worth hearing that comes after that – we just get on with it.

So, it really begs the question if by human-design of best practice of ‘caring for ourselves’ do we bulk at caring for other humans – we’ve been shown by parental-guidance and schooling and even hours of practice that LOOKING AFTER YOURSELF ranks as highly as eating/drinking/pissing and shitting and breathing – but we bulk at doing what we’re all practiced-in for anyone but ourselves – the truth of the matter is no-one who is a fully-grown adult can lay claim that they don’t have the skills to do what they naturally do for themselves and with a straight face say that these can’t be applied to another human – you’ve got to make that link between being a caring person when someone is injured and you step-up and see that when infirmity strikes another a helping offer is just as necessary to be offered even though it may be politely refused for whatever reason – no, the only real reason help is not offered or given is it may show-up the givers infirmities and that is really not a loss many can take the risk of being exposed to – I often think that people still see the ‘infirm-route’ as being the route to the end and once down and infirm ‘that’s it’ it’s a one-way trip to the end and no recovery is imminent or possible and we’re wasting our time with the people who need care – and it’s a pathway to the final exit that is needed – I say or retort – if for a moment we all thought about the years of training we each have put into self-care and its value – we wouldn’t be so quick to ignore and snuff-out the people who are by no fault other than ageing but perhaps a few wrong turns or decisive paths of practices like smoking or eating have weakened themselves but with the care of recovery will be able to turn things around – imagine a youth being told their fitness training wasn’t going to be used in a career as a sports-trainer for youngsters but they’d be in a career looking after older adults – then you wouldn’t need to even state it was a caring position but just suggest it was fitness for older adults and that would be far more appealing as a caring-role.

But my main thrust today is as said – we must try to get-over and view ‘caring’ for others as just a very natural extension of what we naturally do for ourselves, if only that we ALL as humans become aware of our own frailties and remember if you see you are no longer able to do stuff for yourself as you once did then you are seeing the IMPORTANCE of being ‘looked-after’ in the way every human sees slowly slipping-away from their lives and asked the question in the title of this post – what to do and when… … you feel like you need ‘the care’ of others and at that age of real need the family may not be around and you may have lost a lot of contact with friends [who may well be as infirm as yourself] and finally apart from asking about services available at your surgery – do you actually know where to turn-to – and if people don’t step-up to extend themselves to care for you soon – in ways beyond simply being put in a care-home until the end of your days then more and more people are going to be filled with a resentment they can only ever put down to – ‘they were able to help – but for whatever reasons they chose not to – but you can smile when you think – when its their turns to be old and infirm they’ll be no-one for them – but hey, actually don’t tell them as it’ll be far more poignant for them to see ‘how they lived – coming back on them’ [you don’t have to say they’ll see for themselves what having no wider social-care means but they’ll find-out]… … but that’s the final thing invest in a future where a small-click of people help a small bunch of people in and with private finance and you’ll only ever help a small bunch of people – but let people be aware they already have the ‘implements’ within them to extend care beyond themselves and they’ll step-up naturally – remember this: what happened to bring the best out of people A CRISIS of such mammoth proportions – that the ones who thought themselves incapable found they were capable, which begs the question that the only thing that ever boots up up the arse and out of complacency is a supposed crisis apparently – so perhaps all this doom and gloom is the best thing for humanity as it makes us stand-up and act – I say if that’s all that is needed to get us to get a shake-on then perhaps the greatest pretence should be ‘invent a crisis’ as that certainly has been what a stagnating world needed four years ago and it worked a treat – I finally suggest you all make a card with every perceivable threat to human existence on it and then cross-off what has already happened in history and as humans like the new/exciting or unexpected just wait to cross-off from the card that which hasn’t happened yet – as that’s simply what ALL HUMANS are waiting for – but I say with conviction – some things will never happen or are meant to happen in a standard lifetime and hey, that may disappoint you or be a blessed-relief – I personally pretty-much take it as it comes – as a simple – oh that’s a possibility has a way of manifesting if you aren’t holding-onto the reins strongly enough – know what I mean? I hope you do!

STRENGTH IS OFTEN SIMPLY KNOWING IF YOU FEEL YOU CAN OR CANNOT DO SOMETHING YOU HAVE THE NEED TO DO!

I spotted my first one tonight!

Without naming names I watched a Youtuber who most definite- ately was posting more because of the contract he has with youtube to put-out a certain amount of videos and to get more subscribers and views rather than actually putting-out content for any other reason. I simply state…

… THIS IS WHAT IS KILLING VIDEO CREATIVITY especially when its so obviously a lazily taken ‘copy’ of what others do – and you can see its pointlessness in or when the channel or website the person is on isn’t making an effort to say or even do anything with what they show but laugh along.

You may think its no skin of anyone’s nose that such content exists or is made to exist by creators – I simply warn all youtubers and video-makers that its entirely possible to kill-off a medium when no life and soul is put into content-creation – imagine being a big media company fuelling a TV channel, you literally live or die as a creator – hence video creators take note – it really doesn’t matter much if the actual content of say a BBC is poor in that it doesn’t or won’t appeal to anyone – why? because they are so big a corporation bringing-out guaranteed content [even off a poor nature] 24-7 they would literally have to remove the bells and whistles [in the form of celebrity guests and make programmes literally no-one could relate to or want to relate to – and ditch the phony niceness, so we saw the roughness of people like as in other channels and a whole lot more besides for people to turn-away – so a po-dunk one man band of a spokesperson for themselves and their thing or things has little chance when it becomes obvious what they are – stripped-down a person is shown for what they are – but you’d have to strip many layers with a behemoth like the BBC – don’t get me wrong I want to see the small person succeed and club together over the big-boys and make citizen-tv and content – but I fear I see many more single-persons doing their own thing on their websites needing to wake-up to what content creation is – and it isn’t wholesale plagiarism – sure reference but don’t half-inch [pinch] in entirety as when asked who you sourced – its rather shameful to have to admit it was ALL.

I suggest all content creators take a good hard look at how they ‘source’ their output and if it comes from something as simple as ‘they got a few thousand hits because of this – so I’ll do it too – I politely suggest that you find a better suited-occupation where increasing figures like ‘sales’ jobs is for you – either that or adjust your figuring and keep smiling in the face of every adversity [oh fuck I nearly said his name there, as it really rolled-off the sentence in my mind, but its shameful enough to be like this, so if it resonates with you [the reader] I hope you take it on board, rather than seeing it as interference, but I know that when living-revenue from your work is threatened by someone’s opinion and view its hard to change course and revert-back to better practices.

Its rather pointless me saying I really am writing all my posts for the help of mankind, as perceived as a threat it will not go down well with a lot of people ‘being told’ that is, still I have seen the fuck-ups that people make in their life and doings – and I’ll level with you for a moment and say my bigger picture is around recovery and none of us being lost in the foulness of it all – [and joking here for a moment] – I know I can’t take people-out or put them out of their misery and the misery of those viewing and listening too – in any other way than critical disposal, I almost see it as a service in that if and when I don’t have to see and hear crap it improves my life and that of others too – I know I must turn things around quickly for the benefit of all – as I see a very slippery-slope continuing for us all if and when its not spoken-about and most importantly CORRECTED somewhat.

I don’t do all this for fun folks, but I do like to giggle in my own self-satisfied way, always serious[ly] enjoying the work of correction[s].

But I know the serious- head-fuckers are always looking for a chink of something – and I know how I play things too – best not say anymore – just now.

SEE THEM COME – SEE THEM FALL – ONE AND ALL – AND FOR THE UNWORTHY THAT SUITS ME FINE.

Does most media need to die-off?

Yeah, I am up against the media once again, well, it needs saying if ‘change’ is to come about.

Do we need 100+ viewpoints on the same piece of work, no, but yes, ‘cos if we didn’t we could find ourselves watching and hearing from organisations and individuals that don’t represent it in the way we’d like it to be shown to us – so, we’re in a real catch 22 situation – as we can’t live without being lie it is – to remove one part of it – seeing the variety of opinions means we are doomed to be watching singular representations of stories – so love becomes hate and hate becomes loving our the stories through the necessity of not allowing our love to become a singular so it has no option but to eventually turn into hatred of that singular – damned if you do and damned if you don’t – the binary choices of a singular world, its that – simply confusing – but when you know you know, it can’t be any other way.

Repeated until no-body tunes in anymore and its taken-off our screens and put back on the shelf – maybe indefinitely until a new repackaging and branding idea emerges – seems to be most programmes future – its either that or we are forever cursed with re-runs – imagine the tv schedule if all repeated programmes were taken-off THERE’D BE FUCK ALL ON – besides it is possible someone didn’t watch something at the original-time so soon after repeats is a good idea for those people – but I really do still laugh at the promise of lots of new programmes coming our way – no, you need to reduce salaries and jobs that one person could do, not two three or four people now do, that’s diversity for you – split the roles and when that is sorted you use the saved monies into programming and not on showy big programmes but niche viewing that will appeal to those they appeal to and might catch the interest of others – intricate dry-stone walling in real-time actuality of hours may well inspire a youth or two and that has its own benefits and then a lot more watching who’d now have the basic skills to do it if it ever came to it – THAT’S TV’S REAL POWER to inform as to what keeps a country ‘any country’ revolving and not dying through neglect of skills applicable.

Q: who would you listen to if ‘media types’ were put-up in a kind-of ‘voting for’ system?

By figures on my computer Talk TV often only get the low hundreds of people watching online – in a nation of millions that is pitiful – and also you may see one panel saying GB News has a thousand and a half viewers on you tube but soon another panel reveals its far less than a thousand live viewers and so the people ‘are’ saying already we don’t want to watch that kind of media representation – does so-called COMEDY AND NEWS mix? No, and that’s because its simply in reality an AD’S based channel like Talk TV and the news commentary is the fill-in between the advertising that makes the revenues for the owners and the rest is ‘half-inched’ from the slightly more serious-minded channels, however both channels got a licence to report news is beyond me when over 70% of both channels content [except for the few minutes each hour on actual events currently taking place each day] is on matters they deem key topics – migration being a favourite of both as is royalty – the social nicites are gone as they simply do down anything they can create a new angle on whilst keeping to their basic tenants of which both channels presenters are representative of – and old hacks hacking away as a supposed alternative is a joke – they simply represent nothing more than a world view that would die-off a lot quicker if all of them gave-up pretending it represented a view of a small minority in the country and the viewing figures backs me up on this.

I think it’s a clear-case that their ‘die-off’s are only a matter of time – as the Punk band CRASS sang:

We put all the nastiest-shits in your media-bag back in the early 1980’s hardly suspecting I guess that the emergence of Talk TV and GB News would arise in the 2020’s, still, any body referencing media back then would have probably been aware of the cyclic-nature and returning of certain-types to certain-jobs and so – we ask, if GB News and Talk TV didn’t exist as gone from our screens – some dull-spark would be begging for the shites who are left jobless in media to be brought back into employment in some way – you might say that is exactly why Talk TV and GB News came about – but no it was a person or company with more money than sense that inflicts this on humankind – and a real ‘infliction’ it is – no, if it proves anything it is ‘people of low-intelligence’ will flock like flies to shit to these channels in the faint hope they’ll be boyed-up in that these channels actually represent them and follow the garbage-disposed onto their minds – from people who know full-well what they spout is meaningless drivel and is a pretence of being something different when in reality it is no more than a long-wake to ease those off to the land of nod with irrelevant stuff that they the viewers are convinced as still being relevant – I simply see both channels as a joke and treat them as such and surely every viewer must admit – I only really tune-in for a laugh as there is no way either of them are educative or informative – unless you take ‘reinforcing biases’ and ‘confirming your prejudices’ and much more as such.

The jokes worn very thin and both channels are now firmly on my shit-list and also on my list of why bother as you already know what you are going to get from them – no, in today’s world of media – if you can’t tell almost instantly that you are watching and listening to garbage then you really aren’t as discerning as you should be or should’ve been – no, there’s only the one choice and only ever has been – you turn-on – tune-in and drop-out of something way before you actually decide something is worth pursuing – in the end its always on deciding who and what to go with…

… NO – NO – NO – WELL, MAYBE I’LL GIVE IT A CHANCE – OH FUCK NO – NO – NO -NO – I REALLY SHOULDN’T HAVE BOTHERED – IT IS/WAS EVER THUS!

There’s no shiny-bells and whistles or images to persuade here just stone-cold black and white – I am selling no more than what I say IS and ISN’T and it doesn’t take much to turn-away from it – and that’s its delight – I AM TALKING ABOUT THIS BLOG.

In 2024 I really want to get away from ‘the narratude’ of media conception I find to draw-upon, I feel we are all being restrained to following certain life areas – just because they are there or current – I despise the narrowness of it all – so if you think he’s off-on-one, just remember no new avenues can be exempt from being seen as you’ve always seen things if you are so inclined – thus as I said it really is evolution to spread your consciousness far beyond and if you can’t begin to think off-world thoughts with some human sensibility of what we must bring forth from the hidden – you’ll remain in a world of within the box a round box where the entire contents are taken from within that box – but you are sourcing from without or beyond it – only if you care to – do you care to must? You should!

While you sit there stuffing your faces

I have had a peaceful day and I realise in the social media world the veiled hatred and vile bile doesn’t stop for the festive season and the usual perps are at it and never slow-down for a moment – and as one youtuber put it rather succinctly – its bad news that sells and a news organisation putting-out only good news stories saw a 15 -20% fall in viewers [I had to laugh at that one.

I really am only writing today to report on my last posting about binary code and the simulation – well it was very informative and worked and first of all it proved to me that an broken string of code with spaces [as in how we write with spaces works, of course I cannot say if writing with unbroken code works better, as I didn’t try that]. Another noteworthy thing I saw was how my experiment or intervention didn’t affect some things like the TV or radio, but I wasn’t expecting them to, so, can I say they seem outside of the simulation which seems strange when we know the agency is mediated through the media, but here’s the real kicker; I noticed the sky [our lower atmosphere, that realm between earth and outer-space change to the clearest blue I had ever seen at four pm, in fact I’d suggest that the simulation has a definite connection to the sky, and considering as from a child I have always thought our skies above in the bit we perceive as our atmosphere could indeed be more than clouds but indeed a SKYWRITER where we see our actual thoughts manifesting above our heads in whatever shape and form they come, and its only the simulation [our perceive sky] that is there holding back ‘by covering it with clouds’ and thus no simulation – we see our true living reality.

I’d deem it a success and say in rather ‘sneering but sincere terms’ we look into binary-coding our way-out of living under the simulation and stop faffing-about with the where with alls of this and that.

So, you want the system based on or from the simulation out of your lives – simply tell it to do one in binary-code and as its its language there shouldn’t be a misunderstanding – and no, its not nanu nanu, it’s a 6 number code of either 0’s or 1’s for every letter we choose to make a word so what is 666 in binary code? And more importantly what is the anti or corrective code and word too – get working on it!

I am trying this!

I am going to try this: I am using binary-code for the ‘wording’ [shut down the simulation for two minutes at four pm gmt today] and here is that code below, along with the workings out.

I

am

shutting

down

the

simulation

at

four

pm

today

for

thirty

minutes

and the binary code is as follows

01001001

0100000101001101

0101001101001000010101010101010001010100010010010100111001000111

01000100010011110101011101001110

010101000100100001000101

01010011010010010100110101010101010011000100000101010100010010010100111101001110

0100000101010100

01000110010011110101010101010010

0101000001001101

0101010001001111010001000100000101011001

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And I just want to see the reactions unfolding, that’s all.

P.S. I had to put the whole binary into one complete string – but with spaces as its written in English.

Do you have what it takes?

As I get older its clear or clearer ‘what I am here to do’ as I trawl through the depths and recesses of my consciousness, I know what I am capable of – the rest is simply fluff – the ‘I’ll do it in this lifetime, if I care to get around to it – and if I don’t get around to it – never mind!

Being Astrologically minded I often read-books on Astrology or hear Astrologers talking and think to myself is that really the modern understanding it’s a bit poor isn’t it – and say to myself ‘with a little thought and connection to ‘stuff and things in the World’ our collective understanding could go leaps and bounds – as often our thinking about stuff is purely to work on the known and hoping that ‘that’ will open-up new vistas/new avenues – when the truth is more ‘we should have a single thought and wait for the answers we seek to filter-in our consciousness and see it as a progression and be satisfied that our first answers may well come anywhere close to the actual understanding of our question or further questions in the first instance – but be assured if we ask the right questions and give ourselves time to gather our answers then ‘at least we know we’re going about it the correct way and its only ourselves in our limited understandings that holds ourselves back.

I want to know more about what having ‘essentially dignified and debilitated planets in our personal horoscopes means in the lives of those that have them, and by no means does every person born have a horoscope that has even ‘one’ essentially debilitated or dignified planet in; but the main stumbling-block is any person in pursuit of such knowledge has to know people’s lives in somewhat ‘minute’ detail of how they ‘operate’ to gain any insights into how having a planet such affects a life lived – hence usually why any Astrologer works on themselves and family/friends or a client-base [if they have one]?

There is another way of doing a look at things – gather what has been said about essential dignity and debility and fill-in the gaps – the missed-out bits in others thinking and then expand into areas where the application of its workings-out hasn’t been applied and simply go beyond the presented and even make guesses of the possible applicable, and show your mental workings too and say this is a total guess as that makes your readers ‘sure’ in knowing where you are coming from and put them at ease and yes, if you have to write a couple of hundred words stating your mental processes even the ones leading nowhere do so, as it may help inspire and repel others not to do certain things in the process of attaining answers, as nothing can be wasted in the ultimate quest for knowledge and finally if a single answer is all you get and you have to go through the whole set-up again and again no sweat, as the simplest question or the seemingly simplest of questions may result in the longest of workings for the answer – so, to state the obvious – make damn sure the answer you want to know is really worth knowing before you set-off as the quest may take you a lot, lot longer than you first anticipate – so, I suggest if you are slightly concerned that you may not be asking the correct one – then ask yourself if there really is a gap to be filled in the human knowledge of something and also would the world be better-off knowing the answer you hopefully will gain and share and if yes, proceed – if no – best give-up even before you start – what will I do – explore or bust?

That’s for me to know and deal with – twist on 20 in blackjack – what are you mad? there’s only four aces in a pack of 52 you know – feelin lucky are you punk? Don’t push your luck too far.

P.S. Now I go off and become a university professor ‘teaching open to it’ minds!

Is that meant to be a joke? I am wasted on so many levels.

This is what I have to be thankful for…

… this year.

Today I have a review of 2023 from a personal perspective, I know its usually done by most people after the new year but I am in the mood to do it now!

Generally I’d say I’ve had a good or reasonable 2023, sure there’s been some stuff I wish I hadn’t experienced like numbness in my feet – but I can put that down to ill-fitting shoes and suchlike, and then being told I have low scores of B12 and haemoglobin and Iron and Glucose made me determined to eat two meals of solid veg a week at least and supplement the rest with tablets – all so I don’t have to become a insulin-injector, as surely I can rectify the situation of deficiency by myself somewhat if not completely? We’ll see. And then there was the semi-good and bad where a old friend said I was far too selfish and ended our near 40 year relationship – but since have seen it was best for us both.

But it was great getting out and about – I’ve never been one much for going beyond my local realm so getting to the south coast of England and paddling in the waters is a big deal for me, and its set-up dreams of going further by train next year – my cage has well and truly been open. But I’d say my biggest personal success is on the 22^nd of December 2022 I gave-up smoking cigarettes and haven’t touched-one since so that is good even though its shown me the damages done – but I can get home with my shopping a lot easier up the ‘central road’ of Cromer [which is a bit lame as a name, as its on the western edge of Cromer – still that slight hill is a hard-one with bags weighing me down.

I am also proud somewhat of posting daily and coming-out of the whole weighdown-ness of living on and looking in to the World shaped by people who if you were in their company personally you might find yourself, [no you would find yourself] very close to pointing-out the problems in their pronouncements up to the point of ‘oh, shut the fuck up’ won’t you – because if Social Media has done anything good its ‘put a distance between what you might’ve said if only you’d been there in person – and that safety-valve of ranting at a screen where no-one but yourself hears your distaste and despair at what you are hearing.

Another good thing is I was ‘cold’ last year at home but that was a choice, but this year the savings I made last year are fuelling my ability to have just one heater-on in my living room – as without it I wouldn’t be ‘living’ and although the daily running cost is high I see the benefits of being able to work when I am warm enough to work on my writings; I am not a scrooge but I believe in the future we’ll all come to recognise the real need of warmth in the ability to act, and without it you may as well hibernate.

So, 2023 not a bad year and there’s been other good things too, but I don’t share everything with my readers, you know!

But you like me may be ignoring most of what goes-on in the outer World, as many my age or even younger just yawn at the ‘interminable round of sameness’ that is ditched-up every year – and I mockingly laugh at any person of thing that suggests CHANGE has come or is on its way – as I said the only real change is NATURAL CHANGE – and FORCED CHANGE is nothing but an Illusion – and even a documentary on all the supposed changes this world has seen since the beginning of 2020 wouldn’t convince me either – as many of what is said to have changed are still in the beginnings of movement not fait compli’s [actually fully changed], no, I and we see the lying-hounds profess at their altars that such and such is abroad, but look we only have their word for it – I know and we know that the evidence is a lot harder to find that the steps they say they have made and the supposed in-roads are still very much in the ‘could’ or ‘if’ side of matters and in the end ‘when’ the up-take is slow [as no-one wants to latch-on to the new ways then that speaks for itself – and i wouldn’t be half-surprised if I or someone else says the same thing in December 2029 – that being that ITS STILL GAINED NO TRACTION this technological-future they told us was here.

Now, I predict we’re about to be flooded with adverts for new tech on TV and computer and phone – why? because its been brought-up and the World always goes-along with what the people are thinking or talking about – as if it’s the new thing and may catch-on and they can use to their advantage – I could write ‘SHIT’ IS GOOD to buy and have and the algorithm will promote shit to buy and have this year – as its not the ‘product’ itself that matters, its just that a product exists and therefore is able to be bought and sold, no, I will use their system against them and say train-sets are back in vogue and watch all the adverts and suchlike flick my personal algorithm on sites such as youtube that way, which is strange as I use as many unconnected sites to each other as is humanly-possible, so the bots and connectors can’t do the whole connecting of ‘we saw that you liked so we are giving you this as a possible next choice’, as that I simply see as taking-away my next choice rather than adding to it, as I may well have wanted to go elsewhere to where I was suggested to go – no, that dumbs you down into a stop and wait for your next choice rather than letting your natural one come-up – sure both have negatives in that you may wait years for your next choice to arise – but at least you aren’t flooded with guesses of your likes from something that doesn’t know you and will eventually be seen as an intrusion even by its most avid users – we’re being pulled-off our natural course[s] and that is what is called progress – no, see it for what it is a step-forward – and two steps back – re-correction of where we truly want to be – as step on back and step two back – the feeling of being back in control of our choices and the completed thing just sent you ahead only for you to bring yourself back into where you started-off from or even before that – hence you are only ever going to go backwards to a time before you even begun with new technology and so just don’t bother I say.

So, that’s it – and there’s a good chance now to take the rest of 2023 off and away from writing – and I predict 2024 will be very much a SAMENESS OF THE SAMENESS and for some that will be just fine – for me I’ll be honest it’ll be a big BORE – YAWN – YAWN – YAWN.

What are you really seeing?

Now when is a conspiracy ‘not’ to see things the way they really are applicable?

Now, we all must admit that ‘when we don’t know, we simply don’t know, but to possibly remain in that state or condition of apparent ignorance just because ignorance was foisted upon you is a choice.

I saw a picture that didn’t stack-up and I had a big feeling I couldn’t argue with it as there’s no ways I have the personal experience to counteract the visual-claim of what I was seeing, and with seeing leading to believing I am either going to believe my eyes or the images I was seeing as presented or look upon them differently.

Thankfully I have a sensibility that needn’t see it as presented – as simply when something doesn’t shape-up as its an impossibility to be as presented ‘the conspiracy that you are being fooled matters little’ no, more importantly is you simply know better – the image I saw was of the man standing above the earth at 178,000 odd feet and diving-off a platform – now we’ve all seen earth from space and its continents and countries clearly visible and I don’t know this for sure but when on this video at 178,000 feet the image of the earth below was not as expected and there’s no defined countries and continents but the whole earth is pictured as if it was an image taken at a much lower altitude and as the image is covering the whole earth below I do not see how it can be so well-defined, but perhaps its me that doesn’t understand the optics? But it still seems strange that earth below the platform – it could well be ‘doctored’? but honestly to me it shows enforced-ignorance on the viewers as we as said have no first-hand experience of what something looks like at that height – meaning we could be fed any old rubbish image or indeed it could be a true image? Who are the members of the human-race to be able to say so?

I think this is what MANKIND is crying-out for – a perspective that cannot be denied – and one day when space-travel becomes more frequent we may get a view that can’t be denied.

Imagine just how much of this ‘you say it is’ ‘we say it isn’t or clearly cannot be’ stuff in the conspiracy of silence and sight could be taken-out of the World if ‘beyond proof’ is a category we could all rely-upon, but sadly ‘who and what do we trust-in’ mankind is manipulated into being its base ‘lying’ selves by forces that seek to keep hidden things we should all know, and it takes years of rather wasted efforts to even get close to what the matrix is and it never openly gives us any understanding except what we stumble-across ourselves and besides its clear that once exposed in ways by use the agents of the matrix will find-out who knows and what they know and adjust the past doings into new doings with new images and thus these new images become the knowledge of today – so, exposure is really only ever going to lead to sticking-plasters over the exposed and the containment and replacement teams are there in a flash to clean-up so, really if you know the next steps best not give that out freely as its like doing their work for them – no, if you know how to bring the matrix to its knees then keep it to yourselves as there comes a time when ‘knowledge is power’ and one day we may need that knowledge to destroy the fucking thing and live clearly – but if you are electrically minded your skills won’t be needed as the ‘real-world’ isn’t an electrical-construct no once the grid goes down we really are at the mercy of nature and wood and stone and fire, these skills are ‘key’ and that’s it really – all is lost when ‘electricity’ is not running things – but all is won again when we sense that our connection back to the earth and its vibrations is what we now live-on or upon or FROM.  

Can we survive without ELECTRIC? NO, ASK YOURSELVES, CAN THE DIGITAL WORLD SURVIVE WITHOUT ELECTRIC? NO, OF COURSE IT CANNOT, AS DIGITAL IS SOURCED AND KEPT ALIVE BY ELECTRIC, AND THAT MEANS NO ELECTRIC SEES ITS DEMISE, SIMPLE AS.

Look at the face on that!

I really do dislike pointing-out the bleed’in obvious – but open youtube and see the or your history page of 3 images a row and shorts and look at the rectangles showing the sites and the cover or start images – nearly all of the commentary-pieces show the faces – I saw a rather sad looking lady but when I put my cursor over the image-box she was smiling in her video – its clickbait on so many levels in so many ways and so many sites – the titles and words to draw you in are designed purposefully – I suppose even my title above is done in some ways to draw people in – but if you are here thinking you might be getting a load of monstrous photos of contorted faces think again and go searching your thrills elsewhere – as I don’t pander to the lowest denominator whether common or specialized – no, there is no greater turn-off than being promised something [or are you really imagining something coming?] often you are – only to find it doesn’t live-up to your expectations.

We’re being led to be voyeuristic, but when your expectations aren’t being fulfilled its simply a usual case of a – sight of stocking – and only a stocking isn’t good enough to satisfy your zeal for the appeal of more of what does it for you – HEY, DO YOU EVER PUSH THE BOUNDARY OF GOOD TASTE or do you WAIT FOR THE BOUNDARY TO BE PUSHED FOR YOU? and what do you do if and when its not pushed far enough for you – swearing – any old cunt that can spell can swear in words written down – so old hat that making-up new swear-words is where the frontier is – take that from a new cunt-tier on the trail of the newsome time – but as any frontier-person soon realises – its lonely at the front and new discoveries often have the habit of bringing you down as they have no connection to past things and you and your new ways have the genesis-moment where there is little ‘past’ to reference and no future unless someone adds to your new way of things, and there’s no guarantee that it will see an uptake – as for every success there has been countless failures and rethinks before something clicks.

So, having a face that sells isn’t a ‘small thing of no small consequence’ for if it was then why has it caught-on to such proportions that ‘mean-face’ as a statement is just another cover-tactic that catches-on even if it can’t ever be fully descriptive of all content – I say emphatically THAT WE LIKE AND WANT TO BE DECEIVED as it makes the living experience just that little more pleasurable – after-all nowhere is it written that you cannot take life as a ‘joke’ your entire lifetime through – but you’ll waste your entire time being alive – still its your choice ‘the development side of life’ and in the end I suggest when the moment comes and you have to ask or be asked if you felt your life was a experience you got something from or not, if you yourself cannot or will not see beyond yourself into the wider-field and answer in the very limited-terms of what you did ‘out of yourself and yourself only’ then I suggest you’d be a lot poorer for it – and thus if and when you can’t or won’t develop an individuality that steps-out of that individualness  and presents in the wider collective you are isolated in the bubbliness of taking and going along with rather than presenting a version that can and will separate you from every other individual – so, c’mon people, make and do something for 2024 put an individual artistic TIMESTAMP on every piece of creativity out there – pull a face that pronounces the difference between you and all the others and be as creatively-deceptive as you possibly can be – if that’s all you’ve got to say this is me – the wokers and gen-zeders are far far ahead of the pack on that one. Perhaps you could even out-mad them – that I’d like to see, just for entertainment though. How do you get a screaming-toddler to shut the fuck-up – scream at them louder – they’ll soon get to see who’s the king of the jungle or their jungle. And who has more of a sense of self-recognised humour.

Unsurprisingly I am running-out of…

things to watch!

I could end here – but its worth a shout-out to my doings.

I watch a lot of videos on my computer and as I said ‘rather unsurprisingly’ I have reached that ‘time’ when just like my TV watching I have to admit that I will not watch repeats and now with Youtube videos etc, I will not or just don’t want to watch newly created-content and even the specialist sites of providers draws a big meh from me.

I really am at the end, as my criteria for watching stuff has narrowed to such a point where nothing satisfies or suffices and thus I just don’t even bother with many people and sites nowadays: criteria 1 is always; am I going to get anything worthwhile in investing my time in watching someone’s creation? And after a while that is soon answered with a big fat no! So, in a sense I could possibly miss-out on the ‘best thing going’ – because I’ve dissed-off so many sites as rubbish – but I truly believe and know that no content-provider is ever going to fulfil my needs, which is unsurprising too, as no content-maker makes any thing specific for one particular person, except for themselves, as if a content-creator isn’t satisfied with their own work surely they wouldn’t publish it – although to be honest many creators should be ashamed of their efforts – I know it can’t be that easy to post videos in the ‘what do we use as content’ sense – that’s why I have never bothered with it myself – anyway I don’t wish to inflict my mug on video for all to see, especially when my words are whats far more important in the sense of a message.

I’ve seen some right ‘stinkers’ lately and I think the ‘viral’ nature of videography and its seemingly singular nature drawn from the wider-pool of events makes the ‘observational’ nature usually lumped-onto comedy performers easily added to content creators, where we all have come to bemoan ‘observational-humour’ and now should bemoan ‘observational-human-nature’ which in every human-being is being observed as they are – but isn’t it ‘money for old rope’ as anybody can observe and hence comment or have commentary on any human behaviour – WE REALLY HAVE SUNK SO LOW – in that every small movement of the human condition is now prodded and poked about – what when comes the day that we can’t even be HUMAN and do what human-beings do – simply because we’ve ridiculed ourselves out of existing as we are – I talked of COMPASSION in my last posting, I could of said be more empathetic or such like, or simply ‘take a care’ or don’t be so embittered or plain horrible as ‘every viewpoint’ matters and even a horrible viewpoint has been engendered from a previous state of condition and taken-up as a living condition and way of being by people who can’t or won’t see another way of being, being ‘extant’ for them.

No-one dares suggest that LIFE itself has run its course as that is extremely silly as a statement – no, most prefer to state that certain parts of life have surely gone as far as they can – but even that is a ‘fudge’ at best – as generally no-one really wishes to kill-off stuff preferring to add-on to stuff – but what if it gets to a stage [and here I use social media as the example] where the stuff that’s added to it is poisonous-claptrap and it is truly only ever in the creators-hands and minds to do something about it and thus the general over-lording of decency and taste has to come from themselves – and if you shit in your own back yard as many do – then you’ll soon be seen for the dung-heap your site is, and people will say – it stinks and eventually there’s a council-order to get that steaming-pile-of-crap off the Internet and popular-opinion [whether right or wrong] has more sway against you than ‘I deserve to stay doing my stuff as I think it has value’ – no, that probably won’t cut it – as a single-voiced statement of this is causing harm to myself and others like me is already enough to see cancel-culture come in to force and operation – whereas it more true to keep with the ‘tested’ but slower – if you don’t like it then don’t watch it – which eventually leads to where it should always lead to ‘the court of public-opinion’ where if its deemed lesser by more people it naturally dies-off.

I am but one person saying what we all say to a lesser or greater degree in private, that being ‘we aren’t satisfied with what others say, but we aren’t going to censor them and that brings me back to two posts ago, when I said I’d be living in the ruins and it wouldn’t bother me, but it might bother you as a person to actually see and live in a ruinous World where truly what you are watching and listening to is but a pale-soulless-expression of a world of nothingness that draws-upon nothing but the ‘known’ and can’t even try to magic-up something from nothing and present the unseen to a unknowing public – creation isn’t that which you KNOW in many instances – its more of allowing yourself to bring into existence ‘that’ which you had little idea it was possible to do – meaning did I know that I was going to bring these words into existence before they were wrote? No! but when they had been created I knew they were the right words to say what had to be or were wanted to say – and that my friends surely is as PURE CREATION AS ITS POSSIBLE TO GET – I’VE FOUND NO BETTER. FROM MY SPIRIT TO YOURS – IN GRATIS

Is most compassion disguised?

Let us get real, as made human-beings when we are born our ancestral DNA and home environment and even the time-stamped pattern [as seen through Astrology] have many attributes that can show us why we may have little or no obvious compassion [even for ourselves].

I personally think that before birth the soul waiting to incarnate is in many times looking for the right pattern in the skies to incarnate into [a near enough match to the kind of soul that they themselves are, and many ‘troubled souls’ may have to wait decades or even centuries for the right match of circumstances to come around and I dare say the worst of souls may indeed not be able to find a bad enough match [as shown by the Astrology] and incarnate earlier in much less threatening-times, perhaps accounting for what they say about the devilish and that ‘force for those souls’ being let-out and incarnate in the population en masse every couple of thousand years.

I think we’re seeing a bunch of souls in the world who by any stretch of the imagination are the dregs of the soul-machine or machinery – those so blinded by self-interest that their compassion seems non-existent – that is until you see its turned-inwards and this self-focus is so very hard to escape – as these souls find it almost impossible to develop away from inwardness and their own stories so lash-out at the wider non-them World – when I was younger ‘we heard about vicious queens’ who’d beat you down with their wit and humour – but modern day ru-pauls are doing it with far less compassion – zero compassion – even disguised compassion [in that my/our vicious remarks to you are actually disguised beneficiary comments – that if looked at coldly would show you that I actually care about you and I am being compassionate by being bitchy and rude about you.

Can you just imagine a church or going to a church like that – where being disguised [faintly] rudeness and horribleness was meant to toughen-you-up and you were just meant to take it – I personally don’t ever want a military-like temperament inside any church – as the two temperaments don’t go together easily. I say I go to church to gain knowledge and some comfort from the stories of compassion dealt-out from one human or more to another human or more, and learn to live more compassionately the whole year though – so why are some souls living in the nasty ways all year through? Some may say that they have little choice these ‘types’ of people simply have to be the type of person they are and perhaps they have a lot lot more nastiness to get through before they evolve into nicer beings so have to be bitchy 24hrs a day 365 days a year to get it dealt with, and yes I can see that – I mean what is a non-compassionate person meant to do when they have little in the ‘well’ to draw-upon but that’s no real excuse; its also true-enough to say that those who’ve developed compassion know how easily it can be drained-off them by those that see it as a fuel-source and thus don’t have the emotional intelligence of realising that perhaps one day if these compassionate people weren’t around then we’d see a World where ‘the compassionate’ were the only ones to step-up and help and without them here or here but drained these ‘helpers’ couldn’t dispense to those that saw them as just fuel and those fools might die because all mankind could do was laugh – as no-one had compassion enough to help anyone and anything anymore.

Be careful who you jib and jive at – it can take years sometimes for just one soul to have enough confidence to help another soul in a compassionate way – but it can take minutes and seconds for that built-up compassion inside to deflate and be lost/hidden.

If the Christian-message is anything in its obvious capacity to see beyond yourself and your own actions and the possible after-affects of ‘taking the rise’ out of any others contributions to the human story [and doing so because you don’t or won’t possibly entertain that you could be causing damages unknown because you hadn’t factored-in some compassion for anothers story or condition, that is why I don’t go after and write to demean anyone in a way that sees the disrespect just flowing-off the page, sure I like a laugh like we all do, but sometimes just holding-back a little is an act of compassion – and knowing that to open-up a new-wound isn’t always the best option either and thirdly if you imagine you are the reader of your own words and speech you are already writing and speaking in a manner that ‘cautions’ what is said – and if you know you can be vicious with your tongue and turn-that-down – then you really are the compassionate one. Ok, I could’ve said much more, but I’m tired and so I am being compassionate to myself by stopping here.

I live in the ruins

I happen to have no current problem in this, but for the rest of the human population even the ‘aware’ or should I say especially the ‘aware’ mightn’t be so happy about it, as apparently in ruins seems to suggest there are NO connecting factors and so what do we go-on, fret not the ‘legacy is dying in the mainstream – as they struggle to connect [they re-run and make even weaker connections until they are simply connecting the unconnected and dead stories of years ago with other dead mediums with no life in them – we might be in the wasteland but by realising this one fact we clear ahead in taking-our chances with new mediums that can’t come from their narratives – as they know theirs are ‘from deadness’ and as I said I have no fear – as soon in this way and from this way of being – they will have to follow us and our speeches – so clean-up your act put your best WORDING-FORWARD and show them that media follows the greatest stories – and there’s always a pinch to every salt of goodness in stories that really resonate, and soon enough a new media is born.

I will continue in the ruins for as long as this is unachieved and I in ruins means you will have nothing to go-upon – so get to changing our MEDIA LANSCAPE, and no its no more difficult than fessing-up to your parents that you aren’t quite that sweet little boy or girl they always looked-upon you as – ‘cos their vision of you is a lie and you don’t break it and break-out of that illusion until you literally say in no uncertain terms ‘oh c’mon – thanks for protecting us all MOTHER-FATHER-CHILD but its really doing none of us any good ‘just pretending’ and soon when all goes well there are three adults in the room.

I am a single entity though and can live within the ruins even until my dying-day if needs be – so don’t concern yourselves with my welfare – I AM MORE HERE TO SEE YOU SUCCEED as strange as that may seem to you.

First, I went this way then that way…

…  and I couldn’t find my way in!

But where was I attempting to go?

Into my imagination, as when you aren’t listening to anything in the outside World then this scenario often comes-up; not for me personally though – as I am able to dip-in an live from my imagination or the general imagination far better than most – hence I am not lost for words or a story – but I look and see many are – and that makes me a bit sad in some ways – in that our social-commentators aren’t the full package of skill-sters I hope they would be, no – they generally feed-of-off what I call the ‘round’ and also of-off the media-way of presenting – I think most are half-scared to produce a solid-package of stuff coming solely from themselves – as they ‘live and die’ in so many ways from their viewing-figures and popularity – often just one bad post away from ‘whatever’ – IT’S A FEAR many in the media world run-on – the trouble of NOT being listened to – but it happens folks – today’s darling soon becomes to be queen of the scrapheap – I personally don’t go for popularity – with me you either like my writings or something else – and because I never see any comments and people are just riding-my-back and trying to piggy-back of my success – for many the golden goose of furthertivity is being killed as care and recognition in the right way was not given – and every slight that came my way meant a determination to become far more secret and obtuse, until what was aimed at being helpful actually became a thorn in many people’s side – and who’s side am I on anyway – ‘who do I bat for’? no, such trivialities are non-sense – I often ‘do’ just to gauge the reaction – but when I gauged I was the connector and I was the line and being managed by joking and not exploring – I knew I had nothing to offer them and they had nothing that I wanted – so what now? disappear entirely? NO, NO, NO. I can already see the future failures mounting-up for the social media realm – and I really think I will be unable to help – you’ve gone so deep on so many things that I am not going to push nor be the safety blanket – the chickens are coming home to roost and I just know from this moment forth that being seen for what you are on SM [social media] will be the least of your worries – no, what I see is a butterfly-effect of mammoth-proportions and the most seemingly insignificant ‘movement by speech’ having toppling effect – and I say this as in a world of diminishing returns people will strike-out to get and keep-on getting returns of a previous state in the current atmosphere – hence I suggest you only have one real option and that is to produce content NOT as reaction to something but more as a NEW PROPOSITION as I suggest if and when you don’t you will see a very DEAD MEDIA LANDSCAPE on SM, and SM teetering on the edge of taking-over from traditional media as the number 1 go to – people will miss this leap if and when the potential it raises is aimed solely at a revenge-like [I or we are right and you are wrong mentality – and again if we have a thousand or more ‘questionable-commentaries’ on things that hardly matter much more than making the top hundred providers ‘rich’ through others ‘listenings’.

The time has come – LIVE WITH A DYING MEDIA AND ADD TO IT – OR CREATE FROM SOMETHING YOU’VE GOT TO TAKE A CHANCE-ON AND HAVE LITTLE OR NO IDEA IF IT’LL SUCCEED FOR YOU AND OTHERS – sure it’s a risk – but by your actions SM will live or die – so, get ready to take some of the blame – for it is coming your way whatever you choose as your course-of-action.

FOR WHAT IS SOCIAL MEDIA? BUT EVERYBODY’S COMMENTARY!

I don’t want to listen to…

… anyone anymore, so, I shan’t or shall not.

Now you may think it a bit weird when I tell you I’ll still watch the videos and people’s commentary, as you may say what is the point in doing so ‘when’ you deem so much if not all of what they say as not worth listening to – I retort by saying I will watch as I want to keep abreast of where the fuller-combined narratives are heading – and thus it matters little to me what is being said – no – far more important to me is ‘where will it lead to’? meaning will I see what I believe i’ll see [a kind of disintegration and reformation; and then what will it be? More of the same ‘in a new jacket’? or actually a more reasoned-way? I have my suspicions – yet in flux often sees the unimaginable turn to a more concrete way of things – but I suspect as I long have that when all settles the ‘norm’ is always to revert back to the normal – so, I really am expecting that – besides isn’t or hasn’t all the weirdness really run-its-course and we’re due some plain-cold REALITY, you’d think so, wouldn’t you.

I know I’ve been building-up to this day for quite a while, and any shock and outrage I come across I almost pass with disdain and desentise-ness meaning I hardly engage in any meaningful way with it – I like to think I am back pre-2020 ‘when not giving a fuck’ because there was really nothing to give a fuck for, is where I am once again at – besides I truly wonder what we are fighting for now? If anyone can say this or that is our goal now with a straight-face, and blah-blah convincement that we’ve made such inroads and to give-up on gains is a bad idea etc etc and we must continue our struggles and this or that is around the corner and I’ll suggest that we’re in the main just bringing things in to our World to give us a reason for being – we’ve won the main war [the covid debacle] and well done us – but now we’re back in control – do we really need to fight-on? NO, OF COURSE WE DON’T – thus put all your effort into exposing the wrongs and that is enough – I say WE FOUGHT A GOOD FIGHT AND WON – AND NOW VIGILANCE IS THE THING WE NEED TO HAVE IN OUR AMOURARY AND TO CONTINUE FIGHTING THINGS WHICH JUST ARE WHAT THEY ARE, IS LIKE FIGHTING AGAINST LIFE ITSELF.

I don’t listen any more – did I tell you why – for there is little need to listen anymore, as when you do you realise that what’s being said is really of non-standard psycho-babble that is niche at best and thus it disintegrates back to its singular compartments and isn’t and can’t fulfil the greater human picture anymore – as was once needed to be the case – but hey THAT’S ONLY MY VIEW AND OPINION – and do I really know more and see it that differently to yourselves??? I am just a little further down the road maybe in my commendations and condemnations of what is currently about.

Today my children – a lesson for you

I am going to hit back a little today, but have little fear – as its myself and my words I am up against – or to be more precise ‘my past words’, I’ve said many times how people’s ponce-fi-cation of using others words and meanings is meaningless when they repeat but ‘know not’ the source it came from – and even worse ‘they’ do nothing to add to or improve from which they have ponced – today in reflection I simply say – give it your best shot you PONCING DUMMIES and I don’t care that much as its obvious so many if not ALL of you have but on skill – and it’s a weak one at that and it is of course – to try and pass-off [and in a sense pass-on] any ‘thing’ said by those of a higher brain capacity and try and convince others that your tenuous-linkage to what was said puts you in the ‘capture’ of that being pontificated about – no, you are on extremely dodgy ground – and I suggest its as simple as I’ve been alluding to all these years – that when the true sources dry-up and don’t wish or want to mingle and get dragged-in the cess-pit of where the PONCE-NIF-ICATORS are or even wish to feed the pit and purposely decide to refrain or just toss-in crappage because they know its going to be turned-into that anyway and thus the whole eco-system gets fed arse-holy-less from input so its supply is crap from the beginning and needs not be turned-into it [by process] what then? for further down the chain? Yeah, they are fucked from the beginning – not even getting a chance to turn it to crap – why are you laughing, can’t you see you’ve killed the golden goose as no-one wishes to pass anything out to people – so, get rich and benefit – but the day is coming when someone will say – didn’t anyone check the level through the gauge ‘we’re nearly empty and running on empty as we’ve been sussed in what we do – and no-one has been producing anything worth ‘stripping’ lately and our circle has been eating its own tail; although I am saying that today – YOU’VE BEEN WORKING ON THE SAME ISSUES FOR MONTHS IF NOT YEARS AND ALL MEDIA HASN’T YET NOR EVER WILL COME TO ANY SATISFACTORY ANSWERS ON ANY MAIN TOPICS AND THIS KIND OF FLUX SPEAKS FOR ITSELF – I suggest clean-up and ship-out as this time is ended and it may well produce nothing – but oh no you can’t possibly let a new wind in and for a new breath of consciousness to arise – as that would mean letting go of what you think is working for you now – I say you’ve literally got minutes to live but act as if you’ve got years – and with nothing coming from our minds because we’ve either purposely dulled them or are just unwilling to help in this charade anymore – it really has come-down to who will blink first and I suggest its really – WE’VE SPLIT AND GONE OUR SEPARATE WAYS and no longer consciously feed each other – despite appearances that we’re happily conjoined.

There is no way-back ‘YOU THINK YOU’VE ENOUGH LEGACY MEDIA at present, no, where do you think today’s social media ‘journo’s are going to soon end-up – we’re soon going to find old has been’s who ponce-nif-icated on all manner of things become like the presenters we see on Talk TV and GB News and become mouth-pieces for specific unresolved issues for years and years into the future – the mainstream-alternatives who spun a narrative not for an answer or answers but simply to keep the unresolved forever unresolved.

I have lost my worries on all matters ‘said’ as I know they only ponce to ponce more of their own kind NOT my kind of people – as we’ve gone above and beyond and don’t get involved in their ways anymore – as we see the difference clearly between them and us – LET THEM SPEAK TO THEIR OWN KIND – AS IT’LL MAKE SCANT DIFFERENCE TO OURSELVES.  

Evolutary value

Have I spelt that right as Auto-correct gives me Involuntary as a suggestion, it looks right to me, once again I seem to have used a word that my ‘word’ programme doesn’t recognise, so, I once again evolve the words on the Internet, or perhaps my English is just bad as usual, no I think I am just using a much under used form of the main word, that being evolution; anyway, I am going for it. I am being too much like Mr Logic in the Viz magazine.

Evol-ut-ary meaning have we reached a stage in Humankinds history where we are at the end point and thus we are only able to tie-up our loose-ends and delve-in-deeper than is in many ways necessary into what seems like narcissism, but in fact is a much deeper-dive than is necessary, as all it generally does is lead on and on and on in a self-fulfilling loop and there is no ‘exit’ strand to beyond and the wheel remains unbroken and there is but ‘one’ ribbon and no ‘strip’ can be torn off that diverts us from the main area of focus; I say this, for the other day when writing I thought, am all I am doing is trying to find the right set of ‘attack-precepts’ and maybe its what I write ‘this time’ that’ll topple the hold on control, and yes, that is what I think I’m trying to do, find the key, [the set of wordage] that does the most damage and thus it unravels the current play in such a way that a stream of connected issues fail – but then I thought surely I would have to write one massive post in which all GRIPES were stated and let that do the collected work of a mighty-pen of disgruntled-ness, but I’m starting to see that as a non-working character in my saga now – no, infiltration into the main narrative is when we see our World taking-over from their World is our next-step and we see a representation of ourselves in the outer – and then not being ‘content’ with that we move-on to the next-step which should’ve become apparent in the meantime.

Still for now in this crazy game of life, I’d suggest we do a stocktake of a kind and assess ourselves, and sense our evolution in the past few years; and yes you can write your own test and even mark your own assessment, I’d suggest you simply work your questions up around the core of what VALUE you think you’ve gained or lost in where your inner evolution has brought you to?

That’s it – have fun thinking about things like ‘have I moved-on from any position held at the beginning of all the panic and stress I was told was about’ – but was it really about for me, and has any shift I have made felt forced or was I actually ready to be changed? And suchlike – as said make up your own questions – and for ‘spirits-sake’ please don’t make-up questions where you know the answers will just be affirmations, so you aren’t learning anything or in the end your evolutary scoring [just for fun] will be a mockery – it might be better for some to start at the end with the ANSWERS and how you now are and work-out how you got to the position you are now.

I end with my own assessment: I realise this; I have evolved into a tracker-monkey and the journey I have evolved into began and continues to diverge here and there and yes I do create my World around me and it scares me in some ways that I now cannot engage with society in the old way simply because EVERYTHING reminds me of some aspect of where HUMANKIND has gotten to and I reference the struggle more than actually struggling as I used to in a rather NON-MEANINGFUL way and thus I see myself as a CHILD OF THIS TIME when I’d rather just be a CHILD IN TIME but my greatest hope for my future is simply to be done with all this, but for that I’d have to purposely-knick the ribbon and feed-out a length of some thing new for myself and leave it all behind – until a time when it feels necessary to come back-in half-hoping that wouldn’t arise – either that or just ditch my computeering and thus go dark and say to myself and my readers I’VE DONE MY BIT AND I AM OFF -ADIOS AMIGOS.

But I haven’t evolve to that just yet, although I’ve threatened to many times, I know.

Maybe I should go back to school and get an English A-level or whatever today’s equivalent is, but then again I might de-evolve as there isn’t much room for being creatively-wrong in wordage, as I learnt at school, and I really don’t wish to write like STANLEY UNWIN spoke.

P.S. ALIENS LAND AND THE FIRST THING THEY ASK IS – HOW HAVE YOU EVOLVED? – THEN LAUGH.

Why are there fewer parties in early…

… December than later December?

Isn’t this and ‘aren’t these and many other questions like these what we should be asking ourselves and providing answers to NOW the scourge of the 21^st Century the COVID PANDEMIC IS OVER – I say this as surely the SUPPOSED PANDEMIC was always just an interruption to the ‘course’ this ‘course’ we were on pre-covid; as cast you mind back pre-2020 and you may remember the optimism we all had and the real smash the state attitude we possessed – now, that the state is smashed and all we are looking at is the rubble and further rubble to come – perhaps we ought to ease-off a little and cut life some slack – well I personally say no to this – as I know they really need to be brought to their knees and see no way-out and have to live with what they are – WE WILL NOT BAIL THEM OUT and neither should we be blackmailed into thinking for a second we should help them – no, let them fail – I say this, as then it becomes obvious to all ‘what doesn’t work and why – and thus it disappears from all of our lives – there is a reason I never really ‘praise’ any of their operations, as ‘if’ for a moment they get to believe I or people like me are on their side or at the very least believe we have little or no problem with their actions – it always goes to their heads – and standards slip away – ut sadly in one way when we still see standards fall or falling away ‘in general’ it can make it rather hard to spot what comes from authorities negligence, and what come from our non-participance in their crazy schemes they put in the publics ways for acceptance or rejection. Its becoming more and more noticeable about ‘who runs the country’ ‘all’ countries ITS THAT INFALLIABLE ‘PUBLIC OPINION’ THAT CHAMPION OF PUBLIC TASTE that emerges and becomes policy and the way that Governments do things a few weeks later and try to pass them off as their ‘partys’ ideas [TSK, BAD SHOW OLD BOY], or faster jumped-on if it was KEIR STARMER as he’d pass anything off as a good idea [of his own]???

Anyway, I say this its not such a bad thing – said above – as the Great British Public – although rather dumb and unexciting in view and opinion as an individual actually as a collected force of caught-on viewpoints can be quite switched-on – and why – because they all suffer or gain in a collected-manner meaning there are few in the country that aren’t affected by the same issues and thus the Great British public can have some empathy and knowledge of what every other citizen is going through and thus have collective-strength in not feeling nor actually being left-out and thus a conversation started will always be the one with most resonance as we hardly dare within the folk of this land start ‘conversations’ that we know another will not have any reference and view and opinion on – its just the self-assured British way.

So, why aren’t we partying in early December? – well, if you don’t understand ‘tradition and economy’ then you don’t understand Britain – a place where we really do cue and wait for the allotted times to do stuff – and in the meantime ‘lose’ or ‘overlook’ that which could be done in the alternative in that cueing and waiting times – ALL BRITONS GENERALLY ADHERE TO STUFF AS JUST THE WAY ITS GOT TO AND IS MEANT TO BE – but the breakdown and rebellion is found in the fun of ‘rules made and are meant to be broken – and that’s why they are made – we ‘hem’ ourselves in and sit and do nothing and when one moves we all move as its harder to shoot a moving target –

I ASK THIS; IS BRITON GOING TO BE THE BIRTHPLACE OF A REVOLUTION THAT FINALLY MAKES STICKING TWO FINGERS UP AGAINST THE LAW THE ‘NORM’ AND WE COME AWAY FROM HIDING IN THE BACKGROUND OF AN ALTERNATIVE SAFE-PLAY AND FOR ONCE ADMIT THAT FOR PEOPLE WITH TIME AND MONEY ON THEIR HANDS – ALL AUTHORITY AND THE PASSING OF IT IS BUT JUST A 20^TH CENTURY GAME, AND OUR LEADERSHIP COULD BE IN INFORMING THE REST OF THE WORLD WHAT BRITISH CULTURE CAN DO – AND THEN WE MAY FINALLY BE ABLE TO LAUGH ALONG WITH THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN TRYING TO POINT-OUT WHAT WE ARE REALLY LIKE FOR YEARS NOW – COME OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE MR AND MRS SNOOTY OF GREAT BRITAIN AS THEY SHOUT AND LAUGH AT US.

VIVA LA REVOLUTION!