Like it or not…

November 7, 2017

… we are all liars and deceivers in one form or another and God knows i have lied and deceived to find my way within the system we all live in. [No, that doesn’t mean what i’ve said in this blog to you over the years is all lies and deceit, far from it, its just a ‘general’ observation about us and the lives we lead, i hope you understand that]. You/me ‘everyone’ cannot escape the World we live within, and to some extent what we make of it, although i do believe the problems lie at a wider-level than just one person lying and deceiving, because any ‘one’ of us is found-out quite easily in most cases but on a systematic level well that’s another ‘story’. Sure, there is a scale of deceit in which we all ‘lie’ within, and we ‘all’ fall somewhere within a personal spectrum of lying. Ok, that’s a gloomy start, and i’m going to get much more ‘harsh’ so stop reading now if you don’t want to hear anymore.

I suppose i’m sick and tired of people spouting-on about what is happening now in the World and its future course when it should be obvious to all that we need to look back, and to also look at the ‘sources’ of the problems to find where our answers lie.

To me there are two ‘distinct’ types of liars and deceivers both with their own distinct purpose[s] and i’m about to explain that to you, i’m about to blame ‘mankind’ and its inability to see it is ‘itself’ who binds and enslaves itself and if that ‘now’ commonly use phrase ‘wake-up’ to the World is quoted i believe it should be ‘wake-up’ to yourself, as it makes more sense to me.

I believe the ‘distinction’ is becoming clearer now, not that the ‘World’ is in a ‘mess’ but we are ‘humans’ are, let me explain, more and more people are suffering because the people who lie and deceive [motivation] usually to get ahead and supress the ‘rest’ is/has become the aspirational ‘goal’ for far too many people, you could say ‘these’ humans deliberately ‘chose/choose’ to continue down that path, and then we are supposed to believe that it is the one ‘percent’ of the ‘population’ that we have to worry about and in a way that is true but i think the ‘numbers’ [the rank and file] make it a lot higher than that, [meaning those that wish/want to hang-on and be part of their ‘game’]. Then we have the less purposeful liars and deceivers ‘those’ that have to ‘survive’ within the system, that could be just your average ‘joe’ who has no more purpose then to be out for what he can get for himself.

We see ‘obvious’ lying everywhere and its so inbred into the system that we take it for granted nowadays, its like the World’s greatest secret the ‘unspoken’ but acknowledged way of doing ‘life’, we can all see its ‘pointlessness’ but we carry it on regardless and then say ‘how the Hell did we get to here, with a smile/grin on our face knowing in some way we were complicit in all of it, and then just laugh it off as some big joke’, but that’s a big mistake. I don’t want to get all moral and preachy as that doesn’t really achieve anything except ‘putting’ you in a place of saying ‘don’t do that again’ and you may well ‘listen’ or you may just wait until the next time you can do whatever the Hell you want regardless, anyway i will say this…

… I fortunately or unfortunately have never seen the great ‘attraction’ in lying and deceiving beyond the point that is a waste of time and energy and eventually ‘you are found-out for what you are’. If i have a philosophy of sorts on this topic it is; I lie and deceive not to rule the World but to rule-over or put ‘rules’ into my own personal World, i suppose i am putting a block-on the Mass overcoming the individual ‘me’, i could explain and expose myself right here and right now by ‘explaining’ what i’ve done to escape the ‘injustice’ of living amongst other humans and the ‘created’ World around me, but i’m not because i’m not a child anymore and my story is much like your own, doing what is best for myself. Sure, if someone asks me to explain myself i usually will, but as a human i will explain in my own ‘fashion’ to suit the outcome[s] i want to see for myself, we all do it, it is the ‘one’ part of lying and deceiving most of us can’t escape, self-interest.

I will now recount a story which i hope is self-explanatory, its meant to show how we ‘choose’ our path through life at an early age [whether we ‘like it or not’] as its almost forced-upon us to become ‘who’ we are born to be. You cannot really say a child is born with good/bad intentions and motivations [but its near to the truth as i can get], a child will bring something into this World with itself, and almost without knowing where this may lead to and a knowledge of the World beyond themselves, and the Life they are about to encounter they will ‘choose’ to either develop one way or the other, good or bad and be honest or deceitful/liars.

So here is that ‘story’… … [admittedly covering much of what i’ve already said].

The rather sad truth is we all lie and deceive and the real Elephant in the room isn’t all the conspiracy stories you see but just what i’ve said and ‘it is the source of everything’, and whether you believe some Dark Lord is the ‘problem’ or not is immaterial in the grand-scheme of things, in a way no-one [not even me] should ‘talk’ about things if we can’t say with our ‘hand on our heart’ this is the truth. But we know that is impossible for most of us to do, so things continue as they are… … the simple truth is the ‘source’ of most of our suffering is the human demons we ‘all’ carry inside ourselves, our choices, to continue on and on or to look inside ourselves for a moment and try to change.

As a child one of our first lessons we are taught isn’t by the ‘teachers’ but by the ‘friends/enemies’ we make with other children and the ‘day’ will come when someone will say to you that you are a ‘liar’ or you are just making it up ‘deceiving’, it is ‘then’ we choose/decide to continue or be ‘uncovered’ for what ‘we’ are, and ‘if’ you were lying to be found-out for what you are or otherwise to prove you were being truthful, and sadly or happily depending on the ‘outcome’ we have the basis for many fights, and over the years and as we mature its quite easy to see this developing into a War and Peace scenario [used by so-called adults] as this ‘innocent’ blueprint is used again and again by humans and by the ‘masterful’ for enslavement and freedom. If the ‘disagreement’ goes as far as the ‘teachers’ and/or the ‘authorities’ and if it isn’t resolved ‘then’ a bigger ‘net/court’ can become involved, and if the child doesn’t accept his/her fate ’then’ as we know crime and punishment can await. We accept justice at all levels, no wonder the Freemasons shake ‘hands’ because as ‘kids’ we know that is ‘what’ we should do after a battle/fight and then move-on, but oh no, the general populace ‘keeps-on’ fighting and the spoils go to ‘knowledgeable’, who can hoover it up.

Its at this moment of ‘sink or swim’ we slowly or quickly learn that other ‘humans’ small or large in size will either take and forgive or take and exploit the/any situation. Its here you get an inkling of where you are going to stand/or make a ‘stand’ in the World. Do you stand alone, [or later with like-minded individuals] for your inner truths or do you join-in with the wider-world of lies and deception?

Then as you get older you start to realise there is a greater machine/organisation ‘that most are in together’ to/which enslave[s] you – one which holds your own demons against you, and you feel trapped. Once what was a childish ‘game’ has become overridden by a deeper and darker ‘force’ which depending on how far your lies and deception have spiralled out of control now controls you.

That childish choice of whether to be good or bad without the knowledge of what it fully meant is just ‘this’ many have turned themselves over to the darkside of themselves and why because many see life as boring and stupid and know that lying and deceiving are the two most ‘hardest’ things to prove that a human-being is doing [unless they admit ‘that’ to themselves and to others and explain ‘why’ and let the unravelling story speak for itself]. Nowadays the ‘truth’ movement is really just saying let us uncover all the lies and lets not be deceived anymore, but it can’t happen just like that, for example if you take the chance for an alcoholic to have a drink away and s/he is only going to want it more and if the people who lie and deceive put their hands-up and said ok we did it and here’s how, nothing changes unless they also agree to stop doing it again, so what is the answer? Are we ‘doomed’ in a perpetual cycle-ride we can never get off, or are the brakes slowly coming-on again, i really don’t know, i guess we’ll have to see how it plays-out.

We are living in apocalyptic times because it means to ‘uncover’ the hidden and i suppose i am doing my bit by writing this ‘post’.

The truth is as many found-out as a child is that many other children will stick to their made-up stories throughout their entire lives [no matter what] and many will want to make you believe they never ‘lie’ and ‘deceive’ facing all kinds of ‘situations’ never/ever to be found-out, [or so they hope]. So, they are damned to be taken-over [a lot of times] ‘willingly’ and to become the crisis actors and suchlike, but they are just ‘pawns’ in a much bigger ‘game’. Are such people ‘complicit’? Yes, they are the true deceivers, and i believe its not for the greater ‘good’ they just have their ‘purpose’ and will not reveal themselves, their ‘deal’ is done, they are used in a bigger ‘operation’ guided by the misguided you might say.

In a way, all we are looking at when we look at something ‘false’ is lots of children who sussed what life could be like if they followed that path. Lots of children though never fully understand or suspect what is really going-on in this World until they are informed by others and as we all know it can be easy enough to turn someone on to a life of lying and deceiving if they are already that way inclined, but many initiate’s still don’t know what they are letting themselves in for, many do, and as i said do it willingly, but as the saying goes ‘there’s always someone bigger and better than you who knows more than you do that will/is willing to take advantage [of you], and ‘you’ are further down the food chain than you realise and it’s a dog eat dog World out there so beware’. But its too late for many to turn-back now. The World and its dark forces has you in its ‘grip’ and it isn’t going to let you go without the fight of your life.

We are always at War with ourselves and we can and do forgive ourselves for our little white ‘lies’ and small ‘deceptions’ so we don’t have to reveal the whole ‘truth’ about ourselves, we don’t want to live-in a totally uncovered ‘truthful’ state ‘yet’ that seems obvious, i think the best we can do is bring-down the parts of the system we can’t stand anymore [as we all eventually do] and learn to be more honest that we are liars and deceivers and know if you want to be a full-time ‘one’ then you pay the price for being it and if like me you have to do what you do in order to make it in the World and know its best ‘never’ to push it too far to where it becomes an all-encompassing choice with no chance of return then that’s ok too.

Lying and deceiving can be seen for the fun and games it is but its not much else, and you will always find it hard to stop a person doing what they want to do, a liar is a liar and a honest man is honest.

Ok, that’s enough.

Note: this will be my last post for sometime as i need time to rethink and regroup my consciousness and escape this blogging World for a while and write more [to post later] and to decide if i want to carry-on in the direction i’ve been going and if i’ve said enough of what i needed to say up to now, so hopefully you’ll hear from me again but for now ‘that’s it’.

P.S. I received a couple of nice comments from my Readers recently, and yes, i may be somewhat ‘witty’ but ‘meaning’ is my real ‘aim’ and when i return you may see a new kind of style but essentially it will still be just me, bye.

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Astrology: Las Vegas shooting; part 3

November 3, 2017

Today, in this final part i will be looking at a ‘Horary’ chart [11:12 pm at Cromer, England on October the 6th 2017] to hopefully come to some kind of conclusion about the reported shootings.

My question/horary is… … is the mainstream/official news [stations] i am watching on my TV giving me the truth [or true/correct story]; meaning are they lying or making it up purposefully. In a way it’s a simple true or false answer which i’m looking for, but perhaps i’ll see more than that. So, following the rules of Astrology let’s begin.

I am already biased because i believe they are ‘not’ telling us the full truth but does the chart show this? Well, Cancer rises which means i am just one of the ‘public’ watching the news at a distance, and as i have no direct involvement in the events asked about so the Moon in late Aries opposing Jupiter ruler of the 10th house of the mainstream/official news seems rather apt, i am just an individual who is ‘opposed’ to their story of the events. So, the background story fits the chart, if it didn’t i might think the chart was invalid, and either ditch it or ask another, as you should always see if it ‘fits’ in some way before proceeding.

Now, to cut down on time spent on any Horary chart you first need to ‘know’ specifically what you are asking about/seeking for and secondly what you can ‘use’ to find that out, and in true or false questions well we’ll come to that. No, actually let’s say what it isn’t first, you may think if i am going to look for ‘truth’ then i should be looking for ‘God’ and/or universal ‘truth’ which comes out of the 9th house, but no, it’s the 3rd house we look to, as what we are looking for is… … ‘is the information as Man presents it true’, and ‘information’ given to us especially through the media is a 3rd house thing.

In this chart the Sun rules the 3rd house cusp so is its ruler, and although we know the Sun is essentially ‘honest and truthful’ in its nature in Astrology, here the Sun placed in its ‘fall’ in Libra so immediately it starts the alarm bells ringing, so, we can expect that the ‘truth’ has already fallen-short of its highest aspiration from this ‘one’ indication alone, and that’s not good. But is the ‘reported’ event just ‘diminished’ or ‘full-out lies’? let’s investigate. The Sun sits in the lowest place of the ‘chart’ the 4th another ‘minor’ indication that the ‘truth’ is being buried or not fully revealed. Then we turn to the natural ruler of the ‘media’ Mercury and it is the strongest planet by essential dignity in the chart, but this may only show the ‘media’ were all over this story/event [which of course they were] and not much else. For our chart Mercury conjunct the Sun means Mercury is ‘combust’ so the natural reporting was ‘hidden’ under the rays of the Sun and it was like a greater-force had control over it, you could also say the media had been taken-over by a greater ‘power’, now you could jump to the conclusion that this seals it and the media were being told what to report and how, but again, unless that is uncovered and even admitted in full, it can only be speculation in our eyes.

It is also interesting to note that the 3rd ruler is the planet is taking-over the ‘natural’ ruler, but i don’t even want to speculate what that might mean, decide for yourself, sorry. It could mean Mercury couldn’t or wasn’t able to speak for itself and use its normal powers as it may have otherwise been able to, because as we know in these types of ‘events’ a greater power often overcomes it or has something to do with it.

The Astrology does show that ‘something’ is ‘up’ for this semi-debilitated ‘planet’ in this chart, Mercury is being controlled by another ‘force’.

Now to the real meat, to ‘know’ if something is predominately true or false we need to look at a few main ‘significators’, and to see if they all tend, or if most of them tend to tell us if something is true or false, i know that seems rather a ‘weak’ way of doing it but it isn’t really as from many testimonies we get as close as we possibly can to an answer we can use/believe in. We are looking for fixity and angularity of certain planet[s] and from their positions we come to our results.

Let’s look at it. Are the Angles in fixed signs, no. Is the Lord/ruler of the first house in a fixed sign, no, it is in Aries. Is the ruler of the 3rd house in a fixed sign, no, the Sun is in Libra. Is the Moon in a fixed sign, no, Aries. The Moon’s dispositor/ruler ‘Mars’? no, in Virgo, a mutable sign; now, because all were ‘no’ there is little point in looking to see if any of these planets were in ‘angular’ or ‘succedent’ houses because the ‘fixity’ [planet in a fixed sign] is our chief look for and see, meaning if any were in fixed signs [we would need them angular or in succedent houses for them to show us ‘truth’ in the question].

So, our conclusion ‘astrologically’ has to be to go with what i already said, is again there is little or no sign of the ‘truth’ being as told to us as ‘true’, [but i hear you say ‘lets not fool ourselves, we all know the mainstream never gets it fully right intentionally or not’, how could they have all the facts, and so quickly too], but Astrologically this confirms it, you may say, but this is just one chart and so it is, but believe me Astrology will provide the same results if the same question is asked by ‘many’ in true/good faith.

Now, let’s look at the rest of the chart, the main question is answered but there may still be important details therein; that it would be good to know.

Although this question was asked five days after the event i still thought it close enough to be ‘worth’ asking, still fresh and relevant, i mean. I saw that the event chart and the horary had some similarities, this isn’t uncommon, and i don’t mean just because they were five days apart in ‘time’. Both have Jupiter in the 5th house and the Mars/Venus conjunction in the 4th, sure it only happened because i asked the Horary at around the same time as the ‘event’ occurred ‘late in the evening/night’ but this is only just as it ‘happened’ to be, no more than that, but the ‘coincidence’ [if you can call it that] is there nonetheless and perhaps it had to be in some way, if you catch my drift.

In both charts it is ‘saying’ look big crowds [Jupiter] and also the possible multi-shooter theory stands-up ‘too’ as two planets conjoined in a doubled-bodied sign ‘Virgo’ suggests it is indeed a valid possibility over the one-person shooter theory. And if you think about how many were ‘supposedly’ killed and injured doesn’t this assumption ‘fit’ better than just ‘one’ man and also with the number of ‘times’ we heard the bullets ring-out and the ‘time’ people had to make their escape, but i’ll leave you to make-up your own mind on that.

There is certainly an expression of two planetary forces working as ‘one’ or in ‘unison’ shown in this chart and again make of that what you will.

To begin to conclude now, no Horary chart is worth looking at if you don’t take a look at the Moon and what it has done by its separating and applying major aspects, sure, if you ask a question which has no real ‘events’ within it, then you’ll probably either see a void-of-course Moon or something similar, but ‘here’ the Moon was quite busy and still has more to do.

Let us investigate once more. The Moon’s aspects are the story or its general momentum at least, here it has separated from a trine from Saturn by six degrees, [now, an important point to remember here is although there was gun-fire heard and a shooter reported i didn’t specifically ask about the shooter[s] so this Moon’s aspect ‘events’ in a ‘horary’ shows us that five days previously = to six separating degrees an event took place and as Saturn sits on the 7th cusp it was at a large social event. It could also be seen as the Moon is lord/ruler of the Ascendant that a/the perpetrators were the initiators and the 7th house were the attacked victims and the dead, because it all fits. Before this aspect the Moon had also made [whilst in Aries] separating aspects to the Mercury/Sun by opposition and as this chart has proved [in as much as it can, that the media fed us false information] we might look upon these two aspects as the ‘time’ when the ‘plan’ to falsify’ was hatched, but as with all obvious cover-up’s we only see what we are shown by the news and then we have to ‘divine’ an answer which ‘fits’ for ourselves. Here i’m obviously using Astrology to help inform my mind, but its only on-top of what i already thought about in this ‘case’.

So that leaves the Moon’s applying aspect, i knew the Moon was in late degrees when i thought of the question so i half suspected it would be void-of-course, [making no more aspects] and i thought well that fits the ‘judgement’ of what was said by the news ‘we know who did it but not why’ and he was already dead so there was going to be no more story, and in a way that has been the ‘official’ case up to now and probably will remain so, but Astrologically i was forgetting just how far Jupiter was into Libra and so there it was a Moon/Jupiter opposition aspect, so the Astrology in this chart is showing us there is more to it. Now cast your mind back to what Jupiter represents in this chart, the official/public story and you’ll start to understand that the final ‘word’ rests with this ‘aspect’, if only from the traditional interpretation of an opposition aspect in a Horary chart. [the next paragraph explains the meaning of an ‘opposition’ aspect in a horary chart]

We’ve seen the ‘chart’ tell me the media reporting has no real validity or stability so what they say is tenuous at best, but this Moon ‘opposition’ aspect tells me i can accept the mainstream news and live happily everafter in a kind of ‘perfected’ state of being but you’d almost wish/want that to not be the case, ‘as if you got what you wanted and almost wished you hadn’t got it’.

And doesn’t this aspect’s meaning almost sum-up all conspiracy ‘nuts’ opinions on the mainstream news nowadays, in that ok, we’ve got it [a ‘story’] and now we’re going to break-it-apart because we don’t like what we are being told.

Anyway, this chart although ‘done’ for my own satisfaction was also ‘done’ with the wider public in mind too, so my conclusions are really for you too.

So, am i/we any closer to an understanding? Yes, it does confirm, [well in my mind anyway] the whole ‘reports’ were ‘false’. And perhaps i would suggest ‘all’ major news stories especially with a ‘terrorist’ element involved are fabricated for a larger agenda to proceed, its worth thinking about at the very least. Because if you don’t think like that and re-think about what you are seeing and hearing all that you have got left is thinking we are living in a major perilous state in 2017, and where does ‘that’ leave you… … i think you can fill in the blanks.

And perhaps knowing and not knowing simultaneously is the best we can hope for when its your mind against a far greater one, the individual versus a media machine, it’s a cop-out i know but one which many people ‘use’ when they find they can’t go any further in their mind between is it one way or the other, i’m just making you aware of where ‘many’ people’s minds ‘sit’ eventually on ‘is it a conspiracy or not.

At the end of the day its like this from my perspective if you have an alternative suspicion or just suspect something isn’t like you suspect it is, then speak-out because it isn’t a ‘conspiracy theory’ its just a ‘look at it’ and you making of it as/what you will. I’ll put it like this, its no more than if you suspect someone is doing some harm to you or the World and you don’t like it, example; if someone says to you your girlfriend/boyfriend is sleeping-around and cheating on you, what do you do, except it? few do, because you want your ‘loved’ one to be faithful to you, and as such we want truthful reporting, no matter the cost.

But how can ‘we’ not speak-out when the World is full of liars and deceivers. At least some of us, more and more nowadays don’t want to live in a World like this, we are fighting back.

So, what most of us do is take-on and examine the possibility that this could be true, or it could be false and as we know there are myriad examples i could’ve used and the World is built upon such examples, so why do we look with such disdain at people who have just taken this to another level? It is time to be honest with ourselves and own-up to the fact that many ‘presented’ stories hold weight and many don’t and also we actually enjoy as a populace watching people present alternative suspicions, it shows an alternative possibility at the very least.

It’s a case of you are wasting your time trying to convince the already convinced that there is ‘something’ in these presentations, but the people ‘remaining’ like to be divided and they like to side on/with one-way thinking and like to disregard anything but a set belief. You can’t escape it, example, if someone said to me look into and come to understand the Nazi story ‘more’ and possibly believe in their philosophy i would just laugh and probably say i know enough to know that doesn’t work for me or for the people, so why should i be surprised if and when people looking at alternative suspicions do likewise, John Lennon said ‘give peace a chance’ and rightly so, but for one person to give anything a chance usually means he has to let-go of the other thing he was holding onto and that ‘risk’ is too great a challenge for many, enough said.

Note: i am going to look at the problem of lying and deceiving in my next post [at length], there will be no Astrology in it.


Astrology: Las Vegas shooting; part 2

October 21, 2017

Here i continue the blog ‘post Las Vegas shooting; part 1’ and as promised this time it’s the Astrology side of things with a little of what was portrayed in part 1, the unbelievable truth of it, as it was reported to us.

So, let’s start: The ‘event’chart; 10:08pm October 1st is for the first report of ‘shooting’ and it’s a close enough a time to work with. But the trouble with event charts is that they often don’t show enough of [the actual event which took place] at that precise minute, and why? because casting a ‘chart’ for any minute/place could be said to include so many possible ‘outcomes’ in that place [so much going-on at any ’one’ time] but of course [in this case] we had a ‘mass’ event which affected ‘so many’ and the ‘ripples’ went so far. The ‘conspiracist’ though may say [oh yes] but you won’t see ‘anything’ in this chart as the ‘event’ didn’t actually happen as we believe it did and they may have a point but at 10:08pm ‘something’ did ‘happen’, i suppose i am trying to ‘analyse’ the ‘minute’ and try to see if Astrology can inform me/us if it ‘reflects’ the event as shown. [I know truth and lies falls on a spectrum] and the person/collective falls somewhere in-between, so where do we ultimately stand? Can we find anything in the Astrology?

So, this ‘big-one’ like many other ‘events’ involved 22 000 people and that ‘scene’ can’t be denied.

So, looking at this ‘minute’ we are trying to find the shooter[s] and death and injury in the chart and maybe a whole lot more. The crux is, am i skilled enough to see it, if indeed its there at all.

Well, in context now, this ‘chart’ has Mercury the ruler of the Asc slang-bang on the 5th cusp of entertainment [but how could they ‘fake’ the ‘scene’, we all saw the video’s] Las Vegas is indeed ‘the entertainment’ capital [maybe of the World], so the setting didn’t lie. Anyway, in this ‘instance’ it was a specific ‘music’ event, Mercury is conjunct the Sun and that is not a good condition to be in a chart like this, it is like being under the Sun’s shadow and power, so already the people [shown by the Asc and its ruler] are under its power. It is called being ‘combust’ and perhaps this is why we had a ‘combustible’ situation here at this moment. There is no doubt it all seemed very dangerous ‘but was it’ really? The Astrology shows it was a dangerous ‘situation’ for the people who were there ‘yes’ but it doesn’t show it was fake, ‘yet’ and ‘if there were fake actors’ they were still playing ‘real’ roles for themselves and doing what they had to do, but how do you spot ‘fake’ actors in a crowd in Astrology, i don’t know if you can per se, so i guess i have to leave it at that. Jupiter was also in the 5th house and equals ‘the size of the crowd’. Looking further it is easy to equate Pluto [yes i still use it] on the 8th cusp of ‘death’, and this may account for the large ‘deaths’ and ‘mass’ injury so the Astrology seems to fit here. Saturn the ‘reaper’ on the 7th cusp could also show the amount of victims. I also see the ‘shooter[s]’ as the protagonist the 1st house person[s] and the 7th as the ‘attacked’, [the social crowd] who were taken-out, so this chart bears-out much of what we saw, as it should, i guess.

Events in an ‘event’ chart are mostly shown by the Moon and it does separate from Saturn by sextile and applies to Jupiter by trine aspect and this Jupiter aspect is ‘key’ because as the 10th house ruler Jupiter represents the ‘Public’ face of the event as known/seen by most people ‘watching’ [on the ‘media’ of their choice] and as it is obvious an event such as this will get to be ‘known’ by millions of people it is right to see the Moon go straight to Jupiter. It goes straight to a ‘Mainstream media event’ because it is such a big ‘event’.

But its also wise to remember these ‘reported events’ get passed-on to the ‘alternative’ truthers, [for cross examination if you like] because ‘both’ are Media outlets now, [its just a case of who you want to take your news from] nowadays. Both are the ‘official’ news now, just take your ‘pick’.

So much in the/this time/chart ‘fits’ what we saw and heard but we still can’t really make-out if the whole or part of the/this ‘event’ is fake or real, in my opinion this chart and so many event chart[s] cannot conclusively prove that, but let us continue…

… lets locate the ‘gunman’ or ‘gunmen’ are they the 1st house ruler [as i suggested earlier]?, but as i also said the 1st house ruler was the ‘people’ as a ‘mass’, so i suggest we should be looking at what the shooter[s] was/were doing, and in a word an act of violence so Mars should perhaps be their ‘significator’ and here Mars sits on 4th cusp and in ‘this’ type of chart the 4th house represents ‘buildings’ so it fits as it is said they shot from a building and we did see the windows broken, of course that could be a ‘ruse’ too, anyway what the Astrology shows us is Mars and Venus were in Virgo a doubled-bodied ‘sign’ so it lends credibility to their being more than one person ‘shooting’ and to be honest to kill and wound that many people it seems a hard task for just one man. So, Mars conjunct Venus sees the ‘conjunction’ saying there is something connecting it to another, the Astrology seems to bear this out as a possibility. Even two ‘forces’ acting as one is a better way of seeing/putting it. It is also worth noting Venus is exalted in the sign on the 10th and Mars exalted in the sign of the 8th, so the mainstream/government and the official story and death ‘connected’ to it is ‘favoured’ in this chart, but note here; if you use ‘exalted’ house ‘rulerships’ you perhaps should look at the other ‘houses’ the remaining 5 ‘main’ planets rule too, just bear that in mind.

So, my conclusion is much ‘fits’ in this chart, but i can’t prove much more else than that. I cannot prove that it was ‘timed-mission’ or who was responsible, i’ll leave that for others to try and find-out, or perhaps some miracle will happen and all will be revealed for what it is, but my hopes of people coming-clean are few, where’s the fun and advantage in that?

But i will say this [although i don’t really want to] that if ‘someone’ ‘pre-picked’ this time for it to kick-off ‘then’ it did work-out very well Astrologically, but even in just saying these few ‘conspiring’ ‘words’ i know in itself it is working against Astrology [in that] if i suggest someone can pick a time for an ‘event’ that will already fit the circumstances to come it just gets a little ‘crazy’. Although i also know that many Astrologer’s use ‘event’ Astrology [saying] choose this ‘time’ for this ‘event’ and you’ll maybe have these kinds of results so perhaps its not that crazy to say it was pre-planned. Anyway it’s a mute point.

And ‘writer’ beware because as is the nature of life, for everything said [by me] there is an equal and opposite reaction, those who will agree and disagree, [you know], and the way ‘forward’ and the ‘diversion’ from it, so, it is best to just ‘stop’ now and not continue on this ‘path’.

I think its ‘hard’ for me to mix Astrology and Conspiracy here because Astrology is one of the best mechanisms to be truthful with and if i mess it up by combining what could be true and what could be false by not believing ‘what is presented to me/us is how i lose Astrology’s power to use it as a ‘tool’ so i know its foolish to even try, but if i don’t question the ‘source’ material [meaning the story as presented in Las Vegas in this instance i also lose ‘something’] so, i know i will go back to non-combining the two as to ‘not’ do this just leads to a blurry confusing mess, and although i may miss-out on ‘something’ the truth is my/our minds can’t handle two conflicting ‘stories’ and usually has to see it one way, if only to cope and stay within some kind of parameters, so i side with what i can do Astrologically and keep at least some of my ‘sanity’.

Finally: do we believe there is an evil over-riding force taking over our personal free-will, i suppose if we do ‘we’ almost by default lose much of the/our free-will by concentrating on this ‘separation’, so its hard, i suppose in life as always it’s about where we want to go and also the opposite of not going where someone else wants to take us, and i believe just feeling free enough to believe in ‘anything’ should be enough.

Note: to be honest i am getting a little tired of mixing conspiracy/fact together with Astrology and have decided to do less of that, its because conspiracy ‘just goes around in circles’ and ultimately doesn’t really take you anywhere [sure, changes do come from it and its worth asking questions] but for the most part as its presented in 2017 its all a big game and laugh as far as i can see and i can’t beyond that at present, for whatever reason and sure i will include it if necessary but if i stay true to the purpose of this blog ‘Astrology’ then at least i can touch on things/matters i know something about, because we all know in any ‘thing’ like ‘conspiracies’ and even ‘Astrology’ we all feed off each other unless we are ‘truly’ inspired to write it from an original angle and believe me there isn’t much inspiration that doesn’t have its source ‘elsewhere’ that should be glaringly obvious to all.

WE ARE ALL WORKING TOWARDS SOMETHING AND AS LONG AS YOU’RE SURE YOU ARE DOING WHAT YOU CAN AND ARE HAPPY WITH THAT, WHAT ELSE MATTERS.

I will have to do a part 3 as this post is already too long and the ‘Horary’ chart i did is just as long as this whole ‘post’, so look-in again.


Astrology: Memories

October 18, 2017

I remember the 1987 October the 15th/16th UK Hurriance as a day i never want to ever see again, i absolutely hated that night. Its strange really as i was fairly safe in my parents house in Hoveton, Norfolk, England and the most damage done to our house was the TV Ariel coming loose and one roof tile broken, i knew and saw and heard much worse stories later. I was driven mad by the constant roar of the Wind which never ceased for hours and i just wanted it to stop, i couldn’t sleep and all my thoughts were oh please stop and calm down and make things go back to normal.

My overriding memory though was looking out of my bedroom window at a fully-grown birch tree in our neighbour’s garden in the distance and seeing it partly bare branches being tossed-about and seeing some branches torn-off, my lovely view was being destroyed before my eyes and it wouldn’t be the same again.

I was young-ish and rather idealistic back then and i was born too late to see the 1950’s floods in East Anglia so for me this was my first ‘real’ natural event which as i said affected more people in a much worse way than myself. Since then of course i’ve seen on TV what i experienced back then in a double-speed form in other places in the World especially in 2017 and realise i just couldn’t cope with that. I know i just couldn’t ‘think’ when the 1987 storm hit, and to think about how if your ‘home’ was entirely gone that is almost unimaginable to me, but you start again, because you have to.

The Astrology for our hurricane sits with me still, i remember thinking Saturn and Uranus in Sagittarius and ‘high’ winds that fits as Sagittarius is to do with ‘high’ and ‘tall’ things but beyond that it was hard to determine what else about the Astrology of the day brought this event to be.

In October you expect ‘wind’ in the UK but that ‘year’ there was an approaching Sun opposition Jupiter in a few days from the 15th/16th so that might show ‘turbulence’, Mars was in Libra, so the chances of something unpleasant happening were there too, and Mercury ‘mind’ and sometimes ‘wind’ was conjunct Pluto so something of a mass effect was possibly going to occur. The Moon in ‘roaring’ Leo would aspect every planet bar Neptune with a ‘major’ aspect from the evening of the 15th so i suppose all the elements were there.

But what i should’ve really done was consult one of my books on Astro-weather forecasting before i wrote this as it may have helped me inform you and me better, but never mind, i’ve been meaning to read that book for a ‘time’ now, and i will soon.

That’s it not much of a story and thankfully just a distant memory now.

Update: i did read that book and i found Mars in Libra does indeed show strong winds and the Sun opposition Jupiter aspect does indicate vehement winds which is apt for a ‘hurricane’, so there it is.

I also noted that to cast a chart for 20 degrees 01 minutes of Scorpio each year and to look at it you can get an idea of the years weather for the year ahead, of course ‘set it’ for wherever you are in the World, i suggest you hunt-down this text, i found mine in William Ramesay’s Astrology Restored book, but i’m sure its elsewhere too. Personally, i couldn’t ‘yet’ fully understand it because i didn’t give it time to sink-in, but as with all learning ‘you do have to return to it’ time and again.


Astrology: Las Vegas shooting; part 1

October 14, 2017

Over the past few posts i’ve been mixing in other topics as well as Astrology, why? because i have more of an Interest in things other than Astrology, its that simple.

I have found the alternate news providers ‘just as’ [if not more] interesting as/than the Mainstream providers and in a Nutshell i say this: in the debate of who is more accurate and even who is coming close to bringing us what we need and almost crave i.e. some kind of ‘truth’ that we can believe in, its obvious who is the nearer, so, please suspend belief in the Mainstream and look to the alternatives.

I believe both sides have their ‘crazies’ meaning: people who shouldn’t be allowed anywhere a device which allows them to espouse their views, but its free-speech and i am just having mine here too, so there is no blame-game going on here, just an expression of how i see it, ok. I actually see both have their agenda’s and essentially i suppose what it boils down to is, what i am saying is right and what you are saying is wrong, so you’ll hear the Youtubers openly saying the Mainstream is lying and distorting. But [much more] than that because you’ll never hear the Mainstream openly ‘having a go’ at the Alternate News broadcaster’s [but it is all built-in, in what they say and don’t say] because they just ‘play it safe’ and its understood by the watchers that the TV stations say ‘we don’t really want to get involved in all that’ [that is their stance] and its mainly because the Mainstream can always apply ‘rules/rulings’ if anyone really gets out of hand or control. But we the ‘bloggers’ and ‘Youtubers’ etc are using their equipment and their set-up to ‘spout’ our commentary about ‘them’ so remember where the power lies, the poor Chinese don’t even get the opportunity to connect to the World outside and North Korea is even less better off.

I for example know my computer is watched/bugged because of certain events and things i saw flash on the screen that i never saw before i starting writing more than just Astrology, you see ‘exposure’ brings its benefits and its inconveniences and if someone doesn’t like what i am saying i guess stricter measures are always available to ‘those’ who’d like to silence those that ‘speak-out’ but why worry about that.

Television versus Youtubers is an interesting phenomena, i see it like this, in all that is said i still conclude that the Mainstream still provides Youtubers with most of their information, although to be fair many Youtubers do feed-off each others ‘output’, but in Mainstream TV’s case it covers the ‘story’ [as they see fit] and the other television channels do feed-off it and take from each other’s output too, so there it is the whole set-up, its just the way of the World, its all pretty much the same thing.

But the ‘WAR’ [if there really is one] is hard to grasp at, is it just this; we are asking the Mainstream to come clean and go back to reporting factual information so we don’t have to be here to tell people that they are hearing a load of rubbish on their Television screens, as you [the providers] have really overdone it now, [a little fabrication we can take but complete Bullshit, no i am not swallowing that] well maybe. Hearts and minds. But everyone lies and without recognizing the motivation[s] behind why we do we’ll never get anywhere, and to just ask people to stop is ‘futile’ as is ‘resistance’ and so without a grand-plan on both sides ‘nothing’ ever changes or moves forward.

But it seems to be more than that, today we almost demand that we are not lied to anymore and that the Mainstream is lying about ‘everything’ which by the way conveniently allows all the people who think like ‘that’ to come back at full force to counter the ‘Mainstream’s’ claims, it’s a good to remember that.

How much ‘truth’ do we need anyway? Seriously, and what does it matter that we are lied to anyway, we should always ask ourselves that, when do we give-up and tell ourselves ‘what does it matter’? Life is going to go-on anyway, why do i really need to know? But we do, and for one reason only and that is ‘what if all this lying’ affects me personally someway/sometime down the line, i allowed my enslavement because i wasn’t paying attention to what was ‘going-on’ and now its too late to turn back the clock. It’s a simple enough statement from me, but a crucial ‘one’ for from ‘that’ many things ‘depend’ and we rely.

Anyway, enough of that, some Astrology now.

One of the things you can do with Astrology is make ‘event’ and ‘horary’ charts and try to decipher to the best of your ability and by following the ‘rules’ [the make-up of a moment in time], today i am going to look at both, we know the first reports of the shooting were at 10:08 pm on October the 1st and so we can look at the ‘event’ chart and then for my own personal curiosity and satisfaction i asked a horary question at 11:12 pm on October the 6th in Cromer, England as to whether the shootings as portrayed on Mainstream Television were true or false? As that is about as accurate a question you can put/pose in a Horary chart and get a decent enough answer, but mind even then you may still not be able to figure-out ‘enough’ to give you a complete enough answer to your question, that’s just how it is.

So here goes, [see part 2, coming soon] looking at chart one for the event: and chart two a ‘horary’ chart looking for falsity mainly.


Astrology: Deafness

October 10, 2017

I just wanted to share this short piece with you. I am currently having ‘hearing’ problems. I want to say Astrologically Saturn is connected to/with hearing and its funny that as Saturn retrograded recently and went back over 22/23 degrees of Sagittarius i lost my hearing in my right ear temporarily and now when it is ‘direct’ over those same degrees i am having problems with my left ear, isn’t that strange.

But as sure as i am of it returning to normal i wanted to ask if any readers know any information on why 22/23 degrees of Sagittarius might be related to hearing loss, if you know about a person with hearing loss with those degrees [or any information Astrologically really] please drop me a comment and tell me, i could even enclose what you say to me on this post if you wish, if i think i would like to do ‘that’ that is.

You don’t really appreciate what a ‘loss’ it is to not ‘hear’ until you can’t, but that’s easy for a man who has ‘heard’ all his life to say i guess.


Astrology: God and Man

October 3, 2017

There won’t be an awful lot of Astrology in this post but there will some mixed-in there so read-on if you want.

Now where do i start? In the beginning… [just joking], but i do think there is a lot more Astrology in the Bible than we think or realise, but i’ll be honest with you i am one of Millions who have never read the whole book, i suppose like many when handed the Bible [as with my copy] in 1970 i looked at the size of it [a big green covered slab of pages] and thought i will never get through that and to this day that has been the case.

Over the years i’ve tended to look at Religion as a nuisance [somebody else’s version of how things were/are] and decided i would find-out what i wanted to find-out about life/existence by myself and i know many share that view.

God knows i’ve seen Mankind at its best and worse, we all have.

Let’s take an example, recently i watched a two hour video of a man explaining his view of how there was an Astrological side to ‘Creation’ and through his use of Astrology and Numerology he put up quite a convincing case for what he was saying, but the ‘code’ he used was his own and maybe he had ‘cracked’ part of the ‘divine’ code [but you could also say that this person had made a code which ‘worked’ for him] meaning ‘nothing’ was said [by him] that ‘contradicted’ what he said, he put his theories across and there was no counter-argument [that could only come when the comments section was filled-up with ‘people’ agreeing or disagreeing with what he had just said and fair enough he had only one goal in mind to share what he had to say].

This is ‘man’ the imperfect being [the searcher for truth if you like], God is the ‘source’ and to quote from the song lyrics of the [Age of Aquarius] ‘we’ve got to return to the garden’ and i suppose I and all the seekers of ‘truth’ are looking at the ‘source’ and trying to figure something out, a personal truth [if you like] and then spread this truth out for the benefit of the rest of mankind, our own pouring-out from the ‘waters’ of our knowledge, just like the Aquarian water bearer.

Looking at the replies this ‘man’ got though you may be forgiven for thinking ‘why bother’ as most were seemingly negative and many focused-on themselves rather than what was talked-about, some ‘seeds’ may bring forth ‘vine and fruit’ but most of the people [mankind] who replied [commented] failed to see what was being presented to them, so saw no ‘worth’ in what was being said to them and so the ‘seed’ fell on fallow ground.

You could look at another way though, most were in fact saying in a rather ‘twisted’ way [what is in this for me] the ‘hungry’ masses failing to see that they were being ‘fed’ but almost turning their noses up and saying ‘this is not enough’ so i am going to turn against you. Every person who commented ‘had an opinion and wanted to say it’, lost within it all ‘few’ were actually able to directly focus on the actual presentation and those that did [almost all] just offered various conflicting or alternate views on what this man said.

Of course there are many ways to the ‘truth’ but in 2017 it seems more than ever we are back to my God is better than yours and we all seem to be looking for ‘dominance’ of some kind, its like every person ‘holds’ a ‘key’ but none of them/us are willing or prepared to come together and on mass open the gates.

Meanwhile all the ‘avenues’ we could potentially open and walk-down are being closed-down either by ourselves or by those who don’t want us to walk-down them in the process.

Its interesting to look at the television and see the two sides of life [or duality] at play in the same broadcast, reality and unreality if you like, both presented as ‘real’ life [its like its put there for you to believe in which side you want to live in]. Lets just say without being too conspiratorial that ‘the proof is in the pudding’. Story one in brief, seeing the Police and others beating with truncheons men and women to stop them from voting means [or should mean] you see a ‘reality’ as it is, that has got to be obvious to all. Story two, you hear the sound of gunfire, you see people lying on the floor [supposedly dead] but how would you really know, not being there in person, and you hear witness statements and television pundits commentary but see nothing else which really confirms the story as being true and you are meant to believe this on [hearsay] almost, that is what we are ‘fed’ simply something you can see with your own eyes what is happening in story one and then in story two something you can never ‘ever’ understand because the ‘facts’ if ever there were ‘any’ are just not there, so the conspiracy theorists step-in and try to uncover something, some of which they may get, but most they will not. Its designed that way.

Sadly that is ‘life’ in 2017.

Take a deep breath and get back to being ‘calm and carrying-on’ God i hate that slogan we saw everywhere for a time, as it was a ‘truth’ to the ‘lie’ that life is just a smooth sail ride with just a few hiccups you can overcome and go merrily on your way, because its so true and false all rolled in together.

That’s it for today, there was going to be more on God but after that last paragraph i suddenly feel so deflated and depressed that i can’t carry-on, and that’s no joke.

Actually, i’ve had a rethink i will talk about God

I think its quite obvious [well at least to me] what God is, in a word ‘AIR’, but you free to disagree.

Think about it MAN can live without food for a while but if AIR is/was deprived from your body you would suffocate [in minutes] if not quicker.

Think about the ‘elements’ all four except AIR are seeable and what do they say about GOD s/he/it is invisible ‘never’ seeable. Then think although AIR is essential to human life, it is a kind of formless ‘a spirit’ and then think about the ‘kiss of life’ breathing into another human to give them life if the heart stops again it is AIR.

AIR is ‘spirit’ and the three in one of the Christian faith has a holy spirit part and in Astrology there are three signs to each element. Then there is the ‘mentality’ side to the element AIR and what sets humans apart from animals but Mind and Speech and probably Thought too, I know when i engage my mind and write often the wind picks-up around me as if i am conjuring these words out of the AIR around me.

And i want to remind you of when in the Garden of Eden we are told the wind would rush around Adam and Eve as if to herald the presence and/or arrival of God.

And think about the combining of elements Air and Water produce Rain/Reign and without that we wouldn’t be here and perhaps you can think about Air and Earth but i do know here in the countryside we had a saying when Air and Fire mixed and Lightning struck ‘that God was angry’.

And whether God is just Air/life/breath and can be no more than that ‘formless’ i don’t know, perhaps that is why we don’t see s/he/it in the human form but are told s/he/it is always around [just like Air].

Note: we never really see ‘pure’ Air but we breathe it in every few seconds, and then using wordplay, what are we ‘humans’ but God’s Heir’s which in the English language is almost spoken in the same way.

Oh yes, i have come-up with a Air/Earth mix ‘Man’ who was made from the Earth, and so we shall return.


Astrology: What does it show us?

September 25, 2017

Today’s post is just Astrology, so back on track i suppose.

Well i’ll tell you what it isn’t first, we look upwards to the heavens for our Astrology so it isn’t what is beneath us meaning the Earth and what is inside it, sure a case could be made for that but essentially the Earth is a/the plane from which we view what is above us in the sky.

Astrology is a tracking system, oh look the Sun is above the horizon and its day time again is it at its simplest, that old Sun blinding out all the stars that we can only see at night, unless you live in an observatory which can see the sky even during the day which i am led to believe is now possible.

A tracking system you say Robert but surely you’ve got that wrong, ok, without Astronomy informing us where the planets and stars are Astrology wouldn’t have the correct positions on where to base its practice but Astronomy split from Astrology in the Age when it was found it could go its own way and look further out into the universe and i suppose it found its purpose and hasn’t looked back since.

Astrology could survive without modern Astronomical help because if the computer system broke down we could still look at the stars and see where the planets where and make calculations like the ancients did, it would be hard but they did it and so could we.

I suppose Astrology died in a way in the modern age when it conflicted with modern thinking, if Astrology is anything it is it and always will be open to interpretation, Sun sign columns have speculated what may happen to a person born in a certain ‘sign’ for many years and have exploited that to a great extent, but are they any real help, they seem like a joke to most of the population, but those who write them are trying to help and keep the ‘cause’ going, but of course it is a case of the more you know about what Astrology can do the more it can potentially help your understanding of the World you live with/in.

There are two main types of Astrology those that have an individual bearing, too many to explain here but you should know what i mean and the ‘one’ which effects world events outside of ‘you’, of course they are basically the same thing but not everyone is on the same receiving channel or to be more precise in my wording, it could be said we all have two channels the individual one and the mass/global/world channel.

But the ‘source’ is the same, there is only one Jupiter or Saturn energy for example [meaning, think about all of our planets] it is just we as receivers are all wired differently so we receive them at different times in our lives, ‘that’ to put it simply is why today someone on Earth will be having Saturn sitting exactly on their Ascendant degree and someone else will be having Jupiter returning to the exact position it was at/in at their birth, and of course somewhere on this planet many thousands or more will be receiving their birthday presents from other humans.

People say they don’t believe in Astrology but they believe in celebrating their birthday each year, so go figure!

Now, a slight turn in direction. I watch a lot of television but i have never seen a dedicated Astrology channel, why? probably because there is no money in doing that and the viewing figures would probably be low, so it would disappear off our screens as quickly as it arrived. You may say but Robert it is there jumbled-up within all the programming if you know what you are looking for/at and yes this is true enough, but can the average man decipher it, no probably not because our minds need clear instruction so as to not get one thing confused with another.

A clear informative style is key and to find that on Television nowadays is hard, you may believe you are getting it on the NEWS but they have their own script and any deviation from it is not tolerated, they tell you EXACTLY what they want you to hear and see, it is simply complete control and if for some reason things don’t go as planned they will get it back on track almost instantly. On Youtube people say EXACTLY what they want to say but the ‘game’ is much the same, the end goal of wanting and making you believe in another story of ‘how it is’, all media in 2017 is like an infection, a disease which by turning-on a screen you can’t escape from, anyhow…

… with Astrology you can escape that to some extent, with Astrology it is your World to make-up as you please to some extent [or see the World as you want to see it], but don’t get me wrong you have to follow the rules of how it works, but it is you the individual who is making it work for you that is the important message here.

Back to the tv show for a moment, when you think about it, tv only shows daily events and history and its only been-on for nearly 100 years and Astrology has been around for much longer and its been recording ‘World’ events and people’s lives and what they did with their natal ‘stuff’ for millennia, so where is the ‘real’ power to observe record and distribute information here, i hope the answer is obvious, why’s and wherefore’s, who needs Television and Youtube? A handy appendage to the greatest story unfolded yes, but it can’t really rival ‘every’ living moment that we live under and interpret [from the heavens above] can it?

We in a way have only started to glimpse Astrology’s real potential and to be honest i don’t even know where it may go but that is fine by me.

But with the ‘likes’ of a well-known Sky mapping system blacking-out a section of the sky [with a black square] so we can’t see what is going on in the skies above us then frankly what ‘hope’ do we have?

I think it is quite obvious things are being kept from us, why? for our own benefit, hardly i think.

Knowledge is power and I for ‘one’ am writing it my way, ‘control’ comes from the people with knowledge and their ‘power’ follows, i give-away my knowledge freely as i have no real desire for power or control and if my words inspire and empower ‘you’ then good but that is all they are, just ‘words’.


Astrology: World War III?

September 22, 2017

Frankly i am worried, fake news or alternate possibilities and the like are nothing compared to living on a planet with the ‘real’ given news telling us that we could be seeing a nuclear explosion over the ocean, i was born almost 20 years after the 1945 Japanese bombs and hoped i’d never live to see the day when another one exploded [i know tests have been done since then] but never has the threat of human life extinction seemed so real to me, believe me i don’t fear much but i do fear for all of our safeties right now.

I fear for what if the 23rd September [tomorrow] prophecy comes true about the ‘red dragon’ and [North Korea and it is obvious to me that there would be no North Korea without Chinese assistance, if what we hear on state media is true] denotes a bomb and the USA sees it as an act of aggression, even if it lands miles from their borders.

You see i say this because in this crazy mixed-up game ‘they’ the [world leaders] are playing and the stuff we read in the bible and elsewhere were to actually come together and move as ‘one’ then the ‘illusion’ of no ‘coincidence’ could be said to ever exist again. [meaning we might actually start to see and perhaps believe-in something more than we are fed through our media, getting more of a sense that there is more ‘known’ than what is actually given to us through our tv everyday.

No more ‘confusing’ the mights and might nots, no, something actually happened as predicted. [meaning written and known by millions for many many hundred’s of years previously].

The red dragon is seen as the Chinese by us westerner’s due to its flag and other associated images and history, and what is North Korea trying to do but ‘give birth’ to its weapons programme and the book of ‘revelation’ goes on to mention in it about one foot in the sea, and if you see the ‘arc’ from land to the denotation zone it looks just like that, especially as its reported about it happening in the Ocean.

I am not saying we are all about to die and neither am i saying we are seeing the book of revelation about to come to ‘life’ but todays NEWS does come very close to a warning given for September 23rd 2017, i hope to God that i don’t wake-up tomorrow and see the explosion on my TV screen and neither do i see North Korea bombed to destruction because millions could die and God knows there must be people in North Korea who do not believe in or have total trust and faith for one man who speaks for their whole country and i know i wouldn’t want to die just because my leader did something i didn’t believe in.

But what can the common man do? We live in a world where the place we ‘live’ in isn’t really our home it is already been taken-over by some ‘power’ like ruler and/or government from before we were even born so from day one we have been born without choice, sure we can make some changes within our lifetime, but every ‘child’ born is never given free-reign to determine their own destiny, i know why this has to be [to some degree] we can hardly feed ourselves from day one but this ‘game’ is always rigged by ourselves as we go through life and whether it is a poor simulation of what it might’ve been is always up to us, but i am scared, i know we all die eventually and life continues but whether or not this ‘World’s leaders are just scaring us and playing games with us and actually D Trump and K Jon Un are good friends behind the scenes is hardly important because its what actually happens to the World’s population that really matters ‘all us humans’ [some which are good and some bad], so i await tomorrow with trepidation, and hope the World’s situation whether it be real or imagined gets resolved.

It’s a crazy crazy World and i guess things just ‘happen’ but the causes are always there in the World’s history. It is possible it will/could be some other World event entirely of course, because if something is meant to be on a certain day it a pretty sure bet it will come about, so it is said.

Again, no real Astrology here but if Tomorrow is a momentous day in World history someone will have recorded the time/date and place that’s for sure.

Note: Its amazing how sometimes things just ‘synch’ tomorrow will probably just be like any other day but Wars do start, someone does do something stupid and there is sometimes no returning from that. Then there are times when we can ‘link-up’ texts written on what may co-incide at times with actual events in this World, but what we really should be asking ourselves is what do we do with the information we may or may not have found, and its definitely not ‘oh look at me i found this out – so look at how great i am, for that is just for self-promotion and making some kind of profit from it, no, it has always got to be looked at as one more piece of the puzzle put in place so we can all eventually see the bigger picture of what it is we are doing here in this reality on this piece of earth at any given moment and move-on from there.


Astrology: Alpha and Omega

September 15, 2017

We all know life began and one day it will surely end. We live in the now and we weren’t there at the beginning and perhaps we won’t be there in the end. When is the end? Well, our end is death but the end?, is when nothing exists anymore, personally i try to live only in the ‘now’ as the past is gone and the future doesn’t exist yet, so i know i am stuck in the now and you should know that too.

But we all want to know our own personal future and the future of the world we live in but aren’t they just the same thing, and how would we ever know the next five minutes let alone the next five years of existence unless we had something planned, try to imagine all the possible[s] of the next five minutes, sure if you sat still and stared at the second hand of a clock and counted every second and did nothing else with no interruptions to your planned time you would have done it, your vision has worked-out but if you got side-tracked from it then your plan simply hasn’t worked-out as you had hoped.

Now do you see why ‘prediction’ is almost impossible unless what you target is so easy that it has to be achieved, our breathing is the real regulator, slow at ease and fast when panicked, in truth very truth it is the only thing we as humans have any control over it is the one thing we must do for ourselves and if we don’t then it is game-over, sure we can be put on a machine that does it for us but that usually means we are incapable of doing things for ourselves [you don’t see people on these machines go shopping at the supermarket, do you] so there we have it, giving a sigh when its all getting out of hand and not going how we’d like it to go.

Thankfully we don’t all go rushing-out trying to change all before us when the World we see before us isn’t what we’d like to see, [that is when everything feels ok to us], but when riled-up and angry and full of emotion well that’s another story.

We all sit and watch the World at a distance on our television screens and wish what we were seeing would stop/reverse or just go away but television is just recorded history, sure on television we sometimes see the things we like/dislike ‘live’ but mainly it is just on ‘repeat’.

Why do we see so much repeated material, what is its purpose?

Well the simple answer is obvious a child of say eight hasn’t seen what a man of say 68 has seen yet so what is old for the man isn’t for the child. But the man says oh no i know this already and either sits in repeated love or hate whereas the child sits in wonder and fascination, there is little to tell the old man and the child is yet to get to that point in their life where he sees and thinks like the old man.

The old man has to find alternatives and turn-away from the ‘old’ but really the child has to turn-away too lest he becomes to ‘old’ too quickly and shares in the same fate as the old man.

We are stuck in a loop and believe all we know is all we know, but in truth we ‘never’ look any further than the bubble we are in, no-one ever offers ‘more-than’ because to do so…

… [even i can’t find the right words] and you know why because from cradle to grave i/you haven’t been able to escape from the rigorous mental routines i/we have been subjected to, everywhere all around ‘me/my body and mind’ are ‘bars’ to stop me from doing so, i have to write in a certain ‘prescribed’ way or it wouldn’t make sense and if i were to escape from the limits of whats been etched onto my mind i would only have to come back to write it in a way that made it understandable to the rest of Man-kind so you see we are stuck in the here and now and if you don’t believe me feel free to experiment with anything you like but at the end you will always come back to now, [step 1 if you like] as if you ever truly could leave this moment [which seemingly keeps moving forward] anyway.

I am seriously doubting whether the hu-man ‘being’ is doing anything else but ‘being’ in a ‘moment’ where the Sun grows strong then weak and the leaves grow and die-off a tree and that is all there is to it, year after year the same thing and the rest is so incidental as to have no importance other than to say oh [so that was our journey through life], its sad really when you think that life is a journey from point A to point B [although as i said we are always ‘in the moment’] and for most of us its no more than a living hell, but when i think about what could have been i just ‘sigh’ and realise you know what ‘that’s LIFE’ and there ain’t nothing no human being is doing that is changing from the mould/source, is that even possible i ask myself.

There has got to be MORE to LIFE than this is a favourite adage but at 52 years old i am starting to see that there really isn’t and i in very truth don’t believe i will see any ‘significant’ change to what i see everyday until the end of my own life.

Now an extra piece:

I don’t usually get excited when watching videos online but one recently really pique my interest and although i haven’t asked the man for permission to quote him he seemed to be giving the information away freely for everyone to know so here i am saying ‘his’ words.

Mark Cordova [please find him on a video site] had this to say, and ‘this’ from here on in are my own words/interpretation of them not his direct words. If you use the words O W and N and then find four variations of them you will find a whole [four very interesting words made from them] 1: OWN 2: NOW 3: WON 4: NWO. Now, here is how i see this, if you OWN the NOW you have WON the ability [or any other words you care to insert here] to create etc your own NWO. It really is as simple as that, i believe Mark was saying much the same thing or perhaps not quite, anyway its amazing the ‘power’ these words ‘combined’ make especially as the number 4: quoted above is what the ‘powers that be’ make us believe is the final goal of all humanity to come, i say, just let yourself become the new world order and order it as ‘you’ the individual see fit.

And finally speaking about words i think its fair to say that ‘often’ in life if you were to fill-in the missing ‘links’ especially in news broadcasts you would see the World for what it is. I am sure there is something ‘coded’ in the way they speak and if you know how to read within your mind what you are being told then all is clear to you but ‘if not’ then its all gobbled/y/gook. Its also fair to often fill-in the rest of what is not being said [i mean ‘by’ changing and inserting words in the middle of the sentences that you are hearing to make it make sense to you] but in all honesty that is a bit MAD and although it sometimes helps it can really twist your mind so i don’t advise you do it, but that is up to you.

Again, no real Astrology in this post except perhaps it has an Arien theme, if you know what i mean.


Astrology: Donald J Trump

September 2, 2017

A little while back i wrote a post called ‘Politicians’ it was mainly on President Trump but this time i want to fully concentrate on him, so here is what i think about the man, and it’s fair to say that if you are a fully paid-up supporter of his you probably won’t like what i am about to say, but hey ‘free speech’ and all that.

The ‘Man’ certainly has personality it may not be the ‘one’ many people like though, but knowing Donald he’s probably said ‘I don’t care what people think about me’ somewhere/sometime and i know he’s talked about his vast wealth [as if that really matters to most of the poor anyway], only room for a select few at the top, right?

This one man show [although no Man is an island] is a/the figure-head ‘now’ he is representing the good old USA with all of its faults but to the outsider viewer [me having no connection to the USA, and having never been there] and only watching him on the TV he seems to me and surely like many amateur psychiatrists [meaning the everyday man] he seems like a ‘nightmare’, particularly to work-out and he would be a professional’s disaster-zone as they surely would have to ask for the real Donald J Trump to stand forward, sure he reveals himself in what seems a pretty straight-forward and plain-speaking manner but as we surely all know you can never fully trust the word of a business-man or a politician as these ‘professions’ just don’t work that way because the scales of justice are always weighted in their own favour because to do otherwise [for them] is just being charitable at best, no, screw-you is their modus operandi [I do this for my ‘cause’ and i am on my side]. It is the simple way of ‘things’ otherwise they lose and i very much doubt you lose in business [a lot] and still stay in business, and in politics i imagine its much the same.

Just look at how many people have been ‘fired’ so Trump’s agenda can go-on without a hitch, one day they will make a calendar like device for public-sale in which we can all tick-off people kicked-off his team, hey a new national ‘sport’ why not run a ‘lottery’ and win millions if you can pick the correct time and date of the next ‘one’ to go, but seriously this is meant to be about Astrology isn’t it? Well actually i was thinking of re-titling this blog and/by adding ‘other’ conspiracies [but not theories] and the annoying bulls**t that i see in the world around me.

But joking aside i will be changing my style to incorporate a little more than just Astrology, but Astrology will be the main thrust STILL, its just i can’t sit back and watch the World and not make a comment from time to time, i hope you understand there will be no real change from what you are used to getting from me, so hang in there.

Trump is certainly like many Gemini Sun people i’ve seen and known, some can be so slippery it is like they are saying stuff without actually saying stuff and definitely saying ‘that you won’t pin that on me’ but who are they running-away from? themselves? Yes, that is the answer to that i think, but we all know the one person you never escape from is yourself, try as you might in whatever ‘guise’ you choose. Anyway my purpose here today is not to destroy this man with my words, neither is it character-assignation although in a way that is what i am doing, no, its just a plain look/see at the Man as he is portrayed by himself through my television screen, i even try hard to ignore the channels commentary about him and try to form my own view and be as unbiased as i can be but of course everything is seen in the context of events, his words and my over-arching prejudice towards men of his ilk, how could i not see him from within my own views on life, its near impossible to not do so and then to write a blog post like this saying what i am saying, you get the picture.

The Man is like a Puffer Fish blowing himself up, is it just pure ego? or is it so ‘they’ will be less likely to be attacked, i think we all saw the poison ‘within’ at the press conference where he made the equivalence between Fascists and Anti Fascists saying there was blame on both sides, I think he’s been living on a different planet to the rest of us, simply put it’s the generally accepted view of most of us who have lived through the past fifty years that Anti Fascist organisations sprang-up to stand-up and oppose the people who spout their non-tolerant ‘rubbish’ about one ‘race’ being better than another and for them to want it better [for themselves] mainly because they wish those other types of people unlike themselves just weren’t around as they feel they spoil their life chances, [they forget to see they are just as down-trodden as those they ‘deem’ are below themselves, and any ’real’ politician wanting to keep the peace would know it was commercial-suicide to be seen ‘siding’ with one side especially the ‘side’ which most ‘humans’ believe are wrong to hold such views but not Trump, he might keep the support of a certain kind of citizen but History tells us time and again that to go against the mainstream thinking of most of the human race is a dangerous thing to do because it doesn’t last, sure, he may be trying to make America great again but what does that mean exactly, rekindling old views or installing a whole new vision for the public to follow, i say be very wary of this Man.

To carry on my point ‘extreme’ views they moprh/mutate and generally go underground and resurface but stronger human values which bind the human race together generally maintain because they have to for all our survival[s]. And for one man to stand-up and try to convince us otherwise is just going to end badly, someone must have advised him to retract or state his words differently knowing not to do otherwise would… [well lets not go there]. Sure, the anti-fascists fought back but they had to.

Now, here is the measure of the man and to quote Trump [I believe that and you do to], can you believe that him ‘telling the media’ to go along with his version of a/the story on camera, he might as well have said ‘Look, tow the line or stop filming me right now’, he is simply trying to implement the Trump view onto Americans through the media, hell, he’d be the only media output [if he could] and soon no doubt he will make no room for anyone to say any different, [meaning no-one can say anything different to what he says] so watch-out America and watch-out World.

But i ain’t finished yet. He’s a self-admitted family man and he said if Ivanka phoned him no matter how important the things or persons he was with he would drop everything for her, it begs the question if he was about to push the nuclear button would he pause for her or spin her off? i wonder if he would be as concerned about the other families as he is about his own, who knows? Its tough being President isn’t it.

I think it is fair to say he is just a product of the ‘business’ he is in – he couldn’t be anything else could he?

I think it would have been better for America and the World if they had been honest and made a new ‘post’ and appointed him a Commander in Commerce not Commander in Chief. He is no ‘Politician’ in the traditional sense and whilst that may seem ‘good’ and a ‘change’ and a bit of light relief he is still working that ‘system’.

I personally believe he finds it hard to hold-back and thank God there is a force which can reign him in and ultimately throw him out of office. I think its near the truth that he’s just USA’s next ‘experiment’ [the next thing to believe in and to follow], but at present he is making-out as many President do that he is the all and everything and that’s all you need, but his day will come, Presidents simply have their ‘purpose’ and they are gone, only Dictators try to survive forever.

Anyway Astrology, the recent Solar eclipse August 21st 2017 fell very close to Don’s Ascendant and because he is America’s President it is important; the usual ‘received wisdom’ is that it effects are felt after the event but in the previous months Donald has ripped-up and changed so much you might be forgiven for thinking the ‘received wisdom’ is wrong but i’d say the months ahead for him will be the ‘reckoning-time’ when the hens come home to roost [so to speak], or simply the results of previous actions and the resulting resonance[s] ‘which of course will be added to with ongoing events’ will let us see the damage done.

Let’s look at the Business mind, winners and losers in a nutshell, supporters and the people on the outside and yours and mine/ours is what its all about really.

This President certainly can rally his ‘troops’ meaning his voting [supporters] i will give him that, but he is really just using mass hypnotism for those who want to believe in ‘promises’ and the whole illusion. It is a ‘show’ his rallies, but no politician has ever fully delivered on all their ‘promises’ they can’t because Politics is just a fight/debate to reach a consensus to do what is best for most of the people. So, Trump as a business-man with his winning mentality will force his vision on the USA but he will only carve-it-up one way, precisely the way all previous politicians have but i think he is ‘different’ [a whole new structure of deceit], so laugh away and joke about ‘screwing’ people but i feel when the ‘day’ comes and you find yourself on the outside looking in on the people still laughing whilst you sit cold and hungry you won’t think its so funny anymore.

Simply put it is like it has always been ‘you’re being played’ the only good thing with Trump in power is it is becoming more obvious for everyone to see, even the blind man can see what is going-on.

So finally i say ‘at least we are having some light relief’ from real politicians at present in the USA so go-on enjoy it while it lasts.

But i’d also say ‘what do i know’?

Another note now: despite my trying not to i do watch Video’s on various subjects and i have to say they do get me thinking about ‘other’ possible explanations of what is going-on within our reality and this isn’t aimed at Donald Trump in particular although God knows what he is, human, hybrid or just full-blown alien, i really don’t know, all i know is i am starting to believe there is something ‘other’ than just humans on this planet, why? well let me put it like this, the average hu-man is just that a simple man but there seems to be a breed of men and women who unlike let’s say the worker bees set themselves apart from the pack, the Kings and Queens if you like and they are a law unto themselves and this i’ll put to you in as simple terms as i can, ‘they’ set-up the World just as ‘they’ like it to be and the rest of us are left to fend for ourselves really and i say that as ‘that’ is quite obvious in that they have most of the money and also a ‘hold’ on who gets the remaining resources and also ‘how’ and there are varying other examples which are seen by us and should be known by all of us remaining by now, at least if you have mind to really ‘see’ it as it is. But the real ‘killer’ [meaning killer idea] is that ‘if you boil it down to brass tacks’ most of the decent humans the 99% are not the liars/deceivers and cold-hearted psycho’s but just ordinary people so, i ask where do these ‘entities’ come from and why are they so ‘different’ from the rest of us, and what is so tempting about what they ‘offer’ so that more and more ordinary people ‘side’ and get onboard to do much the same as them.

All i am saying is would we act as we sometimes do without the cess-pit of Television warping our minds and certain people spouting their views which many follow if these ‘entities’ weren’t here, i think the answer is obvious, it is very doubtful we would. Mankind is being ‘corrupted’, now i am not saying mankind wouldn’t do it if by/for themselves if left ‘alone’ but when i see someone murdered or some big tragedy i don’t instantly think a classic human being did ‘that’ anymore, no, i start to think about an alternative answer to it, that kind of thinking is perhaps right and perhaps wrong but i ain’t looking for ‘someone’ else to advise me on ‘that’ because i believe in what i believe in, and so should you do for your own sanity at the very least, i’m just saying to look closer at the events going-on around you and not to wait for answers to come from the authorities because they will always be some truth in any story that they tell you and a lot of lies and ‘you’ as the ‘receiver’ of any information given to you has to be the final ‘arbiter’ in what it is you believe in and the truth that fits what you have seen and heard, that’s all.

But in the end although my words are scathing i don’t believe i have said much more than what people hopefully see for themselves or much more than what many commentators have already said.


Astrology: Conspiracies

July 6, 2017

Let us get this straight from the start, conspiracies are everywhere and hopefully by the end of this post you’ll get a full idea of why i think it is so. Sadly, there isn’t much i can say to connect Astrology with Conspiracies on a general level so most of the post will be Astrology free.

My God it has ran to a lot of words – read in sections i suggest.

Now, the only ‘step’ you can initially make between Astrology and Conspiracies is the obvious one that the idea of doing a ‘conspiracy’ has to be formed ‘conceived’ at a moment in time and that obviously gives us our Astrology, next it could be said that we could plan our ‘event’ to occur at a particular time, [for example only] a bomb with a timer would be an excellent ‘weapon of choice’ astrologically as the precise time [always preferred by astrologer’s would be known], after this there really isn’t much i can think of to connect the two. Sure, Astrology is great when you can make a chart from a timed event [after-all its ‘its’ full basis isn’t it?] so when the planes hit the twin towers or when the American constitution was ‘signed’ all reveal ‘in that moment’ much information, and in some ‘events’ we can also see a ‘life’ going forward. I suppose it would be possible ‘astrologically’ to see the ‘doubt’ in people minds that things aren’t as they were told in/on the 911 attack, and why? because Astrology can detect false information inside a chart, i haven’t looked to see if it shows it, but perhaps you will, if you know what to look for, that is, an afflicted 3rd house is a possible ‘cause’ of bad information but ‘of course’ [as we should all know] this particular ‘question’ in such an event as a plane crashing into a building would be hard to find, so finding such an indicator might be impossible, [i did finally look at the chart and Pluto in the third could show it to be a ‘mass’ lie like a lot of people believe it was]. I suppose a Horary chart asking about deception, knowing exactly what you want to ask/know about might ‘reveal’ more truth, but 16 years on a ‘general’ inquiry is all you could really make now, as no ‘current’ events exist anymore – moving-on now.

It has to be said Natal Astrology holds the ‘keys to the life’ for each person born, we could look upon Astrology as a ‘known fact’ of what is coming-your-way during your ‘life’ due to the/your birth-time, certainly the Astrologer’s of old believed this to be the case. But if we look at ‘say’ choosing a day/time for something does ‘that’ make a ‘difference’ take for example ‘potatoes’ plant them on a different day to your neighbour with relatively the same soil as yours and in a few week’s he might look at yours and say they have grown so much more than mine, so why was this so, did you ‘conspire’ ‘somehow’ meaning; in other words ‘what did you do to have this success’ [to make it so], because some people won’t like it much and say it isn’t fair yours are growing so much better than mine, so, what did you do? Oh, i used my knowledge of Astrology to optimum use, there is no great secret/there is no ‘conspiracy’, and that is how it’s [life] been for ‘ever’ and by always using the best tools available we win, see it is hardwired into all of us, see, go on a walk to the forest and pick up a stick for a ‘use’ and then find ‘it is’ not quite right so you drop it and try to find a better one, and i suggest that ‘wouldn’t we be just conspiring against ourselves’ if we didn’t do this, by using the inferior object when we know there is possibly a better alternative out there, it is just another form of conspiracy – wanting what is best for ourselves.

The thing is we are always guided by people/things who know [or think they do] that there is a better way forward, sure a trickster will say jump over the cliff’s edge and you say you will be ‘alright’ and a friend will warn you why not to [but it is up to you] and if you do and die the friend will say why didn’t he listen i thought he knew and the trickster oh i never thought he’d do it, didn’t he know, both were conspiring one to help you out and one to hinder you, but the choice was always yours.

In a way there are no ‘answers’ until a ‘question’ is formed, so if the entire planet were to sit still and do nothing for a day time would still pass and that day would go down in history as the day when nothing happened, a write-off if you like, and days like these do partly occur when the Moon goes ‘void’ of making an ‘aspect’ or contact to another planet, sure the World’s events don’t stop entirely but rather slow-down and just don’t connect in the flowing way they do when conjunction after conjunction happens, but that is fairly ‘rarely’ [a few times a month] anyway and then life can be so wired that you can’t help but act, because it is like our whole environment is charged and there’s no escaping it [no down-time]. But is the World and our Astrological mapping of it working against us ‘conspiring’ no, that’s just how celestial life [which affects us on Earth] is made.

Now, life is ‘great’ [as a spectacle] and the variety of different opinions people have to offer makes life even better, even the annoying occurrence’s around you add ‘spice’ we all have our favourites and those which really bug us, sure you can bring some of them on just by doing something or even just thinking about them and God knows someone or something’s doing’s can make them worse, but calm-down and most will go away, we all get to know that eventually, don’t we. If something/someone continues to bug you it’s a possible conspiracy, [but who is perpetrating it us or them, sometimes we don’t like to acknowledge it is our own actions/thoughts that brings it on] but usually it’s just because someone doesn’t like what you are doing because it either conflicts against what they are doing or they just hate what you do, as i write this my neighbour has started his tactics against me, [he doesn’t like it when i am busy and he isn’t it seems, although that isn’t the full story of course] he is just asserting he doesn’t like what i am doing because ‘my thing’ is over-ruling his, it is not a conspiracy it is simply his way of telling me he doesn’t like me or what i am doing as it is disturbing him, fair enough i will stop eventually, as i don’t want to live in that kind of conflict.

It’s all about ‘control’, he wants his and i want mine and they conflict, i will never understand it [or want to] as i have made the choice not to, our matrixes are simply out-of-sync. I suppose all neighbours ‘conspire’ to get their own way for whatever reason that may be.

Now conspiracies of a bigger nature are a different thing. We all love a ‘villain’ in detective stories and in the 1900’s-2000’s you picked-up a book and tried to work-out who did it before you were told, ‘great fun’, today though you can visit myriad video sites and watch people spouting various theories on what has gone wrong with society and what its members are supposedly up to, only ‘today’ the endings of who done it aren’t always so clear-cut and for most of the ‘conspiratorial’ theories you can almost forget trying to find the ‘why’ as its lost within all the other bits, so you gleam pieces at best, [i think some people design their work that way on purpose], its because i see on my computer screen certain people who treat their ‘outpourings’ like a soap-opera, [tune-in for the next exciting episode] where the/ir storyline tries to ‘trump/beat’ the previous one but within all this you are just waiting for the ‘conclusions’ sadly there aren’t many/any and if there ‘were’ the programme would finish and that’s that, no more ‘Truman Show’.

Let’s take a known ‘conspiracy’ example going around on the internet right ‘now’ and work with it, a man says the Moon is hollow and inside the aliens [helped by some humans i imagine] sit and send signals to control all life on earth, interfering with our brains and that means we aren’t being the people we could be, nice premise that, but what you rarely or don’t hear is anything ‘beyond’ that,
[but this example sounds too much like the Truman Show so i don’t really want to use it] i really want an example that explains why you can’t go any further than what is presented to you, sure no-one is able except Astronauts [but even this may not be the full-truth] to go to the Moon and try to check this out is as we know impossible for the rest of us, as ‘limitations’ means no ordinary man can go check the details of such a conspiracy ‘out’ life it seems is always in the hands of others. What i’m saying is ‘conspiracy-theorists’ will always offer another explanation and possibility for what is recognised truth [to what we all believe has to be the way of things – undenability of that is ‘how it is’ because it is obviously so] but they do uncover hidden [from us] ‘truths’ and until all Mankind can stand on the Moon and hit it with a hammer and see it doesn’t ring like a bell and scour the surface for hidden entrances any ‘conspiracy’ like this is possibly true, i mean you could live in a house with a secret hidden door that leads to place behind a wooden panel that looks like just a panel all your life and never know about it, but are you going to knock the whole place down just to find-out if your suspicions are/were true – it seems the conspiracy world people are doing just that – they always want ‘more’ to feed the fire, but i fear all they’ll find is more of what we already know low-level that ‘general’ conspiracy is everywhere and until we face our own involvement in that nothing will ever change, the biggest conspiracies are just scaled-up versions of our more petty ones, sure they may uncover something ‘big’ one day, something so big that we all gasp in horror but perhaps that will just be because we all played a part in bringing it about and eventually hopefully we’ll all just laugh at our naiveness of just not saying to ourselves ‘i just can’t know another person’s/the World’s workings in one go can i’ and i should’ve realised this before believing in more than i did, or something like that.

As i said pick between the lines and you may find some truth, but back to the Moon and people/beings stopping us and interfering in our lives [because few if any of us want to believe we are not in control of our own lives do we, so it would be a shock-horror to find-out this is so – i’m hooked aren’t you, a bit of sarcasm there], no really, if i was video-casting i would take it further and say that i would ask these ‘beings’ to come and sit on my couch and ask them WHY they are doing it and the answer would probably be well ‘why not’, if we can, but the video – conspiracist’s will/would block ‘that’ thought/conclusion by saying oh that would never happen they would never reveal themselves to the likes of you, they are secret/hidden beings and no-one knows where/what they are, i suppose i’d think oh ‘that’s convenient’ to say the least, if they wouldn’t speak to me they’d probably not speak to anyone so what you are saying/telling us is whilst they are ‘in hiding’ we will never know, so why should i believe your ‘story’ why am i waiting here for something that may never happen because it isn’t/wasn’t and never was the truth, no, because things like those type of visits just don’t happen is what they’d say, they would say you just have faith that we/i am onto something, and to wait for new developments which just turn into more developments and nothing ‘ever’ more, they say be ‘convinced’ we are putting it all together [are we just children being toyed with until we know we are being fooled – it would seem so] and that is how they control us ‘fools’, we are simply being ‘played’ – and like i said earlier the ‘didn’t you know we were fooling you’ bit comes into play again until someone admits it all and says – you’ve got to laugh haven’t you – what no sense of humour – oh come on – join us – join in the/our fun – be one of us – grow-up into what its/life is all about. I heard ‘that’ once a long time ago and it wasn’t that funny then and still isn’t but it did reveal part of humanity’s nature to me, thanks for letting me in on it but i don’t want it, i will do it my way. I knew myself and most importantly what i didn’t want then and now and being this ‘savy’ probably allows me to write as i do right now

Now let me explain that in a way i didn’t even want to write this ‘post’ as i knew the ‘conflicting’ thoughts and feelings i have on the subject, i am human i want to know more, i want to know the ‘why’s and still i want to escape that which is ‘given’ because i already think i know enough to follow a good life for me, but i also know my life has to change and develop and move-on and it is a dilemma for our race too ‘the thought that its never finished and its never enough – but i had to write it because i went through hour upon hour of watching it all on the computer and found myself here wanting to talk about it, and that’s the writer’s dilemma to ‘tell’ and ‘release’ when ready isn’t it.

The problem with watching these people is you never find time to just be ‘yourself’ that’s part of it always ‘believing’ there is more to things, [when usually there ain’t], the ‘more’ is always the exploitation of things and with our personal beliefs which are ‘running wild’ as a computer-fed nation just now we are being preyed upon, the knowledge of how to be evil on one side versus the counter-force of how to be good on the other, i can’t really explain what i mean by that except choose where you are going to stand on any issue i guess.

I want answers and i want them now has been diluted by these video-casts not enhanced ‘its just this day and age’s deception until you wake-up to what is being done to you. If you want to be ‘free’ to build your own life then join the ‘masons’ [sarcasm again] because they have made this world into ‘one’ where without their keys to open the doors they will stay firmly shut against you, but don’t look to the Internet for answers on how to do it, you only find the real answers you need inside yourself, because ‘outside’ of your own life it’s all an illusion with multiple deceptions and they know ‘that’ [whatever side they purport to be on] and they know unless we share what we truly believe that lies within ourselves with each other we cannot possibly overcome all the barriers. Sure you can live free up to a point but slavery is built into the system, and to escape that slavery means virtually being non-existent and most people can’t face that, simply ‘being dead in this world, no thanks i’d rather be dead’ is most people’s views and rightly so for them, and although many have tried to escape the chains of existence the truth is building your own life within this life [as given – and mostly accepted] is extremely hard, i think we all understand the complexities and contradictions of trying to do so, so i will not explain further.

I suppose its worth noting one of the biggest ‘conspiracies’ [if you can call it that, which you can’t really – but it helps keep a ‘man’ down] is the prison system but ‘you’ surely say that is because ‘men’ have conspired to take something from another ‘man’ and now everything is done for them, meaning [their liberty/lives are now in another’s hand] they are being ‘controlled’ because they have taken [often what isn’t/wasn’t their’s] and now society is re-addressing the balance, yes, you pay the price for ‘going against it’ whatever ‘it’ is. your conspiracy went-up against another and the bigger-one won, i mean we have the ‘laws’ that say ‘oh no you can’t get away with this, and someone ‘conspired’ i.e. sat together to make this, so who won that one?.

And then there are natural ‘to some’ conspiracies those we perpetrate on others for good or bad intention, these we live with daily or even all our lives, one example is that of being not told we are the child of another man and our father isn’t who we thought he is, here the/your mother and those she has told not to let the/her secret out [for various reasons] conspire for whatever ‘reason’ not to tell you, we all have seen or heard of such cases, so i won’t go into the details, my only real point is we are surrounded by conspiracies.

But if you simply don’t know [about] something does that mean you are being conspired against, no, not really, you are simply out of the know, but if its being done on purpose to hide the truth from you then perhaps you have a case is all i’m saying here.

I want to add here that i am glad people are working against the given truth and it is true that we are all capable of doing this and i’m thankful that some people are also willing to contradict what is the given ‘story’ is, these people are making a difference, bit by bit they are chipping-away and things are ‘changing’ and this is seen when TV stations include people who speak their truth and there is no come-back because there is no way it is possible to do so, and so the foothold begins and that is why its worth it, and it obvious that an acorn can grow into an oak, but will be it a spindly specimen or a mighty one, will we cherish it or leave it to die, i personally feel that such a wave has begun in 2017 to show its head with ‘Grenfell Tower’ residents saying our truth must be shown/known and we will see to it that you don’t treat it as with/like all other stories [but i fear that will only go so far] but with life being ‘what it is’ people will either ‘calm’ it for their own personal reasons/gains or it may just become a tsunami that may just topple that ‘what just doesn’t belong’ in our World, it will be a ‘fight’ alright, so i hope people carry-on because at the end of the day we are discovering ‘stuff’ that should be exposed but whether we find what we think we are looking for – or just something close, well that’s the next part of the story.

Finally, i want to say one the best conspiracies is always ‘silence’, use it against yourself and others because it brings its own rewards.

And if you think life as a whole is a conspiracy then think on/about this… … all the bullshit/deception has disappeared and mankind has become perfect, but can it last? will he fall from that position? can he keep perfection going? will the people be scared into silence and inactivity in case of doing something wrong, life surely can’t keep going-on ‘great’ can it, so i say, why do you think we are like we are now as a human-race, fallen-back into a world/life of changes, [that is hard to answer] but when we ‘perfect’ what then, no growth, no forward momentum, and what ‘then’ do we ‘start all over again’ and become dissatisfied once more and want more change, [my words are becoming like the Matrix movie ‘you’ve been here before NEO’ mankinds next attempt] i don’t want to dwell on that, more so, who is the ‘devil’ ? but ‘it seems to be’ man himself, it is we who want to mess it up, never attain ‘fulness’ because it is boring to have it all sorted-out, this playground of ours is for those of us who want to be less than perfect, and looking for this ‘perfectness’ here and in others is near-on impossible as to do one thing is to invite the next, so i say the seeking of our perfection through working-out the conspiracies against us is no more than another form of control [the game continues and that means everything takes longer than it perhaps would otherwise, if you want to go around in circles and come-back to what you already know, realise ‘conspiracies’ often add little or nothing and cheap slogans like ‘wake-up’ mean little if you offer little more than ‘that’ and they seems meaningless to most people who already think they are ‘being’ all they can be, and can’t be anything else], but today’s conspiracists would say we are doing all ‘this’ for you and you are ‘wrong’ to believe the ‘given’ story of ‘life’ [as it is] is the full story, and therein lies the dilemma ‘where are you going to sit within the mire of truth versus lies’ and who is giving you the right version? The answer ‘lies’ within ‘you’ and as we all know ‘mankind’ will be the only ‘ones’ to ever find-out if life is a lie and there was more than what was ‘ever’ spun to us, so continue watching the ‘possiblities’ if you like, i probably will, along with the mainstream News as two versions of the truth and lies makes more sense to get real answers in my mind at least, although as most humans do we are just/always making a result that works for us at the given time because our mind usually isn’t capable of going or wanting to go further although even that seems to be changing when fed the same rubbish each day.

Because ‘at best’ what any individual can do is ‘control’ and know and be himself, [one by one we come towards ‘answers’ and ‘completion’] so until you know ‘you’ are being yourself and the well-behaved person beside ‘you’ is being one too, because their ‘thing’ is in ‘love’ [sync] with yours and all people are likewise there will be no heaven on earth, and when this happens you will have solved the greatest conspiracy on earth that is to ‘join’ in with what is the only real ‘truth’ a human population going after and doing the same ‘good’ things, by just being themselves. Know THYSELF. You are the illusion – so smash it.


Astrology: News fakery, what to believe?

June 27, 2017

June 27th my birthday, i have been on this planet for fifty-two years now and not much has changed except me getting older of course. I could look back and reflect on those years but its rather pointless so i am going to talk about June 2017 quite a month in British history.

I watch a lot of television and believe me by the time you’ve reached this age you’ve seen it all, by the time you’ve reached your first year of watching you’ve seen it all really [but who tells the new viewer ‘then’ that what he or she has just watched will be on repeat for the rest of their life, no-one so we go-on in the rather vain attempt to always see more than we’ll ever see], but that’s a boxed life i suppose.

‘If you are sick of television you are sick of life’ could be an easy phrase to mention here but that is easy to say in June 2017 because we are in the midst of a bombardment ‘they simply do not stop’ it is one thing after another it is like being at war, so here is a review ‘of sorts’ of the kind of thing we have been exposed to.

The sickening political games and manoeuvring all end-up in the same place, simply put if it all ends-up in the same correct place [that it should, i.e. is designed to be] at the end of all the bullshit and God knows what-ever they are playing at then that’s fine, and of course it does, it is almost like lets laugh and joke around in all the chaos until we bring it back to where it should be, i watch a lot of youtube videos to get a different perspective [but rarely any answers to the situation[s] we are living in and i have to say within that morass of different views i gleam a few nuggets of potential truth[s] to life complexities but i have to compare it to the mainstream outlet, both sides [lets call it] official news and the other side[s] of a/the story spin their point-of-views and the WAR’s outcome is really who is more believed because television is really the home of official news and to state the obvious computer-based video’s are where the opposing-forces have their say, because as we know you won’t see an opinion on the official platform that conflicts and contradicts the main news thrust on television as that medium is for those who want ‘life’ dished-out straight with little thinking except maybe a murmur in your mind if you suspect something doesn’t quite ‘fit’ and you are slightly curious as to why not, then of course you move-on until the next-time it happens.

Youtube video’s on the other hand are basically ‘made by the people for the people’ totally cutting-out the media/middle-man, although as a media platform run by media-men they can refuse to post ‘your take on life’, indeed they could disband it all together and then what would we have, nothing, that’s right, it would have to be built-up all over again, so it sickens me when the second Iron Lady at Binary code house Number 10 says we must not let video ‘infiltrate the minds’ of people watching, yes, it seems she is talking about ‘extremist mind-sets’ preparing to do damage but look beyond that and you’ll see that anything said by anybody that doesn’t conform to certain ‘set’ standards will make you think twice before opening your mouth and speaking aloud and making you mentally start[ing] to believe that you have tape over your mouth and can never question just what ‘life’ is and how it is ‘given and presented’ cannot be questioned, and that just goes against normal human functioning in my mind and is simply wrong.

My mind has been infiltrated by the tele-visual media all my life and i have sighed and despaired at just what comes at me and us all the time, the media and terror incidents are a real ‘test’ of where the truth lies and to be honest the television has the ability to fake much much more than a man with his own ‘seen’ truth, a single person can spot the fakery and he can make connections within what the media shows, but as the official media only shows what they want to show on tv [and gets the viewer to believe it is the whole story] the single man can find-out as much about the event and deal with it as they see fit, and if there is one event recently which shows that the media was ‘behind the curve’ and not able to control the unfolding story it has to be the ‘Grenfell Tower Block’ fire in London and it also really showed the power of community and togetherness which could not be broken-down into the way the ‘system’ could control it.

Astrologically the main factors seem to be the the approaching Sun opposition Saturn in Sagittarius aspect throwing an Antiscion aspect to a weakened Mars in Cancer, i base this on the symbology, Saturn [a building] sits in Sagittarius a [high-rise] one and it opposes [so something dreadful happens] the Sun ‘burning’ and Mars also in Antiscion aspect to Sun and contra-antiscion to Saturn fans the flames into an inferno, all from a Fridge [Saturn] made by ‘Hotpoint’ what more symbology do you need. Anyway back to my story…

… simply put, with your whole lives gone/taken by fire and those you knew perished you stand at a zero-point and the truth’s are very obvious to you and the media cannot put a spin on much, [as there is nothing to grab-onto] the people, the ‘victims’ become the only source of material and most are not trained in ways of grabbing your attention for the glitz of the screen for entertainment of others, no, this is ‘serious’ and as we all know ‘lives and homes matter’ and finally a true ‘reality’ tv emerges [how could it not] the horror ‘not this time’ in some foreign place but in London and with people marching on council offices/officers to get answers quickly, with now some Londoners getting the feeling of what it must be like to be a Syrian household running from the bombed home knowing they have nowhere to go back to and perhaps someone is dead inside.

But as is life in 2017 the problem with any news story always lies at the ‘source’ so number one, it’s hard for me to say this but i haven’t been to London and seen the fire-damaged tower-block with my own eyes so how can i be certain it actually happened?, easy, go there and see for myself, so that can be cleared-up, but why should i believe what i see on tv, i know that sounds stupid but i say it only to make the point that no-one should believe ‘something’ without actually seeing physical proof because if that premise is wrong then all that goes after it is too.

Then we come to the stories of what actually happened at the fire, it is easy to say that only those involved know the actual truth and no-one can argue about that, i wasn’t there ‘billions’ weren’t there so we rely on eye testimony and personal involvement for our information, but that’s always been television in a nutshell.

Note: i know the fire happened, so don’t get me wrong, my point is about ‘not being anywhere’ but where you are at any ‘one’ time and knowing that fakery exists, because we all know about green-screen technology etc so you can never be sure that any ‘story’ is really what it seems, i suppose in some ways i should just enjoy the ‘output’ for ‘what it is’ as most of the time the news can be the funniest thing on television, but life is more than that, unless all you want is illusion and increasingly more of us are just fed-up with what we are fed, there is always the ‘off’ button, go make your own entertainment, [and see how tied-up with this world we are].

So that brings us again to versions of the truth, one truth is that the people involved rallied around and helped themselves and the authorities were left ‘wanting’, but that simply was because if your house burned-down you would scurry around looking for help and this happened to [i think it was 127 households] all at once so you couldn’t have anything but ‘mass’ sameness going-on.

But it is here where ‘stories’ divide and here where your reliance on the ‘truth’ from one source or another becomes blurred, the government and official media only really want you to know one set of belief’s and outcome’s whereas the youtuber’s will give you their belief’s and what the outcome’s should be, it is the same path isn’t it, just wanting to clear this horrible mess-up, well you’d think so wouldn’t you, but i think the subtle difference is the undeniable fact that an event happened and in today’s world how do you want to hear that news, a covered-up half-truth [at best] from various vested interest groups or a story of not knowing and often making-up half a story by a load of wannabe media-types who are becoming just like the men and women they purport to oppose, and some who will become just like them in the future when they realise the only way to get on in that world is to compromise the ‘truth’s they once ran ‘with’ because to do otherwise will always come to nought as the vested interests control every part of organising just how it is gonna be. Posting youtube commentary on video is almost like wanting to be involved yourself, don’t get me wrong i side with the production of people telling more of a story then the mainstream will ever tell you, and the demolition of the block application is proof of something else going-on but a conspiracy of hidden factors doesn’t always prove the whole picture, sure Governments lie and a multitude of factors are always in play but really most of youtuber’s uncovering’s are guesswork most of the time,[and what do we gain from knowing an actor played roles in three different terror incidents anyway, that he or she is a fake, so what, its not going to stop the bigger game-plan, or is it?] sure they uncover something sometime but the ‘control’ of how the thing is going to play-out or did play-out is always in another’s hand, [you’ll not stop the next one by speculating on where and when it will occur] sure the more ‘work’ they do in exposing the wrongs means the less able the ‘spooks’ and crisis actors are able to perform it again but they will always up the ante because there is a hidden agenda and a bigger prize to we won, i would look at it for entertainment for the masses who gaze eyes fixed if the horror of what is done [or was it really done, that is always the question today] wasn’t so extreme, it is almost as if the human of today is meant to say to themselves oh dear those poor people but it didn’t happen to me, i am still here, so SO WHAT. The tragedy is they are planning the next one right now, if you believe the people who don’t believe things just happen, i know what i believe and that is nothing is ever as it seems and whether that’s deliberate policy by some string-puller or just general ignorance because of what else we put our trust/belief in, to hide any truth from ourselves most people treat life as a game and will dip-in and out of their choice of reality at will [as they wish to fulfil the[ir] need.

I think yesterday we saw the beginning of the death of alternative reporting on social media video sites, because individually reporting ‘something’ that doesn’t fit with the official news is becoming bothersome to those who want full control of your minds, remember this … WE INFILTRATE YOUR MINDS – AND WE ARE GOING TO MAKE SURE THERE IS NO BODY ELSE DOING OUR JOB TO YOU.


Astrology: Trapped

June 8, 2017

Ok here’s the truth i have written something like this before, but hey that’s blogging.

This is the time of year that i feel trapped and i will explain why but first we have to remember that there are two types of Astrology, that is the personal and the more general although both are interconnected and more importantly we always have to consider both to get the bigger picture.

Today is June 7th 2017 and it is a whole six months until the Sun sits in my natal 12th house where as usual i feel personally trapped and in the usual despair and isolation of that position and also doing what i usually do at that time of the year which is generally little or nothing. In December i know my year is winding down and i am just waiting until the 16th/17th when the Sun hits my Ascendant and new life hits me again, out of being trapped in my 12th house. It is simply a personal expectation that doesn’t regularly disappoint and i even look forward to it with it being a time to wind down and relax and after 52 years i have got into ‘that’ natural [for me] rhythm, and in-a-way that is how it should be.

But the second and ‘somewhat’ more unwanted and unwelcome time of feeling ‘trapped’ comes to me around early June, you see being a Sun Cancer native whenever the Sun sits in Gemini it brings on a similar 12th house feeling but it is not so ‘personal’ in the sense that i want or need it to happen to me, but still it is unescapable [and i am sure it can feel like that to you too] and to make that ‘meaning’ clear although i hope it already ‘is’ everybody has a time of year when the Sun is one sign behind their own natal position and they will have a sense of being trapped too, i hope that clears that up.

But then ‘inevitably’ we all must encounter ‘times’ when a combination of factors just works against you [and in my case right now] i have many 12th house factors going-on and i just can’t escape them until the planets move-on and it is like being ganged-up on/upon just now.

Now don’t get me wrong the 12th house/type factors can be ‘good’ if you can get into ‘what’ they can do/give you, but for many of us [especially with Sagittarius natally there] the 12th usually gives us mind-numbing boredom with nothing much to do can which can send some people quite mad in/with frustration and with the inability to act it can be hard to take, [and i am sure that people with the other signs in the 12th have their own problems to face, although i am not here to tell ‘them’ what that is right now and even if i did know what those problems were ‘which i don’t’ i just am not writing about that here today although it would make a good post to do ‘if you could’ i am sure of that].

Anyway, the point i am coming to is ‘too much of something’ [all the same vibe] can simply drive you over/towards the edge. All your eggs in one basket and only eggs and your start to crave bread is my point as you’ll start to see.

Now, it is good that all the planets are staggered at various positions/stages and because of their different speeds you find you aren’t stuck in that ‘place’ forever but for now Mercury is in Gemini and my natal Mercury is in Cancer so again i feel somewhat stuck and ‘trapped’ [i tend to yearn to miss-out the 12th sign factor a lot more as i get older but that is because in 2016/2017 i have had so much of it as you’ll see] but eventually that will change. And why does it all look so ‘bleak’ just now well for me it is because i have made other important decisions on certain dates and now they are combining with my/the natal/general ‘outlook’ that i am starting to despair and feeling ‘oh boy’ this really is enough, move-on already won’t you, because it may have suited you to move into your house when the Sun sat in Taurus and that was in your fourth house natally and you were ‘happy’ with the fact the other positions of that day were there but today seven and a bit years later you slightly curse the fact that Venus is in Taurus ‘right now’ and that means it isn’t yet in Gemini where it was when you moved in and that Mars now sits in Cancer where it was in Leo when you moved-in and today home feels like a prison of sorts and this all makes you sigh and slightly laugh like a mad man when you also realise that for the last few years Saturn has been going through your natal 12th house and you really start to wonder when this whole ‘trapped-ness’ thing is going to go away especially as Saturn is about to re-enter your natal 12th by retrograde motion ‘quite soon’ so you’ve some more to come and you realise all you can really do is just wait it out until all this eventually passes and you find yourself in the cold light of day of the life-giving 1st house and all the 12th house positions and factors are gone for some time at least.

But, are you happy, can you handle it, is this what i need just now, all questions you must ask yourself, but knowing you just can’t escape it is the most important thing to know. I suppose when it seems ‘right’ it has to be, doesn’t it?

I also know because my Sun sits in my 7th house ‘this time of year’ means the Sun is in my sixth house so ‘that’ means it is never the best place for me to escape my isolation/trapped-ness anyway as the 6th house is a ‘cadent’ house and not a moveable astrological-house like the angular ones, so as i finish this piece i move back into my trapped life i know i am just glad i could write this to you [dear reader] and escape my situation for a while, of course i could always try and fight my way out of my trapped-ness [but there is nowhere to go] because i think i am psychologically dormant just now, or i could fight against the current astrological set-up but that tends to lead to more trouble and i usually just go along with my stars not against them and although that is defeatist in-a-way i think i know what is best for me even in troubled times.

And although i don’t like to admit this perhaps my mother’s warning was right when she said ‘don’t let the stars run your life’ but when the factors gang-up on you what are you meant to do, tell me that. It is just a 12th house time for me right now, so i will live with it.


Astrology: An important transit to you/me

January 23, 2017

Yes, this is about me but you’ll go through it too at some stage so read on it might help in the long run.

In a couple of days i will have Saturn on my Ascendant by transit a one in 29 year thing as you surely know. Not something to be overly joyous about but it happens and it’s at times like these you truly feel like you are getting what you deserve and if like me you spent most of the twelfth house period relaxing and hiding away you will feel a certain emptiness and longing to do something but what can you build on, that’s right nothing, so do you head out into your World and dive headlong into something new, of course not – take heed and have caution, you may feel like taking-on a whole new you but the patterns just ain’t in place and you feel like you are destined to waste another period of time just when you feel the time is right and life is picking up once again, it is sad but you are scared and so much time has already been wasted and that’s just life you say to yourself, oh dear what a quandary but what is really stopping you, the past – you say, and then it all becomes too black to contemplate anymore.

That is the inner workings of my mind just now and it is like life has beaten me already without me giving myself a chance, tough luck buddy the World has closed-in and the reality of life as a failure has dawned. But wait a minute didn’t you work hard for much of what you have right now, didn’t a lot of planning go into getting to where you are right now, don’t forget just what you went through to be here at this point today, you calmed down a lot and lost a lot of things so you could be free of the stresses that were killing your life and its style, just don’t forget the struggles and the way you turned things around whilst Saturn was in your twelfth house, sure life may seem ordinary to the point of boredom and a certain amount of loneliness but before you were a chaotic mess and that has somewhat cleared-up, so think positively now and look and see what you really have.

Yes, i have what most people have and although much potential is yet undeveloped isn’t that what the first house is all about and you then have something in the second house and life is simply now for the living. That’s it really – sussed.


Astrology: Politics

November 9, 2016

First, i am not pro or anti Trump, politics means little to me, but the 2016 election is worth a comment i think.

He drained the swamp, and America’s political class lost, or did they, no, politics continues to win, and Trump whipped-up such a storm that the American people just had/has to [love a system that enslaves them] once again. But the insults and the line ‘she is a crook’ won-out, [say anything enough times and it will stick it seems], he played a brilliant hand, and as the public wouldn’t/couldn’t stand for electing a crook so he was their only other choice, clever, very clever, even if under-handed, although as we ‘all’ surely know by now he is not ‘whiter than white’ himself, and it is perhaps the lesser of two evils that ‘won’, but of course that slur will be partly forgotten now, because he has become the President.

Only Trump never said what he was going to fill the swamp with, the renewing of the American Dream, the only dream i see is the renewing of the political ‘nightmare’ and the belief that this ‘man’ will make their lives better. Today is built-on yesterday, and for ‘all’ the promises that a politician makes his real agenda always remains slightly ‘hidden’ from view, however open it seems.

Is it refreshing to see someone with no real political background make President? perhaps, yes, but for all the rhetoric about Walls and no Safe cities/zones or aid for non-american’s he still has to work in a political system, so, we will see what he is really ‘about’ soon or we will see a damp squib.

Remember he will always have to deal with the whole political class behind the ‘real’ decisions in America, and they will tie him down somewhat.

I see Trump as a man who has got what he wants, he has got the power and the prestige and the ability to shout ‘big’ about things, but now his ego has been satisfied [in that he has made the top-spot], but of course in reality he can only ever do ‘so much’, [damage?].

I can see him being disliked very soon with no-one wanting to work with him [despite what they say right now], i can also see a downfall being plotted against him ‘right now’ as the ‘real’ political class will run hard to get their power back.

Is this a good day for the political world or just a blip, a ‘joke’, like four years off, we will see.

He is an unknown quantity and to my eyes it is quite amazing he has got ‘there’ considering what he was up against, but don’t be fooled, he couldn’t have got ‘there’ if he was some kind of ‘monster-raving looney party’ candidate.

So, it is business as usual for America, as the ultimate business-man is now in charge.

Now for some Astrology, i read he was born on June 14th 1946 in Jamaica, Queens, New York City at 10:54 AM with 29 Leo rising on the fixed star Regulus on his Ascendant and this [it has to be said] is rather apt for a king-like presidency.

But on a general planetary-level what is striking is the hidden emotional side of him, Saturn in Cancer will keep most of that side hidden from view, but with Mercury and Venus in Cancer there too there is/or [has to be] an intimate family-side to him it is we just don’t see it yet but that is unsurprising as his Saturn/Venus conjunction sits near to his 12th house cusp, but we are getting more glimpses of its workings as his life becomes more public to the whole world.

But seriously i think America has just crowned its new ‘King’ knowingly or not because as i watched Trump and his family on their gold trimmed seats it hit me that they sat there like the European Kings did in the early 20th century for photograph’s [and television is just moving pictures, isn’t it] and something seemed to shout-out to me, a new King is on his throne.

But Trump’s chart is odd in ‘that’ for many people-of-power and influence you might find their [in his case] Saturn/Venus conjunction ruling say his 1st and 10th houses bringing his life and office/honour together but no it rules his 7th and 4th houses, like he isn’t doing this ‘presidency’ for himself but for his family and partner or even just to be better than his opponent’s – see the Clinton’s, totally smashed by him, as i’m sure have been many competitors up for the same thing[s] ‘rewards’.

So, a new dynasty has emerged, and it seems he stays very close to his family, like the Roman Emperor’s did/do, but i am not ‘American’ so i haven’t had access to his life’s history and his workings so i am quite ‘out’ of the/any given loop here [and i’m not wasting my time finding-out more about him either] but i suspect i am close to the truth here as aren’t all politician’s and president’s virtually one-kind of people, he certainly has the big hair of the big 80’s TV show.

The thing is, most of America’s Leaders have had a related-connection to each other, so where does Trump fit in? is he related in some way we don’t know about, or does he finally break that spell, i will try and find-out, i guess Googling it is my only way, oh i see he is related to Hilary Clinton and has a royal bloodline connection, so a bit of in-fighting and the right blood connections, it starts to make sense now, and like i said earlier they don’t just let anyone participate and win the election.

Finally, he doesn’t have a particularly ‘dignified’ birth-chart, dignity by term and face only [but i guess] you don’t have to be that dignified to be the leader of the free-world or the World’s most important president today.

One last thing is on 20/01/2017 and around the time that he is sworn-in as the president his Progressed Moon in Cancer [very strong] conjuncts his natal 10th house ruler Venus, [he is in ‘office’, his and the highest] and with that one bit of information you could have almost predicted where he would be ‘then’, even from birth if you knew back ‘then’ that he wanted to be President of course, born for it, seems he was.

Is there anything left to say ‘at present’, no, he hasn’t started his ‘term’ yet.


Astrology: 40 years ago, today

October 22, 2016

Back in 1976 when I was only eleven years old Punk Rock surfaced as a recognisable music genre and one of its defining moments was the first recognised punk single, but as with any musical starting-point it was really just a merging of previous styles in many ways although Punk certainly seemed new and was emerging out of nothing that had gone before; anyway today it is pretty uncontested that The Damned’s ‘New Rose’ 45 RPM is seen as that record, why? because it beat the Sex Pistols ‘Anarchy in the UK’ into the charts by two weeks, although ‘Anarchy’ as a record became the more ‘popular’ record, as did the Sex Pistols themselves for their rather brief ‘stint’ as the top Punk band.

Anyway ‘New Rose’ was recorded on September 17th in the afternoon, in London and it had The Beatles B side of ‘Help’ on the flipside, I have a copy, although i didn’t buy it at the time, it was published [out on sale] on October 22nd 1976, and it was recorded by Dave Vanian, Captain Sensible, Rat Scabies, and Brian James [who wrote the music riff] and more importantly to some or all of the words, and it is said to be either about a new love in his life or the love of ‘Punk’ being the ‘new rose’ in town, but as he doesn’t say, or wants to say, we’ll probably never know.

Astrologically its published/out date is only one day before the October 23rd solar eclipse which when set for/in London gives a 13 Libra ascendant and some interesting chart positions; and now we are going to look at London as the European Punk capital and New York as its American equivalent, and this eclipse as the Punk Rock eclipse.

The eclipse has a lot of first house planets in London, so it is fair to say London was the most ‘living’ place for ‘Punk’ on the whole planet especially in 1976/77, but can we find The Damned and The Sex Pistols in this chart? tough job you may think, but let’s try.

So, where do you find ‘music’ in a chart, Venus yes, and the fifth house for ‘creatives’ and the seventh for people who band together, i can’t think of any other main significator’s. Venus is in Sagittarius in the chart and that may seem strange as it is not a typical hide-out for the musical, but you’ve got to remember ‘punk’ wasn’t seen as ‘real’ music by so many ‘muso’s’ back then, it was just a noisy overload and thought to be just crap lyrics, but far from it, as they were often ‘socially-aware’ lyrics of the Jupiter ruled Sagittarian type. This wasn’t cosy pop, where Venus in Taurus or Cancer would be more apt perhaps.

Now let us look at the name the ‘Damned’, the eclipse took place at 29 56 Libra in the Venusian ‘musical’ sign, but the very last vestiges of it, almost like saying this is the last outpouring of music, and bad music at that, [it certainly was thought of as so at the time]. But the eclipse so close to Scorpio, it could be said it was looking Scorpio [in the eye] and as we know the Moon in Scorpio is in its fall and that’s not an overly positive thing to help produce something, [like life’s-reflection is working against you] so why not call yourself the Damned, and especially as they had some dark gothic tunes, and they even had one-song called ‘I Fall’ which in a way was about to happen to the eclipse ‘Moon’ going into Scorpio. But the eclipse is in Libra, and we must be ‘fair’ astrologically so let’s look at some other possibilities for why Punk had its rise when it did other than this.

Let us look at the fifth house ruler of the eclipse chart Saturn, [as it is the creative mantra for musicians and people out looking for fun] it is not good ‘essentially’ being in ‘Leo’, it would like to be sunny and bright but it is being pulled down somewhat and has to deal with some darker matters, and surely if punk ‘dealt’ with anything it was ‘social’ inequalities, [all is lost/no future] and the like, and could you be ‘said’ to be the ‘Damned’ if things didn’t or weren’t going your way; a planet in its detriment can be said to be in hardship and not thought of that highly, although like any ‘planet’ in its detriment people will say of it, and did ‘say’, you ‘can do better’ than that [and many Punks were capable of so much more] but so many didn’t ‘want to’ pull themselves up because there was so little to aspire to, or so they thought back-then. And in 1976 the Punk’s were often thought of as the lowest ‘creatures’ who subsequently went-out looking for a good time in the midst of a battle with boredom and not wanting to be drones to/of the things that had gone by in previous generations, [but as i said] so many were worth so much more than this and it was this music which helped them become someone, but back then to be ‘someone’ meant they were wildly working-up a mane of hair and the ‘mane of hair’ is very Leonine and then despite having virtually nothing in their pockets they could and did go-on to become their own ‘star/s’ for the day/night and that is very much the way to react to Saturn in Leo with a safety-pin and plastic bag. Sure, it was much more than that but for many fans of the music in the wider UK they lived for the music nights and did what they had to do to be a PUNK in the meantime, whether that meant a full or part-time existence as a Punk-Rocker.

The chart also has Mars in Scorpio, and if Punk has anything remarkable about it, it is the fierce ‘energy’ that guitars and microphones could produce, and coupled with snarling vocal lines it is a perfect astrological indicator of Mars in Scorpio coupled with Saturn in Leo, [the roar], and with Venus in Sagittarius the compassionate questions were asked about where ‘life’ is/was going?

Now, take the name the Sex Pistols, again Sex is very much Scorpio and along with Mars the Gun, [or Pistol] we have/get a perfect Punk name. And like the ‘Damned’ and others we tend to get all expressions of this eclipse’s total-force, and i could quote some more Punk band names, but you get the idea.

But why this eclipse? and why London and New York as its urban hot-spots. I suppose Astro-mapping can help us decipher that a little. But London was already a musical hot spot and New York was just degenerate enough with many half-crazy delinquents ready to rock to bring it into being, and the rest of Europe and the World just didn’t have that/this urban music sensibility i suppose, although many a good band had Devon or North Eastern English ‘roots’ to give an example, but to be fair in 2016 you’ll find Punk bands in every country, but back then in 1976 my county 100 miles from London had few if any Punks, but it soon grew.

Let us now look closer at the eclipse, it didn’t happen over London or New York but this was where it had its most powerful out-pouring, why? because we had many first house planets in the chart set for London and New York has the planet Saturn on the Ascendant for the eclipse time 6:11 AM, Note: it doesn’t matter where you place an eclipse [location] as the ‘eclipse’ is a world event and the date/time provides the ‘places’ where the planets fall, so, between New York and Washington DC we have the curved Saturn on the ASC line, and it passes close to Trenton, New Jersey, which was said to be one of the toughest/hardest crowds in the punk world, with many fights in the ‘scene’ there too. We also know that one of the singers out of the band ‘Black Flag’ was from DC and Black is Saturn’s colour and a flag is an outpouring of [look at me, i am here] = Leo, Bad Brains another band were from DC and the Ascendant is the head ‘area’ and Blondie were from New York and it was dyed blond after the singer ‘front woman’ Saturn’ black turned blond Leo. And you could probably find other Punk band correspondences too, straight-edge punk is a DC thing. And if you look at Saturn’s local space lines it comes close to San Francisco another early Punk hot-spot [beginning place], with the Dead [Saturn] Kennedy’s a rather older more professional-type of Punk playing [or let us say more ‘mature’ playing] going-on.

It is also interesting to note that Saturn as Lord of this eclipse shows in his angular ‘located’ position that only New York was the accepted starting place of Punk, [and as the angles of an eclipse ‘nail it into the earth] and New York is a clearly a contender for ‘its birthplace’ as Saturn sits on the Ascendant there because in London it is in the 11th house, and the only other places for a real birth place have to be Saturn on the MC and that is in Europe, it goes through Istanbul and that was no great Punk hotspot in 1976, but of course in the last 20 years of Punk if we look north of ‘that’ into Eastern Europe where Punk is loved and [venerated] we see this Saturn’s eclipse influence continuing.

It is weird the mapping of planets onto the World map, but it can be so informative too, Saturn on the IC only in Alaska, well it might as well have not been there in ’76 because the 4th is it most hidden place, but an angle is it, so today, i don’t know about how Punk is felt there but it is probably still in the underground. Note: [to re-cap] many say London was its birthplace but this eclipse [on its own] suggests New York has more ‘claim’ but this is only one eclipse and there was another in early 1976, anyway we continue and will not touch that ‘one’ here.

Also there has to be population centres for things to happen, New York had Saturn on the Asc, so why didn’t London have it on the MC, i suppose it is simple geography, if New York is where it emerged then by land mass ‘alone’ and also by simple country/city placement ‘London’ couldn’t have Saturn on the MC, [it felt like it did though], and with it in the 11th house perhaps it is for a good reason that the Punk’s who started all the bands were usually ‘friends’ or known compatriots of each-other even though they might not of liked their bandmates or the other bands much if truth is to be believed?, and there is even the ‘story’ of the Sex Pistols playing in Manchester and everyone in the audience [all known to each other slightly] going-off to become the next Punk type bands in England, a local fraternity of Punks you might say, or just some local somewhat bored losers looking for a future, whatever really, that is how Punk worked.

William Lily a 17th century astrologer has rules for judging solar eclipses; if in your location [here London] the eclipse is above the horizon take the planet ruling with most dignities at 29 56 Libra, well it would be Saturn as it is ‘Exaltation’ and day-triplicity ruler, but in London it falls under the earth or night-time, but i think as it is a solar eclipse [Sun conjunct Moon] then it doesn’t matter whether it is above the horizon or not, and only in a lunar eclipse where either Luminary is above or below the horizon, it being the oppositional aspect, do we consider this factor and take the most dignities of the one above the horizon. But if i am wrong about this i am sorry, but that is how i understand the traditional rules just now, and how i gave Saturn as Punk’s planet.

Back to the Damned now, you mustn’t forget the players and the energy they brought to the music Brian James was said by Captain Sensible to have brought amazing crazy energy and it is his Mars in Aries no doubt, the Captain himself has Mars in Capricorn. Dave Vanian [the singer] has Neptune almost exactly on the eclipse with it sextiling Pluto at 29 50 Leo, apt for the singer/frontman. Rat Scabies born July 30th 1955 has Mars and Jupiter in 10/12 degrees of Leo close to the Saturn of 15 Leo in the eclipse and without his drum intro ‘New Rose’ might have sounded quite different, ‘no aircraft engines’ about to take-off’.

And if you look closely at the Damned’s members you see that in their previous day jobs they were very Saturnine, Dave Vanian was a grave-digger, the Captain a toilet cleaner, human waste – to a shine a very Saturn in Leo thing to do and Rat Scabies a floor- [Saturn] polisher [Leo].

The words of this song are almost prophetical, in it says ‘i mustn’t stop to mess around/ or it’ll be too late and with the eclipse at 29 56 Libra he wasn’t joking, Punk’s time was ‘now’, and many music people hoped it would be a flash-in-the-pan thing and that it would go away as quickly as it had arrived because it was upsetting the ‘normal’ musical output, but it was just out of sight to most people, like Jimi Hendrix said; Saturn – out of sight, not in most people’s musical range, now or ever.

I just want to add in here that if you take this London eclipse and put directional houses on the local space chart the 3rd house line runs so close to Cromer [from where this piece is written] it is almost like I had to be here to write it. although that is just a weird coincidence i’m sure and not even worth adding-in here.

Other notes: eclipses in Libra are said to ‘provoke the youth to wantonness and punk was the ultimate youth movement in which anything went. I couldn’t check-out the last decon of Libra but perhaps that has more pertinent information, i just don’t know.

The name the Damned is of course a ‘slur’, meaning the one’s who are cursed, but Damn is also an expression of being damned ‘good’ and in punk circles these musicians could play, although to look at them you wouldn’t think so. The truth seems to be that Brian James christened the group the Damned after a 1969 movie of the same name. It was also a name said to be descriptive of the band’s hapless state of affairs at the time, and seems right for many a band starting out, especially Punk bands.

The Damned’s first proper gig was on 6th July 1976 supporting the Sex Pistols in London’s 100 club

The Damned also played in France at the Mont de Marsan Punk festival with the Sex Pistols in the early years, it is south of Bordeaux near to Spain and the Local space lines from London see the 10th house line ‘there’ and it was an early promotional place for Punk aptly.

They also had a memorable night at the Drill Hall Lincoln, England in the middle of June 1977 when some football hooligans wanted to fight them and where the stage was stormed after a group of men said let’s get the Damned, but why there? astrologically it makes little sense, the local space 4th house line runs close to Lincoln, so did they think if we end The Damned we will end Punk, maybe.

More general information now…

The dictionary definition of Punk is… and what ‘better’ explanation for a person symbolised by Saturn in its detriment, [is a person of poor or bad in condition, quality, etc] , or even a male homosexual [which many punk’s were, or didn’t mind acknowledging when so many wouldn’t], or more readily in the beginning of the punk movement, a young hoodlum, as many were or wanted to be.

The Saints from Australia were the only other ‘pioneers’ who were directly affected by this eclipses angularity with Saturn off the Perth coastline, and this line goes up to Southern Japan, where they took on the ‘fashion’ of Punk, but albeit many years later.

It is also obvious that Venus isn’t the eclipse ruler and Saturn in detriment is far more suited to Punk in this eclipse chart, even its recognised ‘King’ Johnny Rotten has a Saturnine name of a ‘decayed’ piece of ‘person’.

That’s the story really, but i want to make a quick aside on the remaining 0 04 minutes of Libra left at the eclipse, there is a punk song called ‘4 minute warning’ but it is not about the eclipse, but it could be ‘said’ to be, if you have my imagination, it is actually the four minutes from warning to attack and death and at 29 56 Libra it could be said the ‘attack’ happened here and ‘death’ was 4 minutes later at/in Scorpio, but i am only having a laugh here, please, it was a stupid aside from my own decayed brain.

But all said these young seditionaries’ took that ‘moment’ and ran with it like they were ‘kids’ stealing ‘candy’ from the shop and going on to sell it to other kids through a main shop, [record shops], and for all the initial Punk ‘worthlessness’, for millions ‘today of still not fully grown-up kids it is their music of choice and a style which they don’t forget whether they were fully into it or for a while, but for many it has been ‘all their life’ and it still continues, will it die? or is fast-paced Rock music now just an accepted ‘norm’, i think we all know the answer to that, because times have moved-on and Punk has morphed.

In the/this eclipse chart it is obvious to see why only a few planets are ‘used’ to describe ‘Punk’s’ moment of birth,; but ‘lest we forget’ it is all the other factors/planets [combined] in various formations that describe the ‘world’ of 1976, because with Saturn in Leo it was the ‘dearth’ [lack of] fun in a nation, who thought Morecombe and Wise was the only real entertainment worth watching on TV in ‘what’ was the then a very economically depressed country of Britain until Punk came along stuck-up its two-fingered salute to it all and snapped them out of their stupor and shook them up… … even if it was only by being outraged by swearing on television and then thinking this is bad and it will go away or indeed let us make it go away or let’s forget it and move-on, the usual British thinking, you know. It was kind of destroyed in the early days by nay-sayers, but it is still loved by thousands/millions who thought it worth much more than that.

So, it just leaves me to say ‘Viva Punk’, and it has lasted well, very well.


Astrology: Gambling your life away

October 20, 2016

Remember the good old days when reading a book fulfilled nearly every armchair desire you had and when you heard the phrase ‘if you can’t actually do it, then do it in your mind’, ah, what fun we had as youngsters, when we were too young to actually do anything in the grown-up World and our desire built and built until we actually let ourselves loose on the World, then we got the knock-backs and then we realised we could’ve and should’ve stayed in the book form of reality and never try to create what we saw on the page as the trouble of bringing that into existence was too much, oh just me, was it?

Today the book as a form of experiencing ‘all’ of life is all too easily replaced, and whenever a grown-up wants the ‘World’ all he or she has to do is look no further than online gambling, luckily i learnt a valuable lesson at twelve years old so i don’t gamble with real money anymore, i was a young stupid and naïve boy and after saving hard for weeks on a cold and windy paper-round i blew £50 [a lot of money in 1977] on one glorious day in an amusement arcade on a local holiday, the owner must of smiled and laughed when he opened-up that machine and reaped my rewards, what was i to do, ask for it back, never mind, anyway now when i play it is on my computer and it’s all free, and i wouldn’t play if it wasn’t. And as someone said ‘the chase is better than the catch’ and what am i going to do with thousands of non-redeemable points anyway, no, the total goes-up and it goes-down, it is a totally pointless exercise, and even with loads of points the end-game is ‘always’ [all will be lost] and it is over for you, so why spend your money which can buy food and drink, and it is here that i have to say that i personally think that ‘kids’ should probably spend some time in school gambling on non-redeemable points so they can come to their own ‘pointless’ conclusion on gambling and then perhaps they won’t gamble in their adult lives, unless they like disappointing and devastating lost.

Anyway, my point is… … gambling exercises all the astrological houses, 1st house – i’ll spend my life-force on it and i’ll get my hopes up 11th and i will succeed ‘win’ 10th and increase my wealth 2nd and take another’s wealth 8th and play a game 5th and i’ll spend all my ‘wits’ [my mind] 3rd and be up against the opponent 7th and exercise my higher-self in a battle of mind over the antics of the other opponent, while i am essentially fighting against myself ‘all the time’ but of course ultimately i will lose 12th and end-up 4th as a loser, sick of it all 6th and the/my circle of life is ‘complete’ [the whole game], and i will drag-it-out for however long i ‘want’ my misery to continue for, or forever however long it lasts, it is all a GAME and is best to be thought of as so.

It is essentially a 5th house activity, sure you win, you can’t continue if you don’t win, but essentially the odds are against you and you WILL lose. Back to Zero.

There isn’t much more to say, it tests you and makes you a man [when you win] and makes you feel less of a man [when you lose], i am not anti-gambling but you have to see it for what it is.

I want to add a bit more… … i think, that if you have a watery type nature then your ‘desire’ nature can be strong or even overwhelming so gambling may fulfil your desire to just let go and go for it and see what comes, dangerous ‘waters’ indeed, so watch yourself is my advice.

Also some else which i have found handy and even invaluable is, don’t bother gambling if you want an ‘increase’ in your stake when the Moon is void-of-course, and as the apt adage says, ‘nothing will come of anything done at this time, only slowly and with much work’ and that seems to work-out every time.

It is probably best to gamble when the Moon on its daily-rounds is in a good aspect to your 2nd, 5th or 10th house rulers and not when a square or opposition exists, if you want to avoid loss that is. And if the time of day comes when the Moon’s aspect has come and it is now separating it is probably best for you to stop too, or your fortune will ‘wane’ too, that is my experience, so best give-up and do something else. Also avoid times when major aspects are only going to hinder your experience of winning. I would like to suggest a good Moon in sign time to play, but i can’t really, for me when the Moon is in Cancer, Taurus or Pisces works-out quite well, but avoid a Scorpio Moon time as its sure to end badly, as many things do then.

Gambling does seem to follow simple Moon based electional-type rules, but there are, and must be some exceptions to this, but only a few i guess, and perhaps you will find them.

But perhaps the real ‘gamble’ in life is finding the best time to exploit all the good areas in our life and then exploiting that, but not everyone has that kind of thinking or mind to do it, so we use our money and time to concentrate on our wealth instead, its sad, but its what we tend to do as a race, and then we let our ‘wealth’ control the rest of our life.

And if your birth-chart says you best avoid gambling altogether because of certain warnings therein, then its up to you, but i guess we have those ‘placements’ probably because we have a personal history [past build-up] of experience and we probably don’t have much chance or choice of avoiding that unless we choose to ignore our weaknesses in this lifetime, that is… … if you believe in past lives; and if you do not believe in that, then just see it as your date of birth this one and only time around gave you a warning not to mess around with gambling, to your own peril.


Astrology: good time to die

October 7, 2016

As a music and astrology fan when i came across a youtube video about a musician who is supposed to have died nearly fifty years ago, [a bit late to be current news, i know] i had to find his birthchart and see if any thing fitted? luckily he is well-known so it wasn’t difficult, but whether the man we still know as ??? [name later] is really the man we knew pre November 1966 is not really known by me and i don’t really care if he was ‘replaced’ by another man after a fatal car crash in the early morning of November 9th or was it the 10th, it doesn’t matter much as his progressed chart changes little in a day.

I suspect someone else must’ve already looked at this case but it is new to me and perhaps it will be to you too.

Now i called the post a ‘good time to die’, now i don’t mean it is good he died [if indeed he actually did] rather that astrologically it fits with the progressions in his chart, the data is June 18th 1942 at 02:00 am, where, i am not saying yet, as it might give it away too early, no spoilers here.

For him November the 9th saw his progressed Moon conjunct Jupiter in 7 degrees Cancer and at the height of his bands fame he was on top of the world which is right for such a conjunction, Moon in its own sign conjunct an exalted Jupiter, and this night it is said he and his esteemed band-mate where discussing the bands ‘future’, pop, he said, his mate said a more expansive future and his mate won out it seemed. This conjunction was in his natal 4th house [the house of end of life] and these planets were his natal 1st and 4th rulers, and in his progressed chart they ruled his second sign in the fourth and his 8th house, so it seemed the fates indicated he died in some fashion, and perhaps he just felt ‘dead’ he had done so much up until then but if he really died that night it was going to be the biggest story of the sixties and perhaps the end of one of the biggest stories in pop history and breaking the hearts of millions in the process and of course the multi-million investment and future returns, so perhaps he was replaced but a left-handed musician who looked like him, what are the chances, and with the talent to see it through too, but who is Billy Shears? this man’s replacement? and it is true Billy Shepherd was never seen or heard of again from his previous existence, so did he replace Paul Mc Cartney, Paul says he didn’t die, but did Lennon and Harrison die and were attacked because they were about to come clean with the ‘lie’, both were attacked and are people attacked or killed for just being famous, yes, but not very often, people are killed more often if they know something and are about to affect ‘others’ by their actions and it is true that no-one likes to be uncovered if it threatens to bring so much down with it, so Paul’s ‘stars’ say [to me] it is likely that he ‘Mc Cartney’ did die that night, but what do i know? and as i am not here to prove anything and this astrology is flimsy if their is no actual death-notice i guess we have to believe he lived-on and those who might know better have to live with what they know, although Paul growing two inches taller at age 24 is something that has to be against all the growing rules of humanity so perhaps there is something in all this plus all the Beatles clues, no smoke without fire they say. And fooling people to protect ‘interests’ is far from unknown.


Astrology: its all quiet, and we are…

September 9, 2016

… waiting for the change

in two hours Jupiter will change signs, goodbye Virgo and its rather depressing undertones and hopefully we can welcome in a more balanced picture in Libra.

There is no doubt Jupiter in detriment can be a rather dull [monotone] if you like, and that isn’t everyone’s favourite colour, i like it, but perhaps having Jupiter in detriment in Gemini natally means i can relate to it better than most people but it hardly sets the world on fire, does it, and we’ll probably have to wait for Jupiter in Sagittarius for that.

At least now we can breathe in some fresh air and perhaps become more comfortable with life, but Jupiter in Libra isn’t all plain sailing, if you push yourself too far then ‘God’ help you.

The main recipients of this change are usually people with Sagittarius or Pisces rising as these people often have to wait on the Jupiter cycle for their turn-a-rounds but every ‘house’ that has these signs on the cusp will see you finding that ‘area’ changing/changed, and what was a doldrum has now become an area in which you can get out of a slump.

So go and check your chart and if you don’t feel the change naturally then make it happen, you can’t go to God and ask for a rethink on how the wheel turns, and why would you in this instance, why ask to return to previous hellish conditions [or for him to make the way life ‘works’ different], the wheel of life turns in an ordered way, so make the most of the new, that is my advice to you.

P.S. check the house with Cancer on the cusp too, as this is perhaps your best shot for happiness, i have it in the seventh, so perhaps its time to be more social and with Jupiter in Libra how could we not be.


Astrology: Sports stars

August 28, 2016

Here is a little piece:

Last night i was watching professional darts player Michael van Gerwen win another BDC event in Perth, Australia and there is no doubt he loves the challenge of winning and you can almost see him saying ‘if that is what you can do i can do better’, i then thought what could his ‘stars’ be? i guessed his ‘confidence’ may be from Leo or Aries and his style is very quick, so Aries, but Gemini can be super quick too. Then i thought Sagittarius might figure as he is an arrows man after all, but that is almost too easy an shot.

So i googled his name this morning but i couldn’t see his birthchart on the Internet so an accurate chart is unavailable i guess, but it says he was born April 25th 1989 and shares his birthday with Eric Bristow [and some of his natural arrogance too, but in a different way], both know/knew they are/were ‘great’ players, [but is Sun in Taurus really a ‘sign’ you associate with a dart player, well now we know], sign/date co-incidence? maybe, but keeping it steady [especially in scoring strongly] is needed in the game and steady nerves helps too i guess.

Anyway, van Gerwen has no planets in Aries, but his Mars is in Gemini, so his style is ‘fast’ [he almost plays like he wants it over as quickly as possible], and it is possible he has the Moon in Sagittarius, but he could have the Moon in Capricorn [unlikely though] and more surprisingly he could have a Moon/Mars opposition, a hard combination to become a winner in life, but i don’t know his life story and perhaps he has had to work really hard to become the ‘success’ he has become, that would fit many a champion.

But as i said i don’t have his ‘exact’ chart but it is likely this ‘opposition’ [if it exists in Gemini to Sagittarius] is angular, although it doesn’t have to be angular for it to help him, but certain angular planets do point us to success it must be said, but anyway with Venus in Taurus and Saturn in Capricorn he has two strong planets and that is enough to bring him ‘fair’ success and money, whilst his other planets bring him his talent to be a ‘top’ dart player i guess.

There is lots more to know and perhaps April the 25th is near a ‘fixed star’ which gives a dart player an exceptional eye, but that is for a future ‘post’ maybe, ok, enough.


Astrology: New posts to come…

July 12, 2016

The cup is feeling more than half empty and my thinking is ‘when its gone it is gone’.

Inspiration to write comes and it goes, and when you find yourself writing almost the same stuff as before maybe it is time to give up or have a radical rethink on how to do your stuff, and even then there are no guarantees you will come up with something worthy of reading, and as any writer knows ‘you are known’ by your output and i don’t want to be known as not worth reading, so once again…

… i find myself writing up posts which go over old ground but rather than be despondent about it and thinking it is not worth doing anymore i looked at my limitations which are ‘you can only write what you know’ and if in writing you can explain a little further your intentions then it is worth a go.

So, i am writing a small series of 12 posts in which I will kind of flesh-out previous articles and try to make as full as a statement on various important parts of Astrology as i can.

I have had a small series of conversations with a ‘youth’ in which i try to convince Gareth that Astrology has a validity and practical use for the common man but he is a hard man to convince and over time he… … well i don’t want to tell you how it ends right now, do i? no, certainly not.

Now i know this isn’t an original idea to talk with someone to get a new angle on things, but it is a good idea for me.

Now as for this blog’s future, it is unformed and perhaps a new wind will blow through my dusty old head but for now it is tumbleweed on a new expressive level and although like many writers the odd thought worthy of a post may occur [and many writers at this ‘point’ often say if that is how it is going to be then why bother and pack-up their things and move-on to more fertile ground], but when Astrology is your passion why try to have fun in the next field where the grass is supposedly more greener.

So, the rant is over and things ‘remain the same’ so all you need to know is its business as usual and one day these ‘conversations’ will appear on here. And this is an updated post so as of 21st August all 12 posts are written but still need some work and soon the first will appear and the plan is to publish one a day for 12 days.

I now realise that for the first time these posts include a wider thinking and more than Astrology but I will explain more in a separate post.

P.S. According to Spammers the bigtime awaits and ‘traffic’ is what all bloggers want, no it isn’t, not their way anyway. Let me make it clear… … i like the fact my blog is hidden from the masses and has low traffic and perhaps is only for people with a real ‘interest’ in Astrology to find, and i don’t want to be a small fish in a big pond and if that is a ‘spanner in the great design’ of the social media world then so be it.

Love and Peace.


Astrology: Mars Rx

June 25, 2016

Now there are lot of things i could say about Mars retrograde but i want to keep it brief.

Living in England the last few weeks have been tortuous to watch the television, will we leave the EU or remain, it really was a case of Tune off, turn off and **** off, they truly did me head in, and why bother with that. And i’m glad i was too young to remember when we went in the 1970’s.

Anyway it was a foregone conclusion in my mind, just like how a Horary chart can be judged one way or the other on one testimony this ‘referendum’ taking place on June 23rd was solely down to Mars Rx.

Mars strong in Scorpio equals self-determination and is strong enough to do it, and retrograde returns to a previous state, so we return to an independent state but with the vote cast only six days before it stations it shows we have something like to the beginning of August 2021 before that really kicks-in, whilst the retrograde action brings financial, political and personal change in the meantime.

People, Mars type people, like rough middle-aged violently patriotic men feel they have their mojo back and perhaps they do, and in Norwich the stories come in about foreigners already being openly abused in the street, oh dear Mars giving open reign.

But here we are told it was the ‘youth’ Mercury who made the difference, probably not, just more media hype to keep the circus on the road.

Anyway the people have voted, i didn’t i couldn’t decide for the best, my heart was saying keep in Europe and my head said no, give your vote to England’s own future, so i made no difference so i can’t complain can i? ha.

In the end politics wins and we suffer, and as a Anarchistic minded individual i think i made my point, a system can’t continue if no one participates in it.


Astrology: Current progressions

June 11, 2016

I was born in June 1965 and nearly 51 years later my progressed astrology chart looks nothing like my natal chart did way back in 1965, and rightly so, and although i know appalling little about ‘progressions’ [well i know the basics] and a little more, i still know enough to get by. But i must let you know, it is the question of whether your ‘progressed’ chart is more like you ‘now’ than your ‘natal’ chart that gets me, personally i don’t think it is, but that ‘thinking’ could change over time.

You see i appreciate that the ‘aspects’ between planets and planets and planets and house cusps in your ‘progressed’ chart can signify ‘events’ but further than that i’m not sure what this chart’s real value is because isn’t it just ‘one’ moment of time [your birth] pushed-on so in my eyes it isn’t a standard chart like those based on a ‘moment’ of time like a natal or a horary chart and without the ‘natal’ chart to refer back to ‘it is’ nothing. I mean it can only be used with reference to the ‘natal’ chart and nothing else in a kind of exclusive relationship ‘if you like’, but like i said this/my thinking may change.

But after saying all this their ‘affects’ do still come through and that is why it is an important chart to refer to, but it is also worth stating some ‘progressions’ seem easier to ‘spot’ in your World, [i mean they manifest in an event] and it may ‘not’ just be the more ‘powerful’ ones, maybe it is that we are more inclined to ‘some’ of them either because of the way we are living ‘at the time’ or just personally due to your own astrological chart but for sure a multiple of connected ‘ones’ coming together can have a ‘force’ so strong, anyway let us move-on.

I’ve called this post ‘current’ progressions because in a year or two from now my progressions can and will be different, so we are talking about May/June 2016 here.

Now for an example of ‘progressions’ at work to set the scene and so you have a starting point.

A lot has changed in the past 50 years and i am a middle-aged man now and i will never to be mistaken for a under eighteen man again [laughs] but some progressions move quite slowly and Mars in my natal chart which was at 29 23 Virgo moved into Libra soon after birth but it has been in Libra its ‘detriment’ ever since and will only reach Scorpio in the next year[s] and it has brought its own problems which for me were ‘attitudes’ mainly.

Nataly Mars rules my 10th, 11th and 3rd house cusps and this throwing Mars into ‘detriment’ has really screwed with my natural ‘tendencies’, now, i suppose these ‘progressed’ positions put a new layer over the original whilst bringing in new experiences and it seems that they can cover-over what was ‘originally’ there [like a new paint job, or should i say a new clear varnish job] where you can still see the original.

And with it being like this, we find a Mars which was/is in its own ‘terms’ and i had some ‘friends’ 11th [and ‘terms’ often give friendship, or the possibility of, the strength having them] and the 10th some desire to ‘work’ and the 3rd some desire to talk all ‘fall away’, but the good thing with ‘natal’ indicators is they cannot change, only bend. Now Mars is at 28 Libra where it has meant friends/work and communicating have meant little or nothing to me in the last fifty years and because so much has changed i am kind of looking forward to a possible re-birth coming soon when Mars goes back into full Mars dignities in Scorpio, well perhaps it will come, i really don’t know, because it is a simple to and fro isn’t it, because if Mars in Libra took them away then Mars in Scorpio can bring them back, but we will see, and because you can’t undo fifty years of ‘attitude’ overnight and more importantly [and what i think is], perhaps i did want less work and have less friends and do less talking during this time, and i think for the most part the answer is yes, so perhaps Mars in Libra did exactly what is should of done [for me anyway].

Now for the rest of the story, and we need to get a bit more detailed here leaving the previous bit behind. Although Mars is still significant and it is here that we include aspects between planets and cusps and bring things up to 2016.

I have been getting a lot of headaches recently and very ‘hot’ ones too, now my natal chart has a distinct lack of fire in it and with no planets in fire signs and you can’t really count the Sagittarius Ascendant [all on its own] and with the preponderance of water signs occupied the fact is that i get few if ‘any’ headaches and that seems to be quite ‘normal’ for me but lately it is like i have an excess of ‘fire’, [for me] anyway, it isn’t ‘much’ of a thing but they hurt like buggery, and it seems not much is needed to change the balance, just a bit of fire.

These headaches are annoying and like i said ‘out of character’, my progressed Sun has been in Leo for years now and so has Mercury in Leo, now retrograde, so the only new ‘factor’ is Moon in Aries, although at 25 18 it has been in Aries for some time, so why am i suffering/ill now? well that is quite easy to see, my progressed 6th cusp is at 26 14 Cancer [June 8th exactly ‘partile’ 0 00’ on my natal Venus] and the Moon has been slowly reaching the square aspect of this cusp [and wasn’t fully there when they began] and so it is with ‘applying’ aspects, so with some days to go until the aspect perfects i expect these headaches to continue to exactitude then hopefully fade.

The astrology is easy Aries = headaches and the Moon ‘frequently’ and they are now making me ill = 6th cusp, but there is more, this Moon also is opposing my progressed Mars in detriment so until this ‘aspect’ is over, ‘soon’ i am prone, at least i have one saving-grace this Mars has passed the exact square to natal Venus, and why i am thankful is, this Moon applying to progressed Mars whilst Mars is in square to my natal lord 4 could have been very difficult, sure it is still ‘close’ but an applying progression is ‘still’ to happen, or is ‘happening’ whereas a ‘separating’ aspect sees much of the power to ‘afflict’ [in this instance] gone.

So that is the story i guess, but why look further than the natal chart and its progressed chart for any more information on a ‘subject’, but like any good Astrologer i have another important chart to look at too, that of when i moved into my home in Cromer, and i believe this chart can sometimes tell me just as much well [nearly] as my natal chart in certain issues, so what are its progressions ‘today’? and what ‘might’ i see? first this chart has fiery Mars in Leo near the 12th cusp, where you can just be stuck with things, it has now moved from 17 Leo to 20 42 Leo in the 6 years that i have lived here by progression and is close to opposing the/its progressed 6th cusp at 20 55 Aquarius, so although Aries isn’t involved a fiery sign afflicts the progressed 6th cusp so we see parallels in this chart and the Moon is now in Leo, progressed from Taurus, so as with all Astrology we see a ‘double’ confirmation of what is manifesting as ‘one’ thing.

Another thing i have done is fight fire with fire, now with no fire positions in my natal chart i have never been that ‘busy’ in the world/and as a person although i’ve had my moments, i am a phlegmatic sort of person mainly but as i’m finding-out ‘progressions’ can change things [to an extent/for a time] so with ‘fire’ ones i need to ‘get’ active, burn-off the ‘massive’ heat/energy, so instead of my ‘usual’ rather lazy ‘day’ i have got ‘super’ active [for me anyway] and started painting my living room [Aries] and cleaning my whole home, making it anew, again [Aries], the astrology is saying work ‘something’ out/off and it has helped.

Now this might seem like ‘nothing’ but it is all relevant to me, i don’t do ‘much’ in life, i have no ‘daily’ active pattern which most people in the normal world would recognise, so for me it is a big turnaround and that ‘change’ is just as important to me as anything is to anybody else, you know.

I suppose the moral of this story is: time will ‘pass’ and things will move on, and some things which annoy and afflict will one day turn out to be a laugh ‘again’, but we must always remember the older you get ‘some’ things ‘stick’ around longer and ‘niggles’ grow longer, and we are always working towards the ultimate progression[s] which the ‘traditional’ astrologers talked of, and by that i mean the final ‘killing’ one[s], and i know my current progression[s] has only brought me ‘headaches’ and i can seem like a ‘drama queen’, but this post is more of a therapeutic lesson for me and a teaching-aid for the/you ‘readers’ so excuse the subject matter although ‘painful’ to me and concentrate on the learning given within.

Until next time, soonish, bye.


Astrology: like a donkey derby, only…

May 27, 2016

… backwards.

So, Mars arrives back in Scorpio only this time from 29 59, because it is retrograde, and i have to tell you i don’t like retrograde planets, well i don’t like them when they are in bad places of your natal chart, and in the past few weeks Mars has been in Sagittarius doing his thing, but it has been the stuff of nightmares for me, constant burning headaches and extended flu symptoms, it retrograded past my 12th house cusp and it is only ‘now’ the further it got away from the cusp that my ills have slowly faded-away, and it is now far enough away to be said to be in my 11th house, and hopefully when it goes ‘direct’ in Sagittarius i hope my ills won’t return, but if they do then it is doubtful it will be with the force of the malefic retrograde ‘affects’.

Retro gradation is said to be a major ‘debility’ and i used to think well the main planets are retrograde every few months, so what is the big deal, but i was missing their essence, kind of looking at the forest and not the trees and the more intricate patterns involved. Mars and Venus retrograde can be harder than the shorter Mercury one, especially as they come around less often.

But we can usually deal with Saturn and Jupiter’s retrogrades easily enough as it is often either just a ‘down’ period’ [Saturn] or one of minor irritation for [Jupiter], but we mustn’t forget each one of us has the individual factor [to factor in] about where the retrograde planet rules and the house it is in and house[s] it rules over to factor in too.

Then there is the ‘fact’ people are born with either no planets retrograde or many, [i think i am right in saying that in the 20th century there was rarely a time when all the planets were direct].

Personally i don’t have Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter or even Saturn retrograde in my natal chart, so i wonder if i might feel retrogradation more than some other people do, or that could just be a ‘fantasy’ [i don’t know], what i do know is my life tends to run quite smoothly, on its natural forward course most of the time so when retrogradation happens in some harder part of my chart i tend to know about it.

Anyhow, the saving-grace of this Mars retrograde period is it started in low degrees of a sign [a sign where it is not in any essential dignities of note] and it goes back into Scorpio where it is full on, [although not in full Mars dignities] as it would be at 0 degrees of Scorpio, anyhow, i bet many people are glad it has come back into Scorpio, a ‘break’ for so many, a time to aspire again, or plan at the very least, and in late May 2016 we need ‘hope’ as Jupiter is in detriment and Saturn has two months of retrogradation to still go through.

Only my friend who has an early Sagittarian Ascendant seems to unaffected by it, and good for him, and i guess if you have Mars in Sagittarius then it is hand-able too, to an extent anyway, and i suppose if you naturally like to behave badly, then the past few weeks was ‘just for you’, always remembering that with Astrology we all are affected differently, by the same factor.

Anyway i named the post [like a donkey derby, only backwards], why? because a retrograde period is like a ‘course’ of a certain length and the planet is descriptive of what the objects involved ‘do’ and here it is ‘race’ a Martian ‘thing’, how will it be done? slower than usual, do to retrogradation, but Mars is still essentially strong, but ‘weakened’ so instead of a thorough bred horse that we would normally ‘use’, we at the moment [are like] donkeys ‘those’ sturdy creatures who plod along and like a Scorpio who only really get into gear when agitated, [but you say] Mars in Scorpio a ‘donkey’, [you are having a laugh], but pull its tail and watch it run with a mania, [after its sting] well its ‘kick’ of its hind-legs anyway.

Can a donkey actually walk backwards, i don’t know, but retrogradation is also known as apparent retrogradation, [although it does move back through the degrees], what is not so apparent to many people though is the ‘times’ which we are living through, sure some people notice something is ‘off’ and life isn’t moving-on as it normally does, but i become less surprised yearly by how ‘little’ some people actually ‘see’ and even ‘more’ how unaware they are of the different/changing ‘astrological’ conditions they live under, with some people preferring even to deny any ‘possible’ differences [in their day-to-day reality’s] ‘given to them by the planets’, and why? all so their world-view of isn’t ‘every-day’ the ‘same’ isn’t threatened.


Astrology 101: D I Y Astrology

May 6, 2016

Ok here we go again. When the media outlets aren’t giving you what you want, although in today’s 21st century astrological world they invariably are, you must be prepared to ‘do it yourself’.

And with all the books you’ve read on Astrology why can’t you, it is the next logical step, isn’t it. Many of the top astrological writers are graduates of local classes and many still go there, and why wouldn’t they, it is the place to keep yourself current. I am so out of any loop i could almost start again from the basement up, anyway like i said today its going to be astrology 101 and DIY so imagine i’ve just read my first astrology book and i am reading something on aphorisms, so i get my ephemeris out and see that today Venus is the only planet that is ‘direct’ and Mars, Jupiter and Saturn are retrograde, [forget the outer planets for now] and then i read that retrograde planets are in a very ‘baleful’ condition, and then i look outside and notice nature ‘trees’ are somewhat behind the growth that they should be for early May, it then starts making some sense to me, and it also seems colder for the time of year, it is like life is holding itself back so i have kind of sussed out why, right! no, i have just learnt some 101, and that is simply by ‘looking at some earthly events’, not the man-made ones.

So what now, prediction, steady on Robert, isn’t prediction a hallow art only for the masters and some arcane science best left to those who know what they are doing, no, its the answer to the way it was and the way it is going to be, at its most basic level, so with one variation coming-up that of Jupiter soon to go direct in its motion and with a little bit of reading i can almost completely say and with 100% confidence that things are going to get better, but that says nothing more than it was in a bad state and now isn’t going to be, very vague, isn’t it, not going to win me a Nobel prize for Astrology, and rightly so.

So how, where and why, well why has been dealt with retrograde to direct, simply a return to normal duties, i don’t need to be a ‘sage’ to know that, do i. where? in Jupiterian things obviously and how, in Virgo, so Virgoen things.

Now if i said that in front of an audience i may get a reply like: is it really that simple?, well probably not i answer. So i quickly change the subject, because i don’t want to show up my ignorance and i don’t want someone smarter to upstage me with stuff i don’t know about, or do i yield to their greater knowledge, i know what is best for me don’t i?

Anyway i revert back to the safety of 101 and say what i am sure i know that Venus is direct so it is all good there in Taurus, and thank God it is there because with the four other planets retrograde a weak Venus would drag us into the hell, and not help us rise above it, but even that is over dramatising of the ‘case’ somewhat, it is like saying ‘only’ Venus is helpful to us at the moment and only through Art and Music, and it is today’s saviour, [today meant literally here], but even when i say ‘that’ it is still said with a touch of truth in there somewhere.

When you go 101, and say what you can do is as DIY as its possible to be, you start to say that Jupiter is a benefic and so is Venus so with both direct soon and with the malefics still retrograde that they should outweigh the bad but the bad is still worse than it would be if Mars and Saturn weren’t retrograde, it doesn’t seem much to say but with this simple 101 you have took Astrology into your own arms and spewed out some simple truth, all because of one altered ‘condition’.

And as any person astrologically-minded must be able to see, direct motion is better than retrograde motion although retrogration does offer a deviation on a purpose and serves its own purpose, and who is to say that if i wrote this post when the planets were direct it would be better than it is now, it would of been ‘different’ thats all.

Note: the Sun and Moon never retrograde, although the Moon and Sun do slow-down and speed-up.

I was going to say that direct was the ‘normal’ state for a planet, but with retrograde motion built in to their orbits you can’t say that, can you?

And so there you have it, an example of being your own Astrologer and keeping it as 101 as it is possible to be, you didn’t need to work anything out really, it was simply a case of one state of being or the other.

The moral of this story? well i suppose the whole story is it, and to never be phased by thinking Astrology is too complicated for me, because sometimes it is only either/or and that has to be the simplest thing ever, right! and of course you can always build upon anything.


Astrology: battery power

April 6, 2016

Hi Readers

Here today is a short work on astrological battery power – and i am going to use my natal chart as usual for the blueprint, but as usual use it on your own and others charts.

Who has the power? essentially it is found in the planets essential dignity, and secondly the accidental dignity, but you can lose out with essential debility and accidental debility.

I know its hard to believe that something so simple could push your life up and down, but some people need to be alphas and others betas, and some had the choice and some didn’t by birth family and lesser advantages, but of course many people rise above their birth station and some fall, i mean fate can take take us up and down, when our parents die say and they were the dignified ones in our chart, my parents aren’t dead but as my two most ‘dignified’ planets Venus and Mars rule my 4th and 10th houses it might mean on their death i will lose something from life which has always kept me up and on the best track, but of course i only really will lose one version of my ‘dignity’ and of course i could find it elsewhere in life, and of course at 50 years old i have some other outlets for Mars and Venus already in place, simply because i have the power to do so. This writing/publishing is Mars on my 9th cusp, and Venus is me as a member of a music band, in the 7th, part of a social group.

But it isn’t that way with the rest of my planets, some almost impotent in power to act out into the world and its almost like existing on one ‘staid’ level with almost no hope of improvement, or that’s how it can seem, but every one of us works out our planets ‘even’ if its only weakly. I smoke too many cigarettes and its a daily routine that can be too much, why? because my Moon conjunct Jupiter in Gemini [air intake] in my 6th house which means its a almost uncontrollable ‘dirty air’ addiction, and because Jupiter is in detriment i am almost ‘helpless’ [no power] to check it, and work on it. The Moon gives some ‘power’ as a luminary to keep it going, but always ‘power’ towards the negative, so i could say i am ‘fucked’ by too much negative power. I of course could change it, or could i? no power to change it, no willpower, it is a kind of destiny. I will do what i can, i know its ‘weak’, or i am weak, but i have to live my life out, that is all. P.S. it is harder because Jupiter is my Lord of my Ascendant.

So that is four planets down, does my Saturn, Sun, Mercury have any dignity and power to move my life forward and do things, yes to an extent, all three are not ‘cadent’ so not in the worse positions for ‘personal’ power; Saturn is succedant in my 2nd house so i have some ‘stability’ to earn money and you might think i would do so as Saturn is Lord of my second house, but Saturn is on a crutch on many images and i live off disability benefits, and my Mars is opposite my Saturn ‘almost’ wide degrees, and Mars is my 10th house ruler so i am not working and am against work in my life, ‘it doesn’t pay for me to do it’ [it has to be said, hard to listen to perhaps?] anyway its midpoint sits exactly on my Ascendant so naturally i have adopted this stance, it doesn’t mean it can’t change though, but by default and life choices i have taken it on, plus as Saturn is exactly square my Jupiter/Moon in Gemini in the 6th ‘with these planets having’ no battery life my mental state is impaired and is another road i travel, but hopefully you can see i am not totally impaired mentally. Why? because of my Mercury which although having little power in Cancer is conjunct my most dignified planet Venus in an angular house, and with its mutual reception to my Moon by sign increases its power, [well i believe it does anyway]. But mental disabilities i do have and that’s because the 6th house is too ‘weak’ to pull my ‘mind’ out of depression and schizophrenia. Isn’t the mutual reception between Moon in the 6th and Mercury in the 7th [angular] going to help it out? seemingly not, no matter how high i fly ‘mentally’ this reception drags me down too.

The Sun, well in Cancer it doesn’t have any dignity like the Sun in Leo or Aries, and i only seem to shine when with other people, its in the 7th house, i feel almost like an enabler to make others shine, and live off some reflected glory and their happiness, rising and falling as they do.

So i hope you see from my own example that battery power and therefore life comes in many different forms. A full life and one of possibility and potential comes to those who like Queen Elizabeth’s deceased sister Margaret who had many planets dignified, and Oliver Cromwell who too had many dignified planets and was the only man to briefly reign over England [over years of monarchy], whilst the rest of us with varying degrees sit somewhere in-between. A tramp [a genuine one] is unlikely to have dignified planets or ones in angular houses, more likely cadent ones. And it may only take one dignified planet to make you ‘someone’ if it is say Venus in Taurus in the right place, for you to fulfil your potential [maybe as an artist or musician] if nothing else is draining or limiting your overall battery life.

Simply put those people born with dignified planets in dignified places don’t give up and have energy to burn and the opposite applies. So think about your own ‘life’.

My sister has Mars in Aries and she is a doer and keeps doing and seemingly always will, and good luck to her, but i find it hard just to go to the supermarket and often i come home drained, not wanting to experience that for a while, and why, because i simply have never had much battery power, except in my youth, when i would dash around madly, but usually to no great end.

So if Astrology offers us anything, [in this post] it offers us a glimpse into states of being and the battery to either fulfil things in life or not.

But i must stop now, as i am mentally tired.


Saturn in my twelfth house

February 12, 2016

Hello everyone who reads this post.

We know the 12th house is one of isolation and withdrawing from the world and if you already have natal indicators that this is part of you, you will go hide at certain times in your life cycle, and old lonely Saturn in your 12th can do that to certain people, for some it is a choice and for others there seems no choice. I have decided to take a month off ‘things’ so here i am at home quietly looking at things on the internet and catching up on things which i still enjoy, but are all ‘old hat’, meaning i am at the end of the wheel, the first house is some way off and i am in no hurry to get there and go anew and make something for myself.

I have a withdrawal side to me, my Moon is conjunct my 12th house ruler in my 6th house, so you’d think ok he withdraws from life but not permanently, or even he has a job or lifestyle that sees him ‘hidden’, i don’t work in a prison or am even incarcerated in one, although when you are treading water it can seem like it. I can’t escape and i don’t think i want to anyway, i am enjoying being isolated and alone, because right now it feels right. But this isn’t the full me, no, i just feel compelled to it now, it is like i have run a marathon nearly and am walking the last metres in silence and aloneness because as i said i need this period to complete myself, its not un-busy and although i have energy to play games for hours and surf the internet too, i doing it to the exclusion of all else, with hardly the time to brush my teeth so i can get started on total immersion into a world of music or porn or something which sees me totally gone away from the everyday world.

But this isn’t the usual me, especially with my seventh house Sun, Mercury and Venus, i usually need contact, something i am spurning lately, and speech with other people, which i am also spurning, basically i have cut myself off from the world that i know, not that i had much of a world to cut off lately, as when Saturn hit the cusp i was pushing away people and places like nobody’s business. And as of now with Saturn transiting my 12th house, well plunked right in the middle of it i told people i needed a month off, and it is the right decision, sometimes you just know the right thing to do.

I have achieved high scores in games, that is good but ultimately pointless, i have stopped playing in a band just when we were going good, all to have some me time, Saturn rules my first and second houses, so me time and having food in the house and my bills paid are all i care about right now, i knew Saturn here would see me alone, i was when it first hit my 12th house 29 years ago and i suppose i have just had enough, enough of me being what others want me to be and not what i want, so i called a stop and to be honest with Saturn retrograding in my 12th later this year i probably won’t change my attitude any time soon.

All i will say is i am glad for this time off and will make the most of it but i also know like last time i will eventually be glad when it is over.


Astrology: Who first decided…

January 7, 2013

… that Mars should be the God of War, or Mercury should be the messenger of the Gods.

This is a ‘quote’ taken from John Anthony West’s ‘Case for Astrology’ and is a very good point.

Question: is spending ‘time’ looking-back to the very ‘origins’ of Astrology a good thing to do? i think it is.

When you read his book and hear him ask, ‘and upon whose authority was that accepted’? and how were all the planets ‘functions’ agreed amongst the Astrologer’s of the day? You know you are reading some brilliant stuff.

And he then poses the questions; are the ‘meanings’ attributed to the planets purely arbitrary? and why do ‘these’ meanings go unchallenged?

I will attempt to answer some of it by now suggesting one-way they might have got their ‘order and meaning’ is [by ‘everyday’ objects very ‘closeness’ to us], meaning…

… and using the King/Sun and Queen/Moon ‘model’ we can get somewhere close to ‘why’ the meaning of these things/objects [by the planets] came about.

Hence Mercury had to be writing, partly because you had to use your brain, and also because it was an action which couldn’t be given to the Sun or Moon, [and as in the olden days it wasn’t the King or Queens duties, but the ‘scribes’ who wrote down their words, and these people were kept quite close to them, in the ‘court’ in fact], as were their ‘entertainers’ the ‘minstrels’, and even the ‘mistresses’ as shown by Venus. And we also know soldiers and religious people and Government officials were there too, taking care of Mars, Jupiter and Saturn.

But Mars as a planet, which is past the earth and not an ‘inner’ planet would hold a outer courtly position, [the soliders of to war] and being further-out was fine as they were able to cope on their own, as were people like priests and officials, as shown by Jupiter and Saturn.

It was simply ‘naming’ according to ‘use’ and ‘type’ which had to be followed at the beginning of our Art.

Look at the Sun and you ‘can’ or [should be able to see] why its ‘rulerships’ are ‘what’ they are. Gold, the highest standard which has a shine like the Sun. Kings, ultimate rulers, [as Strong as on a ‘hot’ Sunny day].

But its the Sun’s size, and the fact it is ‘alive’ in ‘energy’ that makes it ‘feel’ closer, and feels more ‘active’ than Venus, Mercury or the Moon. We worship the Sun and some people still like royalty, living off them, in some weird way.

Although they are further away in ‘distance’ [from us] than the Moon, Mercury and Venus have that close relationship to the Sun, and rule-over many things that we keep close-to-hand. Things of use ‘Mercury’ and of vanity ‘Venus’. Whereas the Moon brings things to us on Earth, so we don’t have direct heat/life from the Sun [for our protection perhaps] thinking cosmicly that is.

So thinking further, what should be ruled-over by the planets? well, in the first place… …at the beginning of life its ‘places’ and ‘items’ would’ve become self-evident to many earth-dwellers of the past. From those bright and sunny places, to those more old and ragged ones, symbolised by the planet furthest away from us, Saturn.

But as for types of people and what they ‘do’?, [if you were starting Astrology of from scratch] you would have to think a lot harder and let ‘life’ and its ‘connections’ develop for a while to get your answer[s]. As ever ‘real-life’ on earth informs where stuff gets ‘placed’ in the planetary realms. Its just a simple matching process.

But we get to the ‘time’ when it was becoming obvious that those humans, [and what they did], and those that embodied the ‘Sun’ and its ‘ways’ of ‘standing-alone’ as an authority, and those that radiated like the Sun in countenance, and those who lived like the Sun started to inform early Astrology, as with all the 7 planets.

So now with the Sun we can easily see what ‘positions’ were held in life, and these were easily ‘counted’, and its no great-leap to see why early horoscopes were of ‘Solar’ type people, kings and self-made men. Simply they were the most important ones who lived-out the strongest positions of our mundane world.

So now they had a starting-point, ‘someone or something’ that ‘all else’ could be ‘built-on’. And we still have this ‘system’ in place somewhat today, King, Queen defence and privilege

So the ‘why’, as to why Mercury was given to messengers, and War to Mars gets somewhat ‘clearer’. Life fanning-out in ‘circles’, and later we realised all ‘life’ revolves around the Sun’ not the Earth.

Everything ‘circles’ the Sun, getting further-out, so there are ‘things’ we keep close to us, and those which are more out-of-our-hands, or are in your [direct control] if you have the power. [and we all live and embody the Sun etc] its just to what degree we get a chance on the World’s stage. And because a ‘solar-power’ directs a warring Army, and it keeps its Ministers and Priests informed, and its gate-keepers in the Police working, we have the kind of full intergrated system we have. But each person just by himself can have his own system, be his own policeman etc.

Now, my final thoughts, it does make me wonder ‘why’ we have the planets Mercury and Venus between ‘us’ and the Sun, and i suppose its because they belong to it, more than the Earth, whereas the Moon is most definitely ours, and Mars, Jupiter and Saturn belong and have meaning to the people and places ‘where we go’ beyond ourselves. Into that social realm to coin a already used phrase.

Still, the whole ‘point’ of this post is to talk of ‘assigned’ planetary duties.

Handmaiden’s of the Sun and Moon, Mercury and Venus may be. The King may have his armies, his conquests and his overthrow’s, as are shown by Mars, Jupiter and Saturn.

But for most ‘mortals’ [average men] our personal ‘power’ of the Sun, is surrounded, [or fanned-out] towards Saturn in a rather less ‘dramatic’ way, where we have ‘power’ up-to-the-point when it is taken-over by a larger power, or we get lost within the machinery of the wider world, which has to happen, as to gain power in this world you must take part and put in and take out.

So, it is that the ‘planets’ by their ‘very’ distance from the Sun, and their ‘place’ in the ‘order’ of things, that made Astrology what it is, in a way a already ‘decided’ [divided] system for helping people to be themselves and recognise the ‘life’ around themselves.

But let’s not forget its also in the greater plan of our ‘lives’, with our Sun, heart-beat beginning at birth [also inside the Mother of course] until too-much of Saturn’s dull physical ache destroys us at death. Or by Mars if you meet with a nasty accident.


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