My ‘take’ on the World

April 20, 2018

I wake-up in the morning basically knowing ‘who and what’ i am, as most people do. I know today i will not wake up as the King of England as that position is already taken ‘the crowned-head’, i also know what kind of World i am going to wake-up to. I know what i’ll see pretty much too, the same as yesterday [in most instances]. The World is a planned-out ‘masterpiece’, with us all knowing our ‘place’ within the great societal framework, [it has to be like ‘that’ doesn’t it?] or none of us would know who and what we ‘were’ every morning upon waking, you don’t have to be an Einstein to know that.

We are all born to ‘be’ who we are from the humble road-sweeper to the Monarch. But the ‘rub’ is the Road Sweeper could probably tell you more about the common man and his condition than the Monarch who supposedly ‘rules’ over the common man. There is [of course] a/ny wo/man who is living [has lived it] ‘had the experience’ of being the common man / woman, and ‘then’ the representative who usually has ‘not’, well ‘not’ in the fullest sense of the word, [being ‘common’ that is].

We find this kind of dichotomy all over the planet. Take a person out of school/college/university who goes straight into his/her first job and ‘works’ at a job-centre finding other people ‘work’, they let’s say [for example] hasn’t experienced ‘unemployment’ yet personally, still they are trying to ‘advise’ people who may have many years of experience of being ‘unemployed’ into getting ‘work’, they ‘may’ sit there somewhat ‘smug’ because they have ‘employment’ themselves and that they are not on the other-side of the desk and not having to deal with people like themselves, yet they pertain to have the knowledge and ‘know-how’ and the ‘authority’ in their ‘role’ when its quite obvious [or should be] that it’s the client who really knows the in’s and out’s of the ‘employment situation’ and this person they are facing is just a ‘broker’ and the person who colludes with the rest of the system to either say the light stays red or ‘oh goody’ look its turned green for you. Which must in some sense make you think about that ‘situation’.

The real question is ‘why’ do we allow ourselves to become involved in situations such as these? In a way ‘why’ do we allow others do what they ‘do’ for us, when we are better qualified to do it for ourselves? ‘position’ in a nutshell, your ‘place’ in the grand scheme.

The answer for the deaf and dumb is… … well it has to be this way doesn’t it? we are here for ‘you’ or it can’t be any other way. We usually as a collective accept such answers because to ‘not’ do so incurs such ‘penalties’, one’s which make our daily living so hard we can’t do much else but just fling our arms up in despair and say ‘well what else could i do’ but go along with it’ or. Some bright ‘individual’ may have a stroke of genius and find some ‘answers’ to the question of ‘why’ don’t we do it some other ‘way’ but that soon dies a death when their candle-light is extinguished by the full-light of our interconnected system. Doomed to failure, we cannot do much else but keep calm and carry-on. Because to fight ‘our’ corner or more, is seen as somewhat ‘futile’ but is it really?

Some people do find a way of living which takes them[selves] out of the main control system, but let’s be honest, it’s a system [their own] within the greater ‘system’ at best, as the main system of control is always ‘there’ over-riding all we see and do.

The Answer seems ‘obvious’, if there is always is going to be a ‘system’, one of ‘control’ that is, [or simply there has to be ‘one’], then the ‘one’ we have ‘now’ has got to be infiltrated or overthrown, and a better ‘one’ put in its place, isn’t ‘that’ what we always believe we are after, i think so; a better/improved life than the previous ‘one’, just think about it on a individual level at least. Anyway that one-wo/man ‘genius’ with all his or her ‘ideas’ of how to ‘better’ or ‘improve’ things is always going to be but ‘one’ drop of water that fills the reservoir, and s/he may indeed find that the rest of this World’s population isn’t or won’t be drinking from his/her ‘tanks’ anyway, preferring to suck from the main-tank, as its supply ‘satisfies’ them better.

So many individual’s ‘supplies’ run low or become near to extinction, and ‘why’? usually because they are bought-up and used-up by the main’s suppliers. That goes for ‘nearly’ everything the ‘individual’ has, but ‘talent’ is a good example, we are ‘used-up’ versions of what we may have been by the time we all reach mid-age, just think about all the things you could’ve been and all ‘your’ dreams that never came ‘true’ or into ‘being’ by the time you’ve reached middle-age, looking back at the younger generation ‘hoping’ that ‘they’ may get to do some of the things ‘you’ never got to do, and sighing and thinking, well if it didn’t happen for me, why would it happen to/for them, and just hoping that, well maybe…

Moving-on now, there is a well-known saying [in Punk Rock circles anyway]. ‘There is no authority but yourself’ and its ‘one’ every ‘human’ should hear and ‘understand’. So, what does it mean? well, i guess [it must be or has to ‘different’] for each and every ‘one’ of us. But the essential message ‘is’ in my mind anyway, to ‘look’ to yourself and don’t rely-on and also believe that some other person or organisation ‘knows’ you [or what is good or bad for you] better than yourself. And even ‘why’ are ‘you’ as an individual letting ‘someone/thing else have any ‘real’ kind of authority over ‘you’ in the first place, or even at all.

I am sure we could all put ‘our’ own slant on this phrase and should do too, but that is basically how i would ‘define’ it, in brief.

Every ‘day’ i look at the stupid things going-on around me in the World and laugh at them, in a way it is the cheapest form of entertainment a person can ‘get’ without actually paying more than 60p a day for it, [and if you are actually out of your living-room and not watching the ‘tube’ then you may even get it for free ‘almost’ in the outside World if you position yourself ‘right’, amongst some fools, that is]. The human fascination with other humans slipping-up is fascinating in itself. Sadly, i know most of ‘this’ is due [or stems from] some ‘humans’ wanting to see how much they can ‘exploit’ another human through his/her naivety, and that is simply ‘wrong’ and not funny for the poor soul who is on the receiving-end, especially for a person who is ‘slow’ on the uptake on what is being done to them. But when i watch the News it becomes somewhat obvious that we like and enjoy being fooled, we certainly don’t do much about it, the broadcastor’s rub-off all the rough edges and if it isn’t directly involving ‘you’ and believe me most ‘circles’ are rounded-off quickly, you could be forgiven for thinking it wasn’t happening at all.

Life is a ‘joke’, life is a ‘game’ is something i have heard spoken of before, and in some circumstances i have used it myself too, but ‘why’ do we still entrust most of our lives to ‘other’ people, especially when ‘most’ of us ‘swear’ we could do better. Like i said, we can’t do it all for ourselves, can we?

But when you start to look at ‘what’ is done for ‘us’ or in ‘our’ name; and you may start to think, oh, where is this ‘he’ going now? but ‘there’ are myriad examples in the World to choose from, so just look around you, is all i am saying. Sadly, what i am saying is lies and lying are going-on at an incredible rate and now seem to be the common currency, perhaps the ‘truth’ is only ever shared between people who are close or between loved-one’s and even then ‘that is’ no guarantee.

Ok, let’s get to the ‘nub’ of it, if we are to believe the people on the Internet we are living in a World where much is hidden [from us], I agree ‘it is’ but i don’t think we are even close to knowing the half of it with all the ‘distraction’ [purposeful or not] going-along with it, and also the very ‘people’ who tell us much is hidden are hiding a lot more from us, why? either through adding to the ‘great lie[s]’ on purpose, or because they don’t know ‘what they are talking about’ in my mind it is as simple as that. And that is worth saying twice i think.

So, what and why is being ‘hidden’? well, if i knew that, i wouldn’t be ‘posing’ the question, would i? but its fairly obvious ‘many’ of those who ‘spout’ their rubbish don’t really know either, join the bandwagon, its become as easy as that.

So, what do i know? very little. I certainly have seen that if i follow the Internet trail about all kinds of subjects on ‘what’ is supposed to be profound ‘truth’ i just go around in circles, i seriously doubt any expert ‘researcher’ [as seems to be the qualifying factor nowadays] knows anything ‘worth’ knowing. So, let’s look at ‘hiding’ and what is being ‘hid’ from us. Well, first let us acknowledge that we wouldn’t know half of what we know, if certain people didn’t ‘speak-out’ but like i said, it only ever goes so far, and i guess it only ever will. I think that is most of the ‘point’.

I know that ‘protectionism’ exists, but ‘what’ is it ‘protecting’? and ‘why’? well, let’s take a well-known ‘organisation’ ‘Monarchy’, some Monarchies, although you could just as easily ‘class’ them into one ‘class’ for ‘that’ is surely what ‘they’ are, [all in it together], ride bikes and go-out and ride amongst the common folks, [not ‘hiding’ there it would seem], but others will only come-out on special occasions to open buildings etc or get married in semi-public, for the whole World to see it on television. But generally they ‘hide’ away, so what are they hiding from? ‘us’, the general population? You could argue for that ‘case’ but really it’s a sense of ‘distance’ they are trying to preserve/cultivate ‘one’ which by its very nature means you have limited access, and most agree that it should be that ‘way’ but a lot only agree silently because ‘that’ is how it is set-up to be and we just go-along with it. Have a quiet ‘chat’ with the Queen, you must be joking, but ‘really’, why not? Does she not have any ‘thing’ in common with her ‘subjects’ is she so busy with the heads of state that she has no ‘time’ for ‘us’, hardly, and anyway her Government does most of that i hear you say.

Some ‘things’ in this life seem so obviously ‘wrong’ [or so wrong] that they have to be ‘right’. We accept so much, even the plainly ridiculous and just shrug our shoulders and say to ourselves, oh dear, what can i do but accept it.

We all know that ‘hiding’ things from people and organisations is just a way of life, or part of it anyway, and we accept that to ‘live’ we must do this in some small part, and i am no exception, but we also all know that ‘life’ is often so bound-up in such a ‘way’ that ‘truth’ is almost strangled at birth and would we let it ‘live’ if we had a choice? I say, the majority of the time, no, we wouldn’t.

Sure, when we say to ourselves ‘i’ll do this for me’, and ‘my way’ it is as about as close as we ever get towards any personal truth, but woe betide ‘you’ when it gets shared with the wider world than just you. Each and every one of us is the ‘source’ of our own ‘being’ but we have to take that ‘being’ from somewhere. We have to ‘eat’ and be that ‘food’ or ‘information’ that has to come from somewhere.

We can’t hide from ourselves it is often correctly said, although you could/can isolate yourself from the World to some degree, but there seems to be a growing feeling that ‘we’ as a human race are being isolated from some ‘truths’, that we need to know about, but considering that many of us get our information from ‘media’ sources only, surely it is those in the media who need to get their heads out of the crisp packet and stop going-around in the same old circles so they can give ‘us’ a fresh perspective, because as consumers we have little or no ‘say’ in what we are ‘given’, that is made very clear, especially by the national TV channels. So, perhaps watching the half-truths on the Internet isn’t so bad after-all. You are never going to see your own ‘exact’ life on TV anyway, and besides, why would you want to see a re-run of the day you’ve just lived anyway, boring !! but then again, isn’t TV especially the News just ‘that’ a re-run of people’s lives [people you usually don’t know admittedly] ‘just’ being shown for your entertainment and information, so, i finished that argument myself.

So, what is really being ‘hidden’ from ‘us’ nowadays, i ask you. On TV, not a lot. Any ‘conspiracies’ are either done to ourselves by ourselves or are just an on-going package we are locked-into, and these ‘one’s’ have a way of either sorting themselves out by themselves as the perceived ‘story’ develops [or it goes full-circle being wrapped-up and some say even invented by the news providers themselves; i say the providers just give it to you in their unique way, but i wouldn’t or don’t buy much of their polished stone-work], its usually the ‘case’ of anyone with half a brain can see what is going-on and eventually they are found-out for what ‘they’ are in the grand scheme of things; but they run such a tight ship that you have to believe that they are lying to you in the first place to get a ‘start’ on things, and you may think that’s just a silly way of seeing things and maybe it is, but with most TV i find it is better to think Guilty until proved Innocent, it only seems fair to think that way with any media really.

As for ‘the stuff we don’t know about, and perhaps should’ i remain undecided ‘if’ it would be a good idea to know or not, sure, it is a cop-out of sorts, but i’ve lived quite happily not knowing if ‘aliens’ exist or not, and no-one ever seems to offer-up any real solutions on how to take-down the financial ‘system’ etc [and perhaps that is the point] we are just ‘stuck’ with what we have got [for any time ‘being’ until it no longer works] and the people alive ‘today’ are the only one’s keeping it in place/going.

You see you can really only ever have ‘part control’ over your own life and the rest of it is in the ‘hands’ of people who have clubbed together to give you the rest, and surely ‘that’ is ‘mostly’ all there is to it.

We think we understand people’s motivations and usually it seems it is just to keep people in the ‘position’ they want to be in at any given time, be it [for just ‘one’ example] a dictator who secretly wants to rob his/her country of its wealth and have it all to themselves whilst their nation starves, or some such other hypocrisy, and whilst ‘they’ work themselves towards their inevitable downfall, [unless you are the Monarchy and the Commonwealth because that control system has to stay, doesn’t it?] we sit around watching the X-factor, [if you can tolerate that kind of thing and i can’t]; and so long as we go to our beds with a full stomach, what do we care. But life has to be worth much more than that, doesn’t it?

So, that is ‘why’ we fight to uncover the hidden ‘monstrosities’ i believe, because we all see it going-on and somewhere inside us ‘know’ what is happening, but to actually call it out and follow through on ‘it’, [whatever ‘IT’ may be] well, that takes ‘very’ brave men and women indeed.



April 4, 2018

I am going completely off-topic today, because sometimes you just have to, don’t you.

I had to laugh when i saw a story on the TV about how computers called ‘Quantum’ were to be made with a switch which made them neither on or off, that’s rather counter-intuitive i thought, surely it has to be one or the other.

But then i thought about it for a while and realised ‘no’ just like ‘humans’ why should ‘computers’ not be able to be neither or either on or off, we aren’t. We as humans are either awake or asleep or even going to awake or going to sleep, so it made a bit more sense to me.

Like computers we can get into full-on mode ‘calculating’ and in full action, or almost comatose in our sleep state, where as we know, many of us, still busy ourselves [or at least our minds] in what we call our dream state. But i know, just speaking for myself i don’t want to be fully-on 24/7.

Then it dawned-on me, what about those warnings in films about how ‘computers’ could take-over the World and put human-kind in ‘dire’ circumstances, [i started to get scared], but what ‘scares’ me more is the thought about how ‘computers’ seem to be already handling much of what we do today and how as a ‘boy’ you just had to do stuff for yourself, without their help, sure that was 40 years ago, but still it makes you think about a future where ‘human beings’ could become more and more ‘obsolete’. I know its ‘us’ that use them and we could/can do it without them, but have we reached a certain turning-point, in which it would be too hard ‘now’ to go back to the old ways, and even if we were past that ‘point’ would we want to i asked myself.

Don’t get me wrong, many great things have come-out of technological advances, and we have moved-forward a great deal from the caves and the dirt, but i really don’t think or believe i would want everything ‘done’ for me, you have to draw the line ‘somewhere’ don’t you, or are you truly living?

But back to the switches, surely it would make greater sense to double-up that switch so instead of just an on and off ‘position’ there was a kind of double ‘failsafe’ mechanism within it. Just like ‘humans’ it could also have a ‘mode’ where it was in an ‘inactive’ or ‘disabled’ state waiting to go into action and also a ‘mode’ where it was ‘active’ but could be switched to be ‘inactive/disabled’ or go to the ‘off’ position and on too, [i suppose] but more sensibly ‘off’. I am perhaps being a bit over cautious here, but its only by thinking ahead to the possible ‘uses’ that these switches could be used for, that i believe its worth considering, because as we all know ‘humans’ will be at the ‘controls’ most times, and we all know ‘what’ humans can do; and of course can we really ‘trust’ a computer [by itself] to do something more than its programmed to do by its ‘makers’, of course we can’t, [it does what its programmed to do], and that could be ‘bad’ if all there is, is a simple on and off ‘mode’.

[And giving it free-will to do so [in a few cases] by itself would be foolish in the extreme], so think-on ‘you’ manufacturers of our future and try to see the potential foolishness of not making your new ‘computers’ more like the ‘humans’ who could and should be able to activate and deactivate them so we don’t lose ‘control’ of what they may/might ‘do’ to the human-race.

Disclaimer: i really don’t know much about the computing ‘World’ so ‘if’ what i say makes little sense to ‘you’ who may ‘know’ better, then forgive me, as i am only trying to ‘state’ a lay-man’s view on what i see could be a ‘future’ problem. I just don’t want to see a ‘Terminator’ type World where we have lost ‘sight’ of where the things we do ‘today’ lead-us into a nightmare World of Tomorrow.

Astrology: Guess Who?

April 3, 2018

Today i am not going to give you a biographical history of a person and then their astrological bits and then ask you to try and work-out ‘who it is’, no that has already been done too many times.

Instead i am going to look at the way in which you can read a book and try to work-out what kind of ‘signs’ they may have been born under, given their characteristics, given in the book you are reading.

There are no ‘real’ or right or wrong answers ‘here’ as its mainly just for ‘fun’, and as the author’s of books rarely give-out many details on exact dates and times of birth in fictional stories it can only ever be guess-work at best.

I am currently reading a book [unnamed] in which there are 4 main characters and although i’ve only just started reading it, i do know the radio series in full. Anyhow, the main character’s two men and two women each have distinctive parts to themselves, and as you read the book you get a feeling for which zodiac signs they ‘seem’ to be portraying.

The captain or commander with a very short temper and leadership qualities seems to me like a Leo, now the question is; is he a Leo Sun sign person? Because as we should all be aware, it may be that i am just picking-up on his Ascendant qualities or even his Moon qualities, [but that is doubtful as the Moon’s qualities are often only shown or talked-about as people’s more inner sides, and come-out in moments of intimacy in a ‘story’ and usually quite briefly to explain extra ‘plot’ etc], but with Astrology being so complex it could be i am seeing his ‘say’ Saturn in Leo side to his nature in what i have read so far, i don’t yet know. Remembering that its always possible for this ‘fictional’ person to have been born with ‘say’ Sun conjunct Saturn in Leo, but you get my point surely. It has to be guess-work when you’ve nothing but ‘narrative’ to go on, but that is ok in this instance.

But i feel ‘this’ person in the book, like in real ‘life’, tends in this ‘story’ to reflect mainly the Solar qualities of a person, his ‘full’ and ‘rounded’ nature [as this person is explained as being], especially when it describes a ‘person’ and the way they ‘act’ and ‘behave’, sure it could just as well that he has a Leo Ascendant which could/would ‘do’ virtually the same thing[s] too; in books its only when you read about a person’s more hidden and vulnerable side [in a description] that you come to suspect that it could be the Moon in any ‘one’ of the 12 signs that is being ‘talked-about’, again i hope you ‘get’ that point i made too.

I guess i’ll see if he remains ‘Leonine’ in a Sun or Ascendant ‘way’ as i read more of the story, but that’s more for me to see, not you, as i am writing this as an Astrological piece and NOT a critique on the book itself.

So, onto the other 3 people now.

The first lady who as the book goes-on to say later pairs-up with the Man just described is a much more practical woman who is quite beautiful, i would say it describes an earth sign and probably Taurus and if for the only reason that a Taurean Woman and a Leo type man seem more compatible than a Leo Man and a Virgo or a Capricorn Woman, and in this book the ‘two’ of them get on rather well with each other. She could be a Virgo type, as often [in life] a person ‘say’ a Leo Sun may have Mercury or Venus in Virgo and pick a Virgo Sun sign women for compatibility. But the clincher ‘here’ seems to be that this woman says very little, [in a way] when only ‘necessary’, which can often be the ‘way’ of a Sun in Taurus woman.

But here is where it becomes rather ‘tricky’ because later in the book it is shown the Leo type man for all his bluster is rather a shy man underneath and so his brusque ‘manner’ was/is just a mask of sorts to hide his shyness, so i think it shows he has a Leo Ascendant and a rather more Watery nature in there somewhere. Of course, the Woman may too be a Taurean Ascendant person, but as some/many women ‘mature’ quicker then many Men, its quite likely she has matured into her Solar qualities sooner, and of course in real ‘life’ many cross-ascendant-sun compatibilities ‘occur’. Like i said this is a guessing-game, with not much to go on.

Now, the other Woman who is much more sensitive, a watery type no doubt who is easily fooled for just good ‘ribbing’ and longs to know where ‘babies’ come from, [as a child] herself. She has to have Cancerian qualities, but in which proportions, we ask ourselves. I also say Cancer as she gets on well with the Taurean type woman as many people in these two signs do together. But her ‘goal’ is to reach ‘Earth’ and sit under the Sun and walk barefoot in the grass, so we may put all this together and see perhaps she is a Taurean Sun person with her Sun on the Midheaven [or ‘goal’ point] and her Ascendant is in Cancer, as this would fit her story quite well.

Or perhaps we have two Taurean Sun sign women or perhaps a Sun and Ascendant pair of women in the story? I am not sure.

Finally, the other Man, now, am i just reading about his Ascendant qualities first? because as we should all know, so far in the beginning of the book it seems that’s exactly what we have gotten with the other three main characters; in real-life it is well-known that we ‘often’ only meet the exterior qualities and manners of a ‘person’ if we say walk pass them in the street and especially if we don’t know them personally [you may get the Ascendant or Midheaven sense of a person, and even a quick ‘hello’ may not tell you, or allow you to discover much more].

Here, this Man is young active with a taste for adventure, but a steely resolve about who he is and what he does and says, he can get himself into some trouble, but is wise enough in ‘himself’ to quickly get himself out of it too. To me, he is every ‘bit’ Arien, self-reliant and able to stand-up for himself against the roaring blasts coming from the Leo type Man and able to laugh about them too, if only to himself to begin with, until he learns the two woman also chuckle at the Leonine type man too and now knows a bit different.

Again, am i just seeing his Ascendant manner and quality described? Yes, i think so, but his character is so unchanging through-out the story it makes me wonder if he isn’t an Arien Sun and Ascendant individual all rolled-into ‘one’, perhaps? His relationship isn’t as easy going with the/his woman as the other ‘pairing’ in the book but ‘if’ he is an Arien Ascendant and she a Cancerian Ascendant, then there is going to be some ‘fireworks’. And if he is an Arien Sun too, which is debatable, and she a Taurean Sun sign person then they undoubtedly [will] have different outlooks on life too.

But who is to ‘say’ why such pairings exist, and even why they shouldn’t. It may be something else in their astrological make-up’s which keeps them together. Or even as the only other ‘couple’ on board the ‘ship’ they [kind of had no other alternative] but to be together, if both of them were to get ‘some’ thing from being together, even if they were not more compatible in a ‘truer’ astrological sense.

Because Life doesn’t always afford you exactly what you ‘need’ sometimes, so you have to take the best of what’s on offer.

So, there it is a ‘story’ about a ‘story’ in the most ‘precise’ way i could put it to you, without going through the whole book.

As you hopefully saw, this ‘post’ was my attempt at explaining a bit about what we call Astrological ‘synastry’ or ‘compatibility’ is probably a more common ‘word’ to use.

Note: Fictional works like ‘books’ have to have some ‘basis’ on real-life, or how else could they be ‘read’, you know what i mean.

Astrology: Probably the best conjunction ‘over’ the World’

March 30, 2018

I don’t want to get into a long diatribe, so…

… with that in mind, i will suggest ‘if’ you are interested ‘go’ and find-out more about this subject for yourself, as i cannot add much more than is already known and out-there.

Now, why say [call this] ‘probably the best conjunction ‘over’ the World’? and still ‘yet’ not explain what i mean [or am talking about].

Simple, in this blog i hope i am mainly writing for people who already know or have an interest or an understanding in Astrology, and even if you don’t; don’t worry as you should still be able to follow it to some extent.

Let’s say some of you readers may have already guessed where i am going with this, but for those who are left wondering let me explain.

We are living in interesting ‘days’ [right now] as we have a ‘great conjunction’ overhead in our skies.

Mars is closing in on a conjunction [same sign and degree] to Saturn.

Why is this important? Well, normally it would be fairly remarkable, but this time it is happening in Capricorn, a sign where both Mars and Saturn are ‘strong’ hence i called this ‘post’ what i have.

For once i am not going to offer YOU any of my own words on what this could mean in terms of World events, no, all i say is look around you and see how in the past few weeks people and nations have pulled-together and i suspect will gradually pull-apart in their goodwill towards each other; as the planets dictate? Or are inclined to at the very least.

‘Great conjunctions’ do ‘Great’ things, if only for the ‘time’ of their duration.

This ‘one’ conjunction is one of the strongest ‘possible’ in the cardinal sign Capricorn with two of the biggest tough guys on the astrological block. It will pass, in time.

Note: you might think Saturn conjunct Jupiter in Capricorn was probably a bigger event and yes, it is in terms of duration and possible World events but in truth Jupiter’s weakness in Capricorn means the potential power of Mars in Capricorn conjunct Saturn ‘trumps’ [in playing-card terms] much of what Jupiter in Capricorn conjunct Saturn could ever come-up with as a ‘hand’.

I suppose only Jupiter in Pisces conjunct Venus in Pisces comes close, but in ‘terms’ of the power it can wield, it doesn’t come close, especially in political power. Unless it means more in ‘general’ in terms to a country, that is.

Read more, about these ‘great conjunctions’ because its worth knowing what you may see in the World around you and of course in your own ‘particular’ lives too.

Astrology: Stories, Stories, Stories.

March 27, 2018

Look around YOU ‘stories’ everywhere. I sometimes think that ‘this’ is all there really is.

The only story you ever really KNOW is your own. The REST are on an endless repeat cycle. People finding themselves repeating and doing the same thing just like the people before them.

Show me a person who isn’t interested in another person’s story and i’ll be very surprised. I would think the Air signs would probably be the top candidates in wanting to know the stories in Life and of people, then maybe Virgo’s and Sagittarians whilst the least likely would be Taureans, Ariens, Leo’s and Capricorns, but this is only a rough approximation of a guess from what i have seen in people of those signs.

I had to laugh years ago whilst in another place when i was told that two people had a ‘story’ going-on and that meant they were ‘lovers’ and it was best i just kept away from it, so i did. Whatever happened in the intervening years i have no idea and i guess i’ll never ask or know, and what was/is it to me anyway.

Being someone born with Jupiter conjunct the Moon and North Node in Gemini and also Mars in Virgo, i guess/know a lot of information, [for that is what ‘stories’ are after all], and a lot of it has come my way and i have had to ‘read between the lines’ to get the fullest picture i could, and a lot i have had to dismiss as the rubbish it is/was. Hearing the same old thing again and again has become boring, in a way and ‘so what’ if i know something about someone, its unlikely i will do anything useful or helpful with what i know anyway. Most stories are covered-up in some form or the other anyway and i don’t feel like peeling-back the onion skin layers only to find i didn’t want the ‘prize’ [if that’s what you can call it, at the end anyway]. Always ask yourself where this might potentially be going, whenever you are asked something, or if something is proposed to you; you may find yourself saying to yourself ‘i don’t want to know’ and how far am i prepared to go along with this? is another great question to ask yourself at the same time.

Is knowledge helpful? You can be perfectly ignorant and still have a reasonably happy life.

Considering how much is done for us, as a human race nowadays you could be forgiven for thinking why play my part in this grand social circus anyway, the electricity bill will still arrive at some point and the kids still have to be taken to school a lot of the time, but there you are, you are involved.

You could build a life in the mountains and go off-grid and kind of disappear and some people have made that choice, but self-sufficiency has its limits. You, well 99.9% of you anyway were born and recorded with a birth certificate and schooling and a work record so try to escape ‘that’ at say age 25 [near impossible] i’d say. No, YOU are known, and that’s all there is to it really. Sure, we see Films/Stories of a future where people have escaped into their own little World but within that film we always inevitably see the Authorities tracking-down and destroying those who went-up against those authorities, so what is the message ‘given’ to us there, i ask YOU.

Have all the STORIES already been TOLD?
The same MESSAGE is on repeat, maybe repackaged a bit, so the truly ignorant don’t really SEE what is being DONE.

Is it a loop we can’t escape from? Have we ever really tried?

We tread-on in the same old weary footsteps of yesterday, today and tomorrow, we try to bring a new perspective to our lives, quickly realising we can’t do much but carry-on much as we always have.

Innovation and new thinking, is it just an illusion? a false sense of purpose because we all have to MAKE ourselves carry-on, because is it the ONLY way we can do it, don’t ask me, ask yourself.

Astrology: deaf and blind

March 20, 2018

Ok, here i go again having a small moan and complain, but there’s a serious point to this.


Subtitling on your TV set, well i feel sorry/sad for those of the human race who have to read those because they cannot hear the actual words being said. I often have the subtitles ‘up’ on my screen and believe me ‘often’ they don’t exactly reflect exactly what is being said, i know it isn’t an exact science and mistakes can and do happen, and are usually corrected quite ‘well’ moments later, but there are ‘times’ when the deaf must surely have to work-out for themselves what exactly is actually being said.

The BBC News is a bad culprit, and i know its automated to some degree too, and with live News it must be hard to get it exactly right ‘all the time’ so i give them a ‘break’, still, it could be better, and i’m sure one day it has to [will] get better.

Now, you may wonder what Astrology has to do with all this? well if Astrology is anything it is a marker of ‘time’ or ‘times’ [meaning everything has its ‘moment’, and a astrological signature if you like] a time you can chart, a beginning ‘point’ which can be charted. Meaning if you start something at ‘some’ point in time the following life/events come from ‘out of’ that moment/minute in time. So, with that in mind if you launch/start the subtitling system at an [lets say an inappropriate time then the good/bad factors are contained within it] but this is also ‘true’ of most things and even people, its simply something that cannot be avoided in most cases, it is just what it is, and then ‘lived’ with, and then its able to be revised to some extent ‘later’.

Anyway moving-on.


Last night on the National and Local News programme we had a story about how people’s ‘homes’ were falling into the Sea due to rapid coastal erosion, i myself live in a town where just a ‘mile’ away there was a village which ‘now’ doesn’t exist anymore, washed-away by the Sea but that was over a hundred years ago or more i believe. Today, the poor people of Hemsby in Norfolk, England must wonder what the future holds for their village, and rightly so. The question is do we let Hemsby just get washed-away or do we save it? i have relatives by my brother’s marriage living in that village and so it affects me in some distant way. Its 20 or so miles away from me, but it doesn’t really matter if i had no-one living there that i knew, as the point is ‘people’s lives and homes are being destroyed.

Now, this is where the ‘blind’ part comes-in. It’s a case of money they say, do we spend many thousands of pounds saving this part of the coast, and the argument is, maybe its better to just let nature take its natural course, but they WILL spend money on protecting the more special parts of our coast, the money-making parts, but ’one’ man made a very good point and its this…

… if Hemsby isn’t saved then perhaps a sand-dune breach may see, the whole Norfolk Broads system being breached [the Norfolk Broads is an inland river network worth millions of pounds and pleasure to the British economy] so if we close our eyes to the problems of Hemsby further down the line the possible investment of a few hundred thousand ‘pounds’ of money may turn into what we could look back at and see was worth ‘giving’ as a nation [in terms of finance] if the final cost could run into millions and millions of ‘pounds’ in our future, if all was to go badly wrong. Are we so ‘blind’ to our possible future, i ask?

The animal the ‘Beaver’ has the right idea, if they see a hole in their ‘dam’ they work day and night to fill the small hole so the whole structure doesn’t get washed-away, and surely we MUST think the same way as this creature, or suffer the possible consequences.

That’s it really, these people and their lives need our HELP because remember it could, and sometimes is YOU that is ‘one day’, who is badly affected by adversity, is Money ‘saved’ or not spent in the short-term worth more than possibly spending a lot more money, time and resources later-on i ask you?

Let’s save what we can, while we can.

Remember: Hemsby isn’t the ‘only’ place being affected, it is truly a global ‘situation and problem’.

Update: I did get it a bit wrong in that if Horsey a village just up the coastline was breached in full the Norfolk Broads would be more threatened still as the Lady of Hemsby said on the TV last night Hemsby has more holiday-makers coming to it than I realised and so is a special and important place worth saving.

I urge YOU to find and SIGN their petition, its online somewhere I believe to get the British government to invest and save the lives and livelihood of that community.

Astrology: The World

March 15, 2018

You do wonder sometimes just what is going-on in this World?

Here in Britain in March 2018 you get the feeling that no-one is potentially safe outside their own front door or even inside it in some ways too.

So, what is going-on? Attempted Murders that’s for sure, political power games, oh yes, be certain of that. People flexing their muscles and strong-words too. But isn’t ‘that’ what we’ve always seen, i know i have. I do look at the World and think to myself ‘where is this all leading us too’? and although much can be seen and is obvious, so much of the ‘hand’ is hidden, someone is pulling the wool over our eyes and ears to stop us from seeing and hearing the bigger picture. I believe in part ‘they’ almost are capable of making-it-up as they go along, but also believe some kind of ‘plan’ must be part of the equasion too.

Its good to see people fighting-back, i liked seeing the ‘sign’ and reading and hearing those ‘kids’ in the U.S.A. stating that Guns that do ‘kill’ [as that is their purpose for existence] and should be banned, and yes people say they have guns for hunting animals, but its those self-same Guns in ‘general’ that ‘can’ [as a weapon] ‘also’ be used to kill humans, [and are used as a weapon to do such things]. Lives do ‘matter’, and in my eyes that means human or animal.

It does sadden me to think why we even need Guns in the World, it’s a plague on humanity which should never really even had come onto/into this plan/e if you ask me, but they did, so we have to deal with it.

I suppose Guns like many other extermination techniques play their part in the overall power-play that goes-on in this World, but as we have seen in England ‘Poisons’ are just as potentially effective. Life’s Circle turns, but ‘poison’s’ seem to have always stayed in vogue.

But why all this killing? Just to stay in ‘power’, and remain unchallenged. Is it really worth the sacrifices, i ask myself? I cannot put my mind inside another person’s and ‘know’ their reasoning, so looking at the World today, i can only conclude that certain people in the World today ‘want to rule the World’.

But, why let them, isn’t life tough enough already, and if the natural World goes, then what do ‘they’ ‘you’ or ‘me’ really have left? I get the feeling ‘they’ don’t really care that much so long as they get what they want, whatever that is? but couldn’t we the ordinary human man and woman etc also say the same thing !!

Astrology: The Graveyard Shift

March 3, 2018

Well, its like this… … i was out and about and in a village close-by and i went and sat in a church graveyard – then it hit me.

I was looking at Astrology right there directly in front of my eyes and of course directly below/beneath me too.

All those people who had lived their lives – each one was born into this World and had died, and had either been buried or cremated. I wasn’t going to browse the headstones, as i had no real interest or connection with/to these people, no, i sat there thinking each ‘one’ person had been born at a precise ‘deemed’ birth time/date and place and had lived until their time was up.

It reminded me that i too would [one day be there] under the ground [if i choose to be buried or cremated].

But the idea formed – that their lives had been different from each other but still similar in so many ways. Many had probably lived in that village or nearby during their lifetimes but more importantly ‘every’ one of them had lived their own life story.

They of course [if they could do it now], may’ve had quite interesting tales to tell, but of course now they couldn’t, fragments remain-on in the hearts and minds of others still living, but many had been dead for hundreds of years, so not much memory would be retained in this World of them, unless somebody, somehow/sometime made a record of the life that was ‘lived’, but often as we all know, its usually only the well-known people who are afforded that luxury.

To state the obvious, even those living now, will get the same fate to some extent, meaning, being forgotten about over time.

Then in the close distance i heard the laughter of a young girl playing, she was obviously enjoying herself, but all i could think of/about was that ‘that’ happy girl would go through getting older and all the usual things that apply in life and one day she might be old, and she would of course die one day and had lived her life. It was kind of lucky i couldn’t see her as ‘in the state of mind i was ‘in’ it was just as well, and i wished her no ill will. She herself might one day be in the very graveyard where i sat on the bench i thought.

Astrologically i know, or am quite sure that when we incarnate into this plane[t] because the signs are all around us, aren’t they? that some of us will be rich or poor or some of us known or not so well-known, all because of being born when and where we were, and into our own circumstances. I guess that some of us are destined to live just like that, and sometimes not much more. The wheels are in motion even before we are born. I do wonder if we are somehow destined to be born within the family [meaning parents that we have], and also whether its going to be a relatively simple existence or whether we are somehow cut-out for much greater things? I don’t really know.

Is it purely the Astrological made plain on Earth? I suppose i have to believe it is, at least to some extent.

All kinds of people were there under my feet, some would’ve made the best of what they were born with, but many common people the ‘folk’ probably didn’t stand much of a chance to go further afield than a field. Some may’ve not stepped farther-out than Norfolk itself, if born hundreds of years ago, but like i say, the people’s lives and deaths of the people there remain a mystery to me and i like it that way.

I asked myself – it had to be like that, didn’t it? [the circle of life] yes, if i believed in Astrology and ‘if’ being born when and where we ‘were’ came into it. Astrology had to be one of the answer[s] we are looking for, [at least in part] i thought.

So i was ready to depart and i said to myself, i never really knew any of these people and thought i could just move-on back to my Home and leave it like that.

Well, what could i do, i couldn’t bring them back to Life, all i could do was continue on my own life-path whilst i still had it.

Sure, there were a few more scenario’s i had ran through my head whilst i was there, but nothing that really adds to this story. They were gone, i was about to leave too, and now semi-rested i got-up from the Bench and moved-on back HOME.

Astrology: A load of ‘old squit’

February 10, 2018

Today, just a review ‘of sorts’ of recent posts on this blog and not much more today, before i get back to some real Astrology.

With this blog being not very well-known it came as a pleasant surprise to see my visitor numbers ‘rise’ when i wrote the recent ‘G’ series. I have little way of knowing how well it went-down with my readers, it certainly got less ‘likes’ or ‘gold-star’ ratings than many of my previous posts, but what ‘likes’ and nice ‘comments’ it did get i thank you for.

But it begs the question [in my mind at least] if ‘fiction’ of sorts and imaginary stories too are really my thing? Perhaps? or should i just stick to Astrology, i don’t know !!

You see, i have many ideas, but i seriously consider whether it is worth doing them?

I have started writing a ‘series’ of ‘stories’ on the Sun signs, i won’t go into details right now, but its just a way of illustrating the Signs through one big story split into 12 parts, i’m afraid you may never see it, if i decide to not go ahead with it, but as they say ‘you don’t miss what you never had’.

Am i a fairly good ‘fictional’ writer i ask myself?

For example: I have an idea for a children’s book [just joking] its called Myrtle the Turtle and Basil Jet, [a pun on a Turtle’s Head ‘look it up if you don’t know the English slang word’ and Joseph Bazalgette the Man associated with flushing our Toilets, and unlike those celebrity writers, [usually just cashing-in because of who they are], i am just going to say it’s an imaginary story about Potty training for children where you can tell them a story about how our food goes on its journey from mouth to final disintegration.

You see the Joke hopefully: and our World is just full of stories, isn’t it.

Now some Astrology, this is mainly for those of you that have Saturn on or in the third house, like me. As some will know the 3rd house has connections to Neighbours; and people with this Natal or even with it transiting through this house for a ‘time’ can find it challenging time[s].

Since i left from under my parents wings and their home, God have i had it tough, i find writing at home nearly impossible without some sticky beak poking their nose in where it doesn’t belong and/or kicking-up a fuss. I suppose we’ve all got our problems to overcome and although it is said ‘Love thy Neighbour’ you know… … i know with some of them that is not easy, near impossible in fact.

I say this to you as i’m seriously thinking of giving-up writing from home as, well let’s just say… … the force of Saturn in this building and its occupants makes it hard, damn hard for me to continue. It’s a force i just cannot deal with, so in the end it could terminate all things.

On a lighter note: i was sitting in a graveyard the other day, and realised it could/did inform me about a ‘post’ about Astrology, [the idea/inspiration for one], but whether you’ll ever see the post ‘The Graveyard Shift’ i don’t know, but believe me i was inspired.

Astrology: G13

January 26, 2018

Title: In conclusion

So, to G, [who was absent], my final comments.

It would be easy to say ALL LIFE IS A LIE and leave it like that, but that is never the full story.

MANKIND has the chance of resurrection every moment of every day from turning-away from that which is ‘wrong’ and going down the ‘rightful’ path but we choose to ‘sin’ because we can, but from birth to death we NEVER escape who we are and what we did, and ‘someone’ always remembers, usually ourselves or our friends etc and some people never forget our wrongdoings and hold them against us, even after our death, [which as bizarre as it seems is ‘odd’ even if its only for a little while, and especially when we’re no longer ‘here’], there is literally no escape from our PRISON reality, only fools believe they can act and there are no consequences for yourself or someone else, simply ‘put’ if you are going to do or say something then you MUST be prepared to live with it, consequences and all. Its Cause and Effect isn’t it Bob? he would’ve said.

All the cigarettes i have smoked will catch-up with me, all the love seed i have spilled on my groin in search of some sexual release is gone and wasted and there is no putting it back and most importantly ALL THE IDEAS I NEVER ACTED ON may as well never had been thought and it is USELESS TO RESIST it ‘they’ have GONE, and so will I be one day. THE RULERS are in CHARGE and I may as well not ever had existed, however hard i tried to RULE over my own life. Did I make a difference, well a little, but with the cards so stacked against you, [all of us], TRUE Humans were f***** from the start.

You see we are just slaves to the will of other forces which have it all sown-up and have done ‘so’ for years, we have not many options and certainly little CHOICE [but to go along with it] to some degree, my Words are but dust in the wind, people aren’t DUST but they might as well ‘be’ as all our rulers want is ‘drones’, [as we already are] in someway’s, in all but NAME. I gave-up years ago and the WILL to fight is diminishing by the day but i will have my say for what it is worth.

I cry for humanity and its LOST life and realise THAT ALL IS LOST and KNOW even one CRYING IN THE WILDERNESS will do little to HELP Humanity, but that is ‘US’ just ‘lttle lost sheep’ looking for a way home, and the TRUTH in my mind ‘is’ we aren’t going to find it through anything here on EARTH or anywhere inside our MINDS because [it is, and we are] FULL OF CRAP, disagree if you want, it’ll change little in my mind, readers.

I wouldn’t say I wish i’d never been born, it is A WONDERFUL LIFE and i’ve been touched by so many THINGS, but for GOD’S sake ‘we are so wrong in so many ways’ and only by changing our WHOLE attitude[s] to LIFE will anything CHANGE.

I am a hopeless SINNER and imagine ‘that’ situation will go on and on, I KNOW MYSELF and I AM NOT whiter than white.

And while G isn’t with me ‘today’ if he ‘were’ I would’ve said if i have convinced you of anything G i hope ‘it is’ within all the DECEPTION, it is DONE with an ultimate PURPOSE IN MIND and that is simply beyond my knowledge, i know what i know, and have seen and heard what i’ve seen and heard, that’s all.

I will now smoke another COFFIN NAIL [CIGARETTE] and mourn the passing of HUMANKIND and KEEP ME HEAD DOWN because as soon as this goes ‘VIRAL’ GOD KNOWS what may happen…

… THE S*** WILL DEFINETELY HIT THE FAN, [me being over-dramatic as usual] as no-one really likes being told HOW IT IS, or perhaps you do, i’ll not ask you ‘outright’ but leave a comment if you WANT, as my World View is just ‘that’ My Own. G probably would’ve said watch less of the NEWS as it definitely twists your Melon and i think that is right.


But as a lady once said to me… IT IS NOT ALL ABOUT YOU ROBERT and you know what it isn’t. But ‘that’ coming from someone with many planets in Leo around the Ascendant i wonder who it WAS ALL ABOUT in that instance.


And finally it with utter sadness that i have to tell ‘you’ that when i got home that evening at about 10:02 pm the phone rang and Gareth’s father said hello Robert, are you sitting-down as i have some rather sad news, Gareth died tonight!! he was hit in his car by a speeding driver and killed instantly, we’ll keep in touch but i do know he loved talking with you, i can’t really speak just now, so take care, and as he put the phone down all i could think about was how sad it was, and i cried for Gareth for a while, and then thought that i’d ‘now’ never ‘know’ what G thought about Astrology [in any definitive way] now, [his side of the story, if you like] but i felt comforted by telling myself i’d given it my best shot and maybe he ‘did’ come to believe, i guess i’ll never know.

If i’d seen him again i would’ve said i was sorry there was never much space for you in any of these post’s because as usual, i think i always had more to say than you, didn’t I, and he did plead with me to listen to him more, and i now wish i had, he was a good bloke.

I think if i’d seen him again he might’ve said something like ‘You’ are just an armchair Astro philosopher B, and yes, i suppose I AM. G, that would’ve been my reply.

Note: on a more positive note perhaps by the time this is published, the threat of Wars, Nuclear or otherwise may’ve lessened and also MANKIND’S better nature has come to the fore, and i know G would say, but you’re such a Doom monger Bob, and things were never as bad as you portrayed it and perhaps he is/was ‘right’ but i would say i stand by what i said in the Main, and if i don’t quite get ‘it’ then i don’t quite get it, but there’s little shame in that. And perhaps i should learn to laugh more and see Life for the joke it is in many ways, and take my own advice and switch-off from it ALL a little bit more.

Final Note: I hope you have enjoyed reading these conversations with Gareth readers, OK they were a bit HEAVY but they revealed part of the TRUE ME, [in a lot of ways] and just had to be said at some point in my life, and now i can move-on back to just Astrology for a while, after i’ve had some rest.




Astrology: G12

January 26, 2018

Title: Me and G’s day-out; with no Astrology in it; just a story about Life.

There was a knock at the door, i recognised it, it was Gareth’s but i wasn’t going to let him know that though – its all part of the game i suppose.

I opened the door and he said hello B i thought i’d come to see you, sorry i didn’t contact you first, that’s ok i wasn’t doing anything. So, what is it? he looked at me blankly for a moment, i knew ‘that’ look, the i’m bored look that many a youngster has when they have free-time but don’t know what to do with themselves, i’d been there ‘before’ myself, but do i do a Sherlock Holmes and explain what i see in the situation or do i let him come-out with it by himself, but G being who he is said, well Bob i am bored, i stopped him there and said sit down and we’ll talk for a while, i knew what was coming.

You see B, i’ve worked all week and now its Saturday and i’ve been looking forward to my free-time but now it is here i’m at a loss at what to do, i know G, let me tell you we’ve all been disillusioned at one point or another with ‘what is on offer to us as humans; as isn’t enough’ and the stark truth is we all have to make our own entertainment, its that’s simple. Also, we all have to pick and choose carefully what we want to do. You know how it is, if the TV or any ‘other’ thing doesn’t provide you with what you want then keep looking until you find something that does, eventually we all find our way, some people fit into something they like easily enough and others either need a push or just take longer making-up their minds.

The ‘mark’ of a Man is when he can be recognised for what he says, what he ‘is’ and what he chooses to do.

That can have its benefits and pitfalls too, so choose carefully.

It’s a lovely sunny day and we live very close to the coast, how about we enjoy a small quiet picnic by the sea and just talk, it might do you the World of good, do you have the ‘time’? of course you do, although after our conversation i’m not so sure how the weather will be, but how about it then?

It’s a wonderful view isn’t it and this sheltered spot keeps prying eyes and ears just far enough away so we can speak in relative peace, look at the ships and the windfarm, things/people working, when all we’ve got to do is eat/drink and talk. Yeah, i know ‘Life’ can seem like a prison when all the avenues seem locked and you don’t appear to have any keys to open the doors and walk ‘beyond’ but look where we are, in the fresh air with the Sun beating-down with food and drink and ‘time’ to kill, what more could we ask for?

Let me tell you a story G and hopefully by the end of it you’ll be glad you had nothing much to do today, and come to like that you can also just ‘choose’ to do the most mundane/boring thing[s] you can think of.

There was a man and his comrades in Northern Ireland in the early 1980’s who spent his time fighting for his/their ‘cause’, he undoubtedly did some horrible things to further his ‘cause’ and some people died because of it, but he was single-minded and he knew what he wanted… … and the system wasn’t giving it to him, so what did he do, give-up his struggle, no, he fought to his dying day to have it recognised, no matter what it took, you see G, the ‘system’ is really only a way of describing ‘what we want to do, and what we’ll accept and not accept’, we all have our ‘own’ and then there’s the wider system, but you can and indeed have to become a system within the system and try to create it/yours ‘big’ enough so it overthrows and replaces their’s [the main ‘one’] to some extent, but in a lot of cases it isn’t worth fighting fire with fire as ‘you’ the individual will ‘lose’, the simplest way i can put it is, the main ‘system’ knows how to take you inside of itself, and also how to merge any competing ‘system’s’ into their bigger-one so you’ll never win, yes, you may get a ‘concession’ but is that ‘ever’ really enough? and is that the right way too, i’ll let you think about that G, now, lets continue… … so, little victories is ‘in a way’ all we can ever have, making the main ‘system’ sit-up and take not[ic]e, and then they have to change, its always been the ‘order of the day’, up until ‘today’ as far as i can see. The Bully knows that if they can stop a man from standing-up for himself then he can’t challenge him further from then-on, and that goes for the main ‘system’ of control too, to some extent; the Bully has/is stopping him from changing the World, he [the Bully] has ‘ordered’, so, he/it remains in charge and has all the ‘say’ in matters concerning this person, and so is the ‘way’ of Government etc for centuries, but this man in Northern Ireland must’ve known somewhere in his heart and mind that this didn’t have to be the ‘case’. I suppose he looked for an Alternative answer.

If you had ‘nothing to lose’ because you were already in a ‘cell’ and everything was being denied to you, ‘you’ then have just two choices either ‘accept it’ or find a way to ‘fight back’ and so he did just ‘that’ he fought back.

First, [and here i admit i don’t know the full story of the Man i speak about, so i may have it slightly wrong, so forgive me if you the reader knows his story better than i do] but he must’ve ‘decided’ he was going to die for his ‘cause’ [i believe that is the correct version, once again forgive me if he didn’t ‘decide’ that was to be his/the ‘outcome’ readers], read-on anyway, it will make sense… … but i do know he was making his ‘stand’ and must’ve felt it was worth the possible ‘sacrifice’, but he wasn’t going to die for no good reason though, i’m pretty sure of that. He must’ve known to play them at their own game [political] was the only answer, and not to go through with it would be a ‘mistake’, it would’ve taken tremendous courage but in a way in his ‘situation’ he was as good as dead anyway, locked-away in Prison, [i mean] away from the outside World, but i know that is not everyone’s view of being in Prison. He wanted to be recognised as a Political prisoner and not as a common criminal who took part in heinous acts, i suppose he wanted his motivations to name him and not so much [i guess] the actual actions he took, but his ‘opponents’ would not recognise ‘these’ conditions he asked for, so he and others gave their ‘lives’ [for the main part/reason], to be recognised for what/who they were.

Let me stop you there B, you have left crucial parts of the story out haven’t you, i am only half following you, yes, you are right but hold-in there, it is only half ‘told’ and i’m sparing you some of the details just now, for effect, but it’ll come around, OK.

It may all have seemed like a ‘pointless act’ to stand-up for something – until death – to get ‘what you want’ with the possibility of not being around to see if you got it, [but remember that is what millions of soldiers have done throughout ‘time’], anyway the ‘system’ wasn’t going to cave-in to his demands and he must’ve known it, i guess, but not every ‘person’ thinks about being ‘there’ to reap the fruits of his labours i suppose, when so much was on the line. But the thing is G eventually his and the others actions did change things and led to more changes, their ‘efforts’ were rewarded if you like, they stood-up to a bullying system and although the main system didn’t change enough in the following years to give these men and their compardre’s their ultimate ‘goal’ [perhaps because more people want to live a certain way than the people who want the proposed changes, or perhaps they just want[ed] to live within the unmoveable system which is their protection, anyway that is going too deep into why two sets of divided people decide what they want, and what they feel is best for themselves, [the point is G] these people still made an ‘impact’ which went on for another 20 years and is still ongoing.

And that is what ‘you’ ‘we’ must all do, stop believing there is nothing out-there for yourself/ourselves and in your case G for the rest of this glorious day decide to either go find something that is given to you from the wider ‘system’ and accept that and be happy you have it or stop and think about say, 5 demands ‘the things’ you’d like to see happen in your life ‘today’, stuff which will make your ‘system’ of doing things for yourself override or compete with the main ‘system’ that is on offer to you, which clearly this morning wasn’t offering you [from your perspective] ‘enough’ to make ‘me’ your choice of ‘where shall i go and what should i do with myself’.

OK, so, i hope you got my point G, ‘you’ found little or nothing in what the main ‘system’ was offering you this morning of any value to you and you came to see me; i may’ve helped you, i may have not, but i’ll leave you to decide on that by yourself and all i can say is this evening when i’m at home watching telly its You who will have to decide for yourself what its best for you to do, to get what it is you want from life.

So, don’t look so much to outside ‘sources’ for help, ‘look to yourself’ as in the end it amounts to much the same thing, only you are now more in control of your choices and you didn’t just follow blindly, you actually thought about it, and overcame the arch-enemy which of course is ‘not deciding about things for yourself’. But of course i made the decision to see ‘you’ Bob, sure, well done.

Lets relax a while G, and after an hour of sun-bathing G said i must go soon but that was some ‘story’ B, or R [as your full name is ROBERT], it was as true to life as i could make it, [and just for you, if you know what i mean? i do B]; can i have some more food before i go, sorry G its all gone, i myself am full-up and so should you be G, after hearing all ‘that’ was spoken to you, anyway, you’ll find some more food tonight G, i am going on a mini ‘hunger-strike’ until i need to eat again that is, i laughed and G laughed too at our silly little joke, but i could still see, he didn’t quite ‘get it’ [being a lot younger than me], and that was where my story of the day had almost ended, and as i lay back in the sand, i said we’ll stay here a little longer, shall we?

And G said to me as i lay back on the SANDS, BOBBY you’re alright you are, you better believe it G.

I just knew telling stories could potentially be very dangerous, if for 1 you don’t know the full story and also if you don’t want to upset either side of two ‘people’s’ who had been Warring for many years, but i spared telling him that. And perhaps i had not chosen the right person to talk about [in general] in this story but the ‘idea’ was to show how a Life can be led, and give G a/the general idea of how he could see the ‘Lives’ that people ‘live’, and in no way was i siding with any side in this ‘story’ i thought.

Astrology: G11

January 25, 2018

Title: Questions and Answers

We are/were fully immersed in conversation and the questions keep coming and some answers too…

… so Bob, you say there is to be no coercion and if people don’t take it [Astrology] up for themselves then they simply miss-out, that is right G [and that goes for you too, free-will/choice], i can twist your mind but ‘refusal’ is good my man, better to be sure you don’t want something than to be undecided.

But what gets me B is… … many more people may use ‘Astrology’ than you realise, that is true G and if they do ‘good’ for them, i have no problem with that. So, what is your problem then B? its because i fear that statement is ‘not’ true, and people just don’t, and i know this, and although the media twists most of what we are ‘given’, when it comes to telling us what is ‘popular’ they lie a lot less as the public love to hear what they are doing ‘back on their television screens’ and so the truth is there to see, it only ‘revs-us-up’ into a capitalist frenzy so, if Astrology was more popular than i realise i’m sure i would’ve heard more about it in the wider world, populism ‘wins’ every time, so it is a no-brainer really. Perhaps more people do it on the ‘sly’ than you realise, ok G lets stop there as hypotheticals aren’t really my thing, unless there’s some point in/to it.

But of course as we should all know, the ‘media’ is one big feeding-machine and Astrology will perhaps never ride a wave of popularity ‘big’ enough to gain ‘sufficient’ coverage, and hype it up, forget it G, it isn’t sexy or profitable enough, unless they do a Hollywood Blockbuster where some youthful pretty and healthy ‘stars’ play out an Astrological story, but then saying ‘that’ all ‘stories’ have a big astrological base, [whether the makers and viewers realise it or not, it underpins everything] so, the revolution has perhaps begun, but was always here from year zero [in one form or another] or from the day when we discovered it B, yes i suppose you are right there G, and the only ‘crisis’ was when they took it away from us, but it is still here Bob, so how was it taken away? well like most things G ‘if’ it raised its head too high it was battered down to a more manageable level, but that is just ‘demand’ surely, it found its level, yes but don’t be naïve it was manipulated to that level and it has fought back to find its place in our society albeit a little dumbed-down now. But i can’t explain that in full to you G it would take too long.

It has ‘power’ but has been neutered, and when ‘something’ can change humankind in the way it ‘could’ it was [had to be quashed and dismissed somewhat] as so much ‘is’ when the powers that ‘be’ ‘demand’ it has to be. That’s a very negative outlook Bob, and not entirely ‘true’ is it, maybe so, but there’s some truth in it.

You see no-one likes a rocked boat, and as we police ourselves ‘seemingly’ the hidden hand that controls our movements wins again and we all fall in line and we are also denounced as ‘mad’ if we say otherwise, to the main ‘course’ of life and events, values come and values go, it is the way of the world my old son.

Look at the News, its like being constantly hit over the head and if you rant and rave at the screen it changes nothing. The pen IS mightier than the sword and it is only the media ‘outlets’ that can STOP the WORD reaching the MASSES that is why people talk to each other in small groups and bitch about this and that and why people of like-mind stick together, and why i write and play music because it comes from my HEART and MIND and has little or no CENSORSHIP and although i let ‘this’ [what some would say is ‘drivel’ come-out ‘freely’ to anyone who cares to listen], my lyrics and my music i take far more seriously than ‘you’ can imagine, along with what i write on this blog, [because i do believe it has some value, ok] and its because self-expression is important as we have little else we can Truly call our own, made for and by ourselves.

Honesty is unbeatable G, whereas Lies can be uncovered and the thing with ‘lying’ is… … it is only by consistently lying that it becomes their/a ‘truth’, but it is only comparable in one thing to honesty, its 100% consistency in inverting all that is honest. It is that black and white really.

I have been lied to all my life and expect to be for the rest of my life, some of the people i know the best have opted to lie to me ‘always’ and it is a breath of fresh air when they ‘rarely’ drop their guard, but to get them to do otherwise is like trying to get blood out of a stone, impossible. Do i blame them, no i don’t, we all make ‘choices’ and i make/made my choice[s] of how to react to it, it is laughable really and while they laugh at me for not getting it, little do they know… … I have been forced into a kind of insanity to ‘cope’ and it a dark and often painful place to be in, and will they offer me help to get out, no, not in ‘straight out’ help with help of how to overcome it, no, its more likely they will stick the knife in deeper, but have i asked them to stop, no, i can’t find my words or heart to ‘stand up to the bullies’ and i live with the consequences of this daily, sometimes for good but usually the bad.

They can see you are suffering surely B, yes, i am sure they can and for some of them it has become their motivation to continue, but over the years i have stood up for myself more. I am on ‘my’ side and that is all that matters.

I want to stand-up for Astrology ‘now’ and these ‘posts’ are my way of saying… … YOU FILL IN THE BLANKS, it is your mission to take it forward, [i hope you get the meaning of these words readers].

And in the meantime, the World crumbles down around us, and people are waking-up to Johnny Rotten’s words The QUEEN ‘she ain’t no human being’ and how if you help destroy the planet one day the people left will have nothing and you can’t eat MONEY and it is all rather pointless anyway as the Rich will **** off to another planet after this one goes tits-up. And there are countless other examples of ‘bad’ husband-ship, and no-one in the general population has any answers G because we are in a state of flux and kept within that vortex and even if we find answers it is only answers to pointless questions, the game of life has been devised to be unbeatable and whilst we kill, rape and torture it answers nothing, live within yourself is my ‘answer’ and accept your limitations before they STOP you from even being a SHADOW of yourself, i know it’s a hippy and punk kind of philosophy but it isn’t said and espoused for no real reason G believe me.

Most people admire the man who knows ‘himself’ from an early age and don’t be deceived G people know what side they are on and what they are ‘doing’ [in the most part] and [i say] come any form of Judgement ‘they’ will do their upmost to not accept the answer fully missing-out on the fact that they have been living with self- judgement from day one, and as i have said before no-one escapes themselves, and whatever ‘level’ you choose to live at… … death claims us all, and only the invisible beings who pull-our-strings have over-comed that, or so i believe or am led to believe. WHAT HOPE FOR OUR FUTURE is the only REAL question G.

I know all this sounds rather MAD G, but is it really? the TV hasn’t changed or offered anything NEW of ‘Worth’ for years as far as i can see, and some TRUTHS remain and why not escape from what you don’t like into something you do, i will ask you again soon if you are starting to believe in Astrology more, and whilst we may not have ‘seemingly’ brushed-upon much Astrology today, we have by just being ourselves and talking in our own ways from the Heart of our beings.

I did promise more than just Astrology in our conversations after-all.

Ok Bob, until we meet again then, keep thinking about what i’ve said G.

Astrology: G10

January 24, 2018

Title: Can you live without Astrology Bob?

I would rather not G, you see after fifty-one years certain parts of my ‘life’ are built around Astrology, and to do so would be like knocking limbs of the body for no good reason, but don’t you want to be free of/from Astrology Bob? what knock it on the head completely G and pretend it just doesn’t exist, well that’s stupid, but anybody ‘can’ do that with anything B, but its not advisable [not to go forward with something, when you see something in it] etc etc. No, once again G, it has become as essential as eating and drinking to/for me and i’m not denying myself the ‘goodies’ at my age, [to give in now and say it was all a waste of time] is not for me, especially when i don’t think it is/was. You see G many people will never give up their beliefs and to make it ‘so’ they will go to the ends of the Earth to protect their beliefs. Sure, if someone points a gun at your head and makes you recant, you will probably recant ‘anything to live’ that is i suppose, but thankfully that only usually happens if your beliefs are stopping another’s from becoming dominant, and it is ‘only’ by a willingness to be ‘used’ that Astrology ‘will’ become dominant, anyway i don’t see it as a ‘threat’ to any establishment, rather a possible help, and let’s hope it always remain so.

No, television is the ‘dominant’ factor in many people lives because there is usually something for everyone, the same goes for the Internet, i suppose Astrology [has this too, in many respects] but it seems it has had its day and people move-on, its appeal is limited in most people’s mind, it is ‘old-hat’ and has nothing it can ‘offer’, [or is it just dormant?], and will it ever be appealing again, to the masses, i don’t just know. People rarely look at themselves anymore, [in any great detail Astrologically that is], stories on the News about what is happening to other people have taken-over, we want to see who has failed and who has achieved at this thing we call ‘life’ and the in’s and out’s of people’s psychology seem irrelevant to most, because many people think [don’t we all have the same motivations these days] and even if we don’t, people just aren’t that bothered in your rather boring personal story anymore, unless you belong to the ‘me’ generation, and have all that outward bravado and front, which lacks any real substance, ha ha. Has the human story just moved-on, i ask you, no more looking inside yourself, unless you really have too, for some i think that is the case.

Perhaps we’ll turn-back to self-discovery, but i somehow feel the TV would’ve had to had spewed-out the last bit of entertainment and the Internet the last bit of information that anyone stills needs to know before we do so, and we were almost forced to fall-back into ourselves, even now no-one really goes on the Internet for information, no, watching people have sex and the funny things animals do is more entertaining and television is now regarded by those with any brains as something you put on ‘only’ when there is something you really ‘want’ to watch. But aren’t you missing the point Bob, TV is just entertainment and in one way its not meant to be ‘real’ or reflect real-life, if only so we can escape our ‘real’ selves and lives for a while, yes, i know that.

No G, give me something i can relate to on a personal level and i’ll investigate my life and perhaps a few close others, or somebody i admire like a musician.

It is a small closed World ‘ASTROLOGY’ but it means more to me than the lives of hundreds if not thousand’s that i see parading their ‘stuff’ on television.

So, exactly what do you do each day Astrologically B, well without an Empheris [table of the planets positions] i would be quite lost, its daily aspectarian is invaluable and knowing where the Moon is [which sign] is always important, but it is the ‘connections’ it makes inside my mind to past knowledge which feeds the future through the ‘now’ which is always important to me, it also keeps the ‘mind’ alive and ticking-over. Because i want to ‘know’ the ‘times’ i am living within and just to be able to say to yourself/myself ‘the planets are like this today’, and the mental imaging’s that it brings is again invaluable, i suppose the secret is… …you are building your own World for you to walk about in and for some of us that is more real and needed, than the World of [most] Men.

I was told more than once as a child ‘i lived in a world of my own’ and i know that is true, but although it was meant as an abusive term to shake me out of it, it just made me proud to be recognised as someone capable of escape, if only for a shorter and shorter time as i grew-up, although it has become more longer again in the past few years.

Anyway G, do you know what an Astro-Clock is? No. You and many others but there we are, it is like a watch but instead of the hours 1-12 it is Astrological, and… … he says, rather cynically [the git].

Another thing G about Astrology i love is the circular nature of Astrology, it is almost like a roulette wheel [but you know where the ball will stop, because that is the ‘NOW’], i mean on which part of the wheel, [the numbers] if you like, but doesn’t that take the chance element out of the game? I felt like hitting him, no G, Life ain’t no game and God has given us a fighting chance through Astrology but even I don’t look too far ahead.

Then i said [i should, as everyone should] because we could/can ‘plan ahead’, with a certain certainty to ‘what our future holds’ and then we would be able to mould our lives ahead of time.

Surely you have planned ahead a bit Bob, no, it is ‘that’ classic thing… … if you see the same yearly pattern ahead of you, [the solar year] and are happy and wrapped-up in that you almost become blind to other possibilities within its/the system, it is like living happily in your village and never going to the nearest town or city or the wider world; and no-one wonders ‘nowadays’ if life ends on Earth, but the Space Programme limits our ‘wondering’ rather than expands it, not because someone else is doing it for you, no, it is done so we don’t get to thinking about our space neighbourhood and beyond, like a block to ‘where does it all end’ and many will accept that, and do you think when Hollywood gives us its latest ‘way-out’ films like the Adjustment Bureau and Prometheus it is opening-up life’s potential, no, it just gives-us our limits and no-one goes any further, ‘think for yourself’ G and don’t inform yourself from their starting-points is my advice, as at least ‘you’ then have a chance of discovering something real about and for yourself. But without these films and the ‘like’ a lot of people wouldn’t even know where to start thinking about something B, well let me rephrase it then, watch and listen but do not take-on their knowledge, come to your own conclusions.

Its like i said G, i live in an Astrological Cul de Sac [as do many people, in so many things in Life] and that is sad when i know all that i could be doing, and all Astrology offers, but i’ve made my choices.

Take the future, [this was written some time ago remember], we have a Mars/Saturn conjunction coming up in early Sagittarius and although it is important to know it is in Sagittarius it is more important to know where it sits in our charts, it is slap bang on my 12th house cusp, so i sit in isolation at present, anyhow every two and a bit years this conjunction will be ‘elsewhere’ in my chart, usually in the next sign because of how slow Saturn moves, but with this conjunction it is almost like a time marker, you know that this ‘time’ you disappear because its in your 12th [or i do] and next time it will be in your/my 1st house, so it will be affecting your/my personal ‘life’ more, [although it has to be said here each astrological house is still your personal life but in another ‘form’], sure if your astrological ‘houses’ are long [many degrees long] it may not move out of one into another for some time, but from this one bit of information you get to ‘see’ and ‘know’ when the ‘things’ signified by your Mars and Saturn ruled houses come together, [and in a way ‘it must be said’ it is just as important or more so] for those born with Saturn in conjunction to Mars in Capricorn for every time they conjunct it must be ‘interesting’ if ‘only’ for where they do their ‘stuff’ in those person’s charts; but for most of us mortals born with Mars and Saturn in multi-varying conditions/aspects this conjunction it would be just another ‘time’ of concentrated power, like they are used to most of the time, although in Mutable signs [this time] ‘Sagittarius’ that ‘power’ can waver somewhat.

Anyway, my point about Astrology is this, it is all there to be made the most of, and it goes on and on all throughout your life, and was there before you were born and will go on long after you are dead, and if that doesn’t excite you G nothing will, Astrology truly gives us a sounding-board to sound-off about ourselves, and much more, and if you say some people don’t like talking about themselves i will hit you, as people can’t help ‘but’ express themselves and sometimes words ain’t even necessary.

Anyhow G, i might not have convinced you to believe in Astrology [once again] but everyone [even you] could ‘use’ it even without even fully believing in it, as strange as that might sound. I say this because i use Money but i don’t really believe in it, because in a way ‘disconnecting’ is a common 21st Century disease/theme, so i say you should ‘believe’ in it even if you don’t quite get it, you can always get it a bit more later.

But i am glad something like Astrology is here because if it wasn’t it would have to be invented. Do you think if there were no planets in the sky, [only the Sun and Moon] Astrology would’ve taken-off, well no, obviously it would have been ‘something’ different, but in a way the planets are only ‘symbols’ and something for us to pin something onto, their power is they are ‘beyond’ the earthly realm so the connection had to be made really, we are dying [not literally] in this technological age to move-on from this earthly situation of ourselves, but in the end the only answer we should be searching for is how we got here in the first place, wherever ‘here’ is anyway, this Earthly realm. And if we want to go out and find other ‘life’ forms we need to think how we got here ourselves because the end of a matter is really only the beginning again; as in a ‘conjunction’ aspect in Astrology ‘the circle of life’ connected, but no, we seem unable to rise to that kind of thinking, why don’t you do it Bob, no, i know my limitations G.

We think we will go on into the future [forever and ever] but eventually you have to come back to the beginning, that is why conversations end and begin all over again and often go over the same familiar ground again, and why? because only so much can ever be known and i suppose until the human race sits down ‘collectively’ and says ‘ok’ this has been done and what is left to be done and what is still left to be known will we ever get ‘close’ to our purpose of why we are here. But perhaps the final answer will never be known by mankind, i don’t know.

But with every ‘person’ born… …we have new chances to put a new ‘take’ on life and perhaps if I had never been born someone else may never had the chance to become who they are, we all rub-off on each other for better or worse and in the end that is all most of us can say we did, is have an effect on whatever the ‘outcome’ of this thing we call ‘LIFE’ is, and not much more.

I am not going to make the sky fall away, even though i’ve always thought the Sky would look better if you looked-up and saw ‘your’ thoughts emblazoned on it, and sometimes i wish our bodies didn’t feel the pain it did, but if we lost our emotions we might as well be robots. No, the future is wisely hidden from us, but we all need to take our future back and ‘that’ means making yours from yours right NOW, or you’ll find someone else ‘living’ what should’ve always been YOURS.

Ok that’s enough for today G, i’ve given you a lot to go-on, so think-on, ok Bob, that was ‘great’ but aren’t you still getting away from your Astrological ‘points’? i just stared at him in silence for a while and then said go now G and come back again fresh, and as he left, i knew i still had more work to do, but i knew he was much like me, and enough wouldn’t be enough until one day it ‘might be’ or ‘was’.

Astrology: G9

January 23, 2018

Title: Beliefs

I haven’t been to Carrow Road Football Ground in years G but here we are on our way to watch Norwich City FC [The Canaries] trying to beat Crystal Palace [The Eagles], yes Bob how was it in your day? Violent, very violent, i mean supporter wise, mainly, if you had been here in the old Barclay Stand when Manchester United came to play you would’ve been hit with coins from the opposing ‘fans’ and God knows where the Mancs got their money, 50p’s would fly over between the rails and for me that was half an hours work ‘almost’ washing hundreds of cups and plates in a busy restaurant yet they came and came and i thought Manchester was supposed to be impoverished at the time, obviously not their ‘fans’ [or they just didn’t care as long as they could hurt someone] they were ‘animals’ really as many football supporters could be back then, enjoying their day out and returning to Manchester drunk or stoned as they had been all day, Mental it was.

Did you get hurt? No, you could stand back if you wanted, but it was more likely Bernie Pattison or [Patterson] would piss on your leg and ‘that’ did happen, Bernie who? Never mind, its gone now, and he was a Norwich fan who had just drunk too much, so abuse on both sides Bob, yeah i suppose so. Anyhow, everyone ‘now’ sits and the behaviour in ‘grounds’ is much more civilised. Let’s talk about today, now, if it was a straight fight between an Eagle and a Canary who would win? It would be a slaughter Bob you know that, yet we have ‘faith and belief’ that today it won’t be, don’t we? well, duh yeah, but we’re not strictly talking about animals anymore are we, yet, seriously it is all down to form and position and ultimately ‘hope’ as it is with all football games, although some ‘games’ seem a certain win or certain lose, [due usually to current ‘form’], we are both in the lower half of the ‘table’ but Palace are on the ‘rise’ and our ‘form’ is bad, but you know that isn’t always how it works-out B, sometimes the ‘team’ just has a really good game and beats even the top placed team, yes occasionally but only ‘once in a blue Moon’ G.

Football is like a religion to some people G ‘My Gods are better than your footballing God’s’ and we will prove it to you, but when the final whistle goes, as in WAR the score is equivalent to the number of dead and the battlefield is/was the football ground you’ve just conquered and left, and just like Wars the supporters look back and say do you remember our victory at say ‘Derby’ in [whichever] year, it ‘football’ is just WAR by another name, every Saturday [and some-times in week nights too] for nine or ten months every year, oh stop it B you are taking all the fun out of it for me. Those Manchester United fans didn’t stop G and wouldn’t until they got the result they wanted and if they were ‘losing’ well all Hell would let loose, it was life or death to them, and perhaps in a way it should be.

Beliefs are funny, believe in yourself Gareth and not in false Gods, it is only because ‘you’ are not out there playing for yourself, that you put your belief in someone else, someone much more stronger than you, and skilled in defeating the enemy. I want to go home B i’m turning the car around and forget the ‘game’ you are spoiling it for me, oh no you don’t, you follow your beliefs G and i will look at the ‘horrors’, well shut-up about it all then.

Ok, now let me tell you about Astrology and Football, oh, do we have to Bob, yes, and you may find this interesting, it is possible to almost ‘predict’ with some certainty the outcome of a ‘game’ before it starts although it happens more precisely with one off games like ‘finals’ as we can give some ‘factors’ [planets] to the ‘home’ team or sometimes which is just as likely we give them to the ‘favourites’ to win and some other planets to their opponents [if we have no personal preference to a team usually] and with a bit of astrological calculation we see who the ‘chart’ favours and work-it-out from there, i won’t bore you with the details but it works [if you know what you are looking for], oh come-on Bob, the Winners before the game is played, oh yes, what is the point in playing the game then? working-it-out in ‘reality’ i suppose is my only answer to that. Did you look at today’s game then? oh no, i don’t want to spoil the enjoyment of not knowing, funny Bob funny.

I am not alone though, 27 000 people will be there today all NOT wanting to KNOW the outcome, waiting just waiting for the result, and rightly so for many, while spoil life ‘with knowing’ the ‘outcome beforehand’, right.

Yes, i know what you mean, we ‘all’ scream-out loud B that we want to know what in the Hell is going on most of the time, but if ‘life’ is revealed in all its ‘complexity’ and we become like GOD and know everything [it takes the fun out of things], like Football, exactly G. So, Astrology could be seen as a gift and a curse B, i suppose G, but ‘happily’ its out-of-the ‘hands’ of many who could ultimately abuse it to any great degree, in this day and age, well to my knowledge anyway G. Think what money some people could make with the right knowledge, but i’ve nothing against sticking it to the bookmakers G, as they know what kind of business they are in, would you do it Bob? no, money has little interest to me, and you might be easily put-off if you didn’t win enough ‘times’, as can/could happen i know i would be.

You can see in Astrology why God rules in heaven and why the earthly things have different ‘attributes’ but ‘only’ if all is going to plan meaning ‘AS ABOVE SO BELOW’ but how much do we spot God plans B, not that ‘often’ and although Astrology helps, we are still poor interpreter’s, meaning what B? meaning if we are playing the GAME OF LIFE correctly and all goes well. But there are ‘Twisters’ in Life and there are men and women who will try to divert the natural order and put their agenda before the grand agenda, and don’t get me wrong we need these people but as they vie for power over us and get more power all we ever see is ‘them’ trying to kill each other off, which at the top-level isn’t such a bad thing if you ask me, but for the average-man its not good, you only have to look at the top structure of Life and how it goes [works-out] i suggest you just sit back and wait, i say either join-in or opt out NOW, because the choice always comes to you eventually.

We are all FREE to believe in what we want to [however misguided] and free to change our path at anytime, although time and past choices do catch-up with us as we/i well know. It’s a material World and ‘time’ in a general sense is not on our side, and some of us have been dealt a pretty bad ‘hand’ from the ‘start’ but most likely the correct ‘one’ for our ‘purpose’ our [FATE] if you like G, this may seem gibberish but Life has just got to be handled in someway.

Our Fate is like a Hamster locked in a cage and someone is laughing at us because only they have the power to unlock it and let us roam free, and like we know if we can’t feed ourselves we die, that is why beyond ‘love your neighbour as yourself’ protecting children and animals and people who can’t or won’t help themselves are the most important things in life, if you ask me, i wasn’t Bob.

Yet, are we ready to be ‘helped’ and doesn’t all the bad come upon ‘us’ because ‘someone’ else ‘can’ and ‘will’ do it to us and doesn’t the GAP always get filled G, if not by yourself then by another, SENSE YOUR OWN STRENGTH are fine words but when the odds are ALWAYS stacked against YOU then it is easy to believe you will NEVER overcome the obstacles in front of you, but remember who put these things there? YOU, LIFE, YOUR ENEMY, YOUR GOD, if one thing is TRUE in a World of FEAR then it is often I CAN’T MOVE UNLESS YOU MOVE, and as we skirt around ‘others’ we start to see just how TRAPPED we all are.

Turn the Radio on G i want to see my words come back to me over the ‘airways’ because you don’t get your SAY in this world without the World answering back in some form, Radio Norfolk please.



So, we turned back for home… … it was quiet G wasn’t in a good mood, his day was spoilt.

P.S. After i said all this to G it is/was becoming clearer that often we only ditch our beliefs to believe in something new or different, DUH, obviously you say [as readers], we must believe in something even if its a belief in nothing. But for most of us humans it never goes that far, no, we watch television and gain many of our daily beliefs from it and then we watch Youtube and we are open to a much more varying type of information, [and i have to say here i was also thinking Astrologically its like TV is being humanity’s third house and the Internet its ninth nowadays generally].

And when G finally got over it i said just let me do the talking now and let me take a small diversion, in my thinking now and let me tell you ‘what is on my mind and kind of disturbing me and finish-off what i said earlier, ok Bob, i’ll listen.

I Bob believed only Humans existed on Earth [perhaps it was only because i had never heard of Reptilians before, ‘it is as simple as that’] and maybe because ‘no-one ever mentioned it to me’ or ‘because if TV ever mentioned it me or even ‘you’, you just weren’t wise to it’ and then you/i see lots of video about Reptilians so you start to think/believe in a new mindset but at the end of learning as much as you can bear on the subject and other related subjects you realise you are just replacing one belief system with another, and you may say and think you have moved-on but really you’ve just filled your mind with another set of beliefs and now you have a fight in your mind between the old and the new and who will sort it out, YOU? possibly, but you have to live with this split in the real World and now with a full mind you have little space to find any different beliefs, the one’s that ‘were once your beliefs’ and what ‘now’ dominate your thinking, and you have got [or lost yourself] within two opposing factions of what life is… … the ‘classic’ if it isn’t this way then its that way, filling your head, so you are not free [in mind] to see it could be any number of ways, the ‘my God is bigger and better than yours’, so i say this to myself and others, belief is important to show what means the most to you, but terrible if it binds you to thinking along one track whilst dismissing what could be equally important.

I am not a fundamentalist or an extremist in most of my thinking despite the way i rant on about Astrology, no, in my more ‘normal’ mindset i see people come into this World as children of all nations with their own ideas on things and no one really wants or needs parental clones or religious clones or any type of clones, as the simple truth is this World only keeps fresh and progressing forward if the children with their own [beliefs] ‘and God knows where they come from’, are allowed to ‘flourish’ within themselves and develop. And God knows there are so many things in this World trying to stop this from happening naturally, let the children [do and for] themselves i say.

If you can keep the children like their parents before them, and if schools can give you no hope of a World any different to the one their/your parents got, and if you are told like i was, [that i’d never see a Robert Nunn world, and you start to believe you cannot impress yourself on this World and make it in your own image, sort of, by just being you], then ‘they’ have won also ‘they’ have won the next 60 odd years of your life, that’s always important to remember G.

So choose to live not in the ‘ravages’ of a either/or; but ‘live’ from without, meaning that ‘which’ you can take from within the system and then open-yourself-up and smash-down the walls of the mental prison stopping you from being you, simply start believing in yourself, after-all the ‘system’ is only in ‘place’ because of You, or We, as the human race haven’t yet put another in its place, [and maybe one day we’ll not even need any ‘system’ at all, that can be described as the ‘system’ we once knew] and remember it/life was kind of stolen from you from birth, so you are only taking back what was originally yours to begin with, so where is the crime in that? and remember what most of us are really ‘doing’ is just ‘time’ in one form or another.

And with that last ‘rant’ we arrived home and G yawned and said see you later, nothing else, i guess he had just had enough of what to him must’ve been a terrible day, with no football match and me continuing my long saga of getting him to listen, i might’ve enjoyed it, but it was a hollow victory i thought as i sat once again on my sofa, and thought, well at least i kept trying.

Astrology: G8

January 22, 2018

Title: Family ties and me

And it’s a long one, [post] that is.

Hi Gareth on the prowl again are you, what? oh it is what my father’s mother use to say to me when i turned-up unexpectedly at her house and would hang about for a while, with no real purpose in mind, although she’d say she was pleased to see me, you know it was all a big ‘nothing’ for me [going there], i mean ‘just hanging around’, although looking back i definitely shouldn’t have, i should’ve savoured those days more, and although we’d only ever share small tid-bits of information about mine and our families lives [although my boredom with life seemed to my most motivating factor now i come to think about it] of just turning-up, we strangely never shared ‘more’ than i already knew about them, it was just the Nunn family way, but as i did find-out there [in my grandparents home] ‘if you don’t make the effort to connect’ then all the ‘rest’ was only ever just guess work.

I loved my older relatives but i could never ‘really’ make the/a breakthrough, but it seemed like i was never meant to, and fair-enough. You see i was never known as ‘someone’ [or ever have been] and in my own individual life-story, I am ‘just’ R [Are] Nunn [No-one], a Nobody, a No-where Man, someone aptly named i think. Anyway, what do you want G…

… oh you know, [delightful i thought], but move-on B, i just thought i’d come and see you.

Is it a story you are after G? I do not have one, what do you mean [no story] you are full of them, yes, but so ‘few’ about my real ‘self’ G, what? your whole blog is filled with ‘this is me’ B, so what do you mean by that?

Yes, given G, but only as an/the Astrological ‘example’, but i’ve never really lived G, well what is stopping you B?

Connections G, i’ve never really made them, i’ve lived my whole life in my head, my/the [safest place for me to be] and although the opportunities were ‘there’ to some degree i never really took them, i was scared, i simply didn’t want to go down that road, but i did want to also, if you know what i mean. I guess i became too choosy and was left with nothing.

So now you sit at home B and wait for a tomorrow that never comes dishing out advice on how to live, it is pathetic, and with ‘your’ life running-out by the day, you really should give up smoking, i know, but it is truly one of the only pleasure’s i have, yeah until you die from it… … you know it is all going to end badly for you one-day and then it will be too late and it will be a wasted life, oh you don’t have to tell me ‘that’ because i know ‘that’ only too well; so cut it out B and live a little longer, no-one wants to see someone die when it can be prevented, look G i still mourn my grandmother who died from smoking her whole life and i know what that ‘loss’ feels like ok, still i swore that day that i wouldn’t go-out like she did and as you see i haven’t lived-up to that, because there are many hours between morning and bedtime and they are ‘interminable’ and smoking is just a coping mechanism and they break-up what would otherwise be a very hard day to bear, and i’m sure that many smokers feel like that, but that is ‘rot’ and you know it, there were ‘times’ when you didn’t smoke and you managed ok, so why not turn the clock back, it’ll all end badly Bob, shut-up G and change the record/subject, OK.

What i don’t get about you B is why? why be a refusnik, why not live a little? Oh, i have tried and made a right fool of myself ‘into the bargain’ and the time for laughing is over. You are the classic grumpy old man Bob, and in terminal decline too, i agree with you, but its getting later all the time, and perhaps i have seen my way, but its more likely i have not.

That is like ‘you’ isn’t it, you have slammed the door of ‘life’ firmly closed and you are refusing to open it again.

As i said the cards are ‘firmly’ stacked against us [all of us] and… … but they aren’t, ‘are they’ !!, look at you B, you can move and you have all your limbs and some sense in that mind of yours, you aren’t bodily ‘unable’, just mentally unwilling, you have some money so could almost do ‘whatever’ you wish/want, and there are millions who can’t, yet you won’t do it, you waste your gifts and yet… why? for God’s sake WHY?

You say we live in a PRISON yet you want the doors to be locked tighter and the punishment to be harder, no wonder you get the ‘life’ you want.

You tell the World to wise-up but i’m telling YOU to wise-up. What is wrong with ‘living’ anyway?

I will tell you this ‘Bob’ [and i know this sounds like you talking], it is the people in comfort who tell the poor they can have a better life, yet will they give-up their CAKE, no, the poor will take the/ir cake away and say if you aren’t eating it and just hoarding it away then we’ll eat it for you, look i’ll stop you there G and finish it for you, i have been borderline ‘poor’ all my life and just by the grace of God pulled through; ‘survive’ we are told by those who impose their ‘system’s’ to keep us that way, and whilst they grow ‘rich’ on ‘others’ labour and live lives we can only aspire to [if we want to], but ‘God knows why we would’, as we would become like those who enslave us, all because we don’t see the ‘connection’ about the CAKE being eaten by them, [and the rich and powerful want to keep it that way] but i will do my upmost to remain at a level [in which] i feel comfortable, with all my ‘thoughts’ on the welfare for/of the common man. I have fought long and hard to remain in this position G and just like ‘them’ i am not giving-up on that easily, and ask this question, would they give-up their wealth/position? do we see ever it?, NO, they never do, and there is no sign they ever will, it’s a kind of stalemate, everyone keeps their ‘positions’.

No, G, my point is, i am giving my CAKE away now while i can, the rich and powerful rarely do, unless forced to. I am giving these ‘conversations’ away Gratis in the hope that it may spark ‘something’ in the like-minded. Ha, you, you’re as tight as a knat’s chuff, no G, not when there is a lot at stake, in a subject like this you can’t be mean. But our ‘conversations’ what ‘value’ could anyone find in these, believe me after they are written-up ‘someone’ will ‘get’ it, to the casual reader they are/ will be seen as a ‘joke’ but there is something ‘more’, if they/you see the whole ‘picture’ in it, you are deluded, ‘who’ do you think you are B, it is hardly Shakespeare and you ‘revealing’ great truths, don’t make me laugh, you are right G, but we all know the Moon landing were ‘fake’ and we know there is a dome above our head and that our Reptilian overlords control every aspect of life and some people are in on it, and ALL entertainers and media people are also the Reptile type, you and many others may say this B but there is little real proof.

No G you are wrong every ‘leap’ is made by following the few clues they give out, [and they don’t do it willingly] and WHY do we only get ‘glimpses’ of their real identities usually through their eyes, and still no ‘hint’ of their plans? Because, like any ‘good’ deceivers they can only keep us fooled by ignorance of their real plans, they taunt us but cover it in so much confusion, no wonder no-one can see their/a plan and the truth’s within it, we must persist until it just cannot carry-on anymore, but there should always be a plan B for life, or there should be, on both sides, and i’m just playing a/my ‘role’. Still we live as they ‘insist’ for NOW.

But how do you know this reptilian thing is true? I’ve seen the clues, and although i may or may not have met ‘them’ in person, their [or some ‘one’s’ or ‘things’] handiwork is obviously on show in the World, but why hate them? I only hate the bad work i see done G, but if they are as bad as i think/believe they are or could be, i don’t think i want to meet them, or whatever ‘force’ is doing the ‘work’.

You know in East Germany everyone was an Informer because you couldn’t afford not to be, and in ‘life’ some people know how the ‘enslavement’ works, and others do not, [it is a/the world-wide phenomena, now], i suppose it is/was a ‘need to know’ thing in East Germany, and i’ll also say this getting-back to ‘families’ that some people in ‘families’ only know the family ‘truths’ when they are older, we protect ourselves, [switch-it-off] and by doing ‘so’ deny certain ‘knowledge’ to everyone involved, and also some people are fanatical about keeping their personal lives from others, we as a ‘species’ share what we ‘can’ and hide the rest, i share it ALL [well almost] and although i may not give you every single little detail about me i feel ‘someone’ knows enough about me to make my escaping my/this reality all around me ‘difficult’, and how could it be any other way, what the Hell do you mean B, people will get it G.

Let’s move-on a bit G, take the Royal Family in England, what do you really know about the Queen apart from her Royal duties, ‘nothing’ and why, because she has a well-oiled machine of people to deflect every ‘attack’ and the reasoning for her existence is so well delivered and it is 100% watertight and her 60 odd years in total power and control aren’t just a happy coincidence either, she is so ‘protected’ that people will ‘die’ in her place and people say God bless the Queen, when they actually mean ‘without her i wouldn’t be able to continue the life i now lead’ and her supporters know that only too well G, that’s one aspect of Life in this green and pleasant land, but it means little to me, irrelevant, i say; to me, the common man is being deceived by supposed power and glory, which stops them having their’s in a lot of ways too.

Now, let me explain something to you G, we all have ‘talents’, and with everything ‘available’ to us ‘today’, well the things THEY will let us have anyway, we can’t possibly go WRONG [seemingly], and that is one of the biggest LIES promoted, as within all the ‘good’ we are supposed to live within we all see ‘life’ failing-down around us, and this is unavoidable given our human weakness, so never follow those that promote the slogan ‘life can be good all the time as a philosophy’ G as that is no better than watching 24hr advertising who push stuff at you and hope you haven’t figured-out you have to pay for this stuff, because if you have figured-that-out, then you wouldn’t want as much as you might have done, you may say, duh, everyone knows ‘that’ you must ‘pay’ but if that is so, why do so many continue to fall into massive debt, they continue to slam it at you in the hope you will ‘forget’ or at least not ‘care’ as much for being in debt as you might have, but the missing link is ‘control’, they can call in the debt at any-time and you suddenly become ‘prisoners’ to the ‘good’ life, the World suddenly ain’t failing [it is you], and so i say ‘beware of their traps’, and don’t see the World and its supposed celebrities as the ‘talent’ because you start to lose your ‘own’. Think about the examples they set, do they really know better than you, and also think, do you really need to be told how to live G.

And have you ever asked yourself ‘what’ drives us towards all this destruction, it is a good question to ask yourself on a cold dark November night, and the answer usually is… … i wouldn’t have got myself into this situation if i had been left to my own devices, it was the ‘system’ i was in that did this to me, and yes that may be so, but you played and subscribed to it, so ween yourself of it while you still can G, that ‘rant’ is my general philosophy to tackling Life.

Anyhow as an aside, listen to this… … look i can ‘write’ like almost anyone ‘else’ can, [here on Astrology mainly] but most people will ‘fail’ [in writing generally] when they find they have nothing good to say, and then they will ‘stop’ because they feel that no-one will want to read what they have to say, and hopefully before others ‘suss’ this out for themselves, because no-one wants to be told you are writing ‘crap’, but if you write what others ‘could’ relate to [then it is worth a go isn’t it], and ‘if’ at the end of the writing process [if you have left ‘space’ to be attacked] all the TROLLS [who will attack] as it is their modus operandi, they will try to ‘put you down’, but why? because most haven’t the mind to actually produce anything ‘good’ themselves, just look at the hopeless ignorance in their inane comments, they laugh at us and we in turn laugh at them, but i don’t know why i am saying this to you G, as i never have these problems but some people ‘do’ and why invite trouble, still my point is made and i don’t care who knows it.

I can and do ‘dismiss’, and in my way i do it LOTS, [i have Mars in Virgo on the 9th cusp, so i guess its my thing], i just like bringing this whole CHARADE down, [like so many of/with a PUNK ROCK mindset do] and to each season turn turn turn and to each person the same, meaning ‘we all are all here to do what we are here to do’.

You have ALL the answers don’t you Bob, hardly, [i have as many answers as anyone else] i am not ‘you’ and ‘you’ aren’t me and that goes for everyone else on the planet too, meaning everyone has ‘value’ and a point to make and even if that ‘point’ is somewhat worthless because it will either die off or someone else can/will take it up and polish it up and take it on for better or worse, we still all have an opportunity to speak it. Look, i offer no solutions, we all must find our own path forward and if we get together and work-up a workable solution for more than just a person then that is ‘great’, i know a lot of what i say can seem ‘contrary’ and people could pick holes in my ‘words’ but i am no worse than many others, and just look at those ‘preachers’ especially on Youtube who pick and choose lines from the Christian Bible to fit their pre-conceived ideas they make me laugh as they treat it [the Bible] like a reference book or dictionary, using it the wrong way around a lot of the time. Besides [for me] ‘contrary’ is good G, basing your idea’s on bits of ‘here and there’ isn’t though’.

Anyhow, i must say this G. I AM BEHIND THE CURVE and am only NOW truly catching-up to the TRUE nature of our Reality and that is sad in one way, and in another good as it has given me 51 years to suss-out some of life’s truths by myself, more of ‘which’ are becoming less hidden to me by the day; a child of eight probably knows more of the World’s ways, if ‘truly’ let into them by a caring adult [mother/father] whereas i have been blind[ed] by all kinds of stuff to stop me reaching a level of understanding where i can put it to use, [although i have blinded myself purposefully too, on occasions] but the clues have always been there ‘though’ and i either folded in my meekness or i just didn’t want to know, but today people are so blatant in their ‘ways’ that the truth cannot be hidden so well anymore, [and why is/was this done? just look to any leaders and people in power for the great examples!!], and this comes from a person as dense as me, so watch-out World, as i’m not the only ‘one’ that knows or can see it nowadays.

But we ALL, [that is your common man/woman and child] reach a point where we are satisfied and say ok that’s enough, we cannot form any answers above and beyond ‘that’ and it becomes a ‘stalemate’ but not a ‘checkmate’, what will the ‘proles’ do next the King laughs, ‘cut of my head’, and they did. The silence of conformity is deafening and we look to Pop stars and Celebrities for a way out, [to lighten the load/mood], no, G go within and then lash-out.

Together we already have all the answers, we just need to have the opportunity to work them out. Popularity, G, you give the majority what they want and you win and keep winning if you keep giving the people what they want, The BEATLES for entertainment, POLITICS so someone does it for you, SEX so you can feel something, and THE SENSE OF FREEDOM comes, but is it enough? The system wins and you seemingly can’t lose, but i suggest you’ve lost already.

It is all a SLICE OF LIFE [what we choose to do] and that is the real SECRET, all is CRASS and we know it is… … yet you can blow it all away too, ATISCHOO.

And like our rulers ‘know’ If they build up the/our ‘parts’ the whole performance becomes greater than the sum of the individuals involved, but some of us know it is better to hold-back and not participate in the grand Circus, i am old enough to have seen it all come around again and again and believe me nothing is new in the way the World is pushed at us. But, WHO today IS, and more so [will] be prepared to go further than they have ever gone before, and WHO will [ever] leave the KNOWN and create ANEW, not many, but there is always hope for everyone, isn’t there? but it seems ‘that’ a new fad or fashion is the usual way a ‘thing’ catches the public’s imagination, but then it is gone and is often worse than useless G, no, don’t be a worthless ‘reactor’ to the stimulus given, if you can’t create for yourself then nothing will ever change or be different and we all ‘die’ wondering why the World ‘provided’ what it did and ultimately didn’t provide, that’s all there is too it.

Why should we expect anything different when we use the same data provided from the same individuals, [media outlets], its all scripted and ‘they’ [can and do] tell you anything they want you to hear G, remember that. There it is ‘in a nutshell’ our whole problem, slave to a television, and who’s idea’s and who’s thoughts? Not yours, if you had been there, [at the scene you see on TV yourself, ‘that is’, believe me, but ‘that’ is the/ir winning formula; you can’t be ‘there’ in [all the places concerned at once by yourself] so your vision [if you want the wider world telling you] is so controlled by what they say it is, easy, complete control, only ‘you’ start to see they stick to their script and repeat it endless times, and you see you aren’t getting the NEWS [new stuff] on the NEWS, often it is just a continuation of the same old repeated formula, you are spoon-fed a way of seeing the World G. The thing is, so many people now post on Youtube, you get to see the alternative side to Television and thank God you do, i like the ‘exposers’ who tell you their version of/on what is being shown to you, the people who tell you of/about the lies we have been exposed to, it’s a ‘relief’ to the mainstream which you and i have been exposed to all our lives, and although to be fair much is ‘off the mark’ and doesn’t come close, to what i think about our World is, it still has to be applauded for making an effort to tackle the complete fiction of the mainstream. But B nothing on a screen will ever be an exact version of your ‘truth’, how can/could it be, for that you would have to be your own tv station, and as a ‘human’ you are your own channel, limited as that may be. But to be honest with you G i was never provided with an alternative growing-up so to watch ‘people’ giving their truth on a Internet screen is a real Godsend and its momentum is growing and one day will reach critical mass i hope, then descend back into some form of reality that most humans can/could see is closer to the truth than what we see on today’s TV screens.

I’m fed-up with talking about that rubbish TV so let’s get back to Astrology now G…

I can’t deny my birth rite [as it should be the case with everyone] and i can only work from my blueprint, my astrological DNA if you like, and would i like a ‘shot’ at it ALL, [meaning having all the planets in all the houses, but it just ain’t designed like that] no, that is false, i am not ALL [but have access to my part’s of it]; and like the dictators of old, i certainly don’t want to mould people to my VISION of Astrology, [i have my own Astrological vision and people have to adopt a working model for themselves] i think i may shine a light but i am NOT offering much else.

Anyway, let’s backtrack a bit, as i do like sticking-it to the ‘man’ [the system], i think it is worth inserting [stating] here that [the] DECEPTION has gotten too big now, it is like it is a breath of fresh air when someone tells the truth ‘now’ on an individual scale [that is], but don’t get me wrong, sometimes deception is what is needed especially when it is coming at you full-force by someone[s] who can’t do anything else but lie to you, but if you were to ask me if systemic deception can be tackled? i’d ‘sigh’ and say ‘fat-chance’, because it is so ingrained onto the/ir doctrine of life, it just cannot be done, the media is one big lying machine, it is ‘ingrained’ into the/ir system to never tell the whole truth, or indeed any part of it a lot of the time, i sometimes think [in the media] if it wasn’t for the who and where ‘factors’ they’d have nothing to go on and even these factors are sometimes fabricated, [call me paranoid if you like, i don’t care] because if it wasn’t for someone witnessing an ‘event’ then everything could be made-up and indeed ‘witnesses’ can be made to say what the media want to portray, [it is the biggest illusionist trick, ‘The Television’, ever invented], and are you saying Astrology on the other hand can’t or doesn’t ‘lie’, don’t be so naïve G, its in the hands of MAN isn’t it.

When i was young and i realised that people lied, it hit my soul like a hammer and i had to devise ‘coping’ strategies quickly as i knew it would be coming at me again and again, and it did. But lying is a big confidence trick ‘one’ to keep you down and for others to ride-on and over you. I could go on and on, and it only really stops when no-one will take it anymore and it is true that there is always someone bigger than you, [see the whole system we live within] and the greatest liar’s often adopt the sympathetic stance of a victim and pretend to be as weak as the people they bully, knowing ‘trust’ is the true man’s way, [and by ‘it’ they can get at you] and whilst ‘they’ [all liars and deceivers] continue to chip-away at us from inside the circle, never wanting to be without us – their true ‘source’ of giving, is the[ir] ‘pain’ and we should all be as sick of it as i am if you ask me.

You truly are a Prophet ‘Bob’, quiet G, that could get me into lots of places/trouble that i don’t want to be in. That ‘way’ of worship and admiration is not for me and in today’s world will seem INSANE to many people and besides i want the little PIECE OF MIND i already have, and people have been locked-away for saying less than i have here, so let’s just say i am having my say, and leave it at that.

David Icke he is a Prophet [of sorts] but like many of his ‘popularity’ if he says it is ‘so’ and you can’t prove it is ‘otherwise’ he goes on winning, that is not a ‘go’ at David as such, he is playing ‘like’ all the people with the power to influence do, a ‘game’ of will you go with ‘me’ or ‘them’ [like we all do, in smaller more ‘personal’ lives] and i admire his work ‘greatly’ but the individual ‘greatness’ is often lost to the background story and although he needs [probably] to tackle the ‘story’ in his own way, i feel he is not telling us the whole picture, although i’m sure he’d not agree with that… … i get the feeling, perhaps he saves his greatest bits of information for a more ‘enlightened’ circle of friends who ‘truly’ understand his ‘ends’, and although he seems to share everything, or does he? he ‘works’ in a way in which he can always ‘update’ and ‘move-on’ from before and i wonder what he isn’t saying to us. I do not know him personally so i best not say anymore, as i’m probably way-off. i do not really know him at all, [except through his broadcasts], but keep-on keeping on my friend, i only know you from my screen and your words. [but what if he isn’t what he seems B, and one-day is shown to be wrong, well, there’s little i can do about that is there], and besides he’s said it himself that much of what he saw coming came about, and fair enough.

But isn’t that what you are doing B offering something which others will find hard to say is otherwise, in a way G yes.

It is like this G Anybody can say they ‘sent you a ‘text’ but if you didn’t get it and they swore they sent it and you can’t prove whether they did or didn’t’ then you are caught-out, and it all falls down.

The tree ‘fell’ in the forest and no one heard it fall, so did it really fall? It is all ‘markers’ G.

Oh dear, G, i meant to put in some more Astrological stuff in here and failed ‘today’, but because of ‘this’ i will ask my ‘readers’ to refer back and trawl back through my archives for the ‘differences’ between one man and another and why some are rich and some poor etc and ask each reader to look at Astrology books to figure-out why we have the division of… … qualities/strength’s in our natures, it is all ‘there’ to be found-out and understood, if not in my words, somewhere else, seek and you shall find.

And as a postscript, i’ll tell you why i love Astrology… … it is because it is our own [personal] ‘system’ and one which is hard to defile, [because who wants to lie to themselves, only the MAD] but it is one ‘system’ where it is easy to deceive too, [and many try, but they have other priorities other than Astrology, they twist for their own personal profit] etc, so treat it with care and know many sins are found-out when you look in the mirror, meaning be ready to see yourself as you truly are.


Astrology: G7

January 21, 2018

Title: How did it all start B, and [how will it end G?]

Why ask me such a question G, how am i meant to answer that? anyhow i will try, in short i’ve answered what i think the beginning of Astrology was before in this blog, [in short, again for you]; you have a black rock and its ‘rock-hard’ so it is totally Saturn in essence, and then we simply went on to assign a symbol to a ‘human item’ and its ‘rulership’ to a [planet] which we believe is in outer space, [but the truth could be different, despite our eyes, and what we’re told, but you have to believe it, don’t you], oh, you’re ‘off’ on ‘one’ already aren’t you Bob, yes, i know, anyway we are simply made of [that is – people and the earth] of ‘human/earth-like stuff, and the solar-system planets put some of its ‘meaning’ off on our ‘planet’ and people i suppose; that is the most simple answer i can give you. You could’ve not repeated yourself so much though Bob.

As for Astrology’s future, the simple answer is, like most things in life, it is ‘there’ to be made, that is no answer at all B, isn’t it G? ‘the sky is the limit’ [does that help you more?], [no not really], anyhow it means we have the future ‘open’ to us, and to make the most of this ‘open future’ is really ‘all’ any one of us can really ‘do’ or ‘want’ from life in a general sense, isn’t it; and to do what we always want to see in the World is always important, isn’t it? nay essential, i’d say to ‘living’.

You see Astrologer’s perform their Art, but don’t be deluded dear ‘reader’ or you G, any person can and should be their own Astrologer and in this computer age, and even without computers [they only aid fast-paced calculation after-all] we can ‘all’ delve into the Astrological World, i know people say it is too difficult, but it really isn’t, so how is it easy B, i never said it was easy B just not too difficult, again it is really as difficult as you want it to be, meaning B? level of use i suppose, is the key, you can use it very basically or just pile-it-on-and-on. Isn’t that just obvious stuff; yes, it is G, but it needs to be said ‘just in case’ someone reading this has no idea about Astrological uses.

It’s a bit patronising isn’t it, yes, but the point i am making is ‘it is not beyond anyone’ and it is not an overly intellectual pursuit, unless you want to make it so.

It’s important to remember that anyone can make a ‘good job’ of a ‘thing’, any thing. Any Astrologer whether professional or not can write an Astrological report [either for themselves or another] its all about doing a good job, and ‘as long as’ they are happy with their effort and feel ok with it, then it will ‘do’, but the non-professional can often do just as a good job as the professional because Astrology isn’t rocket-science, on a basic-level, [but isn’t that insulting to the professional] no, i am just saying it is like ‘that’ with so many efforts [sciences/arts] in life, well, still isn’t that somewhat insulting to the professional Astrologer’s who do good work and who would scorn a poor effort, yes, but i know most people will self-police and not pay for substandard work [if it was put out for sale] and i’m not advocating people doing that, no, i want people to do work on their own Astrology, and if they want to exploit their knowledge [for sale] later as is human nature then that’s up to them, after-all, all professionals are people who have taken their knowledge further either for study or monetary gain, again like all professionals, and where does that leave the common man, at their mercy? No, it should never be like ‘that’, in any ‘thing’ in life.

You’re not down on/with professionals are you Bob, no, [you’ve got me wrong] we all need a position in life and we also all need to eat, etc etc and so why do you say this? because all professionals ‘type’s have ‘some’ who will bring their subject down but most will continue to make it progress, i think i’ve always had a ‘thing’ about taking things out of the hands of those that supposedly hold the ‘keys’ and put them in the hands of everybody, i even think when i publish these conversations ‘someone’ may say you are doing Astrology no real benefit for publishing this, but i don’t claim to be anything other than someone with an interest and a individual slant, and perhaps my words are what is needed in some way, who knows, its worth a go, i think.

I suppose Astrologer’s lives are slightly different in some respects to professionals like Solicitor’s or Doctors or Publishers because most times they aren’t reporting to higher-up’s within the whole system although if you are a corporate Astrologer then you are mixed-up within a business-company who may be doing God knows ‘what’, and even if they think they are ‘apart’, are they really? But this isn’t aimed at anyone in particular, as i don’t know any Astrologer’s business practice personally.

Anyway, i am going off track here, it is not about the ‘future’ of the professionals in Astrology i am concerned with, as that ‘path’ is almost ‘set’ to run the ‘course’ it is meant to run, no, it is always the ‘new’ people who are discovering it ‘anew’ that means most to me.

But B we all know things/subjects get consumed into whichever way the people want the/ir system to go eventually, so you couldn’t ‘stop’ say capitalism if that’s what the people want, sure G, and haven’t people just generally ignored Astrology because they see no worth in it, yes, that’s true, but that is why i am going to write our conversations down and let the World wide web see how i am trying to convince you in its validity and perhaps them too, you’ll only ever ‘preach to the already converted B, do you think anyone without an interest in Astrology will read this blog, and what would they do with this Information anyway B, have you thought about that? Look i am a free-thinker G and I am not a Stalin or Hitler and here to force my will onto the people, a ‘will’ they don’t really have within themselves, i hate to say it B, because all this could be ‘pointless’, it may well be G, but from little acorns…

… let’s move-it-on.

I suppose someone might ‘take it further’ or ‘down a different road-with new insight’, does that mean you think no-one who is already well into Astrology can or will make ‘any’ worthwhile discoveries, surely they are better placed to make the ‘leaps’, no, that is silly, of course if you are years into study you ‘may’ make a new ‘area’ your own, working-on and updating previous workings of another predecessor but ‘new’ thinking usually comes at the beginning of a ‘study’ i find, but ‘you’ or no-one who is years into a subject can just start at the beginning again, no, that’s right B, sometimes all Astrologer’s reach a point of stagnation, i know how much i repeat myself, but all i’m trying to do here in these posts right now is to ‘hammer’ a point home.

I am not naïve enough to state that no-one years into something cannot ‘make a startling discovery’ ‘that’ can and will change our thinking on ‘something’, after all i could not have written these 13 posts if i was just starting-out in Astrology, [but in my case here, it is not ‘discovery’ as most people understand it that i am here to deliver] right now.

What i suppose i am saying is, any common-person can ‘go’ up to say an Aircraft [for example] and be shown around it and point-out something which the 50 odd year experienced tour-guide has missed or just forgotten about and cast new insight onto it, we all do that to varying degrees all the time, either to ourselves or others, i can be invited into someone’s home and instantly see that their living-room would be ‘better’ if they painted it brown instead of green for example. And its this point of being one’s own Astrologer i am ‘on’ right now because no-one knows ‘oneself’ better than ‘oneself’ i’d say, you see sometimes in a consulting session of a natal chart reading the Astrologer may be little more than a sounding-board for the individual to talk about themselves to, but of course that’s selling the Astrologer a bit short, i know.

But how to tackle the re-emergence of Astrology into people’s lives B, you really think someone picking-up an Astrology book or something like that will have a flash of inspiration on how to get people back using it full-scale/time Bob, well weirder things have happened, i am kind of doing that right now aren’t i G, and even if they don’t they’ll probably get something out-of-it.

But haven’t you forgotten the most important factor in ‘all’ this Bob and one even ‘one’ an Astrologer of over 30 years-experience should remember, perhaps it is just not the right time for the people, to make these kind of discoveries? I don’t think that’s right G, any time is a good time, to look at Astrology i think.

But as i told you the 16th/17th Centuries were hot-times for Astrology, but with no TV or Internet why shouldn’t you entertain yourself with Horary Astrology. Perhaps Astrology is boring compared to an athlete winning a race or some hot sexy couple making love for all to see, [well not for the Chinese or North Koreans certainly, if they only let you see the news, sex, ha, forget it] if all is to be believed, but why not believe it; but here in Britain we have to remember they don’t show Sex on TV, well not the mainstream TV channels anyway. No, the censor wins and why? because it is their instrument ‘TV’ and with the Internet we are merely viewers, and ‘they’ can turn it on and off as they like, although like electricity it is never fully turned-off because ‘then’ the questioning would really begin, as to why, we aren’t getting basic human rights. But i am old enough to know what its like to not see Porn on your computer, ok Bob, i don’t want to know about memory lane.

I sometimes wish to escape TV and the Internet and there is no written law that says we have to switch them on, thank God, but if you can only do essential stuff on the Internet, and ‘to not do it’ means you cannot ‘live’ then who needs a ‘law’, think about it. Then there is the boredom factor, without ‘both’ devices, what do we do? Sit in silence all day reading [i think not], no, we are trapped by living and trapped by not living, sure it can be done ‘the minimal existence’ but who wants that life [stripped-down bare], you and i would have to mentally strip-away years of what you have ‘known’ before even moving-on to a new way of living, if you were to suddenly ditch it all ‘away’ from the average life, but i think that kind of shock would be too much for most of humanity to ‘bear’. No, stuff like that is usually forced upon you rather than made by yourself, and it comes from people with the ‘powers’ to do such things, unless ‘you’ stand-up for yourself, right B, right, G. But even then who’s got most of the power?

But here is the crunch G, if there was no TV and Internet and most of the living systems we now ‘have’ were gone and what controlled us was gone, where and to what would we look to as a ‘living’ system – Astrology – maybe – God once again – maybe, although both were tried and dismissed but perhaps we’d rediscover both and start again, are you saying B ‘that’ because we have TV and the Internet, Astrology and God don’t exist much anymore, well Astrology certainly G, [in as big a ‘form’ as it could have been], and Godless ‘we are’ when we lose the power to think and act ‘naturally’ because our ‘spirit’ is caught-up with the ‘garbage’ we ingest through our screens, but that is ‘it’ as seen from a totally negative point of view, and of course it isn’t as bad as all that.

Astrology lets our spirit roam free and that is what God wants for us i believe, not to be inactive because we can’t move from watching ‘someone’ else doing ‘life’ for us, in ever increasing unbelievable acts with Satan’s children doing poor parodies of what should be ‘life’s’ genuine acts. It sickens me to think who has got the ‘power’ nowadays to influence our actions, the lunatics who pretend to know ‘about’ life whilst being so in the dark ‘that’ all they can do is lead us down a blind alley. Humanity’s worst subjects are running the show and ‘they know its shit, and we know its shit’ but we are so used it that we can’t believe in Goodness anymore, well, unless you disconnect somewhat for your own sanity, but people are hardwired to look out their windows and see it’s a beautiful looking day outside with the Sun shining and its warm and they are instantly reminded what the real ‘intention’ of life is, we can’t escape our ‘inherent’ programming even when it is blocked by the screens, we want to go out and ‘play’ with the rest of humanity in the fields, [return to Eden if you like] but no, we go to the supermarket for our sustenance and fight like animals for our food, never once realising that food should be given-out on need not greed, but it’s the connection of brotherly love which really feeds us and it’s the meeting of people you ‘know’ in the World that ‘really’ feeds us and keeps us spiritually nourished.

That speech is all well Bob but that ‘bit’ was really about ‘you’ and ‘your’ Life wasn’t it, yes, it was, i have my life issues, but i said that because i think it goes ‘wider’ than just ‘me’.

So have we ‘lost’ it in general Bob? yes, in a way we have, but we have an inner homing beacon and its ‘one’ that can’t be turned-off, TV cannot ever extinguish the ‘urge’ or ‘flame’, you may think you are on a wonderful life journey whilst watching it – but do we ever ask where its leading us to? the ultimate road to nowhere that’s where the TV and Internet leads you to, you can’t live in it forever, if you ask me, the mind and body just couldn’t cope, we all need to unplug and do something like take a big Holiday away from it all, but usually it is just more of the same with a few extras excitement’s thrown in when really we should just be looking for some time for a mini reset for both the mind and body, i know do much more than just ‘this’, but when in the TV and Internet World they do tend to become all encompassing, don’t they.

So, what do you suggest? Well Astrologically if i planned people’s lives and gave them an/the Astrology option, like a doctor i would prescribe rest at appropriate 12th house times and go do your fun at the right 5th house time for ‘you’, and see the World collapse when no-one is working Bob, yes, if that needs to happen, then yes. People usually gravitate to their Astrological selves eventually G, it is only the insane ‘work’ system that ‘forces’ people to miss-out on much of their potential, and don’t tell me the World ‘as is’ offers all the possibilities G, i would laugh in your face and say we do things ‘despite’ what we are given, not because we are given the ‘opportunities’ by the World, as strange as that seems, although i say this G ‘you/the people’ wouldn’t say ‘that’ when you put on your TV or Computer to get what it is you think you want, as a lot of the time we switch-on to only see what is available to us, we are truly hooked.

Man has always wanted to be him/her ‘self’ and will ‘often’ find a way even if that means overturning a lifetime of ‘conditioning’, and ask a child what he wants and the true answer will be ‘anything’, other than what ‘you’ want for me – to be, and we’re all grown-up kids.

But at least this big ‘Kid’ is offering ‘something’, if only it’s a look at what tomorrow could be.

Oh, you do go-on Bob, well, as you know G, i do have other interests, but its Life and Astrology we’re talking about right now, as i promised you at the beginning, and with that, he left me alone, but he’d be back.

Astrology: G6

January 20, 2018

Title: Continuing along the same lines as the previous ‘post’ [prove it to me B]

The next time we met i just said to G let’s continue along the same lines as before.

I suppose why Astrology can’t succeed G is a ‘daily-use’ issue, and it is also up against a persuasive competitor [standard clocks].

Let us takes ‘clocks’ all they do is tell the time, right – handy, yes, but even the most moronic person can tell whether it is day or night even when it is overcast, [a little Sun] and you kind of know if it is getting lighter or darker so you know the morning from the afternoon, and at night you only have to wait for the light to appear, and sometimes the depth of darkness gives you a clue to what part of night you are in, so, no ‘clocks’ are a convenience ‘at best’; and we only need clocks for stopwatches really just to mark ‘chunks’ of ‘time’ and we could almost turn-up for work and then clock-off without a clock/watch, and perhaps the only good thing about them is the alarm-clock but even then a worker often rises without it, only needing to turn-it-off, it is the ‘routine’ we are plugged-into although we still see it as the clock which is the governor. But Astrologically G a ‘planetary-hours’ table is a kind of natural ‘clock’ and has information along with it, sure we can’t ditch the standard -clock completely after-all ‘our’ computers and televisions run by the ‘time’ on the screens but we could use our ‘given’ Astrology system some more and that is my point; you see with watches being what they are today i’m sure some bright spark could incorporate 7 different coloured crystals to light-up digitally whenever we were in a particular astrological hour, and is it beyond the average man to remember which colour represents which planet, i think not, and even then it has to be possible for the display which one you are in and also to tell you what is good or bad to do in that hour. The same can be done on a mobile-phone i’m sure, its only a thought and something like it will someday come-about i’m sure, yeah right B, if there is a profit in it, now you’re learning G.

The problem is the Sun sign problem G [but there is an alternative, of sorts] because when someone reads ‘something’ on screen or print that hasn’t ‘actually’ happened to them in their sun-sign column [and for some it has to be ‘exactly’ as forecasted, [because they don’t use their imagination to vary the possibilities to/for their truth, they start to lose faith in Astrology, and perhaps rightly so] and so they eventually come to ignore the whole subject sadly. But ‘here’ we have an advantage over sun-signs because with the use of ‘planetary hours’ we can say it isn’t about ‘you’ as an/the individual so, [we can’t fall into that trap thankfully] and we can always guarantee that there are/will be only ‘ever’ seven variations and that they come around in the same ‘order’ every seven [or the eighth, meaning number one again] order, and we may even get to the ‘stage’ where some bright spark may ‘see’ that on a Wednesday with it being a Mercurial day as opposed to a Saturday being Saturn’s day the ‘effect’ of the planetary hour is different, and perhaps factor that in too, and so it should be because that is the ancient teaching, and for those that have studied the subject we know that is how Astrology is built, one thing on-top of another, the ‘pyramidal type structure’. But i can’t really go into ‘that’ here, suffice to say you should learn things like ‘horary’ and ‘electional’ Astrology before going onto ‘natal’ and world events and cycles.

You see something like this on ‘offer’ would get them [people] ‘into’ the Astrological game, [and offer-up something new if you like]. Because Sun signs are ‘flawed’ because they use ‘wider’ Astrological information and claim it is for all Individuals born under the same sign, Sun signs mix-up what can really only be done separately, in the hope that no-one susses it, but they have, and that is why people laugh at it, yeah i get it Bob, but if applying planetary hours was done wrong it would also be laughed-at, well its only a suggestion G, i don’t expect this to happen in the World of Men.

Planetary hours daily-use is limited though, [because as is always the case, in the mind of man] if you know your planetary hours by ‘heart’ you will soon see they offer little in terms of where they go, ‘meaning’… … they say this is a good hour for this and then a bad for that but ‘offer’ no way forward [except the way you may choose to take this information forward] and then we must always remember as is usual in today’s World most men and woman would rather read something that is half-true with the possibility of it being ‘correct’ for themselves that day, like a ‘half-true’ ‘near-guess’ Sun sign column, simply because they feel they could make something of ‘that’, it is comparable to getting three numbers on the lottery ‘when someone predicts your fate’ and it comes near to true, but that is usually the best sun signs can ever offer; granted Planetary Hours are a similar way of prediction and perhaps offers little more but there is more potential in planetary hours than sun signs i think, although i haven’t thought it through that much.

But Astrology is a long jigsaw puzzle and many of the pieces you almost have to build for yourself and then assemble too, and that kind of time and effort isn’t going to be easy, so no wonder not many people do it, me included.

But on a world-wide scale Astrology can be brought forward by such things as planetary hours, and as i said ‘devices’ can make most of the work done for you, simply apply and tap it in and reap the rewards, but looking at the results might not be enough for today’s minded folk ‘sadly’ as they would have to think things out to perhaps take things further and people are lazy that way.

Like i said it is easier to look at a rather ‘meaningless’ clock than to actually apply ‘time’ periods to the ‘life’ we are living, you then might say there are too many ‘variables’ to Astrology, but when you can’t see it is ‘you’ who needs to apply these ‘attributes’ to ‘life’ because nothing gets done without application from you and Astrology certainly is no exception to that rule, just the opposite in fact, you have already lost the race at the starting-gate, when in reality ‘planetary hours’ is no more than invisibly matching-up you doing Sun things in a Sun hour, and if you cannot do such a simple thing then you are ‘lost’ to the most simplest side of Astrology. I am giving you a solid example of good Astrological usage on a ‘plate’ but you say i don’t want to be told it is the Sun’s hour and to do only Sun planetary-hour things then, but no, what i am saying is… … it is the best ‘time’ for something, sure go ahead and cut your nails when it is not such a good time and look at how you just can’t do a good job or perhaps they are ‘wonky’ or you cut your skin too much or even that they grow too slowly or quickly because of the ‘time’ they were cut, but then don’t complain to me when i point-out that this could’ve been prevented or made better by a bit of planning, as i will then tell you.. … perhaps the universe is trying to tell you something.

Note: go search-out on the Internet ‘planetary hours’ in Astrology G the whole thing is fascinating.

You see G, the use of ‘any’ form of Electional Astrology only increases ‘our choices’ and is also just another ‘rung’ or ‘level’ on/up the pyramid; and i don’t want to scare you G but so many ‘enterprises’ fail because of badly-timed ‘inception-dates and times’ and it is as simple as this G… … people with strong Venusian connections succeed in the Arts and someone marrying a partner when the Moon is in opposition to their’s, or his or her seventh house ruler will quite likely find ‘failure’, unless they see tension and strife and arguments as a ‘key’ to a successful marriage, and believe me ‘sometimes’ that is all some people can get and hope for, due to an appalling configuration in their own natal and progressed charts.

And as Astrology teachers will point out to you ‘someone’ may ask an Astrological question, at a time which gives ‘an’ answer [such as], no, ‘this’ question/idea marriage to this person is a bad idea, and sometimes it ‘may’ also be reflected in that person’s natal chart too, in a general sense. I point all of this out to you G, as this is how it can all ‘start’ [putting the pieces together] and then it snowballs into more and more knowledge. If i hadn’t seen that tough Leo boy/man at school ruling ‘often’ with only a glance and a look of potential violence and his sidekick a rather un-together and soon to be drunk and stoned Piscean friend in his [later years] and then ‘read’ the basic knowledge in the Astrology books and put two and two together and just carried-on, then i wouldn’t be where i am today, and if you follow all these semi-principle[s] you can work it all out too G.

Anyway B, i stay uncommitted for now but do you use planetary hours, daily? look G you know i don’t live much in the outside World nowadays and i’ve no real family or friend contact although i would certainly consider visiting ‘friends’ with a ‘knock-on’ their door in a Mars hour as it is my 11th house ruler, but even then i wouldn’t expect an easy visit, it being a Mars hour, the truth is G and i fall prey to this ‘not bothering with it’ as much as anyone else, we all tend to either make an educated-guess about when it is a good time to visit someone or we just phone and say ok i’ll come to see you ‘then’ and usually no harm comes of it, [which kinds of negates my words] but i am sure as i can be that missing people by minutes ‘who just had to pop-out of the house, and also coming into a ‘situation’ you’d rather not see [be in] on a ‘visit’ to someone’s home is often due to when we arrive at their door, but that is just basic Astrology working-out.

It is a bit hit and miss ‘then’ B, no i wouldn’t say that, if you know your ‘chart’ you can make the most of it, [that’s all i can say] and without it you might make a few failures [by choosing without knowing, i mean] but even I go out when the ‘stars’ aren’t favourable, we all have to, and how can we stop someone doing something under bad stars if they have their mind and heart set on that day and/or hour G, and then ‘think’ [perhaps] someone will say this is the only ‘chance’ available [this or that date and time], what do you do then? hope for the best and dive-in; but thankfully we don’t always know that much about the stars and that ‘day/hour’ might be just right for you [in one way or another, or right enough, and so many things do/will work-out to some extent, but if you were a gambler would you want to settle for ‘that’? because ‘they’ will think if only i had chosen better ‘time’ i could’ve maxed-out, the choice is always yours, [anybodies] i guess.

And that was all i could say to G that day and i asked him to leave, i couldn’t even ask him if he felt more convinced by the end of our conversation as i was so tired.

Even as i write this – Mars is conjunct Saturn in Sagittarius and you might think it could be ‘unfavourable’ for ‘writing’ but this piece is written much as the ‘planets’ dictate, [harsh truths in a philosophical style], but Mars and Saturn aren’t the whole picture here today as Jupiter and Mercury are also conjunct in Virgo [God is being good to us] by placing this conjunction also at this ‘time’ of writing and probably ‘is’ to take the pressure ‘off’ somewhat, off the Mars/Saturn conjunction for a while, although this kind of luck doesn’t always happen, luckily we have an/this alleviating ‘presence’ right now or we may have had to rough it a bit more. And i should’ve said to G before he left me, to remember there is always more than one ‘thing’ and ‘influence’ at play at any ‘one’ time, as Astrologer’s are well aware of, but i had said ‘enough’ for today, so let’s call it quits for today was all i could say and so he left.

I rang G later and said i am glad you left when you did as i was tired and I am getting little rest on this day of rest now, but i hope ‘once again’ that this may have made a believer out of you, but i saw from your face as you ‘left me’ i still have some way to go, but i am getting more convinced that I am starting to turn that ‘head’ of yours to believing there is more to this Astrology ‘stuff’ than you initially believed, but don’t answer that now, as i want to stop talking. Just give me time to digest it all B and for God sake just stop talking without a pause and give me some time to reply next time before i leave you, ok, i hear you G but remember i need my flow uninterrupted as my ‘words’ are important, ok, and as i put the phone down i heard G say to someone it was Old Big Head, so Gareth had a friend around and i must be Old Big Head, which made me laugh, yet again.

Astrology: G5

January 19, 2018

Title: Prove it to me, B

No, you must prove it to yourself G, but that could take years, yes it could, and in a way it should or you could be an instant believer like me G and then spend your time filling in the gaps, but most people wouldn’t take that ‘time/energy’ risk, what if you are so wrong about Astrology Bob and it is/was a big fraud? well i still would’ve enjoyed that ‘fraud’ more than many others, the [rest] of humanity, well? I don’t know, but i’ll say this to you G on its own Astrology is an interesting ‘theory’ but i believe it is so much more than that, yeah yeah we know, and that’s it Bob, no regrets? oh yes there are always some regrets in anything, and if someone can prove it is ‘totally’ wrong to me, then… …because no-one likes being taken for a complete fool, but of all the things i know, ‘Astrology’ seems to be ‘one’ of the purest forms of describing Life that i know of, and i know i am somewhat addicted to it in various ways but i’ve been addicted to a lot worse.

Look G, let’s move-on, and listen, be thankful you have a record of your birthdate and time and place ‘at all’, as some mother’s do have these ‘details’ and then forget the [exact-time] their child was born and a life of not ‘knowing’ is [unbearable] to so many, [or should be], but Bob how do you even know the time given to you by the hospital is correct, well because a lot of my life events have matched the chart i have at home ‘silly’ and besides my mother said in the evening as the Sun was going down and at 20: 24: 30secs-ish in North Walsham England at just gone Midsummer 27 06 1965 so much of it matches the official ‘time’ given 20:25 but i have rectified it a little and even then it needs more, even 51-years later, but its close enough, for me.

But it could be a conspiracy against you, they could’ve fed you wrong information, ah G ‘if it is’ then they still gave me a near ‘perfect’ match to my character from what i have seen, and in which to find a match to my life’s events, but B you could’ve indoctrinated yourself to believe it is true, indeed i could’ve but with another given ‘time’ it is near impossible i think to make the match between my life and events i believe. Let’s leave it at that and move-on, the rest is just conspiracy theory.

G then said why won’t you look at my chart Bob and go through it with me, as i said G i want you to draw it up and look and suss it out before i step in, then i will gladly help you, but i don’t know where to start, you know i will draw-it-up for you G but then like me you have to start to get to know yourself [astrologically] because it is beyond no-one G and only ‘you’ can tell yourself ‘this’ is correct and this is ‘me’, but i’m not really the introspective type Bob, there G you already have your way in, don’t you want to know why you aren’t the introspective type and then follow the leads. No, not particularly B. Hogwash, the most important trail to self-discovery is opening-up and its for you and only you to say no ‘this’ is not really it/me, and until you do ‘you’ are truly ignorant G, it is alright for you Bob you love all this stuff, your generation does, the hippie’s child of the 1960’s. Now you know my parents weren’t Hippies, far from it actually but yes i am of that generation, and B you are a Cancerian and i am not, and anyway for ‘you’ introspection comes easily, and your other planets and signs and houses obviously make you the philosophical type and i am not, now you are getting it G, but do you ‘really’ want another potential ‘fool’ telling you what you may or may not be and spend ‘pointless’ hours trying to dispute that etc, of course you don’t, who does, so do it yourself and see what ‘fits’ you from what has been written by others, you’ll soon see what is right or wrong, and pushing yourself into area’s which aren’t common to you isn’t such a bad thing despite how hard it might be, if you say so B, and maybe you’ll enjoy telling yourself they have got it so wrong, its self-help at its best G, if you ask me.

And please don’t tell me you are like my mother G and you don’t need Astrology as you already know yourself, well, i know what i like [Astrology] and what i can make it do for me G, ‘just’ as we all ‘know’ what we like, without having it named by Astrology B, sure, but i am giving you a chance to break-on-thru and not limit yourself, sure, my mother found a husband and had three children and she got herself a job and sat watching Coronation Street every time it was on and said she was happy and no doubt so was, still that kind of ‘refusal’ to open-up is probably because she didn’t want this ‘fool’ [meaning me] messing with her life she was already satisfied with and fair enough, many people are like ‘that’ and although she would never have accepted my ‘possibilities’ for her, she also would’ve never admitted ‘who’ she really was to me anyway, and how could i really help her when her birth-time was unknown, i could have tried to rectify it and that is so hit and miss with 24 hours to choose from to make it near on impossible and then pointless, [although given enough time and skill i think it can be done, with a look at the person’s lived life], but she wouldn’t have cooperated with any look into her life, so it was probably best that we got ‘that’ straight from the start, she just wanted to be herself with no interference and possibility of change from an outside source, and having to reveal and justify herself to me or anyone else [was just not on for her] and fair dues although i was upset at the time i soon realised that it was her choice and perhaps it saved us both a lot of grief over the years.

Are you going to tell me you feel the same way G, entrusting your life to someone who may or may not do it the way you like? [perhaps], but ultimately it should always remain in your own hands and that is why i am my own Astrologer and that ‘realisation’ has been found-out the hard way believe me, and i don’t do people’s charts either as i know i only really know ‘me’ and so i urge everyone to become their own Astrologer. There are exceptions i make though as said, still I like getting people started in the subject but I feel that when you can swim on your ‘own’ you don’t want someone beside you holding you up, do you, it is only ‘natural’ and it also gives you the chance to give-it-up in your own way without having someone ‘like’ me asking why did you wanted to do that too.

But that is it, isn’t it Bob, it is Sunny outside today but not everyone will go sit in the Sun, meaning G? your mission is due to fail, you said it yourself, you couldn’t even get your mother interested in it, but she would’ve ‘no’ to just be awkward ‘back then’, anyway i say au contraire to this general point G, as it has already won, as its very existence means that it is readily available to all, only when its availability ceases to exist, say it is [banned] or suchlike does it become near impossible to do it and only a world-wide memory-wipe can kill it off ‘really’ and even ‘then’ with Man being Man and the solar system AS IT IS man will recreate it, [i see therefore i think, i think therefore it is ] and it will be [made] all over again, as this is the usual way of ‘creating’ something, and unless GOD chooses a different plan for mankind it will go on being that way. Also, you must understand and remember things go ‘underground’ and some things are/will never be ‘forgotten’.

I’ve got to interject here Bob, in all our conversations so far you speak to me as if Astrology is dead, but i know you know it flourishes in so many places and with so many people, granted, but the point i’m trying to make is, its ‘dead’ to the masses of people and it needn’t be. Can’t you revive it Bob? God you’re so naïve G, mass use needs people dedicating themselves and i just don’t see that in today’s World. Perhaps they just don’t see it like you B, start a Internet channel, no, i prefer to do it this way, and ‘that’ way i don’t need to get involved with people one-to-one, which i’m not too good at, anyway this is my thing, and i seriously doubt i could much more.

Look, there are universal truths G and even if it’s a flat earth with a dome and no one has ever been to outer space and there are no aliens and we are even alone in what we call space, as an ignorant race of people we must ‘make the best of what we have’ and believe me i believe [somewhat] in a false World ‘concept’ more than the same blue and grey skies i have seen all my life, and although i have never once seen in the World ‘that i know’ any difference to the daily ‘norm’, i do believe in the possibility of one-day seeing something different, its complicated i know, you say B. But at the same time i am glad that there is ‘that’ stability even if it may be hiding a [better] or lets ay ‘different’ reality behind it to what we know. Although i do feel more and more trapped by my mind and its lack of changing the things i see daily, but as i am not in charge of turning the sky yellow, then i really don’t mind at all.

Still the powerless ‘watch’ and the powerful ‘do’ things [which often they wouldn’t want for themselves, but we watch it anyway, usually because there is nothing else on offer, and they can’t be bothered to do much for themselves] but thankfully ‘millions’ have woken-up to that ‘situation’ and say there is more to the ‘nothing i can do’ attitude about the crazy life they see around themselves, whilst the ‘rest’ go back to sleep again, and if you don’t feel like this, its likely you’ll just join-in with those who like ‘power’ and enslave those who are enslavable, it’s a life choice that’s all, wow, you like to rant from left-field don’t you Bob.

You know what G, and i hate to admit this but ‘sometimes’ it just seems inevitable that people like me are doomed to failure, i can kick at the machinery of life and rant and rave, and as it were hope someone else can come down and kick some butts and totally miss the point and still wonder what i can do, and it seems to me that collective strength ‘only’ often replaces one system with another in all respects ‘the same as the one before’, in all but NAME that is, but this time i really feel my WORDS may make a ‘difference’, it is a WAR G and one that must turn this World around and save lives, and as i sit here saying all this to you the same OLD stuff goes on outside my door as yesterday as tomorrow and i wonder if anything i say here will matter and ‘if’ only the TV and all the rest of it is all anyone really cares about, then i think more people will never see things as they are. Even if many did see Life/Astrology for what it is ‘many’ would still see it as meaningless and thinks it goes against how they have built their lives, so it is a futile action to say live your life by Astrology more, i’ll give you that, but i’ll also say we are living within its system whether we like it or not, so accept and use it more.

ACTION and events bring change and i hide-away, so what chance of change? Very little from my sofa, no doubt, but i am not a policy maker and i ain’t calling for an uprising, our minds are hidden in the television, computers and we are on mobile phones soaking-up mindless garbage and so i may as well have kept these thoughts of mine hidden, like our visible sight we are blind to the full range of ‘light’ and perhaps it is too early to speak like ‘this’ to the World, but my words do still seem to echo the ‘times’ we live in somewhat i feel/think, so there.

So, Gareth what’s it to be, do you want to know Astrology or not? Actually the film THOR is about to start so can we sit down and watch that Bob and give me time to think about what you said, ok G, there is no more tonight on LIFE and ASTROLOGY is there B, no G you are safe in the hands of the GODS, and I laugh out loud.

Astrology: G4

January 18, 2018

Or alternative title of: Our progressed state

Sitting at home in an already semi-relaxed state and talking i said, it’s like this Gareth…

… into and out of danger and accident is how our progressed chart should be viewed peppered with times of fortune and not so good times, well that is how the Astrology books put it anyway. But that is all too brief, and why? because to name all the possible outcomes of what might happen to you is just that ‘naming’, it can’t be an exact ‘art’ but it can narrow it down somewhat.

Anyway, in my opinion it should be phrased more like ‘if you have it within yourself [in your chart] and within your lifetime to do, and if comes around ‘in time’ [to be used] then your good or bad [inside or outside of ‘you’ will be able to be accessed to some degree] so make the most of these times’ for ye may not see them again, at least not in the configuration you see them in, in any one ‘year’, meaning the aspectual configuration. And, of course there are some ’times’ you rightly never wish to see but come they do/will.

It really is like a full ‘plan’ of when you can bring yourself to the fore and also when not to, [or you can’t], if all you see is grief, my advice is tread carefully, but of course it is much more than that, every planet, sign and house will have its day to some extent, although of course not ‘everything’ will be activated and thank God for that, some nasties will never come about and of course some goodies will never be tasted either. We can develop ourselves over time and never reach the/our promised land but what will always come is the final reckoning ‘death’ which no one escapes and that is shown by a/ or a combination of killing ‘progressions’, [like a bunch of nasties ganging-up together to put the lights out, but do we know when they will gang-up on us and take us out]? Yes, we can know, the knowledge is there and has been part of the ‘trade’ of Astrologer’s in the past, until it was deemed a little too much to tell their client when to put their affairs in order. I think for some of us ‘knowing’ that time is ‘good’ just think of an old person with ‘diseases’ i semi-believe they should be spared the truth/time when they are young and healthy but at say seventy and with in-their-case not much to live for in many cases because of illness etc the knowledge of their time of ‘release’ may come as a kind of blessing, but who really wants to know that B even then, not many i’d think.

I, Gareth when learning of this knowledge decided i didn’t want to know of my fatal time, and before i weakened myself with smoking i was strong in my youth and left to my own devices i was scarily virile, i suppose it is down in part to my Sun in the seventh house in a Cardinal sign with the antiscion exactly on the seventh cusp, that kind of connection had to make the Sun’s strength bigger for me. If the antiscion was still there but my Sun was from the sixth house things would’ve been different i’m sure of that. But B surely you could’ve known that you were ‘strong’ without later making your Astrology knowledge the justification for that strength, sure, if ignorance was what i wanted to live in, but how do you know for sure Astrology is the right ‘thing’ to pin things like that on, well, perhaps because in fifty-one years i have found nothing else which comes close to giving me that hook to pin ‘things’ on. I think you should rethink Bob, you have ‘seriously’ fell off the hook if you ask me. Hook, Line and Sinker for the Stars and you never took your mother’s advice to ‘not take it that seriously’, yes, because she never told me her reasoning behind ‘not taking it too seriously’, perhaps she was just a little too worried that i would lose myself in it, like i am capable of doing with anything, i want to go along with; that’s all i can say right now, ok, but she never said ‘that’ to me any more when i became convinced of its worth and it was my decision to carry-on, and it was the right one in my mind. You see i got past Russell Grant and filtered-out most of the rubbish ever written on the subject and i found a ‘path’ which suited me and… … anyway… … you are distracting me from talking about progressions and the progressed chart/life.

Like i said, i kind of worked-out where my years ended, my full ‘reach’ if you like, [but of course i will only know if that is true after i am dead, or perhaps if i live much longer than i suspect] and of course you only reach ‘that’ span of years if you don’t accidentally get yourself killed in the meantime, but what if you pass that ‘time’ and go years past it, what then? I celebrate i suppose. I think we all come close to death on many occasions through-out our life and only by ‘intervention’ divine or human do we somehow survive. But those nasty progressions are around, or coming-up and if you are ‘weak’ from ill-health or something else then they have more of a chance of getting you sooner but i’ll tell you this, a close friend of mine had one of her friend’s child die and she was shook-up by it, now she and me share most things in conversation but even i shied away from telling my friend i could see the ‘death’ in the child’s chart quite easily [retrospectively], she didn’t ask me to say if or when i saw the death ‘thankfully’ and because Astrology can be rather matter of factual and quite insensitive if the ‘user’ ‘fails’ to take into consideration the ‘real World’ i had to be very careful what i said even after death. You see this girl had an awful ‘Rx’ [Retrograde] Mars in Sagittarius and although the ‘girl’ was born with Mercury in Gemini direct it soon became retrograde after her birth and retrograded towards the opposition of Mars in Sagittarius which was still Rx in the first few years of her life so all the nasty factors were there, and this was enough to kill her it seems [although there are probably more progressive factors that i never looked at/for], anyway apparently the girl was a ‘fantastic’ person as often are the young who die far too early, [and i have noticed people with Mercury in Gemini natally does tend to take a few people in early life, or tries to, but i don’t have enough data or research to back this statement up so it’s a generalisation at best] anyway a lot of people think that these children are here for such a short time as a kind of ‘blessing’ on the people around them and perhaps this is so, i can’t really comment on that but a nasty opposing progression will take anybody out young or old.

Anyway, in olden times when life was often much shorter and usually due to disease and war, the wealthy and the ones ‘in the know’ would consult the Astrologer and get ‘many’ years of progressions mapped-out for themselves, did it help them stop the fateful day? don’t be silly G, but surely if you knew War would probably finish you off this month you would avoid war wouldn’t you?, no, not necessarily because isn’t all War and fighting just possibly always your last moment unless you survive and surely some ‘warring-men’ probably bragged that ‘no’ this is ‘not my time to go’ this week/month because of the type of people they ‘are’ and even ‘star-checkers’ have to ‘or will’ fight against what they have heard and will compete against the ‘knowledge’ hoping the odds favour them once more, especially ‘fighting’ men as i say, the silly sods. Then there is the fact that none of us ‘truly’ know just how we will perish G and if your time is up why fight it, what i mean [as well] is, you might not even get to the battlefield, you may get killed just in the preparation, like falling off your horse on the way there. This is where i have to admit Astrology can let you down and perhaps only in ‘hindsight’, is that we can only see those [for example here] Sagittarian factors/hints that this person dies with a horse or whatever are going to be involved ‘somehow’, and this is where i think we see more information on bodily parts killing you rather than events in the World as there are far too ‘many’ external-factors to make an accurate prediction from, as to the cause of death, the end.

Anyway, like i said i didn’t want to know too much on my death or its circumstances, i suppose it will be like most people’s here one minute and gone the next, but most are either drawn-out or instantaneous that’s for sure.

But for most people nowadays they would look at their ‘progressions and directions’ for a question of when to expect ‘good or bad fortune’ and when to escape from those nasty little accidents, [if you can/if it is possible to] but most of the population who don’t look into Astrology they can usually only see a few days ahead, to the pay-packet or months ahead to that holiday and who really plans for years ahead, except your funeral, and of course maybe some big businesses do. And as for accidents befalling us well, i could die going to make a cup of coffee, [go put the kettle on G]… … and when he left the room i smoked another cigarette knowing i myself was looking at one possible ‘fate’ for me.

So G, we all get a tough ‘deal’ in life and no one has the ideal ‘hand’ [chart] and if you have something ‘close’ [a good hand/chart] that is good for ‘you’ most people will put on a poker-face if they do and keep quiet about it and let the game/life just play-out, it is human nature, because we all soon get used to our hand/fate and most of us grow-up expecting nothing much to change from what we ‘get used to knowing and have always known’, it is that kind of genetic imprint which year after year says this is how its going to be and this is how i am going to play it out. We play ourselves ‘out’ into the World and to our friends and family who expect us to be forever the same person they know year after year and we expect ourselves to be the same person we were yesterday, today and tomorrow, and surprise-surprise we are. Money accumulated throughout our lives will bring new opportunities but if we like peanut butter we may now by 100 jars instead of one, the only thing that really changes is buying something ‘new’ that we couldn’t afford before like a car or house, but it is only the same as if ‘the’ one pound in your pocket buys you a newspaper then another pound on top of that also buys you a soft drink too. But the real question is ‘where is your true level’ to begin with and what will ‘up or down’ that within your lifetime.

I have found that if a planet which was ‘fairly strong’ already in my chart hits my second house ruler [Saturn] like my progressed Venus nicely aspecting my Saturn my finances will/should rise, but because my Saturn is quite weak ‘natally’ with an afflicting aspect from my weak Jupiter then my finances were never ‘much’ anyway and are unlikely to rise much, they may even fall, but some progressed effects are often unnoticeable unless you know what it is to be looking for, but many last quite a ‘time’ so it’s a question of whether they welcome or not. My Jupiter and Saturn are in square aspect so i haven’t seen much progressed activity between them in my whole life, so no wonder my finances have almost remained the same.

It is the ‘invariable’ rule of progressions G to give according to yourself. Although every rule has/can be bent a little to fit the ‘circumstances’ of the person’s life being examined, but if you know the chart you should already know the person, and the potentiality of what might occur/happen to/for them, it just follows.

I suppose what i am saying G is some of us will excel in certain areas of life whereas some are destined to fail miserably and some will have ‘times’ when everything is going their way but only if they have developed themselves into ‘someone’ who can do ‘things’ with that ‘potential’ and because they will make the most of their golden times. But then again i also believe that some naturally gifted people can ‘deliver’ their ‘goods’ whether it is their ‘special’ times or not, but perhaps by the time they have come to ‘prominence’ [and other people can see what it is they can do] they have been through and knocked-off some of the[ir] rough edges which their ‘watchers’ [usually meaning those who sit and admire other people’s achievement’s] can only look at them from a ‘distance’ and say well done, it is in some people’s nature’s and not other’s i guess, but i’m talking about the socially ‘celebrated’ in this instance, the ‘one’s’ you hear about on Television but remember ‘people’ as a whole are ‘here’ for many more reasons than just being a face or a name, and whether their role is great or small, all lives ‘progress’. And that’s why Astrology ‘works’ for everyone G.

Nice coffee.

Astrology: G3

January 17, 2018

Or an alternative title: Understanding Astrology

Hi Gareth, you have come to see me? no, i’m hanging upside-down from a walabar tree in Perth Australia, that’s funny, [i’ve never heard of that tree, me neither B], i just saw you press my bell and as i see no-one else standing here, i guess you’ve come to see me, hey stop twisting my melon man, ok, so what do you want G?

I have to admit to you B that i am slightly coming to ‘like’ your conversations to me on Astrology and i want to know more, understandable G, so just what is it you want to know? i don’t know really but i suppose i just want to understand it more.

Don’t we all G, but in telling me this you’ve made the first step towards understanding and you aren’t a complete novice ‘now’ if you’ve been listening to what i’ve been saying to you and did you read my blog posts? well no, well do, there is some knowledge in there [even if i say so myself], although i’m far from an authority on the subject, perhaps more of a ‘maverick’, a little bit like Astrology itself, because i live outside the mainstream and tend to do it my way, you know.

But i’ve been reading the Astrology newspaper columns, well i’ve made my feelings on ‘them’ very clear G and its just pop Astrology and isn’t much use or very helpful except as a stepping-stone to the real thing i suppose.

– I sadly think Astrology has had its ‘day’ to be honest, although many hundreds or even thousands of years ago when it was ‘new’, and fresh, like so many things are at the beginning it had many things going for it although there are people keeping it going and discovering new uses for it, i suppose it just isn’t being ‘used’ as it was before by the people, [in numbers, i mean] i think so many people remain unconvinced by its power and uses and although it saddens me deeply ‘you can bring people close to water but you can’t make them drink it’ and i suppose the newspaper columns give the people a chance to see Astrology in action, but it isn’t enough.

– You see G even if people were to read an Astrology book they fail to get its relevance’s and self-help is usually no-help at all. And you may think Astrologer’s are the best placed people to help the public understand the subject and yes they know the subject, but ‘some’ may only know little more than what anyone can book read themselves, i think their skills go into talking to people and various other diverse skills nowadays and i am pretty sure they couldn’t easily share their deeper knowledge with anyone who only has a passing knowledge [that is certainly my experience] although saying that, this is exactly what i am trying to do for you, and that’s where the Astrologer’s who want to provide help can be a help or a hindrance, you see some Astrologer’s know their subject but are unable to teach it to others in the way they understand it themselves, but it is not their fault they are just somewhat unable that’s all.

That is what i admire about you Bob, always giving half the answer and letting people fill in their own ‘blanks’ and not saying i have the ‘solution’ either, yes G that is my way forward, everyone must make their own discovery at the level they are at, at any ‘one’ time, and whilst you may think i am being ‘harsh’ on Astrologer’s many would admit passing-on any knowledge is hard to do especially to a layman, who may tie things up in so many knots as to make it a nonsense.

Let me take you back to my beginnings, when i was young like you and i went into a shop in Hoveton, Norfolk looking for something to read and i picked-up Russell Grant’s Sun Signs book paid for it and left with few expectations, i had obviously heard of Astrology and i know i had seen him on morning television and thought this is ‘worth a punt’ so i put down my money and i was ‘hooked’ [i knew he was onto something] and suddenly a whole new World opened-up for me, and it was to be my school friends who were going to be the answers to whether Russell was right, did Leo’s and Scorpio men and women have the strongest obvious sexuality? but what i didn’t realise right then was that the whole chart existed, [although Russell had mentioned it], so [in a way] i was off on a red-herring trail of not looking at the mixed ‘factors/planets’ meanings which i knew little or nothing about until a little later, but the ball got rolling quick, and i’ll give it to Sun signs that they were my way ‘in’ and perhaps the beginning point for so many or should be.

And i guess that is where most people are at the ‘beginning’ and some people never even get past that, i always remember my mother saying when i showed that first interest in Sun signs ‘oh that looks far too complicated for me’ but she was slightly taking the piss and ducking-out of getting into it with me and fair enough she didn’t want ‘in’ with me on this ‘ride’.

That is it really G she has her birth chart and her life that goes with it and Astrology just didn’t figure on her path but i suppose some ninth-house path was hers even if it was just her ‘avoiding’ all higher learning things as was her ‘way’ and her ‘case’, you see she never travelled much outside her shorter daily journeys, and those could be frequent if a destination was named, so for her the third house took dominance over the ninth i suppose, [i guess i never really knew how she manifested her 9th house] and even when she did go abroad it was only to see my sister who lived there for a while but she only took her chance with much badgering from me and many others to go abroad. I suppose we [as humans] can only do that which is within us to do, and that G is understanding Astrology 101.

Anyway you must have questions G, but i may not answer them if they are not relevant and purposeful, and i may not answer them as they were put to me either.

Shoot? No, stop, put the kettle on i want a coffee, make me one please and help yourself to whatever you can find.

So an/the Astrological World is still a fiction G is it? when he came back i went on a bit of a rant, so many things are failing in the early 21st century, banking is a fraud, money is created out of nothing and we are paying ‘interest’ or ‘profit’ for the pockets of people who just don’t actually stand by us when we have no more money to pay for anything anymore, it is a fraudulent practice and a bankrupt one because eventually no-one has any ‘money’ except the ‘few’ and the old answer of ‘you can’t eat money’ doesn’t cut it anymore, because so many are starving already, the real question now and always has been is ‘why’ are they doing this and what is the[ir] purpose in having all the money in the World, and this ‘mania’ has to stop but until we see what this ‘strip-mining’ of Life and the Earth means and what is their [our supposed rulers] future plan, we’ll never see any real progress for humanity, although to me it seems that they are simply taking-away our power [money] so we can’t act when they finally laugh at us and say you are stuffed and you should’ve stopped us while you could’ve, and by then they would’ve built a way off the planet and you are left in this screwed World, because the psychotic symptoms are here for all of us to see and we all know about dealing with an individual patient, but when the ‘system’ and the individuals who make-it-up are ‘sick’ who can deal with that, we have solutions for our own lives G but collectively no-one can or will take-it-on and that is why we are heading for collapse, but we continue to subscribe to our ultimate failure and demise because to dismantle yourself from a life which continues to feed you while all is going well and the promise that another gravy train will be along soon when one system fails is just enough to keep you interested and striving, [and if our most basic human needs and desires are basically met who complains at the bigger picture?], its because without these needs and suchlike satisfied we are as good as dead and no-one wants to believe that all they ‘work’ for is their ‘death’ but in reality that is what we are doing and our exploiters know this and so exploit us, because to them it is the ‘inevitable’ end for mankind, and if they didn’t make the most of us, but i say we would probably get there [to our own answers without most of this oppression ourselves eventually, so they can bugger-off and leave us to it]. But who are this ‘they’ you talk about? No-one seems to really know, although i can tell you the general consensus is there is a non-human force in control and all i can suggest to ‘you’ and my ‘readers’ is, plain old humans just wouldn’t do much of what they do without it being here, but that’s another subject altogether, one which i don’t want to get into just now, ok? Alright B as you like.

So, i say make something ‘good’ and sustainable from [your] Life G, as there’s so much s**t out there and always remember to view Astrology as something [at its most basic] as just ‘innocent fun’ and yes, it is a tool that could hurt yours or another’s feelings if someone says something about you which is wrong [that is why i avoid telling someone’s horoscope unless i know them fairly well], but remember hurting others ‘that’ can happen in so many ways in life already and can be sorted-out easily enough too usually, but is Astrology to blame if someone elects to kill us all by Nuclear War by electing a time to wipe-out humanity ‘hardly’ he/they have only pin-pointed a time to do ‘it’ thinking ‘oh, this fits’ our idea, well, perhaps.

No, i have to tell you [and it is sad in some ways for me to admit this as i’m not a great fan of systems] ‘that’ some World systems are ‘good’ naturally and whilst Astrology has an overall purpose of ‘naming’ the ‘times’ we live-in it nonetheless doesn’t ever really ever say for a ‘moment’ this is a good or bad time for something because ‘sometime’ could be ‘say’ good to ‘murder’ [but should it be done?], remember Astrology is simply ‘just’ another System.

Astrology of course can/could do things like ‘that’ [look at times to do bad things], by looking at research etc [although it would only be certain men’s propensities to do so, i think], but i’m glad it hasn’t allowed itself to go down that road too much, [at least not yet] and by itself ‘Astrology’ will not kill humanity or rip humans off like the banking system does so why don’t we give it a chance again, it is as potentially as ‘rich’ as money could ever be for us, and its full benefits aren’t known let alone reaped, as of today, but no, its ‘profit’ that matters today and its obvious to me that its undeveloped state of ‘use’ by the people means the potential exploiters aren’t sniffing-around ‘yet’ and i hope they never get their grubby little paws on its potential and maybe they never will with it being an abstract concept in need of imagination and perhaps God is keeping it away from mankind for a reason, because an enlightened people would make use of it, but are we enlightened enough yet G? i think not, as a population anyway, and ‘why’ even make it happen in a World of so much darkness unless it is a weapon against the forces of darkness and the evil that persists in the World, i say.

And are we at that stage yet? where we can make the best ‘use’ of it? maybe, and maybe i am writing this impassioned plea for its re-emergence without actually fully knowing what is behind it all, but whatever ‘it is’ G i know i do this kind of explanation because i feel its ‘worth’ this much, to at least put it out there.

Another thing G, is how do we break down the whole system? the apocalypse [uncovering] well, first we locate the problems [the ‘seals’ or the sealed things in life] Money is definitely one of the sealed things in life that is becoming an ‘open book’ for all to see ‘its’ insanity, but what are the other six? sadly it isn’t so obvious to know, [its worth noting here that the United States of America has many great seals and for them to become opened or transparent is perhaps part of what humanity is working for] anyway, much can be already worked-out though, the game of War [is it just connected] or one of the seals maybe? but the point is, if it is there [out in the World] it can be discovered and hence broken down [and broken down it must be] if we are to truly live as we always should have.

But why is this so important to you Bob or to humanity? Isn’t it obvious, we need to stop the insanity, these people don’t help themselves to ‘stop’ they just indulge themselves and occasionally whine on about their lives, but will they give-up their lifestyles, no they continue along the same lines forever perpetuating their ‘disease’ and never for a moment seeing that their wealth is making all the rest of us poor, or if they do ‘see’ they just ignore it/us. All into themselves is their ‘mantra’ and these high maintenance people truly believe it is their ‘right’ to have what they have, but is it really, ‘haven’t they done well for themselves’ is the lie that is spun to us and we just accept that, bollocks. I am ‘bitter’ but not because i want to be like them ‘no way’ i want an equal spread of wealth, they have sucked-it-up all for themselves and the consequences of this ‘practice’ is out of our control [seemingly] but ‘they’ seem so blind to the realities of life, but don’t be ‘fooled’ they don’t get in their ‘position’ without knowing exactly the lay of the land, people with that mind-set, well, give up their wealth, no, they are addicted but they still see the stupidity of it all, only to continue, they must justify their existence/continuance, but ‘rant’ over for today, as i could go on and on, we all see the wrongs, despite their cover-up’s.

Astrology is the people’s thing G and it is so far removed from a ‘dictated’ life, [or could/can be] and i love its ability to make the World for ‘yourself’ from it.

Sure, and as that is exactly what rich people have done for themselves ‘made a World for themselves’ so i have the potential to go along those lines of Astrology’s potential, [as do we all] but the potential of Astrology that i build for myself doesn’t and won’t take me to wealth, as doing ‘Astrology’ is a wealth in itself and that is all i/we really need.

Note: As you can see ‘readers’ i do use Astrology in this conversation as a ‘word’ to ‘counter’ the World around me/us, but in truth ‘you’ could insert any ‘favourite’ word of your own in its place to make your own argument against the World’s wrongs, remember this is just an Astrology based ‘blog’, i hope you see what i mean.

Astrology: G2

January 16, 2018

Or an alternative title of: what do you see here G?

We were climbing a hill G [Gareth] and me and chatting on the way up. Neither me or G has Mars in Scorpio but we were still ‘giving it our all’ which for him was ok as he is younger and fitter and much more spelt, but as for me a wheezing 51-year-old smoker i was struggling, it was like i’d smoked loads of clean air for a change, why did i agree to go, who knows.

So, what is it today B [Bob]? how did you know i’d start on Astrology G well we are in the beginning of a protracted conversation aren’t we and when did you miss an opportunity to espouse your cause/views, come on G i said, you know me too well and like i said i wasn’t into changing the World by Astrology, who would listen anyway? ok, go on anyway mate i’m ready for the next instalment.

Well i failed miserably to impress you with my Mars in Scorpio ‘rant’ and i thought i gave you a good case, hang-on B you did impress me with you ‘conviction’ etc but you failed to back it up with enough evidence in my eyes, meaning, i said? well, i might say, you gave me just a few pieces of ‘something’ and you said it ‘matters’ but that isn’t going to sway me or anybody to believe in Astrology; and just because ‘you’ said Astrology has something to with excellence at a certain time is fair enough but it’s not enough, at least yet, it is a pretty weak argument i agree, but still a valid point was made i think, and it is only the beginning, so i’ll continue.

Anyway B, why are we trying to climb this hill ‘especially’ as you might not make it old man, hey cheeky i have a steely determination to see the top and the view and let me tell you when i was your age i walked 23 miles around Thetford Forest and passed many flaggers and did the course in a decent time, i may stop too much now due to my Sofa lifestyle and too many cigarettes but i was a fairly fit guy when i was younger and i suppose life just ‘hit’ me too hard and i just withdrew, but we aren’t here to discuss me so leave-it-out my Son [not literally meant, as G isn’t my Son reader, ok].

So, get on with it…

… ok G, did you ‘know’ you can get a map of the World and put your Astrological chart onto it, no, but so what B, i stopped and took a deep breath and counted down slowly from ten ‘all’ to stop me from reaching-out and clipping this young ignoramus around his ear for his insolence, [so what] i said, it is one of the single most important things in the computerised astrological world and it was made in the 20th Century so you can’t casually dismiss it with a ‘so what’, at least ‘not’ before finding-out about ‘it’ before chucking-it-out, that is, ok.

But that’s a laugh ain’t it, especially for you, because you have recently been telling me B ‘haven’t you’ that you have started to believe in the flat Earth ‘position’, yes that’s right G, well surely the maps you talk of are based on a globe, sure they are, but let me tell you this Gareth… … oh here we go… … just shut-up and listen for a moment… … i think, but do not know that the ‘system’ it is based-on is ‘sound’ so indeed if a Flat Earth were/is ‘proven’ and accepted ‘one-day’ then the existing lines may work just as well or just be tweaked a little, and before you say it, Astro-carto-graphy may be a falsehood right ‘now’ because the World is flat but it somehow ‘works’ [as is] and remember just like lots of failed ‘ideas’ [which either the globe or flat earth could be] which worked until a better one came along we all got along ‘fine’ with them when they were wrong, but what if ‘it’ is flat and a new system can’t be calculated, surely it only came about because of the globe, i don’t know all the answers G, [it could be something ‘else’ entirely where we live, i don’t know] but back to the subject it is something i would have to ask a Astro-carto-graphy person, and if it couldn’t be done, well it would be a loss for sure. Anyway it is human-nature to learn from our mistakes although i will say that if the day comes when someone has to admit that the Earth is flat [if is it] it would hard one to admit to seeing how the ‘authorities’ have said they have seen a globe from space already but if ‘we’ [as all humanity] go into space, then the truth has to be known eventually, because they couldn’t fake that, could they? and i rest my case because as of ‘now’ 2017/18 its honestly just hearsay with no camera’s from the space station giving us live streams of the ‘globe’ Earth from space, that show the whole planet, as far as i’m aware.

Ok, i know you have more so go-on Mr big-shot give me your best shot… … well people ‘move’ right and they look for their ‘ideal’ place to live and unlike my great grandparents generation who would hardly leave their own Norfolk village [in their lifetime], although that ‘forklore’ is exaggerated somewhat, as obviously most of them would’ve walked to the next village if they wanted to; well what i’m saying is people didn’t go far and then the trains planes and cars arrived and life suddenly opened-up for ‘us’ the ‘people’, my Caribbean born uncle was most exotic when he came here and married my mother’s older sister in the 1950’s and although i don’t have her exact birth time i suspect her birth-chart has lines running close to Barbados, a place she has visited a lot, or that ‘place/country’ just wouldn’t be important to her. Let me stop you there Bob, do you need an ‘exact’ birth time to make this work? well G with all Astrology an exact timing and place makes things a hell of a lot easier for ‘you’ and its near impossible to do Astro Cartography without it, [of course you can get something from it in other ways, but exactitude always ‘rules’ in Astrology] but aren’t you just voiding all the ‘Astrology’ you love with that statement B, of course not you fool, exact birth-times give ‘exact’ results but you can run-close to the truth without ‘exactness’ [and ‘do’ some astrology from it], but it just isn’t the same eh Bob, again instantly i felt like clipping his ear for insolence but moments later i just laughed as i knew he had been listening to me after-all. All i could say was most people will say they know roughly the hour they were born in and that’s all they can say and that’s sad to me but if that’s it then so be it, you can’t do anything much about it if it wasn’t recorded, but that’s another subject.

Anyhow, you are putting me off G, we all have watches and people with phones have GPS and any one of us knows what ‘day’ and ‘year’ it is, so no-one can fail at being an Astrologer, but not everyone has the software to do it B, irrelevant G everything you need to know to ‘chart’ is available in book form, but what about the understanding of the subject, good point G but one we shall return to again and again my friend, so, shut-up and let me get on, will you.

So, a little more on the use of Astro Mapping, you are a single young man and perhaps you will marry one-day, but perhaps not a white-wedding bride with what i know about you and your de-flowering of young maidens as soon as is humanly possible, or it might be that you don’t even last that long in actual wedlock if you get into bed with a young waiter at the reception, hey how do you know about that ‘time’, oh i have my spies G [G had his bi-sexual moments although he didn’t appreciate me bringing it up just then] and you should expect less invites to other people’s weddings in the future as it is obvious you can’t keep it in your trousers, [but who can at Weddings B, he finally admitted]. True, and then i heard your excuse too bragging to your friends you only went with him because there weren’t any decent birds there, at a wedding reception, really? ok B i’ll level with you i was drunk and he gave me the eye and i looked at his body and face and thought well why not, it was one of those bloody male strippers she had brought there doubling-up as a waiter for more cash, and as he caught my eyes and my mind, ok, G i’m not having a ‘go’ you know i’m not against homosexuality as you know, but you wouldn’t have done it in your own town and let me tell you ‘why’ you were more inclined to do it there, ok this should be good… … 800 miles from home your chart changed and things moved around a ‘little’ and suffice to say your rather androgynous Mercury and Sun now were placed exactly where they were overwhelmed by your more natural Venus ways and you simply played-the-other-side-of-you.

That’s bollocks Bob, you are saying being 800 miles from home set me on a slightly different course, no, not a different course exactly, if you have latent tendencies and we all do [and i just don’t mean sexually] then ‘somewhere’ else in the World will help them ‘change’ [or come out] and you ‘agree’ you changed there, didn’t you? well yes, but for your information i have done it with a man in my home town, so there, ok i get you G, but its not my business, ok, i’m not saying you can’t do stuff ‘anywhere’ but these places, [although it can be a hell of a lot easier ‘there’, or some place that is more suitable Astrologically], no, i am saying some places in the World bring out your natural ‘forces’ stronger and more easily than other places like your ‘home’ might, alright, this is the general rule.

And times and age moves us all on, meaning as your chart progresses, [let’s take an example now] the fun you found in Stockholm as a 17-year-old could now be more centred in/on Stockholm as an older man if your ‘chart’ moves in that way, and that’s all i am saying, your Astrology moves. But i will tell you it could’ve been much different as ‘some’ people may have ‘places’ in the World where lines cross and then whilst meeting sexual advances they may also meet many other strong ‘factors’ too, the ‘choices’ [or what you may meet] can be many, perhaps that is why many ‘people’ can meet good and bad for themselves in one ‘place’ or another.

Let me explain about myself, i have never been that good looking or ‘attractive’, as you young people call it nowadays and shyness has always crippled me a lot, and deciding who i liked or more importantly who i didn’t like always ‘played’ too much of a role for me so i ended up alone often, anyhow on a holiday in Norfolk with some Europeans a few years after i got into Astrology i was staring at the people and seeing ‘people’ versions of places from my European birth chart [locality-wise anyway], little did i know that ‘then’ though. Anyhow the Spanish ignored me but the Dutch were friendly enough and it was a mix with the others but more than that people were just being themselves really [Natal] you see, but this German girl liked my sense of humour and yes i haven’t always been this serious Grump you know now, anyway we hit it off and had sex and we also had sex again in Berlin and she lived near Stuttgart and years later when looking at my astro-world-map it showed me she lived very near to where my natal Sun was on the/my 7th house/descendant line and it continued onto Berlin where we had sex too, but my point is ‘this’ in Norfolk [my home county] the girls just wouldn’t come on to me, or me to them, but this Deutsche Girl almost just gave it to me ‘no questions asked’ and ‘that’ is the kind of ‘power’ knowing and choosing Astro Locality strengths can give you because if it doesn’t come to you, you go to it, it is a kind of ‘unofficial-mantra’ for its use, it is simply making use of your own strengths really, or just finding ‘yourself’ elsewhere i guess.

Am i starting to convince you now? don’t you want to explore the World on your own terms, ‘meaning’ into your life, knowing that the search is based on you, well sure B but… … ah no buts G the World is your oyster and just be thankful someone made a record of your exact birth time and place or you and many millions of others may have this ‘opportunity’ to go-for-it wherever you like and hopefully find something somewhere else all because of this thing called Astrology, because if you can’t find it at home there is still a lot of World out there and it is known as Continents, Countries, Cities etc, what i am trying to get through to you is, it is all rather meaningless unless you have Astrology as a/your guide of what ‘you’ the ’individual’ may find out there, of course you can just go somewhere and just see what you see, but Astrology can give you a ‘clue’ albeit in a general sense.

Anyway we are here at the top now, oh what a ‘view’. Anyway are you still in contact with the waiter G, oh shut-up Bob or i’ll kick you down the hillside, that was 800 miles and a World away, exactly G exactly.

Astrology: G1

January 15, 2018

Note: over the next 12 posts i will be giving vent to more than just Astrology; Life, and Reptilians and various things that jar me off will be discussed in hopefully ‘sometimes’ amusing ways. But if you are already an aware person, [and so many people are nowadays], then much of what i say will come as no big surprise to you.

Let me set my stall out, here in [G1] and over the next twelve posts, i will tell you stories of 13 conversations i had with Gareth Jones a young friend of mine who when learning about my life and interest in Astrology innocently asked me to tell him more, [the fool], so i duly supplied him with my ‘take’ on Astrology and Life and i don’t think he liked it much and perhaps you [dear reader] won’t like it either as there is some challenging ‘stuff’ in here [and to come], but if you have read my posts before ‘you’ perhaps know what is coming because i do open-up on many feelings some of which might be a bit strong to stomach [but nothing most men and women can’t handle, so don’t be put-off] because here in 2018 many of you will already be ‘aware’ that we live in a World that isn’t all it seems to be, and as the veil has already begun to be lifted on so much in this World so nothing i say here should come as that big of a surprise to you unless you have lived under a rock for the past [how many] years.

Much of what i am about to say on/about Astrology has already been said ‘here’ in this blog by me, but these posts ‘do’ tackle it again in a slightly ‘new’ way, so feel free to say to yourself ‘oh no i’ve heard that before and i don’t want to read it again’ and bail-out, although i urge you to continue reading if only for the entertainment value of my posts [big-head], i hear you say, oh well, and if you learn something along the way, well great, good for you… … so, we start.

One of the first things Gareth ever said to me on knowing about my interest in Astrology was… Astrology is all well and good Robert if kept in its proper place. Proper place i said, what does that mean?

Then it all kicked-off, i’ll show him its proper place i thought.

Since that moment we went on to have some lovely conversations about Astrology, Life and the World.. … and here they are.

So what did he mean? i like any man instantly jumped to my own ‘conclusions’ then i asked him what he meant? but wisely he said i am not going to answer that right now, no, i want to convince you over time of its rather limited use and i want you to convince me otherwise if you can, and we’ll put it in its proper place, [i thought who is he do this to me, as i have the ‘knowledge’ and its me who will be forcing the questions] but i said ok you are on, after-all i wasn’t up for changing the World [or asked to] or either installing a New World View where Astrology would come to dominate the minds of the World’s people, was i?, no, I wasn’t, but it a nice idea, isn’t it.

He said let’s talk about Life and then see where Astrology fits in, ok… … now do you want a cup of tea or something stronger? Coffee, please.

I’ll have a cuppa and an upper please, but G, let’s keep this low-key and easy please, although i knew i was lying somewhat knowing i would rage on like a Bull once in the mood and he would say little to stop me doing so.

The World is a mess Bob, [i know that G], and nothing seemingly good happens, it does G but it is so under the radar and fleeting that most people take what they want now and sod the consequences and hide until the next good time comes around. It is like enjoying Mars in Scorpio while it is here and just ignoring that Jupiter in Virgo exists, what!! what does that mean Bob?

Well i suppose what i’m saying is Mars in Scorpio will give you the lot, Martian[ly] anyway, look at the footballers excelling at the Euro’s just now, [this was written in 2016 by the way] playing some of the best football we have seen on the field for some-time, why, because of Mars’s position, and those cyclists in France another chance for excellence and those dart-players in Tokyo playing their best games it is all Mars in Scorpio, the top Athletes ‘doing their thing’, you’ve got to be kidding me Bob, you believe if Mars wasn’t in Scorpio, or Aries/Capricorn we wouldn’t be in this frenzy of ‘sportiness’, that’s it G, the stars aligned just right for the Euro’s and the Tour etc and sport excelled, it was just what sport needed ‘to be on top’ and believe me if Mars was elsewhere we would’ve seen what we saw in quite the same way, yes, we would’ve still seen the ‘games/trials’ but with some different ‘events’ and outcomes, i mean the ‘power’ to excel was there and they did it.

This is bollocks Bob, you’ve convinced me of nothing so far, ok G, you watch sporting events next year when Mars isn’t in Scorpio and you’ll see a worse event, Mars in Cancer, dire, sure you’ll still see ‘winners’ but the spectacle will be different i can assure you of that.

Let me put it to you this way, you believe you have been living a life ‘right’, yes, and you have lived through life, and through ‘times’ and sometimes these ‘times’ feel different to others, well ‘yes’ and why do you think that is? simply because you have aged, no, it is because you have traversed through astrological periods, but everyday seems the same to people like you G, [no patterns to be found], but to you and your crazy belief-system they might’ve seemed different B, but can you really point-out any differences Bob, something to back-up your beliefs, no, not of the top of my head, but given time i may think of something.

Anyway, as Winter is different to Summer, and as the World turns [oh look the Ascendant just turned from Leo to Virgo], keep to the subject B, and the Moon is about to rise in Cromer, on the Ascendant i mean, get on with it. So, we live in changing times B, well so what!! your Astrological World doesn’t really stop the real World from running, and if you tell me the Astrological World is the real ‘one’ i will walk out the door right now, hold-on my friend i never said that, but it’s worth a thought, but let’s get back to tournaments.

As i said some tournaments are what the punters call ‘exciting’ or the ‘best’ [yes i know] and B most men are happy with ‘that’ and they don’t need some pseud-philosopher telling them it is all down to Mars in Scorpio, it doesn’t matter to them, it doesn’t matter to me, and if it was a dire ‘event’ they would’ve just shrugged that off too. But in an Astrological World G perhaps we would run all sporting events Mars in Scorpio/Aries or Capricorn, although in the real World no-one would want to watch the ‘Tour de France’ in December if that was when the Mars in Scorpio time was, and there’s where it falls-down, and perhaps a lesser ‘event’ isn’t so bad anyway, in the grand scheme of things.

But see what the ‘people’ are missing out on G when life isn’t ordered a little by Astrology, although i have to admit that i kind of like the seemingly random way ‘life’ is ordered. Anyway, shouldn’t the question be ‘if the general populace knew in advance what they were likely to get’ then what is the point in going through it, yes, good point, but it isn’t as easy at that. Ignorance is Bliss Bob and the Future is wisely hidden as someone once said, [but even a sneaky-peak isn’t going to give you the exact outcome, only what you may expect]. So, think about this G, you want to plan that dream holiday for you and your family only to pick the entirely wrong time, do you? Oh, don’t give me that ‘one’ B, you and i both know there is ‘no’ perfect time for anything, granted, but we ‘needy’ humans always want what is best for us, don’t we, or we just ‘make-do’ and Astrology can help, although with a family to ‘try’ and make four or five people have their ‘best’ time is virtually impossible, i’ll admit that, as all have their different needs and have different Astrological patterns and i guess that is why people diverge from each other.

Here is an eight-ball Bob, what if all your ‘calculations’ over the years are ‘false’ because Mars and all the other planets don’t really exist in space ‘at all’ and all your Astrology is based on a lie, what do you do then? yes, it is possible that ‘planets’ are just made-up [because the general population has to believe they are out-there, as we are told, and our eyes could be deceived in believing what we see in our telescopes are ‘planets’ when they might not be] and i suppose it is also possible that the sign ‘area’s’ they tell us they are in are not correct but if i read in my book that Mars is in Scorpio and i see Mars things ‘at their best’ i will believe it is ‘real’ and that is enough for me, and let’s just forget about no possible actual planets, as i say i would believe Astrology would work even if they weren’t actually there, but surely that negates Astrology completely, yes, it seemingly does but i am inviting you into the World of the ridiculous and the strange things that people believe could be possible, i simply said that as i knew he threw me an eight-ball, and it was becoming all too bizarre.

I continued, you need a ‘thing’ like a ‘planet’ as a qualifier, anyway my point is G because only having a book on this subject is like only having one-third of the equation, you need some other qualifiers to answer a question and to complete ‘anything’, yes you are right B, i say this to you to be able to point-out that a fourth hidden dimension may exist because we are ‘stuck’ with a subject and object/answer to most things in life and is ‘that’ really all it is ? i don’t have the answer to that B.

And even saying all of this is just ‘mad’ to me isn’t enough G as many great philosophies have failed when people have ‘stated’ there is, or there has to be ‘more’ to it. Many failed probably because that is ‘true’ there isn’t/wasn’t more to that particular one, [but if we have such a question in our heads perhaps the answer is ‘no’ there isn’t ‘more’, until it becomes yes there is, the ‘truth’ is a ‘person’ just hasn’t worked it out yet, again only time will tell, when its ‘time’ will come again].

Oh, there is no convincing you otherwise is there G, no, not unless… … but let’s not tempt that possible fate, eh. I know it is rather naïve to base my belief in Astrology on much of what of i said today but perhaps i am waiting for more ‘earthly’ proof in seeing ‘what’ happens ‘when’ a planet is in a particular ‘sign’ to answer all my questioning and over the years, and maybe much more too. But simple ‘co-relation’ between a named-time/sign and certain ‘events’ has served me well over the years.

Anyway, it is you G i am meant to be convincing here, isn’t it, so are you being convinced?

No, it is fairyland, all you have just told me is black is black and you want me on board, [and to give myself over to it], i felt hurt by ‘that’ but didn’t show it, as i knew i’d made a good start, G said i still ‘need’ more, ok, you are a hard-sell but i have told you more than you realise at present.

Anyway, your coffee is stone-cold and you haven’t drunk a drop, explain ‘that’ to me astrologically if you can, sod-off G you know i can’t do that, [except the Moon is void] and ‘nothing much happens’ so i either forgot about drinking it or felt like not doing so, but talking of ‘doing’ things i will have another ‘go’ at ‘you’ soon, if indeed it is worth it, i failed today didn’t i? yes Bob you did. [thinking i’ll get the little bastard yet].

Astrology: Let’s not name this one

January 15, 2018

Ok i’m back, i’ve had some time off to rest and to think about the direction of my writing style. I did wonder if it was worth coming back as if i look at the stats for this blog i see over all the years i have been writing i have only acquired 15,000 looks, of course i could be viewed more than is reported on in my site, and ‘stats’ can be corrupted, anyway that isn’t that important to me, what is, is my words are out there for you to read. Alternatively, perhaps people just aren’t reading my words, and that’s ok too. After-all, i am just one voice in a sea of billions on the Internet.

I think what i realised recently was the extra bits i’ve added to the main Astrology parts of this blog had value but ultimately detracted from the main thrust of the pure ‘Astrology’ thoughts i wish/want to give to you, but i still think they/it was worth doing. I also know though that to be honest with/to myself i had to add this extra dimension of myself as to deny the fact that i find ‘conspiracies’ compelling is/was just wrong.

There is something ‘wrong’ with this World, ‘people’ who don’t want you to do what it is you want to do, but looking to the ‘gatekeepers’ and asking them politely to open the doors, forget it. I am not going to say isn’t going to work as that just keeps me in the position i have always been in, no, i will say or ask you outright this question: Have you gained answers or an exit point from all that has been spoken to you, or from what you have listened to throughout/in your entire lifetime?

If you have, then why are you still here, enjoying the ride, are you? given up, have you? not ever expecting any change in what is known to you, that is more plausible, i think.

I know i am ‘trapped’ and indeed it should be the first ‘thing’ drummed into any ‘child’s’ mind, and do i think any ‘thing’ i say from here on in will make a blind bit of difference, no, of course i do not. Do i think something i will hear in all my future years will provide me with any comfort and answers, well perhaps, but maybe there aren’t any answers in the World, answers for each individual, well yes, and what then? i doubt i’ll be around to see the day when it all comes ‘together’, still never mind that, i am here right now and that is all that counts.

Over the next few posts i am going to be doing a 13 part series called ‘conversations with Gareth’ a light-hearted ‘take’ on Astrology, i will title them G1, G2 etc up to G13, they are meant to be taken not ‘that’ seriously, although each have their own meaning[s].

I wanted to do this because although it’s a ‘repeating’ of much of what i’ve said before it tackles ‘it’ in another way, and its worth saying ‘again’ i think, as i’ve come to realise i only ‘know’ so much on Astrology and keeping on the same ‘path’ isn’t the worst thing for me to do and perhaps is my best ‘shot’, as after-all this was in my mind to do, and will continue to be.

I promised these [conversations] to you my ‘readers’ a long time ago, [it was written over the past two years] but because in ‘total’ they come to many thousands of words it has taken me a long time to complete.

After these posts i don’t know exactly where the blog will go except where i want it to go, back to its essential ‘core’ i suppose, but like i said if i have to mix in a bit of my wider world view i will.

Ok, that’s all nicely set up so keep reading, and i’ll keep looking at my stats and see ‘apparently’ that no-one is reading, but hey that’s the life we/i are ‘given’, right !!

Astrology: Brexit

January 4, 2018

Or should that be if you take apart the word ‘Be-trix’ [or be tricked].

Important Note:

The thing about ‘any’ information given-out is this ‘it can be twisted by anybody to fit their own agenda’, here [remember] i have just light-heartedly used some Wordplay to take apart Brexit and now make it into ‘us’ being tricked by the whole political system, its wordplay its ‘worthless’ or should i say meaningless ‘yet’ media providers of all types will and do ‘run’ with such cheap punditry, much of what you see on your TV is not much more than this kind of cheap gimmick.

The thing is folks and here i am using the same type of medium to get a/my message across [but not the same agenda, believe me, as i only want to expose], that i can only back-up my being tricked ‘message’ by saying there may be no real evidence as such that we are being ‘tricked’ in some way by Brexit [as yet], but what we already know with our eyes and ears is we see and hear trickery by politicians all the time, and it is most true to say also that when we see a News story it is the ‘commentary’ [telling us what to make of the events, which is most of any trickery] and we are almost told what to believe, i know that is what i am doing here also in a way ‘telling’ you [what to believe also] but like i said, you have to use this/these ‘means’ of communication, but my agenda isn’t working for the benefit of one man or system who wants their agenda to have the greatest ‘say’, i only want to expose the whole ‘circus’ and come away knowing you may see it a bit more clearly, its all i can do really.

So is there something in what i just ‘said’ or just Wordplay, i’ll let you decide.

And remember as our Prime Minister said Brexit means Brexit or ‘being tricked is being tricked’. The old witch, as some might say.

All politicians are liars or let me rephrase that ‘have to be’ to do their jobs, it’s a well-known thing, the two go hand in hand like a dictionary definition, but let’s not get into the politics of the thing, ha ha.

As i live in England i can’t really escape the whole shebang, except turn it off if i don’t like it, but i do like it and for ‘one’ reason only, we have taken our country back, from the ‘overlords’ in Europe, or have ‘we’, maybe that’s the ‘trick’.

Now, i’m not much of a nationalist but i do think it is ‘proper’ to have control over your own affairs and being in the EU has not really given us that on a general level. I myself have never really thought of myself as European in my entire life if only for the reason, we don’t as a country live on mainland Europe, we live on an Island of its coast, and that should be our identity ‘British’ but did we lose our identity when we joined? Yes, to some degree but the British have always felt apart and proud to be an Island nation, how could we not.

What did being in the European Union do for us ‘really’ anyway, as part of the big club? A lot of our wealth got swallowed-up and our rulings were either made or overseen by Europe, that in my mind was never a good way to have our country run, on the positive side we went metric around this time, no more 5 shillings and 6 pence, [which i have to say in an economic World makes some sense] and although our fishing industry was decimated it did help replenish fishing stocks in the long run, and yes there is obviously more to the story, but i’m not here to do that today.

Astrologically the date is set and what a ‘date’ 29th March 2019 is, now even if it doesn’t come to pass on that date that we don’t exactly ‘leave’ and get our country back the symbology is still ‘stunning’.

If its about getting [our] ‘power’ back a more significant date is hard to find, for a start it is Sun in Aries time a ‘sign’ long associated with the Astrology of Britain and the country’s most important ‘mundane’ charts, meaning what we Astrologer’s call ‘charts’ for countries etc as a ‘category’.

But it so much more than that, the essential dignities [and debilities] of this day are many and as any self-respecting Astrologer knows essential dignity equals the power to act, in this/our case for it/ourselves. We mustn’t forget about the debilities though as they will obviously show by which houses they rule-over in the chart what we ‘lost’, or for what ‘now isn’t that good for us’, for the country i mean.

I was going to say here how fantastic it is to know well in advance the exact ‘hour’ of our leaving as Astrologically we can pin-point a ‘chart’ right now, but in all honesty, all of us could pick a day and hour to do something ‘say’ 30 years from now, so it isn’t that remarkable.

We are told it will be 11pm on the 29th of March 2019 and at that ‘hour/minute’ we can all call ourselves ‘British’ once again, as if we really lost it. Although as is ‘said’ it still might not happen on that day, but that’s the vision of our ‘return’ as of the writing this ‘post’.

So, we have a ‘chart’ to look at… … and generally it seems a positive one. One i can’t show an image of so just trust my words.

And one thing is for sure with Saturn in Capricorn and Jupiter in Sagittarius and Venus in Pisces and the Sun in Aries there is enough astrological power to give us our power back. With Mars in Taurus and Mercury in Pisces and the Moon in Capricorn there is also enough ‘detracting’ factors to make some think ‘some of it’ has still made it ‘unworthwhile’ but i’d suggest overall it should be to our benefit as a nation.

It seems strange in some ways that we have a ‘late’ degrees’ Ascendant and a almost ‘void’ Moon but i think because the Moon does make a trine to Mars and Mars is the Ascendant ruler and in ‘mundane’ Astrology the Ascendant rules the ‘people’ of a nation it ‘fits’ giving the country back to its inhabitants, plus those separating Moon aspects do show the process we have gone through to get to this stage.

And that’s about all i can say at this stage, because like i said, its just a ‘ceremonial’ date and hour some months ahead and pins it down somewhat, but as we all have been told, its like everything else just an on-going process and things can change.

P.S. Lots more will undoubtedly be said about this chart by others with more to say, and this is just the bare bones, and why? because its all a little ‘premature’ at present and to do more ‘now’ would be a little foolish when the future is only half known or even thought about.

Astrology: The New Year

January 1, 2018

Is it really the New Year, or just January the 1st [the metric new year, if you like], i being an Astrologer subscribe to the Spring Equinox as the New Year and why?

Well it just makes more sense in the ‘natural’ World that’s all, let’s put it like this, in January ‘nature’ is still in its dying state, in a dormant ‘Winter’ state/condition, and it isn’t ‘New’, sure Nature is undergoing a transformation but we won’t see New buds on the trees in January, [not for us to see opening anyway]. New, to me means pushing forth and showing forth from the deadness of Winter.

It is just the first month of the Year, but ‘you’ try running the modern World beginning around March the 21st it would be near-on impossible, ‘today’ January the first is just a ‘given’ date to make the ‘modern’ World run.

Sure, it’s worth a celebration, the turning of the calendar at the end of the 12 calendar months, but in my eyes its just another falsity we live with, but that’s the modern way, eh.

Like it or not…

November 7, 2017

… we are all liars and deceivers in one form or another and God knows i have lied and deceived to find my way within the system we all live in. [No, that doesn’t mean what i’ve said in this blog to you over the years is all lies and deceit, far from it, its just a ‘general’ observation about us and the lives we lead, i hope you understand that]. You/me ‘everyone’ cannot escape the World we live within, and to some extent what we make of it, although i do believe the problems lie at a wider-level than just one person lying and deceiving, because any ‘one’ of us is found-out quite easily in most cases but on a systematic level well that’s another ‘story’. Sure, there is a scale of deceit in which we all ‘lie’ within, and we ‘all’ fall somewhere within a personal spectrum of lying. Ok, that’s a gloomy start, and i’m going to get much more ‘harsh’ so stop reading now if you don’t want to hear anymore.

I suppose i’m sick and tired of people spouting-on about what is happening now in the World and its future course when it should be obvious to all that we need to look back, and to also look at the ‘sources’ of the problems to find where our answers lie.

To me there are two ‘distinct’ types of liars and deceivers both with their own distinct purpose[s] and i’m about to explain that to you, i’m about to blame ‘mankind’ and its inability to see it is ‘itself’ who binds and enslaves itself and if that ‘now’ commonly use phrase ‘wake-up’ to the World is quoted i believe it should be ‘wake-up’ to yourself, as it makes more sense to me.

I believe the ‘distinction’ is becoming clearer now, not that the ‘World’ is in a ‘mess’ but we are ‘humans’ are, let me explain, more and more people are suffering because the people who lie and deceive [motivation] usually to get ahead and supress the ‘rest’ is/has become the aspirational ‘goal’ for far too many people, you could say ‘these’ humans deliberately ‘chose/choose’ to continue down that path, and then we are supposed to believe that it is the one ‘percent’ of the ‘population’ that we have to worry about and in a way that is true but i think the ‘numbers’ [the rank and file] make it a lot higher than that, [meaning those that wish/want to hang-on and be part of their ‘game’]. Then we have the less purposeful liars and deceivers ‘those’ that have to ‘survive’ within the system, that could be just your average ‘joe’ who has no more purpose then to be out for what he can get for himself.

We see ‘obvious’ lying everywhere and its so inbred into the system that we take it for granted nowadays, its like the World’s greatest secret the ‘unspoken’ but acknowledged way of doing ‘life’, we can all see its ‘pointlessness’ but we carry it on regardless and then say ‘how the Hell did we get to here, with a smile/grin on our face knowing in some way we were complicit in all of it, and then just laugh it off as some big joke’, but that’s a big mistake. I don’t want to get all moral and preachy as that doesn’t really achieve anything except ‘putting’ you in a place of saying ‘don’t do that again’ and you may well ‘listen’ or you may just wait until the next time you can do whatever the Hell you want regardless, anyway i will say this…

… I fortunately or unfortunately have never seen the great ‘attraction’ in lying and deceiving beyond the point that is a waste of time and energy and eventually ‘you are found-out for what you are’. If i have a philosophy of sorts on this topic it is; I lie and deceive not to rule the World but to rule-over or put ‘rules’ into my own personal World, i suppose i am putting a block-on the Mass overcoming the individual ‘me’, i could explain and expose myself right here and right now by ‘explaining’ what i’ve done to escape the ‘injustice’ of living amongst other humans and the ‘created’ World around me, but i’m not because i’m not a child anymore and my story is much like your own, doing what is best for myself. Sure, if someone asks me to explain myself i usually will, but as a human i will explain in my own ‘fashion’ to suit the outcome[s] i want to see for myself, we all do it, it is the ‘one’ part of lying and deceiving most of us can’t escape, self-interest.

I will now recount a story which i hope is self-explanatory, its meant to show how we ‘choose’ our path through life at an early age [whether we ‘like it or not’] as its almost forced-upon us to become ‘who’ we are born to be. You cannot really say a child is born with good/bad intentions and motivations [but its near to the truth as i can get], a child will bring something into this World with itself, and almost without knowing where this may lead to and a knowledge of the World beyond themselves, and the Life they are about to encounter they will ‘choose’ to either develop one way or the other, good or bad and be honest or deceitful/liars.

So here is that ‘story’… … [admittedly covering much of what i’ve already said].

The rather sad truth is we all lie and deceive and the real Elephant in the room isn’t all the conspiracy stories you see but just what i’ve said and ‘it is the source of everything’, and whether you believe some Dark Lord is the ‘problem’ or not is immaterial in the grand-scheme of things, in a way no-one [not even me] should ‘talk’ about things if we can’t say with our ‘hand on our heart’ this is the truth. But we know that is impossible for most of us to do, so things continue as they are… … the simple truth is the ‘source’ of most of our suffering is the human demons we ‘all’ carry inside ourselves, our choices, to continue on and on or to look inside ourselves for a moment and try to change.

As a child one of our first lessons we are taught isn’t by the ‘teachers’ but by the ‘friends/enemies’ we make with other children and the ‘day’ will come when someone will say to you that you are a ‘liar’ or you are just making it up ‘deceiving’, it is ‘then’ we choose/decide to continue or be ‘uncovered’ for what ‘we’ are, and ‘if’ you were lying to be found-out for what you are or otherwise to prove you were being truthful, and sadly or happily depending on the ‘outcome’ we have the basis for many fights, and over the years and as we mature its quite easy to see this developing into a War and Peace scenario [used by so-called adults] as this ‘innocent’ blueprint is used again and again by humans and by the ‘masterful’ for enslavement and freedom. If the ‘disagreement’ goes as far as the ‘teachers’ and/or the ‘authorities’ and if it isn’t resolved ‘then’ a bigger ‘net/court’ can become involved, and if the child doesn’t accept his/her fate ’then’ as we know crime and punishment can await. We accept justice at all levels, no wonder the Freemasons shake ‘hands’ because as ‘kids’ we know that is ‘what’ we should do after a battle/fight and then move-on, but oh no, the general populace ‘keeps-on’ fighting and the spoils go to ‘knowledgeable’, who can hoover it up.

Its at this moment of ‘sink or swim’ we slowly or quickly learn that other ‘humans’ small or large in size will either take and forgive or take and exploit the/any situation. Its here you get an inkling of where you are going to stand/or make a ‘stand’ in the World. Do you stand alone, [or later with like-minded individuals] for your inner truths or do you join-in with the wider-world of lies and deception?

Then as you get older you start to realise there is a greater machine/organisation ‘that most are in together’ to/which enslave[s] you – one which holds your own demons against you, and you feel trapped. Once what was a childish ‘game’ has become overridden by a deeper and darker ‘force’ which depending on how far your lies and deception have spiralled out of control now controls you.

That childish choice of whether to be good or bad without the knowledge of what it fully meant is just ‘this’ many have turned themselves over to the darkside of themselves and why because many see life as boring and stupid and know that lying and deceiving are the two most ‘hardest’ things to prove that a human-being is doing [unless they admit ‘that’ to themselves and to others and explain ‘why’ and let the unravelling story speak for itself]. Nowadays the ‘truth’ movement is really just saying let us uncover all the lies and lets not be deceived anymore, but it can’t happen just like that, for example if you take the chance for an alcoholic to have a drink away and s/he is only going to want it more and if the people who lie and deceive put their hands-up and said ok we did it and here’s how, nothing changes unless they also agree to stop doing it again, so what is the answer? Are we ‘doomed’ in a perpetual cycle-ride we can never get off, or are the brakes slowly coming-on again, i really don’t know, i guess we’ll have to see how it plays-out.

We are living in apocalyptic times because it means to ‘uncover’ the hidden and i suppose i am doing my bit by writing this ‘post’.

The truth is as many found-out as a child is that many other children will stick to their made-up stories throughout their entire lives [no matter what] and many will want to make you believe they never ‘lie’ and ‘deceive’ facing all kinds of ‘situations’ never/ever to be found-out, [or so they hope]. So, they are damned to be taken-over [a lot of times] ‘willingly’ and to become the crisis actors and suchlike, but they are just ‘pawns’ in a much bigger ‘game’. Are such people ‘complicit’? Yes, they are the true deceivers, and i believe its not for the greater ‘good’ they just have their ‘purpose’ and will not reveal themselves, their ‘deal’ is done, they are used in a bigger ‘operation’ guided by the misguided you might say.

In a way, all we are looking at when we look at something ‘false’ is lots of children who sussed what life could be like if they followed that path. Lots of children though never fully understand or suspect what is really going-on in this World until they are informed by others and as we all know it can be easy enough to turn someone on to a life of lying and deceiving if they are already that way inclined, but many initiate’s still don’t know what they are letting themselves in for, many do, and as i said do it willingly, but as the saying goes ‘there’s always someone bigger and better than you who knows more than you do that will/is willing to take advantage [of you], and ‘you’ are further down the food chain than you realise and it’s a dog eat dog World out there so beware’. But its too late for many to turn-back now. The World and its dark forces has you in its ‘grip’ and it isn’t going to let you go without the fight of your life.

We are always at War with ourselves and we can and do forgive ourselves for our little white ‘lies’ and small ‘deceptions’ so we don’t have to reveal the whole ‘truth’ about ourselves, we don’t want to live-in a totally uncovered ‘truthful’ state ‘yet’ that seems obvious, i think the best we can do is bring-down the parts of the system we can’t stand anymore [as we all eventually do] and learn to be more honest that we are liars and deceivers and know if you want to be a full-time ‘one’ then you pay the price for being it and if like me you have to do what you do in order to make it in the World and know its best ‘never’ to push it too far to where it becomes an all-encompassing choice with no chance of return then that’s ok too.

Lying and deceiving can be seen for the fun and games it is but its not much else, and you will always find it hard to stop a person doing what they want to do, a liar is a liar and a honest man is honest.

Ok, that’s enough.

Note: this will be my last post for sometime as i need time to rethink and regroup my consciousness and escape this blogging World for a while and write more [to post later] and to decide if i want to carry-on in the direction i’ve been going and if i’ve said enough of what i needed to say up to now, so hopefully you’ll hear from me again but for now ‘that’s it’.

P.S. I received a couple of nice comments from my Readers recently, and yes, i may be somewhat ‘witty’ but ‘meaning’ is my real ‘aim’ and when i return you may see a new kind of style but essentially it will still be just me, bye.

Astrology: Las Vegas shooting; part 3

November 3, 2017

Today, in this final part i will be looking at a ‘Horary’ chart [11:12 pm at Cromer, England on October the 6th 2017] to hopefully come to some kind of conclusion about the reported shootings.

My question/horary is… … is the mainstream/official news [stations] i am watching on my TV giving me the truth [or true/correct story]; meaning are they lying or making it up purposefully. In a way it’s a simple true or false answer which i’m looking for, but perhaps i’ll see more than that. So, following the rules of Astrology let’s begin.

I am already biased because i believe they are ‘not’ telling us the full truth but does the chart show this? Well, Cancer rises which means i am just one of the ‘public’ watching the news at a distance, and as i have no direct involvement in the events asked about so the Moon in late Aries opposing Jupiter ruler of the 10th house of the mainstream/official news seems rather apt, i am just an individual who is ‘opposed’ to their story of the events. So, the background story fits the chart, if it didn’t i might think the chart was invalid, and either ditch it or ask another, as you should always see if it ‘fits’ in some way before proceeding.

Now, to cut down on time spent on any Horary chart you first need to ‘know’ specifically what you are asking about/seeking for and secondly what you can ‘use’ to find that out, and in true or false questions well we’ll come to that. No, actually let’s say what it isn’t first, you may think if i am going to look for ‘truth’ then i should be looking for ‘God’ and/or universal ‘truth’ which comes out of the 9th house, but no, it’s the 3rd house we look to, as what we are looking for is… … ‘is the information as Man presents it true’, and ‘information’ given to us especially through the media is a 3rd house thing.

In this chart the Sun rules the 3rd house cusp so is its ruler, and although we know the Sun is essentially ‘honest and truthful’ in its nature in Astrology, here the Sun placed in its ‘fall’ in Libra so immediately it starts the alarm bells ringing, so, we can expect that the ‘truth’ has already fallen-short of its highest aspiration from this ‘one’ indication alone, and that’s not good. But is the ‘reported’ event just ‘diminished’ or ‘full-out lies’? let’s investigate. The Sun sits in the lowest place of the ‘chart’ the 4th another ‘minor’ indication that the ‘truth’ is being buried or not fully revealed. Then we turn to the natural ruler of the ‘media’ Mercury and it is the strongest planet by essential dignity in the chart, but this may only show the ‘media’ were all over this story/event [which of course they were] and not much else. For our chart Mercury conjunct the Sun means Mercury is ‘combust’ so the natural reporting was ‘hidden’ under the rays of the Sun and it was like a greater-force had control over it, you could also say the media had been taken-over by a greater ‘power’, now you could jump to the conclusion that this seals it and the media were being told what to report and how, but again, unless that is uncovered and even admitted in full, it can only be speculation in our eyes.

It is also interesting to note that the 3rd ruler is the planet is taking-over the ‘natural’ ruler, but i don’t even want to speculate what that might mean, decide for yourself, sorry. It could mean Mercury couldn’t or wasn’t able to speak for itself and use its normal powers as it may have otherwise been able to, because as we know in these types of ‘events’ a greater power often overcomes it or has something to do with it.

The Astrology does show that ‘something’ is ‘up’ for this semi-debilitated ‘planet’ in this chart, Mercury is being controlled by another ‘force’.

Now to the real meat, to ‘know’ if something is predominately true or false we need to look at a few main ‘significators’, and to see if they all tend, or if most of them tend to tell us if something is true or false, i know that seems rather a ‘weak’ way of doing it but it isn’t really as from many testimonies we get as close as we possibly can to an answer we can use/believe in. We are looking for fixity and angularity of certain planet[s] and from their positions we come to our results.

Let’s look at it. Are the Angles in fixed signs, no. Is the Lord/ruler of the first house in a fixed sign, no, it is in Aries. Is the ruler of the 3rd house in a fixed sign, no, the Sun is in Libra. Is the Moon in a fixed sign, no, Aries. The Moon’s dispositor/ruler ‘Mars’? no, in Virgo, a mutable sign; now, because all were ‘no’ there is little point in looking to see if any of these planets were in ‘angular’ or ‘succedent’ houses because the ‘fixity’ [planet in a fixed sign] is our chief look for and see, meaning if any were in fixed signs [we would need them angular or in succedent houses for them to show us ‘truth’ in the question].

So, our conclusion ‘astrologically’ has to be to go with what i already said, is again there is little or no sign of the ‘truth’ being as told to us as ‘true’, [but i hear you say ‘lets not fool ourselves, we all know the mainstream never gets it fully right intentionally or not’, how could they have all the facts, and so quickly too], but Astrologically this confirms it, you may say, but this is just one chart and so it is, but believe me Astrology will provide the same results if the same question is asked by ‘many’ in true/good faith.

Now, let’s look at the rest of the chart, the main question is answered but there may still be important details therein; that it would be good to know.

Although this question was asked five days after the event i still thought it close enough to be ‘worth’ asking, still fresh and relevant, i mean. I saw that the event chart and the horary had some similarities, this isn’t uncommon, and i don’t mean just because they were five days apart in ‘time’. Both have Jupiter in the 5th house and the Mars/Venus conjunction in the 4th, sure it only happened because i asked the Horary at around the same time as the ‘event’ occurred ‘late in the evening/night’ but this is only just as it ‘happened’ to be, no more than that, but the ‘coincidence’ [if you can call it that] is there nonetheless and perhaps it had to be in some way, if you catch my drift.

In both charts it is ‘saying’ look big crowds [Jupiter] and also the possible multi-shooter theory stands-up ‘too’ as two planets conjoined in a doubled-bodied sign ‘Virgo’ suggests it is indeed a valid possibility over the one-person shooter theory. And if you think about how many were ‘supposedly’ killed and injured doesn’t this assumption ‘fit’ better than just ‘one’ man and also with the number of ‘times’ we heard the bullets ring-out and the ‘time’ people had to make their escape, but i’ll leave you to make-up your own mind on that.

There is certainly an expression of two planetary forces working as ‘one’ or in ‘unison’ shown in this chart and again make of that what you will.

To begin to conclude now, no Horary chart is worth looking at if you don’t take a look at the Moon and what it has done by its separating and applying major aspects, sure, if you ask a question which has no real ‘events’ within it, then you’ll probably either see a void-of-course Moon or something similar, but ‘here’ the Moon was quite busy and still has more to do.

Let us investigate once more. The Moon’s aspects are the story or its general momentum at least, here it has separated from a trine from Saturn by six degrees, [now, an important point to remember here is although there was gun-fire heard and a shooter reported i didn’t specifically ask about the shooter[s] so this Moon’s aspect ‘events’ in a ‘horary’ shows us that five days previously = to six separating degrees an event took place and as Saturn sits on the 7th cusp it was at a large social event. It could also be seen as the Moon is lord/ruler of the Ascendant that a/the perpetrators were the initiators and the 7th house were the attacked victims and the dead, because it all fits. Before this aspect the Moon had also made [whilst in Aries] separating aspects to the Mercury/Sun by opposition and as this chart has proved [in as much as it can, that the media fed us false information] we might look upon these two aspects as the ‘time’ when the ‘plan’ to falsify’ was hatched, but as with all obvious cover-up’s we only see what we are shown by the news and then we have to ‘divine’ an answer which ‘fits’ for ourselves. Here i’m obviously using Astrology to help inform my mind, but its only on-top of what i already thought about in this ‘case’.

So that leaves the Moon’s applying aspect, i knew the Moon was in late degrees when i thought of the question so i half suspected it would be void-of-course, [making no more aspects] and i thought well that fits the ‘judgement’ of what was said by the news ‘we know who did it but not why’ and he was already dead so there was going to be no more story, and in a way that has been the ‘official’ case up to now and probably will remain so, but Astrologically i was forgetting just how far Jupiter was into Libra and so there it was a Moon/Jupiter opposition aspect, so the Astrology in this chart is showing us there is more to it. Now cast your mind back to what Jupiter represents in this chart, the official/public story and you’ll start to understand that the final ‘word’ rests with this ‘aspect’, if only from the traditional interpretation of an opposition aspect in a Horary chart. [the next paragraph explains the meaning of an ‘opposition’ aspect in a horary chart]

We’ve seen the ‘chart’ tell me the media reporting has no real validity or stability so what they say is tenuous at best, but this Moon ‘opposition’ aspect tells me i can accept the mainstream news and live happily everafter in a kind of ‘perfected’ state of being but you’d almost wish/want that to not be the case, ‘as if you got what you wanted and almost wished you hadn’t got it’.

And doesn’t this aspect’s meaning almost sum-up all conspiracy ‘nuts’ opinions on the mainstream news nowadays, in that ok, we’ve got it [a ‘story’] and now we’re going to break-it-apart because we don’t like what we are being told.

Anyway, this chart although ‘done’ for my own satisfaction was also ‘done’ with the wider public in mind too, so my conclusions are really for you too.

So, am i/we any closer to an understanding? Yes, it does confirm, [well in my mind anyway] the whole ‘reports’ were ‘false’. And perhaps i would suggest ‘all’ major news stories especially with a ‘terrorist’ element involved are fabricated for a larger agenda to proceed, its worth thinking about at the very least. Because if you don’t think like that and re-think about what you are seeing and hearing all that you have got left is thinking we are living in a major perilous state in 2017, and where does ‘that’ leave you… … i think you can fill in the blanks.

And perhaps knowing and not knowing simultaneously is the best we can hope for when its your mind against a far greater one, the individual versus a media machine, it’s a cop-out i know but one which many people ‘use’ when they find they can’t go any further in their mind between is it one way or the other, i’m just making you aware of where ‘many’ people’s minds ‘sit’ eventually on ‘is it a conspiracy or not.

At the end of the day its like this from my perspective if you have an alternative suspicion or just suspect something isn’t like you suspect it is, then speak-out because it isn’t a ‘conspiracy theory’ its just a ‘look at it’ and you making of it as/what you will. I’ll put it like this, its no more than if you suspect someone is doing some harm to you or the World and you don’t like it, example; if someone says to you your girlfriend/boyfriend is sleeping-around and cheating on you, what do you do, except it? few do, because you want your ‘loved’ one to be faithful to you, and as such we want truthful reporting, no matter the cost.

But how can ‘we’ not speak-out when the World is full of liars and deceivers. At least some of us, more and more nowadays don’t want to live in a World like this, we are fighting back.

So, what most of us do is take-on and examine the possibility that this could be true, or it could be false and as we know there are myriad examples i could’ve used and the World is built upon such examples, so why do we look with such disdain at people who have just taken this to another level? It is time to be honest with ourselves and own-up to the fact that many ‘presented’ stories hold weight and many don’t and also we actually enjoy as a populace watching people present alternative suspicions, it shows an alternative possibility at the very least.

It’s a case of you are wasting your time trying to convince the already convinced that there is ‘something’ in these presentations, but the people ‘remaining’ like to be divided and they like to side on/with one-way thinking and like to disregard anything but a set belief. You can’t escape it, example, if someone said to me look into and come to understand the Nazi story ‘more’ and possibly believe in their philosophy i would just laugh and probably say i know enough to know that doesn’t work for me or for the people, so why should i be surprised if and when people looking at alternative suspicions do likewise, John Lennon said ‘give peace a chance’ and rightly so, but for one person to give anything a chance usually means he has to let-go of the other thing he was holding onto and that ‘risk’ is too great a challenge for many, enough said.

Note: i am going to look at the problem of lying and deceiving in my next post [at length], there will be no Astrology in it.

Astrology: Las Vegas shooting; part 2

October 21, 2017

Here i continue the blog ‘post Las Vegas shooting; part 1’ and as promised this time it’s the Astrology side of things with a little of what was portrayed in part 1, the unbelievable truth of it, as it was reported to us.

So, let’s start: The ‘event’chart; 10:08pm October 1st is for the first report of ‘shooting’ and it’s a close enough a time to work with. But the trouble with event charts is that they often don’t show enough of [the actual event which took place] at that precise minute, and why? because casting a ‘chart’ for any minute/place could be said to include so many possible ‘outcomes’ in that place [so much going-on at any ’one’ time] but of course [in this case] we had a ‘mass’ event which affected ‘so many’ and the ‘ripples’ went so far. The ‘conspiracist’ though may say [oh yes] but you won’t see ‘anything’ in this chart as the ‘event’ didn’t actually happen as we believe it did and they may have a point but at 10:08pm ‘something’ did ‘happen’, i suppose i am trying to ‘analyse’ the ‘minute’ and try to see if Astrology can inform me/us if it ‘reflects’ the event as shown. [I know truth and lies falls on a spectrum] and the person/collective falls somewhere in-between, so where do we ultimately stand? Can we find anything in the Astrology?

So, this ‘big-one’ like many other ‘events’ involved 22 000 people and that ‘scene’ can’t be denied.

So, looking at this ‘minute’ we are trying to find the shooter[s] and death and injury in the chart and maybe a whole lot more. The crux is, am i skilled enough to see it, if indeed its there at all.

Well, in context now, this ‘chart’ has Mercury the ruler of the Asc slang-bang on the 5th cusp of entertainment [but how could they ‘fake’ the ‘scene’, we all saw the video’s] Las Vegas is indeed ‘the entertainment’ capital [maybe of the World], so the setting didn’t lie. Anyway, in this ‘instance’ it was a specific ‘music’ event, Mercury is conjunct the Sun and that is not a good condition to be in a chart like this, it is like being under the Sun’s shadow and power, so already the people [shown by the Asc and its ruler] are under its power. It is called being ‘combust’ and perhaps this is why we had a ‘combustible’ situation here at this moment. There is no doubt it all seemed very dangerous ‘but was it’ really? The Astrology shows it was a dangerous ‘situation’ for the people who were there ‘yes’ but it doesn’t show it was fake, ‘yet’ and ‘if there were fake actors’ they were still playing ‘real’ roles for themselves and doing what they had to do, but how do you spot ‘fake’ actors in a crowd in Astrology, i don’t know if you can per se, so i guess i have to leave it at that. Jupiter was also in the 5th house and equals ‘the size of the crowd’. Looking further it is easy to equate Pluto [yes i still use it] on the 8th cusp of ‘death’, and this may account for the large ‘deaths’ and ‘mass’ injury so the Astrology seems to fit here. Saturn the ‘reaper’ on the 7th cusp could also show the amount of victims. I also see the ‘shooter[s]’ as the protagonist the 1st house person[s] and the 7th as the ‘attacked’, [the social crowd] who were taken-out, so this chart bears-out much of what we saw, as it should, i guess.

Events in an ‘event’ chart are mostly shown by the Moon and it does separate from Saturn by sextile and applies to Jupiter by trine aspect and this Jupiter aspect is ‘key’ because as the 10th house ruler Jupiter represents the ‘Public’ face of the event as known/seen by most people ‘watching’ [on the ‘media’ of their choice] and as it is obvious an event such as this will get to be ‘known’ by millions of people it is right to see the Moon go straight to Jupiter. It goes straight to a ‘Mainstream media event’ because it is such a big ‘event’.

But its also wise to remember these ‘reported events’ get passed-on to the ‘alternative’ truthers, [for cross examination if you like] because ‘both’ are Media outlets now, [its just a case of who you want to take your news from] nowadays. Both are the ‘official’ news now, just take your ‘pick’.

So much in the/this time/chart ‘fits’ what we saw and heard but we still can’t really make-out if the whole or part of the/this ‘event’ is fake or real, in my opinion this chart and so many event chart[s] cannot conclusively prove that, but let us continue…

… lets locate the ‘gunman’ or ‘gunmen’ are they the 1st house ruler [as i suggested earlier]?, but as i also said the 1st house ruler was the ‘people’ as a ‘mass’, so i suggest we should be looking at what the shooter[s] was/were doing, and in a word an act of violence so Mars should perhaps be their ‘significator’ and here Mars sits on 4th cusp and in ‘this’ type of chart the 4th house represents ‘buildings’ so it fits as it is said they shot from a building and we did see the windows broken, of course that could be a ‘ruse’ too, anyway what the Astrology shows us is Mars and Venus were in Virgo a doubled-bodied ‘sign’ so it lends credibility to their being more than one person ‘shooting’ and to be honest to kill and wound that many people it seems a hard task for just one man. So, Mars conjunct Venus sees the ‘conjunction’ saying there is something connecting it to another, the Astrology seems to bear this out as a possibility. Even two ‘forces’ acting as one is a better way of seeing/putting it. It is also worth noting Venus is exalted in the sign on the 10th and Mars exalted in the sign of the 8th, so the mainstream/government and the official story and death ‘connected’ to it is ‘favoured’ in this chart, but note here; if you use ‘exalted’ house ‘rulerships’ you perhaps should look at the other ‘houses’ the remaining 5 ‘main’ planets rule too, just bear that in mind.

So, my conclusion is much ‘fits’ in this chart, but i can’t prove much more else than that. I cannot prove that it was ‘timed-mission’ or who was responsible, i’ll leave that for others to try and find-out, or perhaps some miracle will happen and all will be revealed for what it is, but my hopes of people coming-clean are few, where’s the fun and advantage in that?

But i will say this [although i don’t really want to] that if ‘someone’ ‘pre-picked’ this time for it to kick-off ‘then’ it did work-out very well Astrologically, but even in just saying these few ‘conspiring’ ‘words’ i know in itself it is working against Astrology [in that] if i suggest someone can pick a time for an ‘event’ that will already fit the circumstances to come it just gets a little ‘crazy’. Although i also know that many Astrologer’s use ‘event’ Astrology [saying] choose this ‘time’ for this ‘event’ and you’ll maybe have these kinds of results so perhaps its not that crazy to say it was pre-planned. Anyway it’s a mute point.

And ‘writer’ beware because as is the nature of life, for everything said [by me] there is an equal and opposite reaction, those who will agree and disagree, [you know], and the way ‘forward’ and the ‘diversion’ from it, so, it is best to just ‘stop’ now and not continue on this ‘path’.

I think its ‘hard’ for me to mix Astrology and Conspiracy here because Astrology is one of the best mechanisms to be truthful with and if i mess it up by combining what could be true and what could be false by not believing ‘what is presented to me/us is how i lose Astrology’s power to use it as a ‘tool’ so i know its foolish to even try, but if i don’t question the ‘source’ material [meaning the story as presented in Las Vegas in this instance i also lose ‘something’] so, i know i will go back to non-combining the two as to ‘not’ do this just leads to a blurry confusing mess, and although i may miss-out on ‘something’ the truth is my/our minds can’t handle two conflicting ‘stories’ and usually has to see it one way, if only to cope and stay within some kind of parameters, so i side with what i can do Astrologically and keep at least some of my ‘sanity’.

Finally: do we believe there is an evil over-riding force taking over our personal free-will, i suppose if we do ‘we’ almost by default lose much of the/our free-will by concentrating on this ‘separation’, so its hard, i suppose in life as always it’s about where we want to go and also the opposite of not going where someone else wants to take us, and i believe just feeling free enough to believe in ‘anything’ should be enough.

Note: to be honest i am getting a little tired of mixing conspiracy/fact together with Astrology and have decided to do less of that, its because conspiracy ‘just goes around in circles’ and ultimately doesn’t really take you anywhere [sure, changes do come from it and its worth asking questions] but for the most part as its presented in 2017 its all a big game and laugh as far as i can see and i can’t beyond that at present, for whatever reason and sure i will include it if necessary but if i stay true to the purpose of this blog ‘Astrology’ then at least i can touch on things/matters i know something about, because we all know in any ‘thing’ like ‘conspiracies’ and even ‘Astrology’ we all feed off each other unless we are ‘truly’ inspired to write it from an original angle and believe me there isn’t much inspiration that doesn’t have its source ‘elsewhere’ that should be glaringly obvious to all.


I will have to do a part 3 as this post is already too long and the ‘Horary’ chart i did is just as long as this whole ‘post’, so look-in again.

Astrology: Memories

October 18, 2017

I remember the 1987 October the 15th/16th UK Hurriance as a day i never want to ever see again, i absolutely hated that night. Its strange really as i was fairly safe in my parents house in Hoveton, Norfolk, England and the most damage done to our house was the TV Ariel coming loose and one roof tile broken, i knew and saw and heard much worse stories later. I was driven mad by the constant roar of the Wind which never ceased for hours and i just wanted it to stop, i couldn’t sleep and all my thoughts were oh please stop and calm down and make things go back to normal.

My overriding memory though was looking out of my bedroom window at a fully-grown birch tree in our neighbour’s garden in the distance and seeing it partly bare branches being tossed-about and seeing some branches torn-off, my lovely view was being destroyed before my eyes and it wouldn’t be the same again.

I was young-ish and rather idealistic back then and i was born too late to see the 1950’s floods in East Anglia so for me this was my first ‘real’ natural event which as i said affected more people in a much worse way than myself. Since then of course i’ve seen on TV what i experienced back then in a double-speed form in other places in the World especially in 2017 and realise i just couldn’t cope with that. I know i just couldn’t ‘think’ when the 1987 storm hit, and to think about how if your ‘home’ was entirely gone that is almost unimaginable to me, but you start again, because you have to.

The Astrology for our hurricane sits with me still, i remember thinking Saturn and Uranus in Sagittarius and ‘high’ winds that fits as Sagittarius is to do with ‘high’ and ‘tall’ things but beyond that it was hard to determine what else about the Astrology of the day brought this event to be.

In October you expect ‘wind’ in the UK but that ‘year’ there was an approaching Sun opposition Jupiter in a few days from the 15th/16th so that might show ‘turbulence’, Mars was in Libra, so the chances of something unpleasant happening were there too, and Mercury ‘mind’ and sometimes ‘wind’ was conjunct Pluto so something of a mass effect was possibly going to occur. The Moon in ‘roaring’ Leo would aspect every planet bar Neptune with a ‘major’ aspect from the evening of the 15th so i suppose all the elements were there.

But what i should’ve really done was consult one of my books on Astro-weather forecasting before i wrote this as it may have helped me inform you and me better, but never mind, i’ve been meaning to read that book for a ‘time’ now, and i will soon.

That’s it not much of a story and thankfully just a distant memory now.

Update: i did read that book and i found Mars in Libra does indeed show strong winds and the Sun opposition Jupiter aspect does indicate vehement winds which is apt for a ‘hurricane’, so there it is.

I also noted that to cast a chart for 20 degrees 01 minutes of Scorpio each year and to look at it you can get an idea of the years weather for the year ahead, of course ‘set it’ for wherever you are in the World, i suggest you hunt-down this text, i found mine in William Ramesay’s Astrology Restored book, but i’m sure its elsewhere too. Personally, i couldn’t ‘yet’ fully understand it because i didn’t give it time to sink-in, but as with all learning ‘you do have to return to it’ time and again.

Astrology: Las Vegas shooting; part 1

October 14, 2017

Over the past few posts i’ve been mixing in other topics as well as Astrology, why? because i have more of an Interest in things other than Astrology, its that simple.

I have found the alternate news providers ‘just as’ [if not more] interesting as/than the Mainstream providers and in a Nutshell i say this: in the debate of who is more accurate and even who is coming close to bringing us what we need and almost crave i.e. some kind of ‘truth’ that we can believe in, its obvious who is the nearer, so, please suspend belief in the Mainstream and look to the alternatives.

I believe both sides have their ‘crazies’ meaning: people who shouldn’t be allowed anywhere a device which allows them to espouse their views, but its free-speech and i am just having mine here too, so there is no blame-game going on here, just an expression of how i see it, ok. I actually see both have their agenda’s and essentially i suppose what it boils down to is, what i am saying is right and what you are saying is wrong, so you’ll hear the Youtubers openly saying the Mainstream is lying and distorting. But [much more] than that because you’ll never hear the Mainstream openly ‘having a go’ at the Alternate News broadcaster’s [but it is all built-in, in what they say and don’t say] because they just ‘play it safe’ and its understood by the watchers that the TV stations say ‘we don’t really want to get involved in all that’ [that is their stance] and its mainly because the Mainstream can always apply ‘rules/rulings’ if anyone really gets out of hand or control. But we the ‘bloggers’ and ‘Youtubers’ etc are using their equipment and their set-up to ‘spout’ our commentary about ‘them’ so remember where the power lies, the poor Chinese don’t even get the opportunity to connect to the World outside and North Korea is even less better off.

I for example know my computer is watched/bugged because of certain events and things i saw flash on the screen that i never saw before i starting writing more than just Astrology, you see ‘exposure’ brings its benefits and its inconveniences and if someone doesn’t like what i am saying i guess stricter measures are always available to ‘those’ who’d like to silence those that ‘speak-out’ but why worry about that.

Television versus Youtubers is an interesting phenomena, i see it like this, in all that is said i still conclude that the Mainstream still provides Youtubers with most of their information, although to be fair many Youtubers do feed-off each others ‘output’, but in Mainstream TV’s case it covers the ‘story’ [as they see fit] and the other television channels do feed-off it and take from each other’s output too, so there it is the whole set-up, its just the way of the World, its all pretty much the same thing.

But the ‘WAR’ [if there really is one] is hard to grasp at, is it just this; we are asking the Mainstream to come clean and go back to reporting factual information so we don’t have to be here to tell people that they are hearing a load of rubbish on their Television screens, as you [the providers] have really overdone it now, [a little fabrication we can take but complete Bullshit, no i am not swallowing that] well maybe. Hearts and minds. But everyone lies and without recognizing the motivation[s] behind why we do we’ll never get anywhere, and to just ask people to stop is ‘futile’ as is ‘resistance’ and so without a grand-plan on both sides ‘nothing’ ever changes or moves forward.

But it seems to be more than that, today we almost demand that we are not lied to anymore and that the Mainstream is lying about ‘everything’ which by the way conveniently allows all the people who think like ‘that’ to come back at full force to counter the ‘Mainstream’s’ claims, it’s a good to remember that.

How much ‘truth’ do we need anyway? Seriously, and what does it matter that we are lied to anyway, we should always ask ourselves that, when do we give-up and tell ourselves ‘what does it matter’? Life is going to go-on anyway, why do i really need to know? But we do, and for one reason only and that is ‘what if all this lying’ affects me personally someway/sometime down the line, i allowed my enslavement because i wasn’t paying attention to what was ‘going-on’ and now its too late to turn back the clock. It’s a simple enough statement from me, but a crucial ‘one’ for from ‘that’ many things ‘depend’ and we rely.

Anyway, enough of that, some Astrology now.

One of the things you can do with Astrology is make ‘event’ and ‘horary’ charts and try to decipher to the best of your ability and by following the ‘rules’ [the make-up of a moment in time], today i am going to look at both, we know the first reports of the shooting were at 10:08 pm on October the 1st and so we can look at the ‘event’ chart and then for my own personal curiosity and satisfaction i asked a horary question at 11:12 pm on October the 6th in Cromer, England as to whether the shootings as portrayed on Mainstream Television were true or false? As that is about as accurate a question you can put/pose in a Horary chart and get a decent enough answer, but mind even then you may still not be able to figure-out ‘enough’ to give you a complete enough answer to your question, that’s just how it is.

So here goes, [see part 2, coming soon] looking at chart one for the event: and chart two a ‘horary’ chart looking for falsity mainly.

Astrology: Deafness

October 10, 2017

I just wanted to share this short piece with you. I am currently having ‘hearing’ problems. I want to say Astrologically Saturn is connected to/with hearing and its funny that as Saturn retrograded recently and went back over 22/23 degrees of Sagittarius i lost my hearing in my right ear temporarily and now when it is ‘direct’ over those same degrees i am having problems with my left ear, isn’t that strange.

But as sure as i am of it returning to normal i wanted to ask if any readers know any information on why 22/23 degrees of Sagittarius might be related to hearing loss, if you know about a person with hearing loss with those degrees [or any information Astrologically really] please drop me a comment and tell me, i could even enclose what you say to me on this post if you wish, if i think i would like to do ‘that’ that is.

You don’t really appreciate what a ‘loss’ it is to not ‘hear’ until you can’t, but that’s easy for a man who has ‘heard’ all his life to say i guess.

Astrology: God and Man

October 3, 2017

There won’t be an awful lot of Astrology in this post but there will some mixed-in there so read-on if you want.

Now where do i start? In the beginning… [just joking], but i do think there is a lot more Astrology in the Bible than we think or realise, but i’ll be honest with you i am one of Millions who have never read the whole book, i suppose like many when handed the Bible [as with my copy] in 1970 i looked at the size of it [a big green covered slab of pages] and thought i will never get through that and to this day that has been the case.

Over the years i’ve tended to look at Religion as a nuisance [somebody else’s version of how things were/are] and decided i would find-out what i wanted to find-out about life/existence by myself and i know many share that view.

God knows i’ve seen Mankind at its best and worse, we all have.

Let’s take an example, recently i watched a two hour video of a man explaining his view of how there was an Astrological side to ‘Creation’ and through his use of Astrology and Numerology he put up quite a convincing case for what he was saying, but the ‘code’ he used was his own and maybe he had ‘cracked’ part of the ‘divine’ code [but you could also say that this person had made a code which ‘worked’ for him] meaning ‘nothing’ was said [by him] that ‘contradicted’ what he said, he put his theories across and there was no counter-argument [that could only come when the comments section was filled-up with ‘people’ agreeing or disagreeing with what he had just said and fair enough he had only one goal in mind to share what he had to say].

This is ‘man’ the imperfect being [the searcher for truth if you like], God is the ‘source’ and to quote from the song lyrics of the [Age of Aquarius] ‘we’ve got to return to the garden’ and i suppose I and all the seekers of ‘truth’ are looking at the ‘source’ and trying to figure something out, a personal truth [if you like] and then spread this truth out for the benefit of the rest of mankind, our own pouring-out from the ‘waters’ of our knowledge, just like the Aquarian water bearer.

Looking at the replies this ‘man’ got though you may be forgiven for thinking ‘why bother’ as most were seemingly negative and many focused-on themselves rather than what was talked-about, some ‘seeds’ may bring forth ‘vine and fruit’ but most of the people [mankind] who replied [commented] failed to see what was being presented to them, so saw no ‘worth’ in what was being said to them and so the ‘seed’ fell on fallow ground.

You could look at another way though, most were in fact saying in a rather ‘twisted’ way [what is in this for me] the ‘hungry’ masses failing to see that they were being ‘fed’ but almost turning their noses up and saying ‘this is not enough’ so i am going to turn against you. Every person who commented ‘had an opinion and wanted to say it’, lost within it all ‘few’ were actually able to directly focus on the actual presentation and those that did [almost all] just offered various conflicting or alternate views on what this man said.

Of course there are many ways to the ‘truth’ but in 2017 it seems more than ever we are back to my God is better than yours and we all seem to be looking for ‘dominance’ of some kind, its like every person ‘holds’ a ‘key’ but none of them/us are willing or prepared to come together and on mass open the gates.

Meanwhile all the ‘avenues’ we could potentially open and walk-down are being closed-down either by ourselves or by those who don’t want us to walk-down them in the process.

Its interesting to look at the television and see the two sides of life [or duality] at play in the same broadcast, reality and unreality if you like, both presented as ‘real’ life [its like its put there for you to believe in which side you want to live in]. Lets just say without being too conspiratorial that ‘the proof is in the pudding’. Story one in brief, seeing the Police and others beating with truncheons men and women to stop them from voting means [or should mean] you see a ‘reality’ as it is, that has got to be obvious to all. Story two, you hear the sound of gunfire, you see people lying on the floor [supposedly dead] but how would you really know, not being there in person, and you hear witness statements and television pundits commentary but see nothing else which really confirms the story as being true and you are meant to believe this on [hearsay] almost, that is what we are ‘fed’ simply something you can see with your own eyes what is happening in story one and then in story two something you can never ‘ever’ understand because the ‘facts’ if ever there were ‘any’ are just not there, so the conspiracy theorists step-in and try to uncover something, some of which they may get, but most they will not. Its designed that way.

Sadly that is ‘life’ in 2017.

Take a deep breath and get back to being ‘calm and carrying-on’ God i hate that slogan we saw everywhere for a time, as it was a ‘truth’ to the ‘lie’ that life is just a smooth sail ride with just a few hiccups you can overcome and go merrily on your way, because its so true and false all rolled in together.

That’s it for today, there was going to be more on God but after that last paragraph i suddenly feel so deflated and depressed that i can’t carry-on, and that’s no joke.

Actually, i’ve had a rethink i will talk about God

I think its quite obvious [well at least to me] what God is, in a word ‘AIR’, but you free to disagree.

Think about it MAN can live without food for a while but if AIR is/was deprived from your body you would suffocate [in minutes] if not quicker.

Think about the ‘elements’ all four except AIR are seeable and what do they say about GOD s/he/it is invisible ‘never’ seeable. Then think although AIR is essential to human life, it is a kind of formless ‘a spirit’ and then think about the ‘kiss of life’ breathing into another human to give them life if the heart stops again it is AIR.

AIR is ‘spirit’ and the three in one of the Christian faith has a holy spirit part and in Astrology there are three signs to each element. Then there is the ‘mentality’ side to the element AIR and what sets humans apart from animals but Mind and Speech and probably Thought too, I know when i engage my mind and write often the wind picks-up around me as if i am conjuring these words out of the AIR around me.

And i want to remind you of when in the Garden of Eden we are told the wind would rush around Adam and Eve as if to herald the presence and/or arrival of God.

And think about the combining of elements Air and Water produce Rain/Reign and without that we wouldn’t be here and perhaps you can think about Air and Earth but i do know here in the countryside we had a saying when Air and Fire mixed and Lightning struck ‘that God was angry’.

And whether God is just Air/life/breath and can be no more than that ‘formless’ i don’t know, perhaps that is why we don’t see s/he/it in the human form but are told s/he/it is always around [just like Air].

Note: we never really see ‘pure’ Air but we breathe it in every few seconds, and then using wordplay, what are we ‘humans’ but God’s Heir’s which in the English language is almost spoken in the same way.

Oh yes, i have come-up with a Air/Earth mix ‘Man’ who was made from the Earth, and so we shall return.

Astrology: What does it show us?

September 25, 2017

Today’s post is just Astrology, so back on track i suppose.

Well i’ll tell you what it isn’t first, we look upwards to the heavens for our Astrology so it isn’t what is beneath us meaning the Earth and what is inside it, sure a case could be made for that but essentially the Earth is a/the plane from which we view what is above us in the sky.

Astrology is a tracking system, oh look the Sun is above the horizon and its day time again is it at its simplest, that old Sun blinding out all the stars that we can only see at night, unless you live in an observatory which can see the sky even during the day which i am led to believe is now possible.

A tracking system you say Robert but surely you’ve got that wrong, ok, without Astronomy informing us where the planets and stars are Astrology wouldn’t have the correct positions on where to base its practice but Astronomy split from Astrology in the Age when it was found it could go its own way and look further out into the universe and i suppose it found its purpose and hasn’t looked back since.

Astrology could survive without modern Astronomical help because if the computer system broke down we could still look at the stars and see where the planets where and make calculations like the ancients did, it would be hard but they did it and so could we.

I suppose Astrology died in a way in the modern age when it conflicted with modern thinking, if Astrology is anything it is it and always will be open to interpretation, Sun sign columns have speculated what may happen to a person born in a certain ‘sign’ for many years and have exploited that to a great extent, but are they any real help, they seem like a joke to most of the population, but those who write them are trying to help and keep the ‘cause’ going, but of course it is a case of the more you know about what Astrology can do the more it can potentially help your understanding of the World you live with/in.

There are two main types of Astrology those that have an individual bearing, too many to explain here but you should know what i mean and the ‘one’ which effects world events outside of ‘you’, of course they are basically the same thing but not everyone is on the same receiving channel or to be more precise in my wording, it could be said we all have two channels the individual one and the mass/global/world channel.

But the ‘source’ is the same, there is only one Jupiter or Saturn energy for example [meaning, think about all of our planets] it is just we as receivers are all wired differently so we receive them at different times in our lives, ‘that’ to put it simply is why today someone on Earth will be having Saturn sitting exactly on their Ascendant degree and someone else will be having Jupiter returning to the exact position it was at/in at their birth, and of course somewhere on this planet many thousands or more will be receiving their birthday presents from other humans.

People say they don’t believe in Astrology but they believe in celebrating their birthday each year, so go figure!

Now, a slight turn in direction. I watch a lot of television but i have never seen a dedicated Astrology channel, why? probably because there is no money in doing that and the viewing figures would probably be low, so it would disappear off our screens as quickly as it arrived. You may say but Robert it is there jumbled-up within all the programming if you know what you are looking for/at and yes this is true enough, but can the average man decipher it, no probably not because our minds need clear instruction so as to not get one thing confused with another.

A clear informative style is key and to find that on Television nowadays is hard, you may believe you are getting it on the NEWS but they have their own script and any deviation from it is not tolerated, they tell you EXACTLY what they want you to hear and see, it is simply complete control and if for some reason things don’t go as planned they will get it back on track almost instantly. On Youtube people say EXACTLY what they want to say but the ‘game’ is much the same, the end goal of wanting and making you believe in another story of ‘how it is’, all media in 2017 is like an infection, a disease which by turning-on a screen you can’t escape from, anyhow…

… with Astrology you can escape that to some extent, with Astrology it is your World to make-up as you please to some extent [or see the World as you want to see it], but don’t get me wrong you have to follow the rules of how it works, but it is you the individual who is making it work for you that is the important message here.

Back to the tv show for a moment, when you think about it, tv only shows daily events and history and its only been-on for nearly 100 years and Astrology has been around for much longer and its been recording ‘World’ events and people’s lives and what they did with their natal ‘stuff’ for millennia, so where is the ‘real’ power to observe record and distribute information here, i hope the answer is obvious, why’s and wherefore’s, who needs Television and Youtube? A handy appendage to the greatest story unfolded yes, but it can’t really rival ‘every’ living moment that we live under and interpret [from the heavens above] can it?

We in a way have only started to glimpse Astrology’s real potential and to be honest i don’t even know where it may go but that is fine by me.

But with the ‘likes’ of a well-known Sky mapping system blacking-out a section of the sky [with a black square] so we can’t see what is going on in the skies above us then frankly what ‘hope’ do we have?

I think it is quite obvious things are being kept from us, why? for our own benefit, hardly i think.

Knowledge is power and I for ‘one’ am writing it my way, ‘control’ comes from the people with knowledge and their ‘power’ follows, i give-away my knowledge freely as i have no real desire for power or control and if my words inspire and empower ‘you’ then good but that is all they are, just ‘words’.

Astrology: World War III?

September 22, 2017

Frankly i am worried, fake news or alternate possibilities and the like are nothing compared to living on a planet with the ‘real’ given news telling us that we could be seeing a nuclear explosion over the ocean, i was born almost 20 years after the 1945 Japanese bombs and hoped i’d never live to see the day when another one exploded [i know tests have been done since then] but never has the threat of human life extinction seemed so real to me, believe me i don’t fear much but i do fear for all of our safeties right now.

I fear for what if the 23rd September [tomorrow] prophecy comes true about the ‘red dragon’ and [North Korea and it is obvious to me that there would be no North Korea without Chinese assistance, if what we hear on state media is true] denotes a bomb and the USA sees it as an act of aggression, even if it lands miles from their borders.

You see i say this because in this crazy mixed-up game ‘they’ the [world leaders] are playing and the stuff we read in the bible and elsewhere were to actually come together and move as ‘one’ then the ‘illusion’ of no ‘coincidence’ could be said to ever exist again. [meaning we might actually start to see and perhaps believe-in something more than we are fed through our media, getting more of a sense that there is more ‘known’ than what is actually given to us through our tv everyday.

No more ‘confusing’ the mights and might nots, no, something actually happened as predicted. [meaning written and known by millions for many many hundred’s of years previously].

The red dragon is seen as the Chinese by us westerner’s due to its flag and other associated images and history, and what is North Korea trying to do but ‘give birth’ to its weapons programme and the book of ‘revelation’ goes on to mention in it about one foot in the sea, and if you see the ‘arc’ from land to the denotation zone it looks just like that, especially as its reported about it happening in the Ocean.

I am not saying we are all about to die and neither am i saying we are seeing the book of revelation about to come to ‘life’ but todays NEWS does come very close to a warning given for September 23rd 2017, i hope to God that i don’t wake-up tomorrow and see the explosion on my TV screen and neither do i see North Korea bombed to destruction because millions could die and God knows there must be people in North Korea who do not believe in or have total trust and faith for one man who speaks for their whole country and i know i wouldn’t want to die just because my leader did something i didn’t believe in.

But what can the common man do? We live in a world where the place we ‘live’ in isn’t really our home it is already been taken-over by some ‘power’ like ruler and/or government from before we were even born so from day one we have been born without choice, sure we can make some changes within our lifetime, but every ‘child’ born is never given free-reign to determine their own destiny, i know why this has to be [to some degree] we can hardly feed ourselves from day one but this ‘game’ is always rigged by ourselves as we go through life and whether it is a poor simulation of what it might’ve been is always up to us, but i am scared, i know we all die eventually and life continues but whether or not this ‘World’s leaders are just scaring us and playing games with us and actually D Trump and K Jon Un are good friends behind the scenes is hardly important because its what actually happens to the World’s population that really matters ‘all us humans’ [some which are good and some bad], so i await tomorrow with trepidation, and hope the World’s situation whether it be real or imagined gets resolved.

It’s a crazy crazy World and i guess things just ‘happen’ but the causes are always there in the World’s history. It is possible it will/could be some other World event entirely of course, because if something is meant to be on a certain day it a pretty sure bet it will come about, so it is said.

Again, no real Astrology here but if Tomorrow is a momentous day in World history someone will have recorded the time/date and place that’s for sure.

Note: Its amazing how sometimes things just ‘synch’ tomorrow will probably just be like any other day but Wars do start, someone does do something stupid and there is sometimes no returning from that. Then there are times when we can ‘link-up’ texts written on what may co-incide at times with actual events in this World, but what we really should be asking ourselves is what do we do with the information we may or may not have found, and its definitely not ‘oh look at me i found this out – so look at how great i am, for that is just for self-promotion and making some kind of profit from it, no, it has always got to be looked at as one more piece of the puzzle put in place so we can all eventually see the bigger picture of what it is we are doing here in this reality on this piece of earth at any given moment and move-on from there.

Astrology: Alpha and Omega

September 15, 2017

We all know life began and one day it will surely end. We live in the now and we weren’t there at the beginning and perhaps we won’t be there in the end. When is the end? Well, our end is death but the end?, is when nothing exists anymore, personally i try to live only in the ‘now’ as the past is gone and the future doesn’t exist yet, so i know i am stuck in the now and you should know that too.

But we all want to know our own personal future and the future of the world we live in but aren’t they just the same thing, and how would we ever know the next five minutes let alone the next five years of existence unless we had something planned, try to imagine all the possible[s] of the next five minutes, sure if you sat still and stared at the second hand of a clock and counted every second and did nothing else with no interruptions to your planned time you would have done it, your vision has worked-out but if you got side-tracked from it then your plan simply hasn’t worked-out as you had hoped.

Now do you see why ‘prediction’ is almost impossible unless what you target is so easy that it has to be achieved, our breathing is the real regulator, slow at ease and fast when panicked, in truth very truth it is the only thing we as humans have any control over it is the one thing we must do for ourselves and if we don’t then it is game-over, sure we can be put on a machine that does it for us but that usually means we are incapable of doing things for ourselves [you don’t see people on these machines go shopping at the supermarket, do you] so there we have it, giving a sigh when its all getting out of hand and not going how we’d like it to go.

Thankfully we don’t all go rushing-out trying to change all before us when the World we see before us isn’t what we’d like to see, [that is when everything feels ok to us], but when riled-up and angry and full of emotion well that’s another story.

We all sit and watch the World at a distance on our television screens and wish what we were seeing would stop/reverse or just go away but television is just recorded history, sure on television we sometimes see the things we like/dislike ‘live’ but mainly it is just on ‘repeat’.

Why do we see so much repeated material, what is its purpose?

Well the simple answer is obvious a child of say eight hasn’t seen what a man of say 68 has seen yet so what is old for the man isn’t for the child. But the man says oh no i know this already and either sits in repeated love or hate whereas the child sits in wonder and fascination, there is little to tell the old man and the child is yet to get to that point in their life where he sees and thinks like the old man.

The old man has to find alternatives and turn-away from the ‘old’ but really the child has to turn-away too lest he becomes to ‘old’ too quickly and shares in the same fate as the old man.

We are stuck in a loop and believe all we know is all we know, but in truth we ‘never’ look any further than the bubble we are in, no-one ever offers ‘more-than’ because to do so…

… [even i can’t find the right words] and you know why because from cradle to grave i/you haven’t been able to escape from the rigorous mental routines i/we have been subjected to, everywhere all around ‘me/my body and mind’ are ‘bars’ to stop me from doing so, i have to write in a certain ‘prescribed’ way or it wouldn’t make sense and if i were to escape from the limits of whats been etched onto my mind i would only have to come back to write it in a way that made it understandable to the rest of Man-kind so you see we are stuck in the here and now and if you don’t believe me feel free to experiment with anything you like but at the end you will always come back to now, [step 1 if you like] as if you ever truly could leave this moment [which seemingly keeps moving forward] anyway.

I am seriously doubting whether the hu-man ‘being’ is doing anything else but ‘being’ in a ‘moment’ where the Sun grows strong then weak and the leaves grow and die-off a tree and that is all there is to it, year after year the same thing and the rest is so incidental as to have no importance other than to say oh [so that was our journey through life], its sad really when you think that life is a journey from point A to point B [although as i said we are always ‘in the moment’] and for most of us its no more than a living hell, but when i think about what could have been i just ‘sigh’ and realise you know what ‘that’s LIFE’ and there ain’t nothing no human being is doing that is changing from the mould/source, is that even possible i ask myself.

There has got to be MORE to LIFE than this is a favourite adage but at 52 years old i am starting to see that there really isn’t and i in very truth don’t believe i will see any ‘significant’ change to what i see everyday until the end of my own life.

Now an extra piece:

I don’t usually get excited when watching videos online but one recently really pique my interest and although i haven’t asked the man for permission to quote him he seemed to be giving the information away freely for everyone to know so here i am saying ‘his’ words.

Mark Cordova [please find him on a video site] had this to say, and ‘this’ from here on in are my own words/interpretation of them not his direct words. If you use the words O W and N and then find four variations of them you will find a whole [four very interesting words made from them] 1: OWN 2: NOW 3: WON 4: NWO. Now, here is how i see this, if you OWN the NOW you have WON the ability [or any other words you care to insert here] to create etc your own NWO. It really is as simple as that, i believe Mark was saying much the same thing or perhaps not quite, anyway its amazing the ‘power’ these words ‘combined’ make especially as the number 4: quoted above is what the ‘powers that be’ make us believe is the final goal of all humanity to come, i say, just let yourself become the new world order and order it as ‘you’ the individual see fit.

And finally speaking about words i think its fair to say that ‘often’ in life if you were to fill-in the missing ‘links’ especially in news broadcasts you would see the World for what it is. I am sure there is something ‘coded’ in the way they speak and if you know how to read within your mind what you are being told then all is clear to you but ‘if not’ then its all gobbled/y/gook. Its also fair to often fill-in the rest of what is not being said [i mean ‘by’ changing and inserting words in the middle of the sentences that you are hearing to make it make sense to you] but in all honesty that is a bit MAD and although it sometimes helps it can really twist your mind so i don’t advise you do it, but that is up to you.

Again, no real Astrology in this post except perhaps it has an Arien theme, if you know what i mean.

Astrology: Donald J Trump

September 2, 2017

A little while back i wrote a post called ‘Politicians’ it was mainly on President Trump but this time i want to fully concentrate on him, so here is what i think about the man, and it’s fair to say that if you are a fully paid-up supporter of his you probably won’t like what i am about to say, but hey ‘free speech’ and all that.

The ‘Man’ certainly has personality it may not be the ‘one’ many people like though, but knowing Donald he’s probably said ‘I don’t care what people think about me’ somewhere/sometime and i know he’s talked about his vast wealth [as if that really matters to most of the poor anyway], only room for a select few at the top, right?

This one man show [although no Man is an island] is a/the figure-head ‘now’ he is representing the good old USA with all of its faults but to the outsider viewer [me having no connection to the USA, and having never been there] and only watching him on the TV he seems to me and surely like many amateur psychiatrists [meaning the everyday man] he seems like a ‘nightmare’, particularly to work-out and he would be a professional’s disaster-zone as they surely would have to ask for the real Donald J Trump to stand forward, sure he reveals himself in what seems a pretty straight-forward and plain-speaking manner but as we surely all know you can never fully trust the word of a business-man or a politician as these ‘professions’ just don’t work that way because the scales of justice are always weighted in their own favour because to do otherwise [for them] is just being charitable at best, no, screw-you is their modus operandi [I do this for my ‘cause’ and i am on my side]. It is the simple way of ‘things’ otherwise they lose and i very much doubt you lose in business [a lot] and still stay in business, and in politics i imagine its much the same.

Just look at how many people have been ‘fired’ so Trump’s agenda can go-on without a hitch, one day they will make a calendar like device for public-sale in which we can all tick-off people kicked-off his team, hey a new national ‘sport’ why not run a ‘lottery’ and win millions if you can pick the correct time and date of the next ‘one’ to go, but seriously this is meant to be about Astrology isn’t it? Well actually i was thinking of re-titling this blog and/by adding ‘other’ conspiracies [but not theories] and the annoying bulls**t that i see in the world around me.

But joking aside i will be changing my style to incorporate a little more than just Astrology, but Astrology will be the main thrust STILL, its just i can’t sit back and watch the World and not make a comment from time to time, i hope you understand there will be no real change from what you are used to getting from me, so hang in there.

Trump is certainly like many Gemini Sun people i’ve seen and known, some can be so slippery it is like they are saying stuff without actually saying stuff and definitely saying ‘that you won’t pin that on me’ but who are they running-away from? themselves? Yes, that is the answer to that i think, but we all know the one person you never escape from is yourself, try as you might in whatever ‘guise’ you choose. Anyway my purpose here today is not to destroy this man with my words, neither is it character-assignation although in a way that is what i am doing, no, its just a plain look/see at the Man as he is portrayed by himself through my television screen, i even try hard to ignore the channels commentary about him and try to form my own view and be as unbiased as i can be but of course everything is seen in the context of events, his words and my over-arching prejudice towards men of his ilk, how could i not see him from within my own views on life, its near impossible to not do so and then to write a blog post like this saying what i am saying, you get the picture.

The Man is like a Puffer Fish blowing himself up, is it just pure ego? or is it so ‘they’ will be less likely to be attacked, i think we all saw the poison ‘within’ at the press conference where he made the equivalence between Fascists and Anti Fascists saying there was blame on both sides, I think he’s been living on a different planet to the rest of us, simply put it’s the generally accepted view of most of us who have lived through the past fifty years that Anti Fascist organisations sprang-up to stand-up and oppose the people who spout their non-tolerant ‘rubbish’ about one ‘race’ being better than another and for them to want it better [for themselves] mainly because they wish those other types of people unlike themselves just weren’t around as they feel they spoil their life chances, [they forget to see they are just as down-trodden as those they ‘deem’ are below themselves, and any ’real’ politician wanting to keep the peace would know it was commercial-suicide to be seen ‘siding’ with one side especially the ‘side’ which most ‘humans’ believe are wrong to hold such views but not Trump, he might keep the support of a certain kind of citizen but History tells us time and again that to go against the mainstream thinking of most of the human race is a dangerous thing to do because it doesn’t last, sure, he may be trying to make America great again but what does that mean exactly, rekindling old views or installing a whole new vision for the public to follow, i say be very wary of this Man.

To carry on my point ‘extreme’ views they moprh/mutate and generally go underground and resurface but stronger human values which bind the human race together generally maintain because they have to for all our survival[s]. And for one man to stand-up and try to convince us otherwise is just going to end badly, someone must have advised him to retract or state his words differently knowing not to do otherwise would… [well lets not go there]. Sure, the anti-fascists fought back but they had to.

Now, here is the measure of the man and to quote Trump [I believe that and you do to], can you believe that him ‘telling the media’ to go along with his version of a/the story on camera, he might as well have said ‘Look, tow the line or stop filming me right now’, he is simply trying to implement the Trump view onto Americans through the media, hell, he’d be the only media output [if he could] and soon no doubt he will make no room for anyone to say any different, [meaning no-one can say anything different to what he says] so watch-out America and watch-out World.

But i ain’t finished yet. He’s a self-admitted family man and he said if Ivanka phoned him no matter how important the things or persons he was with he would drop everything for her, it begs the question if he was about to push the nuclear button would he pause for her or spin her off? i wonder if he would be as concerned about the other families as he is about his own, who knows? Its tough being President isn’t it.

I think it is fair to say he is just a product of the ‘business’ he is in – he couldn’t be anything else could he?

I think it would have been better for America and the World if they had been honest and made a new ‘post’ and appointed him a Commander in Commerce not Commander in Chief. He is no ‘Politician’ in the traditional sense and whilst that may seem ‘good’ and a ‘change’ and a bit of light relief he is still working that ‘system’.

I personally believe he finds it hard to hold-back and thank God there is a force which can reign him in and ultimately throw him out of office. I think its near the truth that he’s just USA’s next ‘experiment’ [the next thing to believe in and to follow], but at present he is making-out as many President do that he is the all and everything and that’s all you need, but his day will come, Presidents simply have their ‘purpose’ and they are gone, only Dictators try to survive forever.

Anyway Astrology, the recent Solar eclipse August 21st 2017 fell very close to Don’s Ascendant and because he is America’s President it is important; the usual ‘received wisdom’ is that it effects are felt after the event but in the previous months Donald has ripped-up and changed so much you might be forgiven for thinking the ‘received wisdom’ is wrong but i’d say the months ahead for him will be the ‘reckoning-time’ when the hens come home to roost [so to speak], or simply the results of previous actions and the resulting resonance[s] ‘which of course will be added to with ongoing events’ will let us see the damage done.

Let’s look at the Business mind, winners and losers in a nutshell, supporters and the people on the outside and yours and mine/ours is what its all about really.

This President certainly can rally his ‘troops’ meaning his voting [supporters] i will give him that, but he is really just using mass hypnotism for those who want to believe in ‘promises’ and the whole illusion. It is a ‘show’ his rallies, but no politician has ever fully delivered on all their ‘promises’ they can’t because Politics is just a fight/debate to reach a consensus to do what is best for most of the people. So, Trump as a business-man with his winning mentality will force his vision on the USA but he will only carve-it-up one way, precisely the way all previous politicians have but i think he is ‘different’ [a whole new structure of deceit], so laugh away and joke about ‘screwing’ people but i feel when the ‘day’ comes and you find yourself on the outside looking in on the people still laughing whilst you sit cold and hungry you won’t think its so funny anymore.

Simply put it is like it has always been ‘you’re being played’ the only good thing with Trump in power is it is becoming more obvious for everyone to see, even the blind man can see what is going-on.

So finally i say ‘at least we are having some light relief’ from real politicians at present in the USA so go-on enjoy it while it lasts.

But i’d also say ‘what do i know’?

Another note now: despite my trying not to i do watch Video’s on various subjects and i have to say they do get me thinking about ‘other’ possible explanations of what is going-on within our reality and this isn’t aimed at Donald Trump in particular although God knows what he is, human, hybrid or just full-blown alien, i really don’t know, all i know is i am starting to believe there is something ‘other’ than just humans on this planet, why? well let me put it like this, the average hu-man is just that a simple man but there seems to be a breed of men and women who unlike let’s say the worker bees set themselves apart from the pack, the Kings and Queens if you like and they are a law unto themselves and this i’ll put to you in as simple terms as i can, ‘they’ set-up the World just as ‘they’ like it to be and the rest of us are left to fend for ourselves really and i say that as ‘that’ is quite obvious in that they have most of the money and also a ‘hold’ on who gets the remaining resources and also ‘how’ and there are varying other examples which are seen by us and should be known by all of us remaining by now, at least if you have mind to really ‘see’ it as it is. But the real ‘killer’ [meaning killer idea] is that ‘if you boil it down to brass tacks’ most of the decent humans the 99% are not the liars/deceivers and cold-hearted psycho’s but just ordinary people so, i ask where do these ‘entities’ come from and why are they so ‘different’ from the rest of us, and what is so tempting about what they ‘offer’ so that more and more ordinary people ‘side’ and get onboard to do much the same as them.

All i am saying is would we act as we sometimes do without the cess-pit of Television warping our minds and certain people spouting their views which many follow if these ‘entities’ weren’t here, i think the answer is obvious, it is very doubtful we would. Mankind is being ‘corrupted’, now i am not saying mankind wouldn’t do it if by/for themselves if left ‘alone’ but when i see someone murdered or some big tragedy i don’t instantly think a classic human being did ‘that’ anymore, no, i start to think about an alternative answer to it, that kind of thinking is perhaps right and perhaps wrong but i ain’t looking for ‘someone’ else to advise me on ‘that’ because i believe in what i believe in, and so should you do for your own sanity at the very least, i’m just saying to look closer at the events going-on around you and not to wait for answers to come from the authorities because they will always be some truth in any story that they tell you and a lot of lies and ‘you’ as the ‘receiver’ of any information given to you has to be the final ‘arbiter’ in what it is you believe in and the truth that fits what you have seen and heard, that’s all.

But in the end although my words are scathing i don’t believe i have said much more than what people hopefully see for themselves or much more than what many commentators have already said.

Astrology: Conspiracies

July 6, 2017

Let us get this straight from the start, conspiracies are everywhere and hopefully by the end of this post you’ll get a full idea of why i think it is so. Sadly, there isn’t much i can say to connect Astrology with Conspiracies on a general level so most of the post will be Astrology free.

My God it has ran to a lot of words – read in sections i suggest.

Now, the only ‘step’ you can initially make between Astrology and Conspiracies is the obvious one that the idea of doing a ‘conspiracy’ has to be formed ‘conceived’ at a moment in time and that obviously gives us our Astrology, next it could be said that we could plan our ‘event’ to occur at a particular time, [for example only] a bomb with a timer would be an excellent ‘weapon of choice’ astrologically as the precise time [always preferred by astrologer’s would be known], after this there really isn’t much i can think of to connect the two. Sure, Astrology is great when you can make a chart from a timed event [after-all its ‘its’ full basis isn’t it?] so when the planes hit the twin towers or when the American constitution was ‘signed’ all reveal ‘in that moment’ much information, and in some ‘events’ we can also see a ‘life’ going forward. I suppose it would be possible ‘astrologically’ to see the ‘doubt’ in people minds that things aren’t as they were told in/on the 911 attack, and why? because Astrology can detect false information inside a chart, i haven’t looked to see if it shows it, but perhaps you will, if you know what to look for, that is, an afflicted 3rd house is a possible ‘cause’ of bad information but ‘of course’ [as we should all know] this particular ‘question’ in such an event as a plane crashing into a building would be hard to find, so finding such an indicator might be impossible, [i did finally look at the chart and Pluto in the third could show it to be a ‘mass’ lie like a lot of people believe it was]. I suppose a Horary chart asking about deception, knowing exactly what you want to ask/know about might ‘reveal’ more truth, but 16 years on a ‘general’ inquiry is all you could really make now, as no ‘current’ events exist anymore – moving-on now.

It has to be said Natal Astrology holds the ‘keys to the life’ for each person born, we could look upon Astrology as a ‘known fact’ of what is coming-your-way during your ‘life’ due to the/your birth-time, certainly the Astrologer’s of old believed this to be the case. But if we look at ‘say’ choosing a day/time for something does ‘that’ make a ‘difference’ take for example ‘potatoes’ plant them on a different day to your neighbour with relatively the same soil as yours and in a few week’s he might look at yours and say they have grown so much more than mine, so why was this so, did you ‘conspire’ ‘somehow’ meaning; in other words ‘what did you do to have this success’ [to make it so], because some people won’t like it much and say it isn’t fair yours are growing so much better than mine, so, what did you do? Oh, i used my knowledge of Astrology to optimum use, there is no great secret/there is no ‘conspiracy’, and that is how it’s [life] been for ‘ever’ and by always using the best tools available we win, see it is hardwired into all of us, see, go on a walk to the forest and pick up a stick for a ‘use’ and then find ‘it is’ not quite right so you drop it and try to find a better one, and i suggest that ‘wouldn’t we be just conspiring against ourselves’ if we didn’t do this, by using the inferior object when we know there is possibly a better alternative out there, it is just another form of conspiracy – wanting what is best for ourselves.

The thing is we are always guided by people/things who know [or think they do] that there is a better way forward, sure a trickster will say jump over the cliff’s edge and you say you will be ‘alright’ and a friend will warn you why not to [but it is up to you] and if you do and die the friend will say why didn’t he listen i thought he knew and the trickster oh i never thought he’d do it, didn’t he know, both were conspiring one to help you out and one to hinder you, but the choice was always yours.

In a way there are no ‘answers’ until a ‘question’ is formed, so if the entire planet were to sit still and do nothing for a day time would still pass and that day would go down in history as the day when nothing happened, a write-off if you like, and days like these do partly occur when the Moon goes ‘void’ of making an ‘aspect’ or contact to another planet, sure the World’s events don’t stop entirely but rather slow-down and just don’t connect in the flowing way they do when conjunction after conjunction happens, but that is fairly ‘rarely’ [a few times a month] anyway and then life can be so wired that you can’t help but act, because it is like our whole environment is charged and there’s no escaping it [no down-time]. But is the World and our Astrological mapping of it working against us ‘conspiring’ no, that’s just how celestial life [which affects us on Earth] is made.

Now, life is ‘great’ [as a spectacle] and the variety of different opinions people have to offer makes life even better, even the annoying occurrence’s around you add ‘spice’ we all have our favourites and those which really bug us, sure you can bring some of them on just by doing something or even just thinking about them and God knows someone or something’s doing’s can make them worse, but calm-down and most will go away, we all get to know that eventually, don’t we. If something/someone continues to bug you it’s a possible conspiracy, [but who is perpetrating it us or them, sometimes we don’t like to acknowledge it is our own actions/thoughts that brings it on] but usually it’s just because someone doesn’t like what you are doing because it either conflicts against what they are doing or they just hate what you do, as i write this my neighbour has started his tactics against me, [he doesn’t like it when i am busy and he isn’t it seems, although that isn’t the full story of course] he is just asserting he doesn’t like what i am doing because ‘my thing’ is over-ruling his, it is not a conspiracy it is simply his way of telling me he doesn’t like me or what i am doing as it is disturbing him, fair enough i will stop eventually, as i don’t want to live in that kind of conflict.

It’s all about ‘control’, he wants his and i want mine and they conflict, i will never understand it [or want to] as i have made the choice not to, our matrixes are simply out-of-sync. I suppose all neighbours ‘conspire’ to get their own way for whatever reason that may be.

Now conspiracies of a bigger nature are a different thing. We all love a ‘villain’ in detective stories and in the 1900’s-2000’s you picked-up a book and tried to work-out who did it before you were told, ‘great fun’, today though you can visit myriad video sites and watch people spouting various theories on what has gone wrong with society and what its members are supposedly up to, only ‘today’ the endings of who done it aren’t always so clear-cut and for most of the ‘conspiratorial’ theories you can almost forget trying to find the ‘why’ as its lost within all the other bits, so you gleam pieces at best, [i think some people design their work that way on purpose], its because i see on my computer screen certain people who treat their ‘outpourings’ like a soap-opera, [tune-in for the next exciting episode] where the/ir storyline tries to ‘trump/beat’ the previous one but within all this you are just waiting for the ‘conclusions’ sadly there aren’t many/any and if there ‘were’ the programme would finish and that’s that, no more ‘Truman Show’.

Let’s take a known ‘conspiracy’ example going around on the internet right ‘now’ and work with it, a man says the Moon is hollow and inside the aliens [helped by some humans i imagine] sit and send signals to control all life on earth, interfering with our brains and that means we aren’t being the people we could be, nice premise that, but what you rarely or don’t hear is anything ‘beyond’ that,
[but this example sounds too much like the Truman Show so i don’t really want to use it] i really want an example that explains why you can’t go any further than what is presented to you, sure no-one is able except Astronauts [but even this may not be the full-truth] to go to the Moon and try to check this out is as we know impossible for the rest of us, as ‘limitations’ means no ordinary man can go check the details of such a conspiracy ‘out’ life it seems is always in the hands of others. What i’m saying is ‘conspiracy-theorists’ will always offer another explanation and possibility for what is recognised truth [to what we all believe has to be the way of things – undenability of that is ‘how it is’ because it is obviously so] but they do uncover hidden [from us] ‘truths’ and until all Mankind can stand on the Moon and hit it with a hammer and see it doesn’t ring like a bell and scour the surface for hidden entrances any ‘conspiracy’ like this is possibly true, i mean you could live in a house with a secret hidden door that leads to place behind a wooden panel that looks like just a panel all your life and never know about it, but are you going to knock the whole place down just to find-out if your suspicions are/were true – it seems the conspiracy world people are doing just that – they always want ‘more’ to feed the fire, but i fear all they’ll find is more of what we already know low-level that ‘general’ conspiracy is everywhere and until we face our own involvement in that nothing will ever change, the biggest conspiracies are just scaled-up versions of our more petty ones, sure they may uncover something ‘big’ one day, something so big that we all gasp in horror but perhaps that will just be because we all played a part in bringing it about and eventually hopefully we’ll all just laugh at our naiveness of just not saying to ourselves ‘i just can’t know another person’s/the World’s workings in one go can i’ and i should’ve realised this before believing in more than i did, or something like that.

As i said pick between the lines and you may find some truth, but back to the Moon and people/beings stopping us and interfering in our lives [because few if any of us want to believe we are not in control of our own lives do we, so it would be a shock-horror to find-out this is so – i’m hooked aren’t you, a bit of sarcasm there], no really, if i was video-casting i would take it further and say that i would ask these ‘beings’ to come and sit on my couch and ask them WHY they are doing it and the answer would probably be well ‘why not’, if we can, but the video – conspiracist’s will/would block ‘that’ thought/conclusion by saying oh that would never happen they would never reveal themselves to the likes of you, they are secret/hidden beings and no-one knows where/what they are, i suppose i’d think oh ‘that’s convenient’ to say the least, if they wouldn’t speak to me they’d probably not speak to anyone so what you are saying/telling us is whilst they are ‘in hiding’ we will never know, so why should i believe your ‘story’ why am i waiting here for something that may never happen because it isn’t/wasn’t and never was the truth, no, because things like those type of visits just don’t happen is what they’d say, they would say you just have faith that we/i am onto something, and to wait for new developments which just turn into more developments and nothing ‘ever’ more, they say be ‘convinced’ we are putting it all together [are we just children being toyed with until we know we are being fooled – it would seem so] and that is how they control us ‘fools’, we are simply being ‘played’ – and like i said earlier the ‘didn’t you know we were fooling you’ bit comes into play again until someone admits it all and says – you’ve got to laugh haven’t you – what no sense of humour – oh come on – join us – join in the/our fun – be one of us – grow-up into what its/life is all about. I heard ‘that’ once a long time ago and it wasn’t that funny then and still isn’t but it did reveal part of humanity’s nature to me, thanks for letting me in on it but i don’t want it, i will do it my way. I knew myself and most importantly what i didn’t want then and now and being this ‘savy’ probably allows me to write as i do right now

Now let me explain that in a way i didn’t even want to write this ‘post’ as i knew the ‘conflicting’ thoughts and feelings i have on the subject, i am human i want to know more, i want to know the ‘why’s and still i want to escape that which is ‘given’ because i already think i know enough to follow a good life for me, but i also know my life has to change and develop and move-on and it is a dilemma for our race too ‘the thought that its never finished and its never enough – but i had to write it because i went through hour upon hour of watching it all on the computer and found myself here wanting to talk about it, and that’s the writer’s dilemma to ‘tell’ and ‘release’ when ready isn’t it.

The problem with watching these people is you never find time to just be ‘yourself’ that’s part of it always ‘believing’ there is more to things, [when usually there ain’t], the ‘more’ is always the exploitation of things and with our personal beliefs which are ‘running wild’ as a computer-fed nation just now we are being preyed upon, the knowledge of how to be evil on one side versus the counter-force of how to be good on the other, i can’t really explain what i mean by that except choose where you are going to stand on any issue i guess.

I want answers and i want them now has been diluted by these video-casts not enhanced ‘its just this day and age’s deception until you wake-up to what is being done to you. If you want to be ‘free’ to build your own life then join the ‘masons’ [sarcasm again] because they have made this world into ‘one’ where without their keys to open the doors they will stay firmly shut against you, but don’t look to the Internet for answers on how to do it, you only find the real answers you need inside yourself, because ‘outside’ of your own life it’s all an illusion with multiple deceptions and they know ‘that’ [whatever side they purport to be on] and they know unless we share what we truly believe that lies within ourselves with each other we cannot possibly overcome all the barriers. Sure you can live free up to a point but slavery is built into the system, and to escape that slavery means virtually being non-existent and most people can’t face that, simply ‘being dead in this world, no thanks i’d rather be dead’ is most people’s views and rightly so for them, and although many have tried to escape the chains of existence the truth is building your own life within this life [as given – and mostly accepted] is extremely hard, i think we all understand the complexities and contradictions of trying to do so, so i will not explain further.

I suppose its worth noting one of the biggest ‘conspiracies’ [if you can call it that, which you can’t really – but it helps keep a ‘man’ down] is the prison system but ‘you’ surely say that is because ‘men’ have conspired to take something from another ‘man’ and now everything is done for them, meaning [their liberty/lives are now in another’s hand] they are being ‘controlled’ because they have taken [often what isn’t/wasn’t their’s] and now society is re-addressing the balance, yes, you pay the price for ‘going against it’ whatever ‘it’ is. your conspiracy went-up against another and the bigger-one won, i mean we have the ‘laws’ that say ‘oh no you can’t get away with this, and someone ‘conspired’ i.e. sat together to make this, so who won that one?.

And then there are natural ‘to some’ conspiracies those we perpetrate on others for good or bad intention, these we live with daily or even all our lives, one example is that of being not told we are the child of another man and our father isn’t who we thought he is, here the/your mother and those she has told not to let the/her secret out [for various reasons] conspire for whatever ‘reason’ not to tell you, we all have seen or heard of such cases, so i won’t go into the details, my only real point is we are surrounded by conspiracies.

But if you simply don’t know [about] something does that mean you are being conspired against, no, not really, you are simply out of the know, but if its being done on purpose to hide the truth from you then perhaps you have a case is all i’m saying here.

I want to add here that i am glad people are working against the given truth and it is true that we are all capable of doing this and i’m thankful that some people are also willing to contradict what is the given ‘story’ is, these people are making a difference, bit by bit they are chipping-away and things are ‘changing’ and this is seen when TV stations include people who speak their truth and there is no come-back because there is no way it is possible to do so, and so the foothold begins and that is why its worth it, and it obvious that an acorn can grow into an oak, but will be it a spindly specimen or a mighty one, will we cherish it or leave it to die, i personally feel that such a wave has begun in 2017 to show its head with ‘Grenfell Tower’ residents saying our truth must be shown/known and we will see to it that you don’t treat it as with/like all other stories [but i fear that will only go so far] but with life being ‘what it is’ people will either ‘calm’ it for their own personal reasons/gains or it may just become a tsunami that may just topple that ‘what just doesn’t belong’ in our World, it will be a ‘fight’ alright, so i hope people carry-on because at the end of the day we are discovering ‘stuff’ that should be exposed but whether we find what we think we are looking for – or just something close, well that’s the next part of the story.

Finally, i want to say one the best conspiracies is always ‘silence’, use it against yourself and others because it brings its own rewards.

And if you think life as a whole is a conspiracy then think on/about this… … all the bullshit/deception has disappeared and mankind has become perfect, but can it last? will he fall from that position? can he keep perfection going? will the people be scared into silence and inactivity in case of doing something wrong, life surely can’t keep going-on ‘great’ can it, so i say, why do you think we are like we are now as a human-race, fallen-back into a world/life of changes, [that is hard to answer] but when we ‘perfect’ what then, no growth, no forward momentum, and what ‘then’ do we ‘start all over again’ and become dissatisfied once more and want more change, [my words are becoming like the Matrix movie ‘you’ve been here before NEO’ mankinds next attempt] i don’t want to dwell on that, more so, who is the ‘devil’ ? but ‘it seems to be’ man himself, it is we who want to mess it up, never attain ‘fulness’ because it is boring to have it all sorted-out, this playground of ours is for those of us who want to be less than perfect, and looking for this ‘perfectness’ here and in others is near-on impossible as to do one thing is to invite the next, so i say the seeking of our perfection through working-out the conspiracies against us is no more than another form of control [the game continues and that means everything takes longer than it perhaps would otherwise, if you want to go around in circles and come-back to what you already know, realise ‘conspiracies’ often add little or nothing and cheap slogans like ‘wake-up’ mean little if you offer little more than ‘that’ and they seems meaningless to most people who already think they are ‘being’ all they can be, and can’t be anything else], but today’s conspiracists would say we are doing all ‘this’ for you and you are ‘wrong’ to believe the ‘given’ story of ‘life’ [as it is] is the full story, and therein lies the dilemma ‘where are you going to sit within the mire of truth versus lies’ and who is giving you the right version? The answer ‘lies’ within ‘you’ and as we all know ‘mankind’ will be the only ‘ones’ to ever find-out if life is a lie and there was more than what was ‘ever’ spun to us, so continue watching the ‘possiblities’ if you like, i probably will, along with the mainstream News as two versions of the truth and lies makes more sense to get real answers in my mind at least, although as most humans do we are just/always making a result that works for us at the given time because our mind usually isn’t capable of going or wanting to go further although even that seems to be changing when fed the same rubbish each day.

Because ‘at best’ what any individual can do is ‘control’ and know and be himself, [one by one we come towards ‘answers’ and ‘completion’] so until you know ‘you’ are being yourself and the well-behaved person beside ‘you’ is being one too, because their ‘thing’ is in ‘love’ [sync] with yours and all people are likewise there will be no heaven on earth, and when this happens you will have solved the greatest conspiracy on earth that is to ‘join’ in with what is the only real ‘truth’ a human population going after and doing the same ‘good’ things, by just being themselves. Know THYSELF. You are the illusion – so smash it.

Astrology: News fakery, what to believe?

June 27, 2017

June 27th my birthday, i have been on this planet for fifty-two years now and not much has changed except me getting older of course. I could look back and reflect on those years but its rather pointless so i am going to talk about June 2017 quite a month in British history.

I watch a lot of television and believe me by the time you’ve reached this age you’ve seen it all, by the time you’ve reached your first year of watching you’ve seen it all really [but who tells the new viewer ‘then’ that what he or she has just watched will be on repeat for the rest of their life, no-one so we go-on in the rather vain attempt to always see more than we’ll ever see], but that’s a boxed life i suppose.

‘If you are sick of television you are sick of life’ could be an easy phrase to mention here but that is easy to say in June 2017 because we are in the midst of a bombardment ‘they simply do not stop’ it is one thing after another it is like being at war, so here is a review ‘of sorts’ of the kind of thing we have been exposed to.

The sickening political games and manoeuvring all end-up in the same place, simply put if it all ends-up in the same correct place [that it should, i.e. is designed to be] at the end of all the bullshit and God knows what-ever they are playing at then that’s fine, and of course it does, it is almost like lets laugh and joke around in all the chaos until we bring it back to where it should be, i watch a lot of youtube videos to get a different perspective [but rarely any answers to the situation[s] we are living in and i have to say within that morass of different views i gleam a few nuggets of potential truth[s] to life complexities but i have to compare it to the mainstream outlet, both sides [lets call it] official news and the other side[s] of a/the story spin their point-of-views and the WAR’s outcome is really who is more believed because television is really the home of official news and to state the obvious computer-based video’s are where the opposing-forces have their say, because as we know you won’t see an opinion on the official platform that conflicts and contradicts the main news thrust on television as that medium is for those who want ‘life’ dished-out straight with little thinking except maybe a murmur in your mind if you suspect something doesn’t quite ‘fit’ and you are slightly curious as to why not, then of course you move-on until the next-time it happens.

Youtube video’s on the other hand are basically ‘made by the people for the people’ totally cutting-out the media/middle-man, although as a media platform run by media-men they can refuse to post ‘your take on life’, indeed they could disband it all together and then what would we have, nothing, that’s right, it would have to be built-up all over again, so it sickens me when the second Iron Lady at Binary code house Number 10 says we must not let video ‘infiltrate the minds’ of people watching, yes, it seems she is talking about ‘extremist mind-sets’ preparing to do damage but look beyond that and you’ll see that anything said by anybody that doesn’t conform to certain ‘set’ standards will make you think twice before opening your mouth and speaking aloud and making you mentally start[ing] to believe that you have tape over your mouth and can never question just what ‘life’ is and how it is ‘given and presented’ cannot be questioned, and that just goes against normal human functioning in my mind and is simply wrong.

My mind has been infiltrated by the tele-visual media all my life and i have sighed and despaired at just what comes at me and us all the time, the media and terror incidents are a real ‘test’ of where the truth lies and to be honest the television has the ability to fake much much more than a man with his own ‘seen’ truth, a single person can spot the fakery and he can make connections within what the media shows, but as the official media only shows what they want to show on tv [and gets the viewer to believe it is the whole story] the single man can find-out as much about the event and deal with it as they see fit, and if there is one event recently which shows that the media was ‘behind the curve’ and not able to control the unfolding story it has to be the ‘Grenfell Tower Block’ fire in London and it also really showed the power of community and togetherness which could not be broken-down into the way the ‘system’ could control it.

Astrologically the main factors seem to be the the approaching Sun opposition Saturn in Sagittarius aspect throwing an Antiscion aspect to a weakened Mars in Cancer, i base this on the symbology, Saturn [a building] sits in Sagittarius a [high-rise] one and it opposes [so something dreadful happens] the Sun ‘burning’ and Mars also in Antiscion aspect to Sun and contra-antiscion to Saturn fans the flames into an inferno, all from a Fridge [Saturn] made by ‘Hotpoint’ what more symbology do you need. Anyway back to my story…

… simply put, with your whole lives gone/taken by fire and those you knew perished you stand at a zero-point and the truth’s are very obvious to you and the media cannot put a spin on much, [as there is nothing to grab-onto] the people, the ‘victims’ become the only source of material and most are not trained in ways of grabbing your attention for the glitz of the screen for entertainment of others, no, this is ‘serious’ and as we all know ‘lives and homes matter’ and finally a true ‘reality’ tv emerges [how could it not] the horror ‘not this time’ in some foreign place but in London and with people marching on council offices/officers to get answers quickly, with now some Londoners getting the feeling of what it must be like to be a Syrian household running from the bombed home knowing they have nowhere to go back to and perhaps someone is dead inside.

But as is life in 2017 the problem with any news story always lies at the ‘source’ so number one, it’s hard for me to say this but i haven’t been to London and seen the fire-damaged tower-block with my own eyes so how can i be certain it actually happened?, easy, go there and see for myself, so that can be cleared-up, but why should i believe what i see on tv, i know that sounds stupid but i say it only to make the point that no-one should believe ‘something’ without actually seeing physical proof because if that premise is wrong then all that goes after it is too.

Then we come to the stories of what actually happened at the fire, it is easy to say that only those involved know the actual truth and no-one can argue about that, i wasn’t there ‘billions’ weren’t there so we rely on eye testimony and personal involvement for our information, but that’s always been television in a nutshell.

Note: i know the fire happened, so don’t get me wrong, my point is about ‘not being anywhere’ but where you are at any ‘one’ time and knowing that fakery exists, because we all know about green-screen technology etc so you can never be sure that any ‘story’ is really what it seems, i suppose in some ways i should just enjoy the ‘output’ for ‘what it is’ as most of the time the news can be the funniest thing on television, but life is more than that, unless all you want is illusion and increasingly more of us are just fed-up with what we are fed, there is always the ‘off’ button, go make your own entertainment, [and see how tied-up with this world we are].

So that brings us again to versions of the truth, one truth is that the people involved rallied around and helped themselves and the authorities were left ‘wanting’, but that simply was because if your house burned-down you would scurry around looking for help and this happened to [i think it was 127 households] all at once so you couldn’t have anything but ‘mass’ sameness going-on.

But it is here where ‘stories’ divide and here where your reliance on the ‘truth’ from one source or another becomes blurred, the government and official media only really want you to know one set of belief’s and outcome’s whereas the youtuber’s will give you their belief’s and what the outcome’s should be, it is the same path isn’t it, just wanting to clear this horrible mess-up, well you’d think so wouldn’t you, but i think the subtle difference is the undeniable fact that an event happened and in today’s world how do you want to hear that news, a covered-up half-truth [at best] from various vested interest groups or a story of not knowing and often making-up half a story by a load of wannabe media-types who are becoming just like the men and women they purport to oppose, and some who will become just like them in the future when they realise the only way to get on in that world is to compromise the ‘truth’s they once ran ‘with’ because to do otherwise will always come to nought as the vested interests control every part of organising just how it is gonna be. Posting youtube commentary on video is almost like wanting to be involved yourself, don’t get me wrong i side with the production of people telling more of a story then the mainstream will ever tell you, and the demolition of the block application is proof of something else going-on but a conspiracy of hidden factors doesn’t always prove the whole picture, sure Governments lie and a multitude of factors are always in play but really most of youtuber’s uncovering’s are guesswork most of the time,[and what do we gain from knowing an actor played roles in three different terror incidents anyway, that he or she is a fake, so what, its not going to stop the bigger game-plan, or is it?] sure they uncover something sometime but the ‘control’ of how the thing is going to play-out or did play-out is always in another’s hand, [you’ll not stop the next one by speculating on where and when it will occur] sure the more ‘work’ they do in exposing the wrongs means the less able the ‘spooks’ and crisis actors are able to perform it again but they will always up the ante because there is a hidden agenda and a bigger prize to we won, i would look at it for entertainment for the masses who gaze eyes fixed if the horror of what is done [or was it really done, that is always the question today] wasn’t so extreme, it is almost as if the human of today is meant to say to themselves oh dear those poor people but it didn’t happen to me, i am still here, so SO WHAT. The tragedy is they are planning the next one right now, if you believe the people who don’t believe things just happen, i know what i believe and that is nothing is ever as it seems and whether that’s deliberate policy by some string-puller or just general ignorance because of what else we put our trust/belief in, to hide any truth from ourselves most people treat life as a game and will dip-in and out of their choice of reality at will [as they wish to fulfil the[ir] need.

I think yesterday we saw the beginning of the death of alternative reporting on social media video sites, because individually reporting ‘something’ that doesn’t fit with the official news is becoming bothersome to those who want full control of your minds, remember this … WE INFILTRATE YOUR MINDS – AND WE ARE GOING TO MAKE SURE THERE IS NO BODY ELSE DOING OUR JOB TO YOU.

Astrology: Trapped

June 8, 2017

Ok here’s the truth i have written something like this before, but hey that’s blogging.

This is the time of year that i feel trapped and i will explain why but first we have to remember that there are two types of Astrology, that is the personal and the more general although both are interconnected and more importantly we always have to consider both to get the bigger picture.

Today is June 7th 2017 and it is a whole six months until the Sun sits in my natal 12th house where as usual i feel personally trapped and in the usual despair and isolation of that position and also doing what i usually do at that time of the year which is generally little or nothing. In December i know my year is winding down and i am just waiting until the 16th/17th when the Sun hits my Ascendant and new life hits me again, out of being trapped in my 12th house. It is simply a personal expectation that doesn’t regularly disappoint and i even look forward to it with it being a time to wind down and relax and after 52 years i have got into ‘that’ natural [for me] rhythm, and in-a-way that is how it should be.

But the second and ‘somewhat’ more unwanted and unwelcome time of feeling ‘trapped’ comes to me around early June, you see being a Sun Cancer native whenever the Sun sits in Gemini it brings on a similar 12th house feeling but it is not so ‘personal’ in the sense that i want or need it to happen to me, but still it is unescapable [and i am sure it can feel like that to you too] and to make that ‘meaning’ clear although i hope it already ‘is’ everybody has a time of year when the Sun is one sign behind their own natal position and they will have a sense of being trapped too, i hope that clears that up.

But then ‘inevitably’ we all must encounter ‘times’ when a combination of factors just works against you [and in my case right now] i have many 12th house factors going-on and i just can’t escape them until the planets move-on and it is like being ganged-up on/upon just now.

Now don’t get me wrong the 12th house/type factors can be ‘good’ if you can get into ‘what’ they can do/give you, but for many of us [especially with Sagittarius natally there] the 12th usually gives us mind-numbing boredom with nothing much to do can which can send some people quite mad in/with frustration and with the inability to act it can be hard to take, [and i am sure that people with the other signs in the 12th have their own problems to face, although i am not here to tell ‘them’ what that is right now and even if i did know what those problems were ‘which i don’t’ i just am not writing about that here today although it would make a good post to do ‘if you could’ i am sure of that].

Anyway, the point i am coming to is ‘too much of something’ [all the same vibe] can simply drive you over/towards the edge. All your eggs in one basket and only eggs and your start to crave bread is my point as you’ll start to see.

Now, it is good that all the planets are staggered at various positions/stages and because of their different speeds you find you aren’t stuck in that ‘place’ forever but for now Mercury is in Gemini and my natal Mercury is in Cancer so again i feel somewhat stuck and ‘trapped’ [i tend to yearn to miss-out the 12th sign factor a lot more as i get older but that is because in 2016/2017 i have had so much of it as you’ll see] but eventually that will change. And why does it all look so ‘bleak’ just now well for me it is because i have made other important decisions on certain dates and now they are combining with my/the natal/general ‘outlook’ that i am starting to despair and feeling ‘oh boy’ this really is enough, move-on already won’t you, because it may have suited you to move into your house when the Sun sat in Taurus and that was in your fourth house natally and you were ‘happy’ with the fact the other positions of that day were there but today seven and a bit years later you slightly curse the fact that Venus is in Taurus ‘right now’ and that means it isn’t yet in Gemini where it was when you moved in and that Mars now sits in Cancer where it was in Leo when you moved-in and today home feels like a prison of sorts and this all makes you sigh and slightly laugh like a mad man when you also realise that for the last few years Saturn has been going through your natal 12th house and you really start to wonder when this whole ‘trapped-ness’ thing is going to go away especially as Saturn is about to re-enter your natal 12th by retrograde motion ‘quite soon’ so you’ve some more to come and you realise all you can really do is just wait it out until all this eventually passes and you find yourself in the cold light of day of the life-giving 1st house and all the 12th house positions and factors are gone for some time at least.

But, are you happy, can you handle it, is this what i need just now, all questions you must ask yourself, but knowing you just can’t escape it is the most important thing to know. I suppose when it seems ‘right’ it has to be, doesn’t it?

I also know because my Sun sits in my 7th house ‘this time of year’ means the Sun is in my sixth house so ‘that’ means it is never the best place for me to escape my isolation/trapped-ness anyway as the 6th house is a ‘cadent’ house and not a moveable astrological-house like the angular ones, so as i finish this piece i move back into my trapped life i know i am just glad i could write this to you [dear reader] and escape my situation for a while, of course i could always try and fight my way out of my trapped-ness [but there is nowhere to go] because i think i am psychologically dormant just now, or i could fight against the current astrological set-up but that tends to lead to more trouble and i usually just go along with my stars not against them and although that is defeatist in-a-way i think i know what is best for me even in troubled times.

And although i don’t like to admit this perhaps my mother’s warning was right when she said ‘don’t let the stars run your life’ but when the factors gang-up on you what are you meant to do, tell me that. It is just a 12th house time for me right now, so i will live with it.

Astrology: An important transit to you/me

January 23, 2017

Yes, this is about me but you’ll go through it too at some stage so read on it might help in the long run.

In a couple of days i will have Saturn on my Ascendant by transit a one in 29 year thing as you surely know. Not something to be overly joyous about but it happens and it’s at times like these you truly feel like you are getting what you deserve and if like me you spent most of the twelfth house period relaxing and hiding away you will feel a certain emptiness and longing to do something but what can you build on, that’s right nothing, so do you head out into your World and dive headlong into something new, of course not – take heed and have caution, you may feel like taking-on a whole new you but the patterns just ain’t in place and you feel like you are destined to waste another period of time just when you feel the time is right and life is picking up once again, it is sad but you are scared and so much time has already been wasted and that’s just life you say to yourself, oh dear what a quandary but what is really stopping you, the past – you say, and then it all becomes too black to contemplate anymore.

That is the inner workings of my mind just now and it is like life has beaten me already without me giving myself a chance, tough luck buddy the World has closed-in and the reality of life as a failure has dawned. But wait a minute didn’t you work hard for much of what you have right now, didn’t a lot of planning go into getting to where you are right now, don’t forget just what you went through to be here at this point today, you calmed down a lot and lost a lot of things so you could be free of the stresses that were killing your life and its style, just don’t forget the struggles and the way you turned things around whilst Saturn was in your twelfth house, sure life may seem ordinary to the point of boredom and a certain amount of loneliness but before you were a chaotic mess and that has somewhat cleared-up, so think positively now and look and see what you really have.

Yes, i have what most people have and although much potential is yet undeveloped isn’t that what the first house is all about and you then have something in the second house and life is simply now for the living. That’s it really – sussed.

Astrology: Politics

November 9, 2016

First, i am not pro or anti Trump, politics means little to me, but the 2016 election is worth a comment i think.

He drained the swamp, and America’s political class lost, or did they, no, politics continues to win, and Trump whipped-up such a storm that the American people just had/has to [love a system that enslaves them] once again. But the insults and the line ‘she is a crook’ won-out, [say anything enough times and it will stick it seems], he played a brilliant hand, and as the public wouldn’t/couldn’t stand for electing a crook so he was their only other choice, clever, very clever, even if under-handed, although as we ‘all’ surely know by now he is not ‘whiter than white’ himself, and it is perhaps the lesser of two evils that ‘won’, but of course that slur will be partly forgotten now, because he has become the President.

Only Trump never said what he was going to fill the swamp with, the renewing of the American Dream, the only dream i see is the renewing of the political ‘nightmare’ and the belief that this ‘man’ will make their lives better. Today is built-on yesterday, and for ‘all’ the promises that a politician makes his real agenda always remains slightly ‘hidden’ from view, however open it seems.

Is it refreshing to see someone with no real political background make President? perhaps, yes, but for all the rhetoric about Walls and no Safe cities/zones or aid for non-american’s he still has to work in a political system, so, we will see what he is really ‘about’ soon or we will see a damp squib.

Remember he will always have to deal with the whole political class behind the ‘real’ decisions in America, and they will tie him down somewhat.

I see Trump as a man who has got what he wants, he has got the power and the prestige and the ability to shout ‘big’ about things, but now his ego has been satisfied [in that he has made the top-spot], but of course in reality he can only ever do ‘so much’, [damage?].

I can see him being disliked very soon with no-one wanting to work with him [despite what they say right now], i can also see a downfall being plotted against him ‘right now’ as the ‘real’ political class will run hard to get their power back.

Is this a good day for the political world or just a blip, a ‘joke’, like four years off, we will see.

He is an unknown quantity and to my eyes it is quite amazing he has got ‘there’ considering what he was up against, but don’t be fooled, he couldn’t have got ‘there’ if he was some kind of ‘monster-raving looney party’ candidate.

So, it is business as un-usual for America, as the ultimate business-man is now in charge.

Now for some Astrology, i read he was born on June 14th 1946 in Jamaica, Queens, New York City at 10:54 AM with 29 Leo rising on the fixed star Regulus on his Ascendant and this [it has to be said] is rather apt for a king-like presidency.

But on a general planetary-level what is striking is the hidden emotional side of him, Saturn in Cancer will keep most of that side hidden from view, but with Mercury and Venus in Cancer there too there is/or [has to be] an intimate family-side to him it is we just don’t see it yet but that is unsurprising as his Saturn/Venus conjunction sits near to his 12th house cusp, but we are getting more glimpses of its workings as his life becomes more public to the whole world.

But seriously i think America has just crowned its new ‘King’ knowingly or not because as i watched Trump and his family on their gold trimmed seats it hit me that they sat there like the European Kings did in the early 20th century for photograph’s [and television is just moving pictures, isn’t it] and something seemed to shout-out to me, a new King is on his throne.

But Trump’s chart is odd in ‘that’ for many people-of-power and influence you might find their [in his case] Saturn/Venus conjunction ruling say his 1st and 10th houses bringing his life and office/honour together but no it rules his 7th and 4th houses, like he isn’t doing this ‘presidency’ for himself but for his family and partner or even just to be better than his opponent’s – see the Clinton’s, totally smashed by him, as i’m sure have been many competitors up for the same thing[s] ‘rewards’.

So, a new dynasty has emerged, and it seems he stays very close to his family, like the Roman Emperor’s did/do, but i am not ‘American’ so i haven’t had access to his life’s history and his workings so i am quite ‘out’ of the/any given loop here [and i’m not wasting my time finding-out more about him either] but i suspect i am close to the truth here as aren’t all politician’s and president’s virtually one-kind of people, he certainly has the big hair of the big 80’s TV show.

The thing is, most of America’s Leaders have had a related-connection to each other, so where does Trump fit in? is he related in some way we don’t know about, or does he finally break that spell, i will try and find-out, i guess Googling it is my only way, oh i see he is related to Hilary Clinton and has a royal bloodline connection, so a bit of in-fighting and the right blood connections, it starts to make sense now, and like i said earlier they don’t just let anyone participate and win the election.

Finally, he doesn’t have a particularly ‘dignified’ birth-chart, dignity by term and face only [but i guess] you don’t have to be that dignified to be the leader of the free-world or the World’s most important president today.

One last thing is on 20/01/2017 and around the time that he is sworn-in as the president his Progressed Moon in Cancer [very strong] conjuncts his natal 10th house ruler Venus, [he is in ‘office’, his and the highest] and with that one bit of information you could have almost predicted where he would be ‘then’, even from birth if you knew back ‘then’ that he wanted to be President of course, born for it, seems he was.

Is there anything left to say ‘at present’, no, he hasn’t started his ‘term’ yet.

Astrology: 40 years ago, today

October 22, 2016

Back in 1976 when I was only eleven years old Punk Rock surfaced as a recognisable music genre and one of its defining moments was the first recognised punk single, but as with any musical starting-point it was really just a merging of previous styles in many ways although Punk certainly seemed new and was emerging out of nothing that had gone before; anyway today it is pretty uncontested that The Damned’s ‘New Rose’ 45 RPM is seen as that record, why? because it beat the Sex Pistols ‘Anarchy in the UK’ into the charts by two weeks, although ‘Anarchy’ as a record became the more ‘popular’ record, as did the Sex Pistols themselves for their rather brief ‘stint’ as the top Punk band.

Anyway ‘New Rose’ was recorded on September 17th in the afternoon, in London and it had The Beatles B side of ‘Help’ on the flipside, I have a copy, although i didn’t buy it at the time, it was published [out on sale] on October 22nd 1976, and it was recorded by Dave Vanian, Captain Sensible, Rat Scabies, and Brian James [who wrote the music riff] and more importantly to some or all of the words, and it is said to be either about a new love in his life or the love of ‘Punk’ being the ‘new rose’ in town, but as he doesn’t say, or wants to say, we’ll probably never know.

Astrologically its published/out date is only one day before the October 23rd solar eclipse which when set for/in London gives a 13 Libra ascendant and some interesting chart positions; and now we are going to look at London as the European Punk capital and New York as its American equivalent, and this eclipse as the Punk Rock eclipse.

The eclipse has a lot of first house planets in London, so it is fair to say London was the most ‘living’ place for ‘Punk’ on the whole planet especially in 1976/77, but can we find The Damned and The Sex Pistols in this chart? tough job you may think, but let’s try.

So, where do you find ‘music’ in a chart, Venus yes, and the fifth house for ‘creatives’ and the seventh for people who band together, i can’t think of any other main significator’s. Venus is in Sagittarius in the chart and that may seem strange as it is not a typical hide-out for the musical, but you’ve got to remember ‘punk’ wasn’t seen as ‘real’ music by so many ‘muso’s’ back then, it was just a noisy overload and thought to be just crap lyrics, but far from it, as they were often ‘socially-aware’ lyrics of the Jupiter ruled Sagittarian type. This wasn’t cosy pop, where Venus in Taurus or Cancer would be more apt perhaps.

Now let us look at the name the ‘Damned’, the eclipse took place at 29 56 Libra in the Venusian ‘musical’ sign, but the very last vestiges of it, almost like saying this is the last outpouring of music, and bad music at that, [it certainly was thought of as so at the time]. But the eclipse so close to Scorpio, it could be said it was looking Scorpio [in the eye] and as we know the Moon in Scorpio is in its fall and that’s not an overly positive thing to help produce something, [like life’s-reflection is working against you] so why not call yourself the Damned, and especially as they had some dark gothic tunes, and they even had one-song called ‘I Fall’ which in a way was about to happen to the eclipse ‘Moon’ going into Scorpio. But the eclipse is in Libra, and we must be ‘fair’ astrologically so let’s look at some other possibilities for why Punk had its rise when it did other than this.

Let us look at the fifth house ruler of the eclipse chart Saturn, [as it is the creative mantra for musicians and people out looking for fun] it is not good ‘essentially’ being in ‘Leo’, it would like to be sunny and bright but it is being pulled down somewhat and has to deal with some darker matters, and surely if punk ‘dealt’ with anything it was ‘social’ inequalities, [all is lost/no future] and the like, and could you be ‘said’ to be the ‘Damned’ if things didn’t or weren’t going your way; a planet in its detriment can be said to be in hardship and not thought of that highly, although like any ‘planet’ in its detriment people will say of it, and did ‘say’, you ‘can do better’ than that [and many Punks were capable of so much more] but so many didn’t ‘want to’ pull themselves up because there was so little to aspire to, or so they thought back-then. And in 1976 the Punk’s were often thought of as the lowest ‘creatures’ who subsequently went-out looking for a good time in the midst of a battle with boredom and not wanting to be drones to/of the things that had gone by in previous generations, [but as i said] so many were worth so much more than this and it was this music which helped them become someone, but back then to be ‘someone’ meant they were wildly working-up a mane of hair and the ‘mane of hair’ is very Leonine and then despite having virtually nothing in their pockets they could and did go-on to become their own ‘star/s’ for the day/night and that is very much the way to react to Saturn in Leo with a safety-pin and plastic bag. Sure, it was much more than that but for many fans of the music in the wider UK they lived for the music nights and did what they had to do to be a PUNK in the meantime, whether that meant a full or part-time existence as a Punk-Rocker.

The chart also has Mars in Scorpio, and if Punk has anything remarkable about it, it is the fierce ‘energy’ that guitars and microphones could produce, and coupled with snarling vocal lines it is a perfect astrological indicator of Mars in Scorpio coupled with Saturn in Leo, [the roar], and with Venus in Sagittarius the compassionate questions were asked about where ‘life’ is/was going?

Now, take the name the Sex Pistols, again Sex is very much Scorpio and along with Mars the Gun, [or Pistol] we have/get a perfect Punk name. And like the ‘Damned’ and others we tend to get all expressions of this eclipse’s total-force, and i could quote some more Punk band names, but you get the idea.

But why this eclipse? and why London and New York as its urban hot-spots. I suppose Astro-mapping can help us decipher that a little. But London was already a musical hot spot and New York was just degenerate enough with many half-crazy delinquents ready to rock to bring it into being, and the rest of Europe and the World just didn’t have that/this urban music sensibility i suppose, although many a good band had Devon or North Eastern English ‘roots’ to give an example, but to be fair in 2016 you’ll find Punk bands in every country, but back then in 1976 my county 100 miles from London had few if any Punks, but it soon grew.

Let us now look closer at the eclipse, it didn’t happen over London or New York but this was where it had its most powerful out-pouring, why? because we had many first house planets in the chart set for London and New York has the planet Saturn on the Ascendant for the eclipse time 6:11 AM, Note: it doesn’t matter where you place an eclipse [location] as the ‘eclipse’ is a world event and the date/time provides the ‘places’ where the planets fall, so, between New York and Washington DC we have the curved Saturn on the ASC line, and it passes close to Trenton, New Jersey, which was said to be one of the toughest/hardest crowds in the punk world, with many fights in the ‘scene’ there too. We also know that one of the singers out of the band ‘Black Flag’ was from DC and Black is Saturn’s colour and a flag is an outpouring of [look at me, i am here] = Leo, Bad Brains another band were from DC and the Ascendant is the head ‘area’ and Blondie were from New York and it was dyed blond after the singer ‘front woman’ Saturn’ black turned blond Leo. And you could probably find other Punk band correspondences too, straight-edge punk is a DC thing. And if you look at Saturn’s local space lines it comes close to San Francisco another early Punk hot-spot [beginning place], with the Dead [Saturn] Kennedy’s a rather older more professional-type of Punk playing [or let us say more ‘mature’ playing] going-on.

It is also interesting to note that Saturn as Lord of this eclipse shows in his angular ‘located’ position that only New York was the accepted starting place of Punk, [and as the angles of an eclipse ‘nail it into the earth] and New York is a clearly a contender for ‘its birthplace’ as Saturn sits on the Ascendant there because in London it is in the 11th house, and the only other places for a real birth place have to be Saturn on the MC and that is in Europe, it goes through Istanbul and that was no great Punk hotspot in 1976, but of course in the last 20 years of Punk if we look north of ‘that’ into Eastern Europe where Punk is loved and [venerated] we see this Saturn’s eclipse influence continuing.

It is weird the mapping of planets onto the World map, but it can be so informative too, Saturn on the IC only in Alaska, well it might as well have not been there in ’76 because the 4th is it most hidden place, but an angle is it, so today, i don’t know about how Punk is felt there but it is probably still in the underground. Note: [to re-cap] many say London was its birthplace but this eclipse [on its own] suggests New York has more ‘claim’ but this is only one eclipse and there was another in early 1976, anyway we continue and will not touch that ‘one’ here.

Also there has to be population centres for things to happen, New York had Saturn on the Asc, so why didn’t London have it on the MC, i suppose it is simple geography, if New York is where it emerged then by land mass ‘alone’ and also by simple country/city placement ‘London’ couldn’t have Saturn on the MC, [it felt like it did though], and with it in the 11th house perhaps it is for a good reason that the Punk’s who started all the bands were usually ‘friends’ or known compatriots of each-other even though they might not of liked their bandmates or the other bands much if truth is to be believed?, and there is even the ‘story’ of the Sex Pistols playing in Manchester and everyone in the audience [all known to each other slightly] going-off to become the next Punk type bands in England, a local fraternity of Punks you might say, or just some local somewhat bored losers looking for a future, whatever really, that is how Punk worked.

William Lily a 17th century astrologer has rules for judging solar eclipses; if in your location [here London] the eclipse is above the horizon take the planet ruling with most dignities at 29 56 Libra, well it would be Saturn as it is ‘Exaltation’ and day-triplicity ruler, but in London it falls under the earth or night-time, but i think as it is a solar eclipse [Sun conjunct Moon] then it doesn’t matter whether it is above the horizon or not, and only in a lunar eclipse where either Luminary is above or below the horizon, it being the oppositional aspect, do we consider this factor and take the most dignities of the one above the horizon. But if i am wrong about this i am sorry, but that is how i understand the traditional rules just now, and how i gave Saturn as Punk’s planet.

Back to the Damned now, you mustn’t forget the players and the energy they brought to the music Brian James was said by Captain Sensible to have brought amazing crazy energy and it is his Mars in Aries no doubt, the Captain himself has Mars in Capricorn. Dave Vanian [the singer] has Neptune almost exactly on the eclipse with it sextiling Pluto at 29 50 Leo, apt for the singer/frontman. Rat Scabies born July 30th 1955 has Mars and Jupiter in 10/12 degrees of Leo close to the Saturn of 15 Leo in the eclipse and without his drum intro ‘New Rose’ might have sounded quite different, ‘no aircraft engines’ about to take-off’.

And if you look closely at the Damned’s members you see that in their previous day jobs they were very Saturnine, Dave Vanian was a grave-digger, the Captain a toilet cleaner, human waste – to a shine a very Saturn in Leo thing to do and Rat Scabies a floor- [Saturn] polisher [Leo].

The words of this song are almost prophetical, in it says ‘i mustn’t stop to mess around/ or it’ll be too late and with the eclipse at 29 56 Libra he wasn’t joking, Punk’s time was ‘now’, and many music people hoped it would be a flash-in-the-pan thing and that it would go away as quickly as it had arrived because it was upsetting the ‘normal’ musical output, but it was just out of sight to most people, like Jimi Hendrix said; Saturn – out of sight, not in most people’s musical range, now or ever.

I just want to add in here that if you take this London eclipse and put directional houses on the local space chart the 3rd house line runs so close to Cromer [from where this piece is written] it is almost like I had to be here to write it. although that is just a weird coincidence i’m sure and not even worth adding-in here.

Other notes: eclipses in Libra are said to ‘provoke the youth to wantonness and punk was the ultimate youth movement in which anything went. I couldn’t check-out the last decon of Libra but perhaps that has more pertinent information, i just don’t know.

The name the Damned is of course a ‘slur’, meaning the one’s who are cursed, but Damn is also an expression of being damned ‘good’ and in punk circles these musicians could play, although to look at them you wouldn’t think so. The truth seems to be that Brian James christened the group the Damned after a 1969 movie of the same name. It was also a name said to be descriptive of the band’s hapless state of affairs at the time, and seems right for many a band starting out, especially Punk bands.

The Damned’s first proper gig was on 6th July 1976 supporting the Sex Pistols in London’s 100 club

The Damned also played in France at the Mont de Marsan Punk festival with the Sex Pistols in the early years, it is south of Bordeaux near to Spain and the Local space lines from London see the 10th house line ‘there’ and it was an early promotional place for Punk aptly.

They also had a memorable night at the Drill Hall Lincoln, England in the middle of June 1977 when some football hooligans wanted to fight them and where the stage was stormed after a group of men said let’s get the Damned, but why there? astrologically it makes little sense, the local space 4th house line runs close to Lincoln, so did they think if we end The Damned we will end Punk, maybe.

More general information now…

The dictionary definition of Punk is… and what ‘better’ explanation for a person symbolised by Saturn in its detriment, [is a person of poor or bad in condition, quality, etc] , or even a male homosexual [which many punk’s were, or didn’t mind acknowledging when so many wouldn’t], or more readily in the beginning of the punk movement, a young hoodlum, as many were or wanted to be.

The Saints from Australia were the only other ‘pioneers’ who were directly affected by this eclipses angularity with Saturn off the Perth coastline, and this line goes up to Southern Japan, where they took on the ‘fashion’ of Punk, but albeit many years later.

It is also obvious that Venus isn’t the eclipse ruler and Saturn in detriment is far more suited to Punk in this eclipse chart, even its recognised ‘King’ Johnny Rotten has a Saturnine name of a ‘decayed’ piece of ‘person’.

That’s the story really, but i want to make a quick aside on the remaining 0 04 minutes of Libra left at the eclipse, there is a punk song called ‘4 minute warning’ but it is not about the eclipse, but it could be ‘said’ to be, if you have my imagination, it is actually the four minutes from warning to attack and death and at 29 56 Libra it could be said the ‘attack’ happened here and ‘death’ was 4 minutes later at/in Scorpio, but i am only having a laugh here, please, it was a stupid aside from my own decayed brain.

But all said these young seditionaries’ took that ‘moment’ and ran with it like they were ‘kids’ stealing ‘candy’ from the shop and going on to sell it to other kids through a main shop, [record shops], and for all the initial Punk ‘worthlessness’, for millions ‘today of still not fully grown-up kids it is their music of choice and a style which they don’t forget whether they were fully into it or for a while, but for many it has been ‘all their life’ and it still continues, will it die? or is fast-paced Rock music now just an accepted ‘norm’, i think we all know the answer to that, because times have moved-on and Punk has morphed.

In the/this eclipse chart it is obvious to see why only a few planets are ‘used’ to describe ‘Punk’s’ moment of birth,; but ‘lest we forget’ it is all the other factors/planets [combined] in various formations that describe the ‘world’ of 1976, because with Saturn in Leo it was the ‘dearth’ [lack of] fun in a nation, who thought Morecombe and Wise was the only real entertainment worth watching on TV in ‘what’ was the then a very economically depressed country of Britain until Punk came along stuck-up its two-fingered salute to it all and snapped them out of their stupor and shook them up… … even if it was only by being outraged by swearing on television and then thinking this is bad and it will go away or indeed let us make it go away or let’s forget it and move-on, the usual British thinking, you know. It was kind of destroyed in the early days by nay-sayers, but it is still loved by thousands/millions who thought it worth much more than that.

So, it just leaves me to say ‘Viva Punk’, and it has lasted well, very well.

Astrology: Gambling your life away

October 20, 2016

Remember the good old days when reading a book fulfilled nearly every armchair desire you had and when you heard the phrase ‘if you can’t actually do it, then do it in your mind’, ah, what fun we had as youngsters, when we were too young to actually do anything in the grown-up World and our desire built and built until we actually let ourselves loose on the World, then we got the knock-backs and then we realised we could’ve and should’ve stayed in the book form of reality and never try to create what we saw on the page as the trouble of bringing that into existence was too much, oh just me, was it?

Today the book as a form of experiencing ‘all’ of life is all too easily replaced, and whenever a grown-up wants the ‘World’ all he or she has to do is look no further than online gambling, luckily i learnt a valuable lesson at twelve years old so i don’t gamble with real money anymore, i was a young stupid and naïve boy and after saving hard for weeks on a cold and windy paper-round i blew £50 [a lot of money in 1977] on one glorious day in an amusement arcade on a local holiday, the owner must of smiled and laughed when he opened-up that machine and reaped my rewards, what was i to do, ask for it back, never mind, anyway now when i play it is on my computer and it’s all free, and i wouldn’t play if it wasn’t. And as someone said ‘the chase is better than the catch’ and what am i going to do with thousands of non-redeemable points anyway, no, the total goes-up and it goes-down, it is a totally pointless exercise, and even with loads of points the end-game is ‘always’ [all will be lost] and it is over for you, so why spend your money which can buy food and drink, and it is here that i have to say that i personally think that ‘kids’ should probably spend some time in school gambling on non-redeemable points so they can come to their own ‘pointless’ conclusion on gambling and then perhaps they won’t gamble in their adult lives, unless they like disappointing and devastating lost.

Anyway, my point is… … gambling exercises all the astrological houses, 1st house – i’ll spend my life-force on it and i’ll get my hopes up 11th and i will succeed ‘win’ 10th and increase my wealth 2nd and take another’s wealth 8th and play a game 5th and i’ll spend all my ‘wits’ [my mind] 3rd and be up against the opponent 7th and exercise my higher-self in a battle of mind over the antics of the other opponent, while i am essentially fighting against myself ‘all the time’ but of course ultimately i will lose 12th and end-up 4th as a loser, sick of it all 6th and the/my circle of life is ‘complete’ [the whole game], and i will drag-it-out for however long i ‘want’ my misery to continue for, or forever however long it lasts, it is all a GAME and is best to be thought of as so.

It is essentially a 5th house activity, sure you win, you can’t continue if you don’t win, but essentially the odds are against you and you WILL lose. Back to Zero.

There isn’t much more to say, it tests you and makes you a man [when you win] and makes you feel less of a man [when you lose], i am not anti-gambling but you have to see it for what it is.

I want to add a bit more… … i think, that if you have a watery type nature then your ‘desire’ nature can be strong or even overwhelming so gambling may fulfil your desire to just let go and go for it and see what comes, dangerous ‘waters’ indeed, so watch yourself is my advice.

Also some else which i have found handy and even invaluable is, don’t bother gambling if you want an ‘increase’ in your stake when the Moon is void-of-course, and as the apt adage says, ‘nothing will come of anything done at this time, only slowly and with much work’ and that seems to work-out every time.

It is probably best to gamble when the Moon on its daily-rounds is in a good aspect to your 2nd, 5th or 10th house rulers and not when a square or opposition exists, if you want to avoid loss that is. And if the time of day comes when the Moon’s aspect has come and it is now separating it is probably best for you to stop too, or your fortune will ‘wane’ too, that is my experience, so best give-up and do something else. Also avoid times when major aspects are only going to hinder your experience of winning. I would like to suggest a good Moon in sign time to play, but i can’t really, for me when the Moon is in Cancer, Taurus or Pisces works-out quite well, but avoid a Scorpio Moon time as its sure to end badly, as many things do then.

Gambling does seem to follow simple Moon based electional-type rules, but there are, and must be some exceptions to this, but only a few i guess, and perhaps you will find them.

But perhaps the real ‘gamble’ in life is finding the best time to exploit all the good areas in our life and then exploiting that, but not everyone has that kind of thinking or mind to do it, so we use our money and time to concentrate on our wealth instead, its sad, but its what we tend to do as a race, and then we let our ‘wealth’ control the rest of our life.

And if your birth-chart says you best avoid gambling altogether because of certain warnings therein, then its up to you, but i guess we have those ‘placements’ probably because we have a personal history [past build-up] of experience and we probably don’t have much chance or choice of avoiding that unless we choose to ignore our weaknesses in this lifetime, that is… … if you believe in past lives; and if you do not believe in that, then just see it as your date of birth this one and only time around gave you a warning not to mess around with gambling, to your own peril.

Astrology: good time to die

October 7, 2016

As a music and astrology fan when i came across a youtube video about a musician who is supposed to have died nearly fifty years ago, [a bit late to be current news, i know] i had to find his birthchart and see if any thing fitted? luckily he is well-known so it wasn’t difficult, but whether the man we still know as ??? [name later] is really the man we knew pre November 1966 is not really known by me and i don’t really care if he was ‘replaced’ by another man after a fatal car crash in the early morning of November 9th or was it the 10th, it doesn’t matter much as his progressed chart changes little in a day.

I suspect someone else must’ve already looked at this case but it is new to me and perhaps it will be to you too.

Now i called the post a ‘good time to die’, now i don’t mean it is good he died [if indeed he actually did] rather that astrologically it fits with the progressions in his chart, the data is June 18th 1942 at 02:00 am, where, i am not saying yet, as it might give it away too early, no spoilers here.

For him November the 9th saw his progressed Moon conjunct Jupiter in 7 degrees Cancer and at the height of his bands fame he was on top of the world which is right for such a conjunction, Moon in its own sign conjunct an exalted Jupiter, and this night it is said he and his esteemed band-mate where discussing the bands ‘future’, pop, he said, his mate said a more expansive future and his mate won out it seemed. This conjunction was in his natal 4th house [the house of end of life] and these planets were his natal 1st and 4th rulers, and in his progressed chart they ruled his second sign in the fourth and his 8th house, so it seemed the fates indicated he died in some fashion, and perhaps he just felt ‘dead’ he had done so much up until then but if he really died that night it was going to be the biggest story of the sixties and perhaps the end of one of the biggest stories in pop history and breaking the hearts of millions in the process and of course the multi-million investment and future returns, so perhaps he was replaced but a left-handed musician who looked like him, what are the chances, and with the talent to see it through too, but who is Billy Shears? this man’s replacement? and it is true Billy Shepherd was never seen or heard of again from his previous existence, so did he replace Paul Mc Cartney, Paul says he didn’t die, but did Lennon and Harrison die and were attacked because they were about to come clean with the ‘lie’, both were attacked and are people attacked or killed for just being famous, yes, but not very often, people are killed more often if they know something and are about to affect ‘others’ by their actions and it is true that no-one likes to be uncovered if it threatens to bring so much down with it, so Paul’s ‘stars’ say [to me] it is likely that he ‘Mc Cartney’ did die that night, but what do i know? and as i am not here to prove anything and this astrology is flimsy if their is no actual death-notice i guess we have to believe he lived-on and those who might know better have to live with what they know, although Paul growing two inches taller at age 24 is something that has to be against all the growing rules of humanity so perhaps there is something in all this plus all the Beatles clues, no smoke without fire they say. And fooling people to protect ‘interests’ is far from unknown.

Astrology: its all quiet, and we are…

September 9, 2016

… waiting for the change

in two hours Jupiter will change signs, goodbye Virgo and its rather depressing undertones and hopefully we can welcome in a more balanced picture in Libra.

There is no doubt Jupiter in detriment can be a rather dull [monotone] if you like, and that isn’t everyone’s favourite colour, i like it, but perhaps having Jupiter in detriment in Gemini natally means i can relate to it better than most people but it hardly sets the world on fire, does it, and we’ll probably have to wait for Jupiter in Sagittarius for that.

At least now we can breathe in some fresh air and perhaps become more comfortable with life, but Jupiter in Libra isn’t all plain sailing, if you push yourself too far then ‘God’ help you.

The main recipients of this change are usually people with Sagittarius or Pisces rising as these people often have to wait on the Jupiter cycle for their turn-a-rounds but every ‘house’ that has these signs on the cusp will see you finding that ‘area’ changing/changed, and what was a doldrum has now become an area in which you can get out of a slump.

So go and check your chart and if you don’t feel the change naturally then make it happen, you can’t go to God and ask for a rethink on how the wheel turns, and why would you in this instance, why ask to return to previous hellish conditions [or for him to make the way life ‘works’ different], the wheel of life turns in an ordered way, so make the most of the new, that is my advice to you.

P.S. check the house with Cancer on the cusp too, as this is perhaps your best shot for happiness, i have it in the seventh, so perhaps its time to be more social and with Jupiter in Libra how could we not be.

Astrology: Sports stars

August 28, 2016

Here is a little piece:

Last night i was watching professional darts player Michael van Gerwen win another BDC event in Perth, Australia and there is no doubt he loves the challenge of winning and you can almost see him saying ‘if that is what you can do i can do better’, i then thought what could his ‘stars’ be? i guessed his ‘confidence’ may be from Leo or Aries and his style is very quick, so Aries, but Gemini can be super quick too. Then i thought Sagittarius might figure as he is an arrows man after all, but that is almost too easy an shot.

So i googled his name this morning but i couldn’t see his birthchart on the Internet so an accurate chart is unavailable i guess, but it says he was born April 25th 1989 and shares his birthday with Eric Bristow [and some of his natural arrogance too, but in a different way], both know/knew they are/were ‘great’ players, [but is Sun in Taurus really a ‘sign’ you associate with a dart player, well now we know], sign/date co-incidence? maybe, but keeping it steady [especially in scoring strongly] is needed in the game and steady nerves helps too i guess.

Anyway, van Gerwen has no planets in Aries, but his Mars is in Gemini, so his style is ‘fast’ [he almost plays like he wants it over as quickly as possible], and it is possible he has the Moon in Sagittarius, but he could have the Moon in Capricorn [unlikely though] and more surprisingly he could have a Moon/Mars opposition, a hard combination to become a winner in life, but i don’t know his life story and perhaps he has had to work really hard to become the ‘success’ he has become, that would fit many a champion.

But as i said i don’t have his ‘exact’ chart but it is likely this ‘opposition’ [if it exists in Gemini to Sagittarius] is angular, although it doesn’t have to be angular for it to help him, but certain angular planets do point us to success it must be said, but anyway with Venus in Taurus and Saturn in Capricorn he has two strong planets and that is enough to bring him ‘fair’ success and money, whilst his other planets bring him his talent to be a ‘top’ dart player i guess.

There is lots more to know and perhaps April the 25th is near a ‘fixed star’ which gives a dart player an exceptional eye, but that is for a future ‘post’ maybe, ok, enough.

Astrology: New posts to come…

July 12, 2016

The cup is feeling more than half empty and my thinking is ‘when its gone it is gone’.

Inspiration to write comes and it goes, and when you find yourself writing almost the same stuff as before maybe it is time to give up or have a radical rethink on how to do your stuff, and even then there are no guarantees you will come up with something worthy of reading, and as any writer knows ‘you are known’ by your output and i don’t want to be known as not worth reading, so once again…

… i find myself writing up posts which go over old ground but rather than be despondent about it and thinking it is not worth doing anymore i looked at my limitations which are ‘you can only write what you know’ and if in writing you can explain a little further your intentions then it is worth a go.

So, i am writing a small series of 12 posts in which I will kind of flesh-out previous articles and try to make as full as a statement on various important parts of Astrology as i can.

I have had a small series of conversations with a ‘youth’ in which i try to convince Gareth that Astrology has a validity and practical use for the common man but he is a hard man to convince and over time he… … well i don’t want to tell you how it ends right now, do i? no, certainly not.

Now i know this isn’t an original idea to talk with someone to get a new angle on things, but it is a good idea for me.

Now as for this blog’s future, it is unformed and perhaps a new wind will blow through my dusty old head but for now it is tumbleweed on a new expressive level and although like many writers the odd thought worthy of a post may occur [and many writers at this ‘point’ often say if that is how it is going to be then why bother and pack-up their things and move-on to more fertile ground], but when Astrology is your passion why try to have fun in the next field where the grass is supposedly more greener.

So, the rant is over and things ‘remain the same’ so all you need to know is its business as usual and one day these ‘conversations’ will appear on here. And this is an updated post so as of 21st August all 12 posts are written but still need some work and soon the first will appear and the plan is to publish one a day for 12 days.

I now realise that for the first time these posts include a wider thinking and more than Astrology but I will explain more in a separate post.

P.S. According to Spammers the bigtime awaits and ‘traffic’ is what all bloggers want, no it isn’t, not their way anyway. Let me make it clear… … i like the fact my blog is hidden from the masses and has low traffic and perhaps is only for people with a real ‘interest’ in Astrology to find, and i don’t want to be a small fish in a big pond and if that is a ‘spanner in the great design’ of the social media world then so be it.

Love and Peace.

Astrology: Mars Rx

June 25, 2016

Now there are lot of things i could say about Mars retrograde but i want to keep it brief.

Living in England the last few weeks have been tortuous to watch the television, will we leave the EU or remain, it really was a case of Tune off, turn off and **** off, they truly did me head in, and why bother with that. And i’m glad i was too young to remember when we went in the 1970’s.

Anyway it was a foregone conclusion in my mind, just like how a Horary chart can be judged one way or the other on one testimony this ‘referendum’ taking place on June 23rd was solely down to Mars Rx.

Mars strong in Scorpio equals self-determination and is strong enough to do it, and retrograde returns to a previous state, so we return to an independent state but with the vote cast only six days before it stations it shows we have something like to the beginning of August 2021 before that really kicks-in, whilst the retrograde action brings financial, political and personal change in the meantime.

People, Mars type people, like rough middle-aged violently patriotic men feel they have their mojo back and perhaps they do, and in Norwich the stories come in about foreigners already being openly abused in the street, oh dear Mars giving open reign.

But here we are told it was the ‘youth’ Mercury who made the difference, probably not, just more media hype to keep the circus on the road.

Anyway the people have voted, i didn’t i couldn’t decide for the best, my heart was saying keep in Europe and my head said no, give your vote to England’s own future, so i made no difference so i can’t complain can i? ha.

In the end politics wins and we suffer, and as a Anarchistic minded individual i think i made my point, a system can’t continue if no one participates in it.

Astrology: Current progressions

June 11, 2016

I was born in June 1965 and nearly 51 years later my progressed astrology chart looks nothing like my natal chart did way back in 1965, and rightly so, and although i know appalling little about ‘progressions’ [well i know the basics] and a little more, i still know enough to get by. But i must let you know, it is the question of whether your ‘progressed’ chart is more like you ‘now’ than your ‘natal’ chart that gets me, personally i don’t think it is, but that ‘thinking’ could change over time.

You see i appreciate that the ‘aspects’ between planets and planets and planets and house cusps in your ‘progressed’ chart can signify ‘events’ but further than that i’m not sure what this chart’s real value is because isn’t it just ‘one’ moment of time [your birth] pushed-on so in my eyes it isn’t a standard chart like those based on a ‘moment’ of time like a natal or a horary chart and without the ‘natal’ chart to refer back to ‘it is’ nothing. I mean it can only be used with reference to the ‘natal’ chart and nothing else in a kind of exclusive relationship ‘if you like’, but like i said this/my thinking may change.

But after saying all this their ‘affects’ do still come through and that is why it is an important chart to refer to, but it is also worth stating some ‘progressions’ seem easier to ‘spot’ in your World, [i mean they manifest in an event] and it may ‘not’ just be the more ‘powerful’ ones, maybe it is that we are more inclined to ‘some’ of them either because of the way we are living ‘at the time’ or just personally due to your own astrological chart but for sure a multiple of connected ‘ones’ coming together can have a ‘force’ so strong, anyway let us move-on.

I’ve called this post ‘current’ progressions because in a year or two from now my progressions can and will be different, so we are talking about May/June 2016 here.

Now for an example of ‘progressions’ at work to set the scene and so you have a starting point.

A lot has changed in the past 50 years and i am a middle-aged man now and i will never to be mistaken for a under eighteen man again [laughs] but some progressions move quite slowly and Mars in my natal chart which was at 29 23 Virgo moved into Libra soon after birth but it has been in Libra its ‘detriment’ ever since and will only reach Scorpio in the next year[s] and it has brought its own problems which for me were ‘attitudes’ mainly.

Nataly Mars rules my 10th, 11th and 3rd house cusps and this throwing Mars into ‘detriment’ has really screwed with my natural ‘tendencies’, now, i suppose these ‘progressed’ positions put a new layer over the original whilst bringing in new experiences and it seems that they can cover-over what was ‘originally’ there [like a new paint job, or should i say a new clear varnish job] where you can still see the original.

And with it being like this, we find a Mars which was/is in its own ‘terms’ and i had some ‘friends’ 11th [and ‘terms’ often give friendship, or the possibility of, the strength having them] and the 10th some desire to ‘work’ and the 3rd some desire to talk all ‘fall away’, but the good thing with ‘natal’ indicators is they cannot change, only bend. Now Mars is at 28 Libra where it has meant friends/work and communicating have meant little or nothing to me in the last fifty years and because so much has changed i am kind of looking forward to a possible re-birth coming soon when Mars goes back into full Mars dignities in Scorpio, well perhaps it will come, i really don’t know, because it is a simple to and fro isn’t it, because if Mars in Libra took them away then Mars in Scorpio can bring them back, but we will see, and because you can’t undo fifty years of ‘attitude’ overnight and more importantly [and what i think is], perhaps i did want less work and have less friends and do less talking during this time, and i think for the most part the answer is yes, so perhaps Mars in Libra did exactly what is should of done [for me anyway].

Now for the rest of the story, and we need to get a bit more detailed here leaving the previous bit behind. Although Mars is still significant and it is here that we include aspects between planets and cusps and bring things up to 2016.

I have been getting a lot of headaches recently and very ‘hot’ ones too, now my natal chart has a distinct lack of fire in it and with no planets in fire signs and you can’t really count the Sagittarius Ascendant [all on its own] and with the preponderance of water signs occupied the fact is that i get few if ‘any’ headaches and that seems to be quite ‘normal’ for me but lately it is like i have an excess of ‘fire’, [for me] anyway, it isn’t ‘much’ of a thing but they hurt like buggery, and it seems not much is needed to change the balance, just a bit of fire.

These headaches are annoying and like i said ‘out of character’, my progressed Sun has been in Leo for years now and so has Mercury in Leo, now retrograde, so the only new ‘factor’ is Moon in Aries, although at 25 18 it has been in Aries for some time, so why am i suffering/ill now? well that is quite easy to see, my progressed 6th cusp is at 26 14 Cancer [June 8th exactly ‘partile’ 0 00’ on my natal Venus] and the Moon has been slowly reaching the square aspect of this cusp [and wasn’t fully there when they began] and so it is with ‘applying’ aspects, so with some days to go until the aspect perfects i expect these headaches to continue to exactitude then hopefully fade.

The astrology is easy Aries = headaches and the Moon ‘frequently’ and they are now making me ill = 6th cusp, but there is more, this Moon also is opposing my progressed Mars in detriment so until this ‘aspect’ is over, ‘soon’ i am prone, at least i have one saving-grace this Mars has passed the exact square to natal Venus, and why i am thankful is, this Moon applying to progressed Mars whilst Mars is in square to my natal lord 4 could have been very difficult, sure it is still ‘close’ but an applying progression is ‘still’ to happen, or is ‘happening’ whereas a ‘separating’ aspect sees much of the power to ‘afflict’ [in this instance] gone.

So that is the story i guess, but why look further than the natal chart and its progressed chart for any more information on a ‘subject’, but like any good Astrologer i have another important chart to look at too, that of when i moved into my home in Cromer, and i believe this chart can sometimes tell me just as much well [nearly] as my natal chart in certain issues, so what are its progressions ‘today’? and what ‘might’ i see? first this chart has fiery Mars in Leo near the 12th cusp, where you can just be stuck with things, it has now moved from 17 Leo to 20 42 Leo in the 6 years that i have lived here by progression and is close to opposing the/its progressed 6th cusp at 20 55 Aquarius, so although Aries isn’t involved a fiery sign afflicts the progressed 6th cusp so we see parallels in this chart and the Moon is now in Leo, progressed from Taurus, so as with all Astrology we see a ‘double’ confirmation of what is manifesting as ‘one’ thing.

Another thing i have done is fight fire with fire, now with no fire positions in my natal chart i have never been that ‘busy’ in the world/and as a person although i’ve had my moments, i am a phlegmatic sort of person mainly but as i’m finding-out ‘progressions’ can change things [to an extent/for a time] so with ‘fire’ ones i need to ‘get’ active, burn-off the ‘massive’ heat/energy, so instead of my ‘usual’ rather lazy ‘day’ i have got ‘super’ active [for me anyway] and started painting my living room [Aries] and cleaning my whole home, making it anew, again [Aries], the astrology is saying work ‘something’ out/off and it has helped.

Now this might seem like ‘nothing’ but it is all relevant to me, i don’t do ‘much’ in life, i have no ‘daily’ active pattern which most people in the normal world would recognise, so for me it is a big turnaround and that ‘change’ is just as important to me as anything is to anybody else, you know.

I suppose the moral of this story is: time will ‘pass’ and things will move on, and some things which annoy and afflict will one day turn out to be a laugh ‘again’, but we must always remember the older you get ‘some’ things ‘stick’ around longer and ‘niggles’ grow longer, and we are always working towards the ultimate progression[s] which the ‘traditional’ astrologers talked of, and by that i mean the final ‘killing’ one[s], and i know my current progression[s] has only brought me ‘headaches’ and i can seem like a ‘drama queen’, but this post is more of a therapeutic lesson for me and a teaching-aid for the/you ‘readers’ so excuse the subject matter although ‘painful’ to me and concentrate on the learning given within.

Until next time, soonish, bye.

Astrology: like a donkey derby, only…

May 27, 2016

… backwards.

So, Mars arrives back in Scorpio only this time from 29 59, because it is retrograde, and i have to tell you i don’t like retrograde planets, well i don’t like them when they are in bad places of your natal chart, and in the past few weeks Mars has been in Sagittarius doing his thing, but it has been the stuff of nightmares for me, constant burning headaches and extended flu symptoms, it retrograded past my 12th house cusp and it is only ‘now’ the further it got away from the cusp that my ills have slowly faded-away, and it is now far enough away to be said to be in my 11th house, and hopefully when it goes ‘direct’ in Sagittarius i hope my ills won’t return, but if they do then it is doubtful it will be with the force of the malefic retrograde ‘affects’.

Retro gradation is said to be a major ‘debility’ and i used to think well the main planets are retrograde every few months, so what is the big deal, but i was missing their essence, kind of looking at the forest and not the trees and the more intricate patterns involved. Mars and Venus retrograde can be harder than the shorter Mercury one, especially as they come around less often.

But we can usually deal with Saturn and Jupiter’s retrogrades easily enough as it is often either just a ‘down’ period’ [Saturn] or one of minor irritation for [Jupiter], but we mustn’t forget each one of us has the individual factor [to factor in] about where the retrograde planet rules and the house it is in and house[s] it rules over to factor in too.

Then there is the ‘fact’ people are born with either no planets retrograde or many, [i think i am right in saying that in the 20th century there was rarely a time when all the planets were direct].

Personally i don’t have Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter or even Saturn retrograde in my natal chart, so i wonder if i might feel retrogradation more than some other people do, or that could just be a ‘fantasy’ [i don’t know], what i do know is my life tends to run quite smoothly, on its natural forward course most of the time so when retrogradation happens in some harder part of my chart i tend to know about it.

Anyhow, the saving-grace of this Mars retrograde period is it started in low degrees of a sign [a sign where it is not in any essential dignities of note] and it goes back into Scorpio where it is full on, [although not in full Mars dignities] as it would be at 0 degrees of Scorpio, anyhow, i bet many people are glad it has come back into Scorpio, a ‘break’ for so many, a time to aspire again, or plan at the very least, and in late May 2016 we need ‘hope’ as Jupiter is in detriment and Saturn has two months of retrogradation to still go through.

Only my friend who has an early Sagittarian Ascendant seems to unaffected by it, and good for him, and i guess if you have Mars in Sagittarius then it is hand-able too, to an extent anyway, and i suppose if you naturally like to behave badly, then the past few weeks was ‘just for you’, always remembering that with Astrology we all are affected differently, by the same factor.

Anyway i named the post [like a donkey derby, only backwards], why? because a retrograde period is like a ‘course’ of a certain length and the planet is descriptive of what the objects involved ‘do’ and here it is ‘race’ a Martian ‘thing’, how will it be done? slower than usual, do to retrogradation, but Mars is still essentially strong, but ‘weakened’ so instead of a thorough bred horse that we would normally ‘use’, we at the moment [are like] donkeys ‘those’ sturdy creatures who plod along and like a Scorpio who only really get into gear when agitated, [but you say] Mars in Scorpio a ‘donkey’, [you are having a laugh], but pull its tail and watch it run with a mania, [after its sting] well its ‘kick’ of its hind-legs anyway.

Can a donkey actually walk backwards, i don’t know, but retrogradation is also known as apparent retrogradation, [although it does move back through the degrees], what is not so apparent to many people though is the ‘times’ which we are living through, sure some people notice something is ‘off’ and life isn’t moving-on as it normally does, but i become less surprised yearly by how ‘little’ some people actually ‘see’ and even ‘more’ how unaware they are of the different/changing ‘astrological’ conditions they live under, with some people preferring even to deny any ‘possible’ differences [in their day-to-day reality’s] ‘given to them by the planets’, and why? all so their world-view of isn’t ‘every-day’ the ‘same’ isn’t threatened.

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